風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaZrAhoU7b
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXddCQTI0h
無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfSHgkLEb3
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTfs8woTtX
他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hEYAAgtIm
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3KzGrJb0z
他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTNXbAPNPt
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQhBAVhitx
筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9R1HhRJEUN
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwJwj1rEUe
——「非問者，不配書。」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHN7yku3Agm
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6wuC5mPvd
無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqA5hfoiobB
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwpi48Afm6
風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6me6gtbuSP
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgXc49Kfly
忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMF5DcOequs
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZKebigkyF
幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlgibKllcy
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpaxlgf49c
無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZZMfWz71R
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJf4TNQnDFR
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdqJVKpQvS
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXE1S5vKvc
無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Gw6QDGZlS
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXgjc7D6qI
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtU4cPquq4
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSdhGeFspB
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPdGLPV9wn
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkthpRyihkm
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAVlRJ7z1g
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4b7thy3AB
——「非問者，不配書。」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRl0J3Unuc1
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRslki6wGW9
這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hSntIFIHV
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5LqypoPsL
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmBuYdhA8i
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZThPMjOAmh
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfH5uSUTIi
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKuT8YPhZ1
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NWZxE2kHf
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmF9bpU7aXZ
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eJCyCzskD
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPJrSEUHe0
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlQD7rdNwe
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbkAZRfmnZ
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1JjEhuqmF
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFE3Qj4kztI
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwx61zJ83Pg
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFTNxJ1Wuu
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALIJz2danM
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNiHzSQeXm
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmGbT5l99S
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHndqjkLQm
無名愣住，語塞。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVArI68SWW
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWB6mpHZnWa
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKvatDnBkD
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UBZxY8f1n
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RaoI6Hj24
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOFW8nSGnC
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7UsHUHsZx
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBUMx1luJ0
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDh0K40hto
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8r2yJaX7AZ
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXL8Oo4Ec8
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbj9fVsRLN
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6s5W9bFlC6
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlJthlO02Q
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgj6RJKm0U
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrEM0OIgOd
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKIsp1UJ1h
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlowuxF97v7
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtYhIrfmxr
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlO7NbI1JyC
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAKzOjG73R
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuL1WvnS5yw
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUm7h1S4EW
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0MpsNlAws
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOn8OFRcbM7
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfal1efPhE3
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOAsIFWCTt
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gKhmOC3xV
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsp74UILjpI
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgu9xh3v3fQ
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJE2R5sz4Y
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTKSoDwMXL
他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2orAP2zIW
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJtM52AoqY
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Eu9QbRa02
無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGV91PSKeZ
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiZWqVfo27
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9hsIrYWSE
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJTHbVEaxJ
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqWuwRQtNh
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gWeU132n5
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRxMwxjh7r
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLfIiaCnp4
那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICxjpHJOar
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHIdklkPAJ
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4De20cFZQ
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPs0VOw7OGs
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUBA1uQ3tF
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRJsqfaTpC
「你不是問者了。」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmhiJnlHyd
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6aqvg80uk
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4zxjPWVjc
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHOdWlKPp0
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuUJTcHgO9
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOv31i7TSd7
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPXcqo9nwe
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNiDz95smr
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuO9GPTE7j
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7EAhLC3vT
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIjyIzSBuF
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIHaaPlpPc
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDWWSxCGq7
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFVuw29u2W
無人回答。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBzZY6xEjX
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukPkm1LzuP
書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTwpkOHKoJ
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTso7d4lS0
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67fNgeJ3dt
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EIAAwPc4f
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttmucc2tWS
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3LJgHDItp
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiENbxACpv
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlO5D1NevN
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUm8PR7exBw
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDtBWhSDca
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85JxuSkL9t
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87jpLIqIhd
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYj1u0vjTo
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qxJDNMKZp
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9z7YsDjcnG
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaX406hlMZj
而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyczNzRuCd
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCEfAOqw0M
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdanQ6a0DDB
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgIgAOHav0
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2WTT9Wlsb
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeSiCQVhj8
眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmTC0c9fmY
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt06MckdBxe
——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSM9MqFBkzS
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rePmBDBys
此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cnG8lBLhC
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwcYVO7hnK
項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41oTQb4IXe
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0LVrDIk2r
筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQivoogLwV
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KnhQ0kA6q
七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PdBNTYOTR
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rjJNtxxdX
此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrRCtxCrvJ
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUUP5ZZBvm
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqnPEIHMTB
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYlVZ3BKGL
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTmsjUDii9
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0dvodZIO6
他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5cyARyxuf
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTiTBSq2CA
「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohtVCCjKPx
26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNEaXkJIYy
他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fcl3axOMT
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKJ8qW7djx
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUgutIxLdj
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrpJRPtVOZ
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他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDyYj1OkXz
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「我還在嗎？」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1stfjMtMD
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9yjPm69wf
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyX0SYSudS
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUij37SC7gE
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他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrICJgrnD4R
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryrATYKOQo
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「無筆，不是終點。」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7HNxU64Fv
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」26Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeRhHo2MgW
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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