
“Kiss my lips, Koichi.”
Kimijima Koichi shut his eyes tightly,14Please respect copyright.PENANAoInX87nfq2
as if trying to suppress something dangerously wild rising from within.
“…I’m sorry, my lady.”14Please respect copyright.PENANAwpLJNVao3y
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“…This… is the one order I cannot obey.…”14Please respect copyright.PENANA3nz0UQC1ft
His voice was as gentle as ever,14Please respect copyright.PENANAmnPTDOtKft
but trembling—so tightly restrained it bordered on breaking.
Suzuran froze.14Please respect copyright.PENANAqq6ZSlcplV
Then tears spilled from her eyes—just as he added quietly:
“…This is my personal will.”
And in the very next moment—
his lips came crashing down.14Please respect copyright.PENANAmKjSZlKojh
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That wasn’t a kiss between servant and mistress.14Please respect copyright.PENANAOxP4qloFQu
It wasn’t gratitude, or manners, or carefully restrained affection.
It was—14Please respect copyright.PENANAz2B3hgfe92
a man’s raw desire finally breaking free.
He was like someone who had finally allowed himself one moment of recklessness,14Please respect copyright.PENANACr5dbvvE4l
tearing through years of self-control,14Please respect copyright.PENANA9gRg2YeSdY
releasing everything he’d buried deep inside his chest.
That kiss carried all the love, all the pain,14Please respect copyright.PENANAi94xgvCJNd
all the things he could never say.
Suzuran froze in place, her lashes trembling.14Please respect copyright.PENANAHnJinSbn5U
But in the next breath, she reached out—and wrapped her arms around him.
As if using every ounce of strength14Please respect copyright.PENANAMm8B6mf0tF
just to hold onto the man who had finally stopped running.
In that moment, she knew—14Please respect copyright.PENANAMGAeQev94L
She hadn’t been imagining it.14Please respect copyright.PENANAsEMYZ1oLjW
She wasn’t being rejected in silence.14Please respect copyright.PENANAubImJrXWMw
She hadn’t been loving alone.
The man she loved… had finally kissed her back.
The moment his lips touched hers, Suzuran forgot how to breathe.
It wasn’t a brush.14Please respect copyright.PENANAdOUEHrqLOt
It wasn’t hesitation.
It was a kiss that had been held back for far too long,14Please respect copyright.PENANAx2jzkcUqyh
and now—finally—it was flooding out.
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He kissed her hard—but not roughly.14Please respect copyright.PENANAAziJLmZVEJ
It was filled with longing,14Please respect copyright.PENANAW0c667SmdL
a tenderness pushed to the edge of madness.
One arm wrapped tightly around her waist,14Please respect copyright.PENANANFaPvI8INc
the other cradled the back of her head, pulling her into him completely.
His grip was possessive, but firm—14Please respect copyright.PENANA2br5Efrq5P
like someone who had waited his whole life just to hold her this way.
Their breaths tangled,14Please respect copyright.PENANAzzEJgH3Loj
his kiss deep and consuming—14Please respect copyright.PENANAkaukLmhGjm
sometimes urgent, sometimes slow,14Please respect copyright.PENANAZuXlw9Muip
like waves of wordless hunger crashing over her reason.
Suzuran instinctively clutched his shirt,14Please respect copyright.PENANAokvO7fvSfu
her body pinned against his until she could barely move,14Please respect copyright.PENANAcBAqR6Iyfn
small gasps catching in her throat as he kissed her breathless.
She stared up at him through hazy eyes—14Please respect copyright.PENANAw4sIIRBK1z
his brows drawn tight,14Please respect copyright.PENANAvLLYxmqzaj
his focus locked entirely on her—
like he wasn’t just kissing her lips,14Please respect copyright.PENANAI1g58Hdhi7
but her very soul.
Those weren’t a servant’s eyes.
They were the eyes of a man who loved her.14Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9NPdRQbbs
Deeply. Desperately. Entirely.
Her breath hitched,14Please respect copyright.PENANAMEddD4uE2k
her chest rising and falling under his touch,14Please respect copyright.PENANA8QPDXpPNPa
her body absorbing the heat of his.
She could barely think—only feel.14Please respect copyright.PENANAjThovjJJ2G
Only let herself be kissed, piece by piece,14Please respect copyright.PENANAfKKJVp96w6
by the man she’d wanted for so long.
Every time she gasped,14Please respect copyright.PENANAyNVa7C7woe
his kiss only deepened, gentler yet more desperate.
He was no longer holding back.14Please respect copyright.PENANAybRq8dGH8N
No longer retreating.
He poured everything into that kiss—14Please respect copyright.PENANA2AxWQsjdrc
his love, his grief, his devotion.
It wasn’t just a kiss.
It was defiance against fate.14Please respect copyright.PENANAjne47OtM3n
It was a vow.14Please respect copyright.PENANAhHYJEtTOT7
It was the giving of a soul.
Tears blurred her vision.
She clung to him, trembling,14Please respect copyright.PENANAmVOOB4ZByk
her fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt.
And she kissed him back.
Letting him steal her breath,14Please respect copyright.PENANA9Ktg73PefP
just so she could be closer to him—
to the man who had finally chosen her over duty.
Their breathing tangled,14Please respect copyright.PENANAIkgxHXGGfa
their mouths meeting again and again,14Please respect copyright.PENANAesw6XyPaAb
until all that remained was them.
No titles.14Please respect copyright.PENANAvldQkBLYbT
No rules.14Please respect copyright.PENANA1pGTVX1pDa
No fear.
Just her—and him.
Just this kiss.14Please respect copyright.PENANArfx5u3pC9P
Kimijima Koichi kissed her again.14Please respect copyright.PENANAMGFCaLDkI3
And again.
Pulling back only to return to her lips like he couldn’t bear the distance.
Suzuran gasped, barely able to speak.
The more breathless she became,14Please respect copyright.PENANAD7C1d0GlJp
the deeper his kisses grew—14Please respect copyright.PENANAz61ux6rEvm
wild and unrestrained.
Like he’d fallen from the cliff of control,14Please respect copyright.PENANAaUnbEpziHO
and there was no going back.
“H-Koi…”14Please respect copyright.PENANAyZ7SXHCb9x
Her voice trembled as she whispered his name.
He finally stopped,14Please respect copyright.PENANA4aslP5Vix7
resting his forehead against hers.
His breathing ragged,14Please respect copyright.PENANAL17og7nzt2
his brow damp with sweat.
He didn’t speak right away.14Please respect copyright.PENANAXCl9KfXrCO
Just held her, then whispered softly—
“…Ran.”
Their eyes met.
And for once,14Please respect copyright.PENANAnSWeyDPylx
his eyes weren’t calm.
They were burning.
She looked into those eyes—14Please respect copyright.PENANAEdh9hVThbE
the ones always so composed.
But now?
They were filled with raw, aching emotion.
He looked not like a servant,14Please respect copyright.PENANAMEZ2OBl04G
but like a man who had loved her for far too long.
She bit her lip,14Please respect copyright.PENANAihUAfNGUA2
then finally asked the question that had haunted her for so long:
“…Koichi, do you—really love me?”
Her voice was barely above a breath.14Please respect copyright.PENANA8cdnaZGCPC
Tears shimmered in her eyes.
She almost didn’t dare hope that the warmth she felt…
was truly hers.
He was still breathless.14Please respect copyright.PENANAtlCEwHQMZw
His chest rose and fell violently,14Please respect copyright.PENANA4QgngEjep2
as if he’d just come up from drowning.
Usually so calm,14Please respect copyright.PENANAI3eHHUKHr2
Kimijima Koichi now looked utterly undone.14Please respect copyright.PENANAXHJ87D5JJb
Raw.
He didn’t answer right away.
Instead, he pressed his forehead to hers again,14Please respect copyright.PENANAm7dhOTPCBr
eyes closed tight, as if enduring something painful.
Finally, his voice came—hoarse, shaken:
“…I wasn’t supposed to love you.”
“But I’ve loved you—this whole time.”
“So much I can’t stop.”14Please respect copyright.PENANAHepaVJ3lp8
“So much I can’t even meet your eyes.”14Please respect copyright.PENANAoLgnObpfDd
“So much I’ve had to use everything I have to hold it back.”
His voice trembled.
Like the words weren’t just spoken—
but torn out from a bleeding wound.
Suzuran whispered:
“I thought… I was the only one whose heart was racing.”
“I thought it was just me…”
“A one-sided love.”
The words fell from her chest like a sob,14Please respect copyright.PENANALUpcsjSdj9
barely held together by pride.
He didn’t answer.
He simply took her hand—14Please respect copyright.PENANAkoGS3FH2Dr
gently, as always—
but this time, with certainty.
And then, he placed her palm over his chest,14Please respect copyright.PENANAjcIUM4erE0
where his heart was pounding.
“Why don’t you see for yourself?”
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