2154年12月31日，下午四點，政治中心A區762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwrS3L7jI2
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「三爺，今天提早結束，要返回十一塔嗎？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuq05GQXPP
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一年的最後一天，李央提前結束所有行程，一個人坐在自駕車中。今天的A區在下雪，李央看著窗外潔白的世界，思緒飄回很久、很久以前，那個和雪一樣、白色的房間。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMl4Xo4nxE
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他沒有父母──應該說，李央不知道自己算不算「人」。他有生老病死，也經歷過幼兒、青少年、成年；然而，李央的誕生出自「人為」，孕育他的不是羊水，而是實驗室的培養液。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiHswxxJcA
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李昂、李康、李央……以及被稱為「遠親」的李門成員，生命都來自同一人的DNA。因為基因「純正」，他和李昂、李康以兄弟相稱，被指派為李門的領導，要做的事情只有一件：服從高宇維。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuLum4vqcb
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他和李康，是同一天誕生的兩個生命。十五歲前，他們被關在白色的、二十坪大的房間。那裡沒有窗戶，門打不開，他和李康一起生活，每天「被觀察」、「被檢測」、「數值是否正常」；但李央不嚮往外面的世界，房裡有很多書籍，日子並不無聊。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtUjSsB0k9
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而且李康也在。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeB1AkudvJq
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「央，幫我拿黃色。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjlIGfdS0w
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「央，我的藍筆在哪？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOigure2jr
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「央，你有看到紅色嗎？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLlCuyMdsj
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「央，綠色，在你旁邊。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnxnMygwA1
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他的哥哥──那個金髮、紅眼，和他一點也不像的哥哥，很喜歡畫畫。三歲用蠟筆，八歲用水彩，十二歲用壓克力顏料。白色的牆壁、地板，每天都被李康畫得亂七八糟，但到了隔天，房間又會完好如初，變很乾淨。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYvSQTBeOT
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「央，我的紫色──」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHe95JOo4dq
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「你自己拿，不要吵我。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzu45PT2Ts5
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十二歲，李康坐在梯子上，身上沾滿亂七八糟的顏料；李央趴在床上看書，不想理他。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQTzoY9BI3
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「央，幫個忙。」李康拜託他：「我的紫色用完了，你找找，床底下還有一瓶。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheeBUhnpXk
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「不要！」李央拿著書，背對他，「我跟你說過了，用完的顏料不要亂丟，你自己去找！」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0W8C8ADYHE
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李央討厭哥哥──跟李康說話，他內心的感受很複雜、說不上來，那讓李央非常煩躁。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNGakLB3Rk
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李康沒有生氣。他從梯子上下來，不管衣服和手都是顏料，竟直接爬上白色的床，這讓李央很生氣。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNy7SQZWP3
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「喂！你先去洗──」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDgr760e2q
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還沒說完，他的話被李康的嘴堵住。哥哥勾著他的下巴，不論金色的頭髮、紅色的眼睛，或那漂亮的五官……都離他好近。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqyQ4SXM4V
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「……嘻。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteAaeuYv72
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結束那個吻，李康的手撐在床上，白色的床單被顏料弄髒──李央的衣服也是。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdro0a3wmAT
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「央。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6WMADwcjc
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李康露出非常、非常漂亮的笑容，得意地說：762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5xVsNuhMz
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「用不著武裝，你全身是破綻。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9RjrL911P
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李央很生氣。他一把推開哥哥，將李康從床上打下去。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeoxnprY03
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「……我要去洗澡。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiS0theN9b
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身上有哥哥的顏料，李央無法忍受，走向浴室，「你不准進來！」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BFw2jFKhm
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關上浴室的門、脫掉衣服……他知道，哥哥是藝術家，任性的藝術家不受束縛。不管他說什麼，李康還是照樣進來、照樣碰他，李央無法抗拒。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74jA0nNtp3
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「……。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eEPU13IcO
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自駕車正在播放鋼琴曲。李央聽著音樂，記得這首歌的名字，叫作〈嵐之海〉。這不是歡快的歌，相反，旋律很壓抑，音樂從慢到快、從快到急，高音與低音交錯，就像海上的暴風雨，輪流搶奪主旋律。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VOpmOLHht
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──作為第二代，做好第二代的事。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ahWjnV5YE
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他想到大哥──腦中響起李昂的聲音。李昂很早誕生，早在李央十五歲、和他第一次見面時，大哥就掌管了李門，將十一塔管理得井然有序。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkpAmoe3yu
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李央不討厭大哥；相反，他的人生自從遇見李昂，才真正有了重心。和個性嚴謹、要求甚高的大哥工作，李央的生活開始運轉，藉此拉開與李康的距離，也消除了不少雜念。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzytc1lX8M
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他常常想：如果李昂和他們同齡、也生活在那個房間，李央的人生不會變成這樣。那十五年，李康成為他的心魔──哭啊，喊啊，愛啊，恨啊，一輩子也跨不過的，心魔。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcpGogvcY4
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──讓他瘋的不是病，是更複雜的東西。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWpe81HUOE
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安靜、忍耐、醞釀……隨著〈嵐之海〉的旋律，李央的回憶開始變色。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAXGHE9rBZ
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二十五歲，李康第一次發病。起初只是恍神、頭痛，接著幻聽、胡言亂語，病情一陣一陣。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayHz7ieD43
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「請妳給我一個目標……」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqGJopFCEj
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「誰都好，我想成為那個『非你不可』……」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtdJao0h1g
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李康總是念著這兩句，沒有人聽懂──除了李昂和李央。他們找到高宇維，高宇維將李門的命運，囊括成那四個字：762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPPgcDs1J6
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「『紅心傑克』。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fyH60ESWY
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高宇維沒有起伏的聲音，透過投影視窗傳來──762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDQIrttuTZ
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「李康的基因最好。打從出生，就知道他是繼承人。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVz8tzxlp1D
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「他瘋，是因為他在掙扎、在抗拒。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorM48JNRuw
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這是他們的命，他們就是為此誕生。李昂和李央別無他法，只能靜靜觀察，幸好李康發作頻率不高，一個月一次。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5odESuAEv
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「哥，是我。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUc46TAbYA
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二十六歲，已經習慣李門生活的李央，敲了敲李康的房門。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeSOXvvx3O
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「怎麼了？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtn1O9iaux
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李康開門，披著一件黑色的披肩，看著比自己高的弟弟。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4XUlfpi7T
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「……。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKuXyDGkLp
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相反，李央視線飄移，不敢看哥哥的臉。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMC9jKXd19d
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「只是……想說聲恭喜。」李央很難開口，說話斷斷續續：「恭喜你，要結婚了。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cdBSNCQIp
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「三更半夜過來，只說這個？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp76ifhD8td
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「不，我……」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsazg0CEtfn
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「說笑的。」李康微笑，後退一步，「我的房間隨時歡迎你，進來吧。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkCgyPbRlG
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為什麼要來找他、為什麼就這麼進去……李央至今仍想不明白。他走到哥哥凌亂的房間，桌上散落畫筆、顏料，牆上擺了許多作品，有單純的風景畫，也有看不懂的抽象畫。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHs30IC61B4
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「哥，身體還好嗎？」李央看著他的背影，問。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcdrefxwFU
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「還行。」李康回答：「聲音變少了。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1k6TZpuwzB
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「聲音？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sEUQiRZsR
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「『紅心傑克』。」李康走到陽台，「他常常跟我說話。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2bRAzjwr1
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「……。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgt4VlEhvbf
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李央跟著哥哥的腳步，來到陽台。當時是夏天，晚風涼爽，眼前一片燈火闌珊，李央看著看著，轉頭，不小心瞥了一眼──對上哥哥的視線。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjF4chhaYV
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「央。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3wiLVcudZ
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夜晚，李康的金髮和他的披肩，隨著晚風徐徐飄逸。李央心知不妙，原本要轉頭，下巴卻被李康抓住──力道一點也不溫柔，很暴力。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgCdv5FcSW
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「跟以前一樣。」李康說：「你總是不看我。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02N4oIU45R
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「我沒有……」李央的聲音越來越小。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAClx9wZyJi
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「少裝了，你全身是破綻。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphjzv8cyNI
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又來了──李康露出非常、非常漂亮的笑容，得意地說：762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8AGQEbsXj
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「我從來沒有強迫你。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSkYIbQ3Qg
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「是你，自己來找我的。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArpWjgqnTL
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被哥哥紅色的眼睛凝視，李央的話卡在喉嚨，發不出聲。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZl13iCXKwQ
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「央。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxgXD2MCuk
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李康又叫他的名字。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcXcL07Wew
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「我要結婚了；也可能再過不久，我就會死了……但沒關係。無論你遇到誰、什麼事，你都會想起我，在相似的人身上看到我，而且你將無法控制自己，情不自禁地重複我對你做的事……然後，當你得逞了、淪陷了，你也永遠是我的了。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2BhT3Dwbb
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李康是頂尖的狩獵者，獵物會自己來到他的身邊；就算他消失，也不擔心，因為李央不會逃走，反而會尋找他的痕跡，一輩子困在被狩獵的陰影。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhC41Uylki
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「沙沙沙──沙沙沙──」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjz6Tjb0aCD
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6qxcHwjJ2
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TYlTITm5S
二十六歲，李康有了第一個孩子，叫做博洋。他是純潔的孩子，不知道李康是什麼樣的人，父親在他心中猶如光芒。父子倆感情融洽，李康常常教博洋畫畫，然而──762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq21zpZ9XPq
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNt9mWYBho
「小叔！小叔！」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxPHk6ufD6
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrIjmedjwd
剛學會說話的博洋，匆匆忙忙跑來李央的書房，看起來嚇得不輕。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShjoDEnqkE
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbZxVGSVF2
「爸爸……爸爸他……！」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBVJIRGRxo
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZGld0wkze
李央知道發生什麼。他抱著姪子，跑去永遠歡迎他的那個房間。李康在一堆書和紙中，東翻西翻，不知道在找什麼。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVWG0L2Pow
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIIMvuNLDy
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqe5Wn73aOX
沙沙沙──沙沙沙──762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmhICZm788
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzksM8HDM6
「……在哪裡？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqBqRlgxQY
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoPPJzY4Nk
沙沙沙──沙沙沙──762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdtwEylzd7
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuolZED2xv
「應該有的……應該有的……」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXOxH42vrz
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nH8A9eJgG
沙沙沙──沙沙沙──762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtH2nHTLdCW
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILri7Hnyi0
「黑色的……他給我的……在哪裡……？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oVZRapqn6
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4mgF8TKYJ
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26Kp6V7LQW
博洋出生後，李康發作的頻率越來越高，彷彿變成另一個人，常常像這樣、不知道在找什麼，嘴裡念念有詞，在地毯爬來爬去。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPehECc1cvZ
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPMAcFoeQE
「博洋，你先回房間。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHb2XrLBE51
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVDlxYydzk
李央將姪子放回地上，告訴他：「在我說好前，都不可以過來，知道嗎？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqokFDtLYPR
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjI2gbQAchN
博洋哭著點頭，乖乖離開。李央走向書堆中的哥哥，蹲下。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyV3WCX0gR
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IpB89GkjM
「哥，是我，能聽到我的聲音嗎？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHRX7E8Ln2
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCCd1MDNo7
李央出乎預料冷靜。李康什麼也聽不見，依然趴在紙堆中，不停地「沙沙沙──沙沙沙──」，空洞的眼睛看不見弟弟，什麼也看不見。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkE0aLNq8Pt
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJoAF13Ph0
「哥，我在這。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqT2HQUkaM
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqrdaIiDYw
李央伸手，抓住李康的肩膀。哥哥沒有掙扎，反而乖乖地、在李央面前坐下來，好像被抽走靈魂，沒有表情，也沒有動作。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3voQKLjQVq
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsD95xTKNxh
「我帶你去休息，站得起來嗎？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62z9od82tu
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPpPmpMAkf
李央扶著哥哥、走到床邊。李康像散掉的布偶，兩眼呆滯地躺到床上，嘴巴時開時闔、斷斷續續念著：762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKlnVmHyxQ
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmZ0HiCcKS
「誰都好……我想成為那個『非你不可』……」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkGy1zWG6N
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViU9YvG0iu
「……。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPF4MkChYnp
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrARVDSvoc
李央不說話，看著那漂亮的金髮，看著那精緻的五官，他想起小時候，兩人在那個房間生活，李康叫他拿紫色的顏料。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4MWmWmvgm
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3zWGeyLeH
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIx1p0GCr5w
「……哥。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpLLeI6z2l
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0F6N7xpIh
「我討厭你。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXCEPf2W7b
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iz144l5PU
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdCFsYFld0
反正聽不見、也不會回話，李央趁這時候，將卡在喉嚨的話，一次說出口：762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8uaqbvmWF
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnNbAJ7ICu
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9dDSbQ2Bc
「我討厭你碰我、討厭你對我笑、討厭你對我做的事，也討厭明明很討厭、卻不反抗的自己。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uzkDZldYl
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82GdeKlb9N
「你說的對，你從來沒有強迫我，都是我去找你，或讓你來找我。我們從出生就在一起，我不習慣沒有你，也沒辦法將你戒掉。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xIYXKnuZs
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVzxoLM5yC
「對，我到處是破綻。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaO8Kt30z5L
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxmkOxBcm8
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaMX5NoKMa
沙沙沙──沙沙沙──762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGS36255fzu
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4Ua4vx6ql
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFpa25rt3n
「我討厭那個聲音。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhFywMck3e
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cr22NvG69
「意味著──我又回來了，回來找你。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdREEP6cdQe
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2e5umLoJ9T
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMpk8AXnvM
李康是毒。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQY1N0BXKL9
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxQUzpJEP1
讓他越陷越深的毒。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sI3Pswigb
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliuU5Z7PAc
該死的毒癮，根本戒不掉。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlD2A3KCfGZ
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aSOT5zTDM
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCobleDFQR
他不滿「紅心傑克」，立志將這一切推翻，擺脫身為第二代的宿命；然而，比起看不見的宿命，他認為李康更可怕。那個人塑造了他、成就了他、傷害了他……就算死，李康也變成顏料，沾在李央的身體裡。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgYUarsIFf
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJjCYHebs7
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkeYn7UEuX
「……。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dnCHC0bXU
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepqifS5KzY
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2QDCWSG3Z
安靜、忍耐、醞釀、爆發……〈嵐之海〉狂奏起來。除了那幅巨大的畫，李康留下兩個兒子，其中一個離開李門；另一個，和李康簡直一模一樣。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSchiP0G5Gv
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTKI3O6MSK
「小叔，你怎麼了？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0F5MRx2gdZ
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LPoRGYSSf
三十八歲。他看著七歲的李晴煬，除了頭髮顏色，五官、身形、眼睛，都和他記憶中的哥哥，完全一致。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAe4I0GNrRY
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762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7JtYmSOcP
「小叔？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6d6pQUqlsS
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKdUqHstwa
──央。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGGblaquSw
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIdpp5zMH0
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalBq6PkyuX
「我臉上有什麼嗎？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqufup2QD1
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXApd1wiJg
──全是破綻。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5IH0hiTJe
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrNGK5FXME
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0KrVhg3Kv
「對了，小叔叫我看的書，我今天看完了喔！」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlehadE3RK
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nXcZSIBHN
──我從來沒有強迫你。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWe6NDISw0
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVmgVZPeq5
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScebVFbyMk
「小叔明天，可以來找我嗎？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQrUDSUtQX
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKXGSgNJxn
──是你，自己來找我的。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMQ4DZ7Q0o
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWWP4GCHWh
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuc8iieerfl
李康是毒，是心魔，是狩獵者。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57us36r5Qq
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tS78M18To
他會在相似的人身上，看見李康。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz50vznHad0
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAaMhLTwpz
並且，無法控制自己。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBOIp9FgIL
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCpO26NRaj
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxZGHj1Wdx
「小叔……？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvN7DmJch1D
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkl9Ej8Bl03
──情不自禁。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2B1wJI18n8
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRRgqNEORR
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5xqcVO5du
「不…不要，不要！」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGI2FjT00Z
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOhArskYwj
──重複我對你做的事。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKO62CRZDvr
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kxL2iutNx
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACic5JG0kI
「小叔……不要這樣，我好怕……！」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHboChnelxr
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulwApYbokD
──當你得逞了、淪陷了。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGma2MPxJ2
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762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPHD4b9vJl
「嗚…哼……嗯啊…哼嗯……！」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KwuL1zvYj
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmrka4zFPY
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