"So, he made you come by kissing you?"606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7Z51S8e6R
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaciixrq5ce
"You like him more than you let on."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlT8RfmDoEg
I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDOtVA70v4
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VdERHQWqd
"Fuck you," I reply.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8J5cN3Zptx
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjE3dUE1zRB
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDv1egtGYod
"I have to go."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5dKRSzU6v
"Where you going?"606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7NudcJAws
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She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3mxG0gjPY
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaOKRmQPvf
"Oh, and E?"606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDtSA90DRh
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYl44xDtPKZ
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehCL6WT3kS
"Fuck off, and goodbye."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkn0iVaXaZ
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCITh0zQ7u
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbzUc1txus
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIS0OpyMeyx
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rCzXEtbMz
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgxp6xXezL
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDIDp7jbJb
"What's it now?" I asked.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGGdSTqXMu
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQNAYH27EI
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0DdB3o6TC
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudKyTlpCnw
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxT3Vuz6XI
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfJMfSJXNt
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7k1bhUrvcQ
"Rozii?"606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WOKYPBwF7
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2udkNn2oEZ
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoi4kPGA6Bl
"Please don't laugh."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvIG1zPfjD
He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ClujOe6sx
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxMO8flKgn
My story is interrupted by his laughter.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqi95qwbiQ
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiAxSj4gS3
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82n3Lt03XN
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPCprnRW0C
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXp1XU6jjR
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeVHWXoJJk
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTCji8veha
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDzy23VuAL
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVPrSwH8yj
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXc8QH84vLp
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI87X6Ces2W
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZrlH2IDR1
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7oUyhSB2s
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzaCXg7ztK
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3cyXSzkCb
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojmLKUIdrA
Bad hair. I hate that term.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5ViC6LMPG
"Desta..."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZpQtYQ84z
"It's fine. I don't need friends."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUN7cUBb3j
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUsK6Wt8sj
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYG7379f3P8
"Rozii can be your friend."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGV3nUjUbn
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzVx3P9cy0
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtChQ7gQrsc
"I'm not enough."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvC7chEWwgc
"Never say that!"606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzz7HAbunom
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He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3Dq7ThPzr
"Desta—"606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBJw46LmSh
"Shut up."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdXUGPyjuR
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5QcjLIRxJ
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpWPPs8KCN
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtWZ21eyvV
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2Sb06E4Sr
"Answer me."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVR4XwxCczU
"Y-yes, Desta."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJn2hVpiNFY
"Sir."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBB41PMzvto
Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjAX3P4HM9
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuplMujQdO
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I do.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRX1fA2OVAr
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssV42dzXHW
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ghDxyldai
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpIcB2LPpm
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupVuNX0PT9
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4mDq0MtWO
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMvWSF7PbL
Why am I thinking about this now?606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmKOFMw0TZ
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqRMBuDPgz
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47ksoKshPL
It's a bloody lie.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVL5vUOU4V
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86nzfhsz9T
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQw06pnTlL7
"Don't come."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu53DaycR6g
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikUspfTP1t
He pauses to look at me.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4A2dlLV1TB
"Please what?"606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwo2X7iUwk
"Please, sir, please!"606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtmTwEK9pR
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1DhhEwUXt
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDx2J3lipsO
Seriously?606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeNNFw9xoq
"That's not what I meant."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUlAnXcgVI
"Then what did you mean?"606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15wvjUt0xh
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtic2RlAHln
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDW8IEUD8j
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZY0im1rHys
"Come for me."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6MtITOhOR
One more suck, and I'm a goner.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmO15nj7ZXD
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBx3yDLqd3
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I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3vXg3Foy7
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkW78WLP8L
"You are enough. At least, for now."606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcZbfJa6lW
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXGHaVW49q
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ufU8vYxkF
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOMy0E3bYV
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*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7Hq5npLbx
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.606Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcS4Mjlvwi9
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And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)
