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I hate the distance.

savandler

May 16, 2025

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I hate the distance from me to you.

I hate that I can’t connect like I used to.

I hate feeling detached.

I hate feeling like a ghost.

I hate being there,

But I’m not there.

I hate the empty smile I give,

The empty laugh I make.

I hate the way I don’t know anything,

I don’t know what makes me happy,

I don’t know what I like,

I don’t know me.

I don’t love me.

I don’t like me.

They don’t know.

They don’t know me,

because I don’t let them.

I don’t live.

I don’t die.

I don’t want to live,

But I don’t want to die.

Why do I have to be so cruel to the people who might care?

Why do I have to smile when I’m not okay?

Why do I have to hide?

Why can’t I cry?

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Table of Contents

#1 C.W. I hate the memories I still have.

#2 I hate how I feel.

#3 I hate the lies I tell every day.

#4 I hate my philophobia.

#5 I hate the distance.

#6 I hate waking up.

#7 I hate you C.W.

#8 I hate being empty.

#9 I hate that I can’t cry anymore.

#10 The real payment.

#11 I hate being afraid.

#12 They call me pretty until I tell them no.

#13 I hate the mask I wear.

#14 Why do strangers care when they’re online?

#16 The backup.

#17 If I meet you again.

#23 My reasons.

#25 Just a question.

#26 Pain is expressed in different ways.