風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Z01tFgMLD
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無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh27J7hfNHv
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXpZIZMiWA
他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeu8l4qBqU
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUo6heXptyO
他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZERpCF6VL
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCM7oHSRfT
筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeGcfvmhjJ
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYlqvHMHvQ
——「非問者，不配書。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96JLZshuaU
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGMe6oEn3g
無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlcMI5VaWe
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2gX1xGl1r
風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFWVBU5FXQ
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZHgeYgsKS
忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlng8K5au8
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8qzyen1ML
幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rMm61Cd1r
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxhGtA1Bjy
無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡognwmLAhrd
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0cPKZxeXF
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLioGRxxfba
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoDaPNprjS
無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHABL14K4x
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxI4ZaBBUfM
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqCQH5e6BD
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7URmp9N3Dc
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobvtDYSgA7
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsS9K6OrRI
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUftmuYlntK
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbeqLKNmUO
——「非問者，不配書。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDLFvQN22G
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6Y9xbGj7B
這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XcWcX2qol
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMnbpQ9VwJ
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9sHXr9Ncp
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHqIExLi74
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNm6z6aUtT
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMYUAhhIfk
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuWONmMbE6
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWV1d7JdOG
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VMM8VnCBc
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHtGtJ2nKP
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5YnKoVq8o
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gT7xRrYPs
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuByxtPDVz
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKBg0hp3eo
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuZXffMRj4
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgu1x5h2T66
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKGy0Is7ry
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzb44EC12W
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeGObvDXwO
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyYs9mvvue
無名愣住，語塞。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVuYUxtbm2
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoY0sLAcjZD
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4tYjx7opU
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Rwu3E8QPB
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9W3UOnNVl
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWIbzhrELR
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhc1m3JDB05
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATHWuoWRSL
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5BpLJc0kR
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yuDSfoind
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW51wkwqpPt
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMJ4pkKHK2
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNy5EbXXdOA
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jFrM1fz7N
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxntiDLYU3
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyWHc0XF2E
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNW4BGxjrnp
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gFNCLa5T7
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3jfT8wZ9W
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gdjapIoXt
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWxwERALQQ
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXHbKAbXU3
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPJoITDHSk
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNAF3eErq1
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJqf8NZpiE
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRRcrmtTgv
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGS8ejERMSZ
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pdZSRAxrz
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTocl4cKIHG
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQ2bblCA0J
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5cRrp0WGC
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2OSvz1jpV
他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycDWVsrhHM
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgCNR4NGU0
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88I04xmEru
無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmICdhmzdqv
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecBdTLzqBv
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZiWXTznLy
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhPY8v7mX4
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBIKsDdoFI
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVlXzIw1F5
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXKw66EdYA
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsfMcnWuVT
那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6ymwZ6MwC
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAh9IAvkVGM
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpA9QNg0k1
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgICwQeHvzi
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8xNRme8LC
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD18fTOutvb
「你不是問者了。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPISdFridX2
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurUAcgZGMu
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHBfqNKjjt
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtngEDua7k1
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPEtKpjSs3
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBqVr1N9vp
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUuPZYjLya
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAVwlWa7Rf
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdesmsMUiu
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0alMGLrw3j
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQv375N9SK
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEjVELTxgU
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVRly6cjPi
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2p6cc9TWQ
無人回答。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxHE1ayb5v
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FpH5vYfDK
書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nGNeAQ40s
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dP8STxqhc
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcHpSPjcCl
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgixueWgOk4
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFbAKw5UCt
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXjYdtEzzt
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnwHpb4de9
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQb3xO11kg
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTsuju7NnD
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBizM7l24B
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPcmmrXaI9
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzUaQJH2By
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStG2tfM0mb
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkaYWLejSW
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zJu9jueqE
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8idggFjE4D
而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCZKlX1omp
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1nuaZcL3w
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcUqjcVt1U
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MtTOsxTad
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1QPnVQYQc
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKu4XamIVpk
眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdL36UnI5T
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfP0rVkrLI
——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScVlwlMNkw
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoNui0Vy0T
此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8vLahMebz
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjBC31mkaL
項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpSZjtSV4F
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjLhbSEdab
筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIX6nl8Swew
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjybKIFHyUz
七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YtSNfw3jM
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ676RzNtvGh
此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pnEHqZVXY
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrl8W0mnwY
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWMYh3FwS9
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9LJYGxCXb
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8TuiICnPp
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ51CTCUDVo
他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVifobZzL1P
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadEAbz14zy
「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNoUTEjOLm
56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeP7Jvol8o
他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuvFzV13Ji
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRIXQpjMfC
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxG3IOm9P6
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPomG42Od43
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他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdq63Skh0e
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「我還在嗎？」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaePyJEgVhN
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3tvqJzMFV
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaEZcBL2wT
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokqwJikZMX
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他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66su3L4W7O
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjLoa6QL2b
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「無筆，不是終點。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0FAw2LP5k
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」56Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJGOj7WHkd
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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