「愛是最扭曲的詛咒,卻也是最純潔的祝福。」──《咒術回戰》239Please respect copyright.PENANAEbX4vmds5p
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陳凱婷依稀記得媽媽自殺前一天突然緊緊抱著她,說了莫名其妙的一番話。239Please respect copyright.PENANAvBEU6l2kPO
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「阿婷。媽媽從來冇後悔生你出嚟。」年不過四十的女人五官素雅,纖手撫上陳凱婷的臉頰。239Please respect copyright.PENANAJJJcd99tbD
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她長了一雙和陳凱婷一模一樣的圓眼,柔情似水,猶如看待工藝品般細細端詳面前的小女孩。239Please respect copyright.PENANAPlwaKOxbgg
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「只不過世途險惡,人心難測…」她嗓音逐漸染上嗚咽,眼底下是無盡悲涼:「我已經冇辦法再行落去。」239Please respect copyright.PENANAgAlnEQy0Ot
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九歲的小女孩固然未能理解大人的世界,她感覺媽媽很委屈,很寂寞。239Please respect copyright.PENANAhJBu1paOEn
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女人帶著拋下一切離去的決絕,卻流露出不捨的表情,矛盾極了。239Please respect copyright.PENANAHmQLADnWAk
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「所以你一定要堅強。」媽媽抱得更緊,聲音顛抖不已。239Please respect copyright.PENANAItihAVnFLK
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「陳凱婷,你一定要堅強咁戰勝一切。」她在女孩的額上印下一吻,猶如給予對方最好的祝福。239Please respect copyright.PENANAcr8bm6Q8oG
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陳凱婷呆呆地凝望笑得淒涼的女人,有點不知所措。239Please respect copyright.PENANAydH6nRF2sg
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那時媽媽倚在窗台邊仰望夜空,微弱的光不輕不重灑在她身上,襯得她無比光潔,好像靈魂不再屬於這塵世。239Please respect copyright.PENANAJPsqGPQ6dV
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記憶是象牙白色的,可她清晰地記得媽媽的眼角泛了紅。239Please respect copyright.PENANAvdRgsO2dJp
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就像面前這兩根紅線一樣。239Please respect copyright.PENANAjxl7e2Tc08
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陳凱婷大腦瞬間變成一片空白,她獨自坐在那裏,仰起頭緊盯天花板,與蒼白光燈對望。239Please respect copyright.PENANAROVEEDfeXR
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神啊。我上輩子到底是犯了甚麼錯,才使得這輩子插曲不斷呢?239Please respect copyright.PENANAhlkcVQpjO3
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看來你和我一樣笨呢。你投錯了胎,而我信錯了別人。239Please respect copyright.PENANAzgPgs83liA
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她垂眼,捂上平伏的小腹,不敢相信有一個微弱的生命此刻正與她共享一副身體。239Please respect copyright.PENANAf9247ChctG
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那只是片刻的慌亂,陳凱婷下一秒便整理好思緒,對她的決定極為清晰。239Please respect copyright.PENANAEDCiEYv2Hx
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事實上,她作為一個年僅十七歲的中學生,還能作出甚麼抉擇呢?239Please respect copyright.PENANAzgaQLjsjVp
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她根本沒有選擇權可言。239Please respect copyright.PENANANFNgR6b5GF
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死路一條。239Please respect copyright.PENANAXCAPPIPTSn
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狹窄的廁格裡隱約傳來潺潺水聲,滲得人發慌,然而她信念無比堅定。239Please respect copyright.PENANAzeyJYBG5Qq
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對不起。239Please respect copyright.PENANAVB3RpTarh6
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這句是對肚子裡那人兒說的。239Please respect copyright.PENANA6W9eWYXXgx
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陳凱婷深深吸了一口氣,推開門時恰巧照了些陽光進來,灑下一地溫暖。239Please respect copyright.PENANACLWOETvBCu
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張靜宜見她出來,忙迎上去,滿眼擔憂:「點樣啊?」239Please respect copyright.PENANAZqS07k8GJY
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陳曉智也望了過來,熾熱的目光讓陳凱婷難堪地別開臉。239Please respect copyright.PENANAUFjEU0gsx3
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對不起,我終究是沒能好好保護自己。239Please respect copyright.PENANAs7ntJe4ikd
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陳凱婷沉默片刻,然後強顏歡笑:「係呢,有冇人想陪我去家計會?」239Please respect copyright.PENANAVKjQhlyhCN
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再遲鈍的人也能理解她說話背後的意思。239Please respect copyright.PENANA8pAH3gLk94
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張靜宜瞬間神色泯然,一下子抱緊陳凱婷蹭著她的脖子:「我陪,我一定陪。」239Please respect copyright.PENANALpvqG1yMfH
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也許神明刻意以黑暗籠罩著陳凱婷的前途,但張靜宜一定會陪她走出來。239Please respect copyright.PENANAqtHNkN2LRl
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畢竟再為無盡的黑暗也終會迎來光明,不是嗎?239Please respect copyright.PENANAZCtMvVUHGQ
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這次輪到張靜宜成為陳凱婷的小太陽了。239Please respect copyright.PENANAwaW1LDNofb
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接下來的幾個星期,陳凱婷成為了家計會的常客,急急忙忙地排期進行手術,以及和社工周旋。239Please respect copyright.PENANAJmGt2oApNr
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那些「點解要咁衝動呀?」、「你真係決定唔要啦?」成為家常便飯,陳凱婷聽了不下十次。239Please respect copyright.PENANAThxpF8CD2Q
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她亦從未感到一絲動搖。239Please respect copyright.PENANANHDKJ8nw3k
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她並不是沒有想過自己能夠和心愛的人結成聯理,只不過…239Please respect copyright.PENANAOEvxvpYZOp
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無謂再作解釋,一切已成定局,多想亦只會自尋煩惱。239Please respect copyright.PENANA9OigQ27zt7
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幸好她上學期沒有缺席,因此這段時間才能不斷請假去看醫生。239Please respect copyright.PENANAVpUlulND8M
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與此同時,他們三人的保密工作做得天衣無縫,朱碩謙對這件事毫不知情。239Please respect copyright.PENANAuWnbjoF38B
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他一直以為陳凱婷是懶得上學。239Please respect copyright.PENANA74cnUU0iL2
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但朱碩謙已經不會再對陳凱婷噓寒問暖了,因此理所當然地被蒙在鼓裡。239Please respect copyright.PENANAzlAPtME8aO
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聽陳曉智所言,他們的父親險些氣得要死,把陳凱婷趕出家門。239Please respect copyright.PENANAA7Ww0n0nAN
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然而張靜宜並不知道這軒然大波是怎麼被擺平的,對方不願繼續說下去。239Please respect copyright.PENANAcaqrZJ8pef
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即便陳凱婷回到學校上課時,不是在睡覺便是在發呆,整個人彷彿丟了魂,愈發寡言。239Please respect copyright.PENANAau8DjeiFbq
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最近她想起媽媽的次數也愈發頻繁。239Please respect copyright.PENANAljUfRMnT2u
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窗外晨光拂照,嫩葉萌芽,一切都為春天的到來準備就緒,她內心卻透着死一般的靜寂。239Please respect copyright.PENANAHsBsiUj3Vy
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她有意無意地將流產手術的日期定在二月十四日。239Please respect copyright.PENANA9rCJ3wPD5y
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趁人們情意正濃,親手捏死自己的感情。239Please respect copyright.PENANA9JD46cs52F
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諷刺極了。239Please respect copyright.PENANAbVigVwmM0e
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說實話,陳凱婷和肚子裡的生命沒有甚麼特別的牽絆,感覺對方只是一個租客罷了。239Please respect copyright.PENANAh7SIGgJwIU
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而那短短三十分鐘的手術便是請走客人的過程。239Please respect copyright.PENANAufjkI0rf0X
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但是,當陳凱婷模模糊糊地從麻醉藥中逐漸清醒時,鑽心的痛感同時變得異常清晰。239Please respect copyright.PENANAuKatBUtvJf
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她對上張靜宜和陳曉智的目光,淚水驀地奪眶而出,眼角泛起薄紅。239Please respect copyright.PENANAn23XfuE5Vs
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這是她第一次在倆人面前忍不住哭了起來。239Please respect copyright.PENANAy81j9CfAkr
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心臟好像隨著抽泣的起伏一抽一抽地痛,不斷錘著她的胸膛。239Please respect copyright.PENANAIXKWSMS5Do
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她可是親手斷送了一個生命啊。239Please respect copyright.PENANAOIrXSE1O4W
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說到底,她比所有人更清楚自己根本無能力養育另一個人,另一個…有血有肉的人。239Please respect copyright.PENANALWQig5A3dh
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陳凱婷腦海中浮起學期初和張靜宜的對話。239Please respect copyright.PENANAvTnBIwKwap
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那時,自己說小朋友只是一個副產品而已。239Please respect copyright.PENANASVPdfmQf7j
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陳凱婷終究是錯了,徹徹底底地錯了。239Please respect copyright.PENANA9I4hAWWV5O
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她們從來都不是副產品。239Please respect copyright.PENANAqPby1t1xpw
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她是在黑暗中堅定地走下去的人啊。239Please respect copyright.PENANAoAB7uvubTi