2154年12月31日，下午四點，政治中心A區727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYpDI05Wfw
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「三爺，今天提早結束，要返回十一塔嗎？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9DU5l0osv
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「行。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsIgkzBilq
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一年的最後一天，李央提前結束所有行程，一個人坐在自駕車中。今天的A區在下雪，李央看著窗外潔白的世界，思緒飄回很久、很久以前，那個和雪一樣、白色的房間。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iZpdF55bV
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他沒有父母──應該說，李央不知道自己算不算「人」。他有生老病死，也經歷過幼兒、青少年、成年；然而，李央的誕生出自「人為」，孕育他的不是羊水，而是實驗室的培養液。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13zmoHi0Uw
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李昂、李康、李央……以及被稱為「遠親」的李門成員，生命都來自同一人的DNA。因為基因「純正」，他和李昂、李康以兄弟相稱，被指派為李門的領導，要做的事情只有一件：服從高宇維。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymEBN2hTVg
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他和李康，是同一天誕生的兩個生命。十五歲前，他們被關在白色的、二十坪大的房間。那裡沒有窗戶，門打不開，他和李康一起生活，每天「被觀察」、「被檢測」、「數值是否正常」；但李央不嚮往外面的世界，房裡有很多書籍，日子並不無聊。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcL9uLQieJ7
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而且李康也在。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXECVCYrhY
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「央，幫我拿黃色。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0ADm0r4H0
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「央，我的藍筆在哪？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFRqQmVvCL
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「央，你有看到紅色嗎？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQ9NCn3GkZ
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「央，綠色，在你旁邊。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevk4LBw3dn
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他的哥哥──那個金髮、紅眼，和他一點也不像的哥哥，很喜歡畫畫。三歲用蠟筆，八歲用水彩，十二歲用壓克力顏料。白色的牆壁、地板，每天都被李康畫得亂七八糟，但到了隔天，房間又會完好如初，變很乾淨。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgcQWvDEtg
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「央，我的紫色──」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfMTWI2myJ
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「你自己拿，不要吵我。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiZ2MXQ4i9
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十二歲，李康坐在梯子上，身上沾滿亂七八糟的顏料；李央趴在床上看書，不想理他。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0NsptFDvD
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「央，幫個忙。」李康拜託他：「我的紫色用完了，你找找，床底下還有一瓶。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavaEAhQswH
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「不要！」李央拿著書，背對他，「我跟你說過了，用完的顏料不要亂丟，你自己去找！」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIGlyKgGWM
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李央討厭哥哥──跟李康說話，他內心的感受很複雜、說不上來，那讓李央非常煩躁。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBdnQhtl0W
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「……。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBJU5cicvD
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李康沒有生氣。他從梯子上下來，不管衣服和手都是顏料，竟直接爬上白色的床，這讓李央很生氣。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlqhbIWYXH
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「喂！你先去洗──」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJBxKbUpNc
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還沒說完，他的話被李康的嘴堵住。哥哥勾著他的下巴，不論金色的頭髮、紅色的眼睛，或那漂亮的五官……都離他好近。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOTgLV12fJ
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「……嘻。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uLS426T91
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結束那個吻，李康的手撐在床上，白色的床單被顏料弄髒──李央的衣服也是。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPqqIEDHri
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「央。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBg30wfJD8v
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李康露出非常、非常漂亮的笑容，得意地說：727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKWFYLWCHd
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「用不著武裝，你全身是破綻。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeFWRwzzz3
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李央很生氣。他一把推開哥哥，將李康從床上打下去。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFrzZOV7aa
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「……我要去洗澡。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiu5F7rpjEq
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身上有哥哥的顏料，李央無法忍受，走向浴室，「你不准進來！」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt21PQRriJy
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關上浴室的門、脫掉衣服……他知道，哥哥是藝術家，任性的藝術家不受束縛。不管他說什麼，李康還是照樣進來、照樣碰他，李央無法抗拒。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprqO1Iohk5
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「……。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1w4Qczw7s
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自駕車正在播放鋼琴曲。李央聽著音樂，記得這首歌的名字，叫作〈嵐之海〉。這不是歡快的歌，相反，旋律很壓抑，音樂從慢到快、從快到急，高音與低音交錯，就像海上的暴風雨，輪流搶奪主旋律。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwN0POTVUlr
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──作為第二代，做好第二代的事。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYJt5F9Qgd
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他想到大哥──腦中響起李昂的聲音。李昂很早誕生，早在李央十五歲、和他第一次見面時，大哥就掌管了李門，將十一塔管理得井然有序。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGsAnwCFOb
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李央不討厭大哥；相反，他的人生自從遇見李昂，才真正有了重心。和個性嚴謹、要求甚高的大哥工作，李央的生活開始運轉，藉此拉開與李康的距離，也消除了不少雜念。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKPipyHu3f
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他常常想：如果李昂和他們同齡、也生活在那個房間，李央的人生不會變成這樣。那十五年，李康成為他的心魔──哭啊，喊啊，愛啊，恨啊，一輩子也跨不過的，心魔。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDQJoSGXcs
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──讓他瘋的不是病，是更複雜的東西。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSowHesQrsp
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安靜、忍耐、醞釀……隨著〈嵐之海〉的旋律，李央的回憶開始變色。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7Cqgr9jfT
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二十五歲，李康第一次發病。起初只是恍神、頭痛，接著幻聽、胡言亂語，病情一陣一陣。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCALwr3Qa4
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「請妳給我一個目標……」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasRxehOCen
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「誰都好，我想成為那個『非你不可』……」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JS2OI4r7P
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李康總是念著這兩句，沒有人聽懂──除了李昂和李央。他們找到高宇維，高宇維將李門的命運，囊括成那四個字：727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sZadNZqxm
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「『紅心傑克』。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorVOBa5ULt
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高宇維沒有起伏的聲音，透過投影視窗傳來──727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7IWfXSzKJ
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「李康的基因最好。打從出生，就知道他是繼承人。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRiHI8uvIW
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「他瘋，是因為他在掙扎、在抗拒。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMuQJYVYpi
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這是他們的命，他們就是為此誕生。李昂和李央別無他法，只能靜靜觀察，幸好李康發作頻率不高，一個月一次。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65Nw7tO2vV
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「哥，是我。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXnE5Mer3x
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二十六歲，已經習慣李門生活的李央，敲了敲李康的房門。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JnNmCvg7l
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「怎麼了？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlFzcC13JK
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李康開門，披著一件黑色的披肩，看著比自己高的弟弟。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFyj75LNS0
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相反，李央視線飄移，不敢看哥哥的臉。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyfSfqtpcr
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「只是……想說聲恭喜。」李央很難開口，說話斷斷續續：「恭喜你，要結婚了。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfm2IRURCJ
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「三更半夜過來，只說這個？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLgrRoUKHt
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「不，我……」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJktKxuV6ks
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「說笑的。」李康微笑，後退一步，「我的房間隨時歡迎你，進來吧。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkdY1gT6rk
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為什麼要來找他、為什麼就這麼進去……李央至今仍想不明白。他走到哥哥凌亂的房間，桌上散落畫筆、顏料，牆上擺了許多作品，有單純的風景畫，也有看不懂的抽象畫。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ960c9kBRs4
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「哥，身體還好嗎？」李央看著他的背影，問。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ042OqslaT3
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「還行。」李康回答：「聲音變少了。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDarFQRBZbz
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「聲音？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1vyam6x2U
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「『紅心傑克』。」李康走到陽台，「他常常跟我說話。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwTcYOlc7u
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「……。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwLF3KcTxK
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李央跟著哥哥的腳步，來到陽台。當時是夏天，晚風涼爽，眼前一片燈火闌珊，李央看著看著，轉頭，不小心瞥了一眼──對上哥哥的視線。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdLDuBTr6W
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「央。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNeyrd18xF
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夜晚，李康的金髮和他的披肩，隨著晚風徐徐飄逸。李央心知不妙，原本要轉頭，下巴卻被李康抓住──力道一點也不溫柔，很暴力。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAW6ZXlq7P
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「跟以前一樣。」李康說：「你總是不看我。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iLFWZ4Wqy
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「我沒有……」李央的聲音越來越小。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdprzhWGVq
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「少裝了，你全身是破綻。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFaYVApVqT
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又來了──李康露出非常、非常漂亮的笑容，得意地說：727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtwneTGefe
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「我從來沒有強迫你。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU66ytNKZMP
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「是你，自己來找我的。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjq1CRmrJG
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被哥哥紅色的眼睛凝視，李央的話卡在喉嚨，發不出聲。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFDVcpAjzt
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「央。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdz8ipT2l9v
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李康又叫他的名字。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2mKXj72Mp
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「我要結婚了；也可能再過不久，我就會死了……但沒關係。無論你遇到誰、什麼事，你都會想起我，在相似的人身上看到我，而且你將無法控制自己，情不自禁地重複我對你做的事……然後，當你得逞了、淪陷了，你也永遠是我的了。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65A7uDQx5f
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「……。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7T74MTGYf
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李康是頂尖的狩獵者，獵物會自己來到他的身邊；就算他消失，也不擔心，因為李央不會逃走，反而會尋找他的痕跡，一輩子困在被狩獵的陰影。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNraGaCcas0
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「沙沙沙──沙沙沙──」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJstODrxvt1
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二十六歲，李康有了第一個孩子，叫做博洋。他是純潔的孩子，不知道李康是什麼樣的人，父親在他心中猶如光芒。父子倆感情融洽，李康常常教博洋畫畫，然而──727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jJxPCgktr
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「小叔！小叔！」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMd1ZoxQpu
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TSnrxUIMi
剛學會說話的博洋，匆匆忙忙跑來李央的書房，看起來嚇得不輕。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPz6IHl7Zj
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh13fQiZTjE
「爸爸……爸爸他……！」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRONZK8OrJ
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLW3vu8zCI
李央知道發生什麼。他抱著姪子，跑去永遠歡迎他的那個房間。李康在一堆書和紙中，東翻西翻，不知道在找什麼。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CxvYOEhz7
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沙沙沙──沙沙沙──727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ts6cSJveU
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「……在哪裡？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXj2DHv7wOG
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沙沙沙──沙沙沙──727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfqYba5MxE
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sqMrLo5RE
「應該有的……應該有的……」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtoXzCpS8e
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyIOOPILex
沙沙沙──沙沙沙──727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnaYO5xYGE
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「黑色的……他給我的……在哪裡……？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmCSrsuX7G
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博洋出生後，李康發作的頻率越來越高，彷彿變成另一個人，常常像這樣、不知道在找什麼，嘴裡念念有詞，在地毯爬來爬去。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwarIPkQP9
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBds1C9LXu3
「博洋，你先回房間。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuw39uoAhe2
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5kn9Hue5o
李央將姪子放回地上，告訴他：「在我說好前，都不可以過來，知道嗎？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOc35etsArz
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfjMxsSoKX
博洋哭著點頭，乖乖離開。李央走向書堆中的哥哥，蹲下。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfQGO4x4Ja
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HHNw82oMI
「哥，是我，能聽到我的聲音嗎？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2onRMd6624
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKEroQZ8qx
李央出乎預料冷靜。李康什麼也聽不見，依然趴在紙堆中，不停地「沙沙沙──沙沙沙──」，空洞的眼睛看不見弟弟，什麼也看不見。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiukZRlTWx
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9suhU1WbAt
「哥，我在這。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAqHGyDu5i
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurUKFLwz9v
李央伸手，抓住李康的肩膀。哥哥沒有掙扎，反而乖乖地、在李央面前坐下來，好像被抽走靈魂，沒有表情，也沒有動作。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSr17AkrgZ
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVubqF7NRdu
「我帶你去休息，站得起來嗎？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDCgBDRKdi
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7dqcTDpAX
李央扶著哥哥、走到床邊。李康像散掉的布偶，兩眼呆滯地躺到床上，嘴巴時開時闔、斷斷續續念著：727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbloL3jVi0u
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pQDj9F0Kd
「誰都好……我想成為那個『非你不可』……」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZFQAWXBFg
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LGex2m1WK
「……。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0c57Agruq7
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李央不說話，看著那漂亮的金髮，看著那精緻的五官，他想起小時候，兩人在那個房間生活，李康叫他拿紫色的顏料。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWpBluy2oD
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「……哥。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8z5eviHLe1
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「我討厭你。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHWnZcSAEM
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反正聽不見、也不會回話，李央趁這時候，將卡在喉嚨的話，一次說出口：727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXulE2B5W0
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「我討厭你碰我、討厭你對我笑、討厭你對我做的事，也討厭明明很討厭、卻不反抗的自己。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPSrnlu9dK
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8s7NQYVbI4
「你說的對，你從來沒有強迫我，都是我去找你，或讓你來找我。我們從出生就在一起，我不習慣沒有你，也沒辦法將你戒掉。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDO1NiVUKu
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIw5ZXm8Kn
「對，我到處是破綻。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWk4M8CRWl
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沙沙沙──沙沙沙──727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcpDw2Z38n
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「我討厭那個聲音。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvtDB5maCK
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNGbL2lWPK
「意味著──我又回來了，回來找你。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrZCIU6fIi
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李康是毒。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsEkmgOK4w
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讓他越陷越深的毒。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjpmYLMAo5
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該死的毒癮，根本戒不掉。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdI6eCPFFYc
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他不滿「紅心傑克」，立志將這一切推翻，擺脫身為第二代的宿命；然而，比起看不見的宿命，他認為李康更可怕。那個人塑造了他、成就了他、傷害了他……就算死，李康也變成顏料，沾在李央的身體裡。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBpHZX8Scf
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「……。」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5hUZeWah0
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安靜、忍耐、醞釀、爆發……〈嵐之海〉狂奏起來。除了那幅巨大的畫，李康留下兩個兒子，其中一個離開李門；另一個，和李康簡直一模一樣。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0UQSYvB44
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「小叔，你怎麼了？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyBxNx1Nxv
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三十八歲。他看著七歲的李晴煬，除了頭髮顏色，五官、身形、眼睛，都和他記憶中的哥哥，完全一致。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSmJMmYi6v
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「小叔？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtb2MZGy3O2
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──央。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwB6twADc9h
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「我臉上有什麼嗎？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDuKgmxRoA
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──全是破綻。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZSEWsfPXM
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「對了，小叔叫我看的書，我今天看完了喔！」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1n19kx5JL9
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqSRyMbMzM
──我從來沒有強迫你。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2elQowsRW
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「小叔明天，可以來找我嗎？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSax2vJbDb
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9moXKYvRvG
──是你，自己來找我的。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJ4D3nwsER
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727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYLzzOMmBF
李康是毒，是心魔，是狩獵者。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLtcQBUcmz
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWKgTyZvXl
他會在相似的人身上，看見李康。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVxSaXixj2
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2qyVbMNUk
並且，無法控制自己。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hvdCejIAi
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「小叔……？」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblPEEZHnxV
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHd1IHAsaV
──情不自禁。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM54u4PmKXc
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「不…不要，不要！」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZ0Cr5WnXv
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──重複我對你做的事。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYDqhHhA67
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「小叔……不要這樣，我好怕……！」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0u9nmSWoq
727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGbRXqwnXx
──當你得逞了、淪陷了。727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQnE9UuMCV
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「嗚…哼……嗯啊…哼嗯……！」727Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RxILT2OJF
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──你也，永遠是我的了。
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