風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYc9tQE2UJ
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無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgyztTjKw5
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他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozGrtUbxAd
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他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeUj1SJJNB
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgSbMQxTmU
筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKx0bNi6Rpg
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——「非問者，不配書。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Og8PHPDS0
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無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPytrvGVL4c
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風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAarsC2ScB
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忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSf1RzAJZFL
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIA6smu8fB
幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsNdzhcqNT
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無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHI3qhoyLq4
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ho9alWiHd
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80riD32fnd
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無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpC2PBaVSk
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKbSeoO2VG
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXl9ZXZ7Fp
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYYNO3cmxY
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJn07D0wuS
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2O9zzdbuU
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu55F52E0Ow
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——「非問者，不配書。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBn2yhuQ0qW
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這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqxribioxQ
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0vaGCt47L
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3izRZQgcp
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCU0Poqel58
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlWIVMPWD9
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKx89ALU3S
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXNcYgFEmF
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5x12FytLu
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRkLtyEwDp
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEy9fXl0cZQ
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOW7jCAMhaW
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFFhXLTR9B
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hIj0DdY72
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFpHufRIB9
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxXICcm29S
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRg4FJQ4Z01
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxURKYOojwV
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBPckKyHBD
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJY3ZnF9PD
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeUfOvp6Ma
無名愣住，語塞。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aRvUtCaLe
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEz88zfnA7v
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynTFBRj76R
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ngxk1YfeX
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGi94j4txB
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0clhLgVK7
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3PMEHvir6
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8VX6RcaAH
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClBwTY7EgM
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjnZycT4s2
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaa36UJ88V
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBqBhIDwW4
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyMSdX8Bkb
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjcoKJ2Kt0
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jK7S3nhPn
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDUG2P8rYS
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYKcfZD13I
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH33UV9weCC
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBM2kvPgyK
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYFmXmPXH1
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSf046Cadr
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7am64RDlp
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXipuLC4KN8
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1gAS2mQ7q
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrTiBGUV73
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唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHrZNXIc5y
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDgcxqHzY4
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkw1NOtRDA
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkEz0XXICB
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZ35NMATQ4
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他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
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27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOe0GzEgKK
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無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcTUXnvedN
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qun2A1gY5
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MlXti5x1W
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6imysl7iq
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GH34aAts8
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8EAL8Hzjs
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcx2lF9Xej5
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFMRaPwo8e
那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYvF0BiD6q
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QAsNS4DJc
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnuw0p89cW
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5MqW6KmHL
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUgv4MeGCn
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「你不是問者了。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw34nE5iY5Z
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ashgf8PcA
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dmRucM8qH
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLTmPZplAh
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4rfGIj8mj
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwe3pXlIio
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyrwFHF0Ic
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3NgqBPA8K
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITDfrHffTy
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApDUCrN2yW
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrHNQ6OYCy
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTrM6OWa7o
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqaCxOx2vr
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無人回答。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaRZQpdkqU
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書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5bUnfFpNA
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqysGdzxFj
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
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27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3swBxbXfTO
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmV4jZga1kP
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUmOcUGLiU
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeX4NqFcPoE
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3qrId5AyI
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmvcLzhfZP
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihZAhOoDjf
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAvhn8Bicr
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxFkdqbGMQ
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0V8WMM9qrH
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靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2ainEiepx
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而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSAzQhseAA
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYeODCa7oe
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBpYbpjlpO
27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9oBmvuTzx
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBenMSI2pod
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眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZRqF6HyDU
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——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡos1zkNpoou
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此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH15os86uoz
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項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZZODfUVN2
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筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6lYz7fSTt
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七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5BNBxeWzP
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此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
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27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfMpL7C0Sr
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ042wKdS0G
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他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWLvnYftl0
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他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnHF3BiQ48
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「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJLsr4biLM
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他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeIAXw4aqb
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdzuBOKPTA
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9Mw6BZUGD
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOIkiBZw8g
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他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXg3UEGHyEQ
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「我還在嗎？」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15UgHPMIGZ
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GqxeH1iZg
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3CAvRehwL
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuQGYa05RK
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他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonciqpZQ78
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGpsY1YBwF
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「無筆，不是終點。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNAAmcXmwq
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」27Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWPvwTilYP
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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