風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudSnaHDvGB
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYQYVdeJZK
無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblmIEbK85v
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYl85jiwSi
他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9S9UnZroZq
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7JjMC0HiC
他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqruPu02bc
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoNHaLi3jj
筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTOqdR9H72
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hcUmKiC5b
——「非問者，不配書。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6LcRlMmcB
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjiLnjAHQ0
無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNs69ep6Ops
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRNHwSi046
風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7Iof6kXpI
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiisewdurH
忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dHAeCZp0W
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKm6w1m4DX
幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqjYiLaaV6
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0n3Wg7XR4P
無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkL3xgN1MW
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YdnPyBziw
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJppNcS65Xt
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmMQ4pA6s3
無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1GZrFwPI7
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUejazVoELV
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkc7Yb0d1Q
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ETkBqaUV1
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vkpAJpUg2
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjR7b6uF6vr
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELRaKzKV7O
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpC3EPXU49A
——「非問者，不配書。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNq3MJuqaT
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3zJHXknqC
這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpZllpUZmq
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRq46Is1ZZj
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCg2MnKhHA
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6UZm3F9Fc
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGDtmd9cFh
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8jnVpEyHF
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlC3BXUDzay
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcQjyaSNSq
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBM4ZSk8cct
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWQRnyJMrf
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXIoJQvHvY
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkUdja8t2n
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1ZK1w1mP3
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkm7Pp3D9W
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXgwoVTDpC
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOxIpCmNny
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJc3p7zj7f
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfhO0sc6QR
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tf3zvGE2M
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnctY91ksxi
無名愣住，語塞。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpi6WXmjH2
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPTeR8G6x3
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2Zkz43Lar
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhFfmDZ7Fi
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KxeCcnpRE
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuWgjwF3xc
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaqTjTSTZp
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIp2lgFqxa
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLmusUews1
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiXHp9UjE3
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMFOKkdJ3w
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCub8fE5Y4z
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rbB6LCZ45
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkMWMILvK0
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7yCDx6L7U
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinSYaMgpJ0
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegPjAooGOL
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJP7lj0EWI
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCGl94hIvJ
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡka9ElSE9gh
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWCLm6GNaJ
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJW1p8WzPt
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnYrgj4k8U
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznKtevWJV8
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioldxhBlY5
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvc3kEPXoK
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqwyPDFmbX
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvTG6R0P2X
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3TmDX6LnN
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1mGI55qoD
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBZebiwDTa
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsTl3I5wpH
他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNQpNYjIWR
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3NhMPXMXZ
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0BwUVviUp
無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRd8tqdRHh
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6Eegv8zkI
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErsipA41tU
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOBpGedgFV
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuHxCWO6ap
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIAgLyfqXV
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGw7cn3xvt
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvaMyc8aak
那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91dBWT6c4Y
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhG1SkdeD9c
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7ZBvT7oqX
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmrKUB7qev
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8B2RQWQYV
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTN196aTdT
「你不是問者了。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXjdSN3yEl
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRVqj8TuLq
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbw8MFqf3Tu
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSkkmdOwZf
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNGeHaSrCO
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA50N12Uy7l
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrXqSoJ0xb
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmU4DPBcueb
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoL44KLPD2
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXFV69mCTD
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXefgvIRko
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzj17HA3z6R
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0wNEmtj7A
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgkL8ByYM4
無人回答。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyH4wfgoDbc
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcsYvgEFm4
書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGX8cmcdns
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7c1XdQ8QG2
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGt8mRKgKjX
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mmEgYdGsq
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcmBwELvgf
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PsfZGZ4UX
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HNvJgy8mw
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiCV08xvq1
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVYSClch06
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NH0CrqP8B
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2dRyjjeNC
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosccyxM6Id
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFI1revZgd
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazt1xxBULg
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDDeu9y5Rx
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tcSlJzN45
而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxZS9inxmV
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3K6xi77ODS
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGEe0BHVZb
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5aMFqwJJW
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oEcLsZqvB
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldiidj4M9v
眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsgYCd9bcL
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiK8GG9LWH
——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevfIBMMETE
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6F6XKyE6v
此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuubCKlhBDr
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvOiulAkLv
項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexNX8OWpqh
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJy9MVuZq5r
筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqI4Gb1l79
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZRYpLChU1
七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFon0Tr3txx
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYfbDWU9kl
此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbgZrdZfwf
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalHqtewERD
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdNLm5duEX
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4POiV0q4zb
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRyJb6mEQv
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8cPVW8Wa3
他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI10l61I8kw
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCgCO8PfZi
「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlKIX8AySv
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他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUkDCpvi04
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfK7wR5Equ
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8Gz0eLbwH
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztgeCyKvxC
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他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Sd7ZtbdNb
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「我還在嗎？」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKC6eB1Mgj
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1i6Z7OnQmo
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIixhtQzG0D
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eqHJKA3vP
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他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScI3mwPDuS
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzP00ewpG99
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「無筆，不是終點。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9xRYU8j77
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0skEQelEFs
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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