It's been three days since the incident at the store, and all I can think about is that damned boy.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xuiUvl4Fy
Every time I close my eyes, all I can see is his damn sexy smirk, or him saying "pleasure" in that voice of his, and I get wet all over again. 568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlOQBNINj1
Honestly, my hand just isn't doing it for me anymore.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbV3T4dT5q
So this morning, when I walked through the doors of "Roz E" (I know the name is ridiculous, we were eighteen and nineteen) I went straight to Roz and told her exactly where I was going. I left her doubling over with laughter, throwing a quick "be right back" over my shoulder.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiQU7OMGAU
Now, I'm standing in Intimate Occasions, a sex toy and lingerie store in Premier Plaza, not ten minutes from my store, cashing kegel balls, anal beads, handcuffs and two Jackrabbits, one of which is a surprise for Rozii's birthday trying to comprehend the fourteen inch dildo that is on sale in the store.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsxwgwzZr5
As I walk back to the shop, l think of what I just saw in that store.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhBjqRwVoF
I saw a fourteen inch dildo.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDSIC3FUxF
Do you know what fourteen inches looks like?568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMt4KLW64e
That's longer than a Subway Foot Long.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9h1qPIPT6
These are the thoughts that follow me back into the shop.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7v8fFJ4T2
So I don't notice the very reason why I was at the sex store in the first place, lounging in the waiting area, in front of the cashier.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKCkayzJXM
He clears his throat, and when I look up, my knees buckle. Kind of like a new born colt. 568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0G1h5tMWu
He smirks and says, "Ezinma".568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqy3OhXGK2
My nipples harden, and I can feel the moisture gathering in my underwear.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfijxdIRgGx
"Your little friend told me that you'd be back from your little... escapade soon."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RobGflCAF
I feel my cheeks heating with embarrassment because instantly, I know that Rozii told him where I went.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEs7G3II1T
Damn you, Rozii Taylor Reese.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9443izOZ2
"The truth is... I can't stop thinking about you."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAx27qS5KL2
Wow. So it's not just me then?568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiyiXgAhiR
"No, it's not."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3e2AwQBSx6
I'm not even embarrassed that I said it out loud.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxQqJdlm2O
He chews on his lip while giving me the most intense stare, and then blurts out:568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OGLaRQJ5i
"How about dinner?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9c4WbJuD2f
"Okay."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlyE4Q999G
He smiles a smile of victory.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeu9G3m6RLN
"When do you finish?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyOIeO8c4n
"Five."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORNtAB9n4p
"Okay. I'll pick you up."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetPiraX2KZ
"I have to shower."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJt9INXQT8O
"I'll take you home first then."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDqCu3cxdq
He gets up to leave before I can say anything to confirm or deny what he just said, but then he turns to me and says, "Trust me, that Jackrabbit won't satisfy you like the real thing."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMy7KbkXUtk
Then he leaves me, yet again, in a pool of arousal.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYyYpyxAJd
***568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2YNfgsp4s
"Tell me about yourself."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCGHpC0bMI
Desta's voice breaks through the daze that I was in. We've spent most of the evening thus far in silence. The most that has been said were his compliments on my house and choice of dress, and my "thank you"s. 568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyJfOBM19f
"What do you want to know?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4o4pi6mvZf
"Siblings?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXBUjpSkE4
"No."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGa2Y1swrnx
"Aunts or uncles?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvMa8qJ3B8
"I had one. Uncle Tim. He died."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQuuBIZe7Q
He chews his lip, and then, "What are your parents like?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6R9y5YhLY
I smile.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlL6Evd8CQ
"Mummy is strict and pious. She's Catholic. Well, my dad is too. He's just more easy going; sometimes too easy going. He gets taken advantage of a lot. I think they balance each other out; mummy keeps daddy's head out of the clouds, and daddy allows mummy to enjoy life."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8U3tJujb1C
He stays silent for a few seconds.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DL3GA4uQN
"So you're Catholic?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMd72EouSYm
I laugh. "No." I haven't been to church in years.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfDdmlqKsG
"What are you then?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1uJ1ngH1C
"Nothing, really."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZfIXZjHxp
We continue to drive in comfortable silence for a few minutes, and I realise that were going to Port Royal.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2PnCr3OM4
"Do you do anything outside of the shop?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdc1hYhZ0a
"I did. I'm graduating on October 30 from UWI."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAwLCrXNVF
"Really? What did you do?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMt8uEzFWz2
"BA in Drama."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdE11hRf2r5
"Cool."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZsyCaiknG
We pull up to what I recognize as The Grand Port Royal Hotel, aka Morgan's Harbour. I am absolutely elated, as everything tastes good here.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA30rGItbLV
"Come on."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbj0bK8S2y
***568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxqsArf8o6
If someone told me that I'd end up at the Red Jack Restaurant in Port Royal, I would've expected it to be more romantic than erotic.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAVLnLn8x3
Under this man's heated gaze, "erotic" is exactly how it feels as the waiter takes our orders.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdJsDUgoc6
He raises an eyebrow quizzically when I order chicken pasta without the chicken.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡec58sKyQE0
"I don't eat meat," I say, by way of explanation.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2lFS8utCo
"Oh. I would've taken you somewhere else if I'd known."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEo21sM93he
"It's okay. I actually love it here. I always order that. They're used to it."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQ0zPS339C
He nods, satisfied with my answer.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbS0bgd2uM
"Tell me, are you the type to say whatever necessary to get them self out of a situation?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAxren2Kx2
"You mean a bullshitter? Yes. Why?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1W4cXNeaHg
He smiles. "You just seem like the type. Because of when your nipples got hard, and you said you were cold; when you were staring at my dick but passed it off as doing your job." I now regret saying that, because I know that he's going to use it against me.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9McsUucgY2
But what could I have done? Said "I want to fuck you"?568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATHvRU5UTL
When the food comes, my attention is immediately captured, and my stomach rumbles audibly from across the table. He smirks with a wicked spark in his eyes.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRvLzDsWYW
"Someone's hungry."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaUcxMh7nd
"Um. Yes. Well. My appetite grew on my way here."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8uGSliwUk
His smile broadens.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hS6TewTeC
"So, your appetite's a grower, huh?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xNTshF3mK
"Um..."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYLuTJPpR3
"You know what else is a grower, Ezinma?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIY5sUzJdsx
"I think I can guess."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaV1yPH4Iu8
"Seven and a half inches at rest, eight when hard. If you really excite me, it'll go to eight and a half."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5j9sFL3IX
I gulp. If I want to not fuck him right now, and injure his newly pierced penis, not to mention get us both arrested, I need to end this conversation.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3HWTUddTQ
"Maybe you'll get it to nine inches."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshCngnRQKX
Now.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFe7K0g9Gd
"Did you know that the average vagina is only three to four inches long, so me wanting an eight inch penis is pointless?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNs3sZNlWY
He looks at me with shrewd, calculating eyes, and then says:568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWkdAzNRYa
"Did you know that the vagina can expand by up to two hundred percent when sufficiently aroused?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PKfaBKOtr
I gulp, and look down, trying to ignore the discomfort of sitting in wet underwear. The truth is, I 568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7elU0BZT5V
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86B4xeWBcc
do know this; I just didn't expect him to.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQg7pMxAskg
He then leans forward and whispers over the table:568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMgAGQavZV
"I think you knew; you were just bullshitting, as per usual. The truth of the matter though, Ezinma, is that I know I can get you there."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1M9VlTHpBC
That all sounded like porn, the way he said it; and I know exactly where there is, know exactly what he was talking about in the last seven words.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfAMtrEvHt
I don't think I'll be able to get up without a wet patch showing in the back of my pants.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaltmKEFwui
As always, he continues, as if I'm not insanely aroused.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTBkDdSwXE
"The question is, will you let me?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPPPF9PcOm
Those four words: "will you let me?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkloN12ucM
They ring in the back of my head as I explain my control freak issues to Desta, and why I must pay part of the bill, to which he finally concedes.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJiq3E2xmW
They follow me back into the car, and continue to play over in my head on repeat.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6432uJNLj4
Will I let him? But I don't even know him. I have no idea who the hell this boy is.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5KduQ8zTQ
"Desta?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYdhcERNvS
"Hm?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSYqgcTQea
"Tell me about yourself."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsFif5pXqH
His lips pull up at the corners, not a full on smile, just a little one.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSqNOZOZe0
"What do you want to know?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlezembdfM
"Full name?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDKxBNbWxj
"Desta Hasani Simba." He pauses, and then continues to say,"My dad's a Rastafarian. He changed his last name to something that means 'lion' in Swahili."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbL4HbKUvHB
"That's actually really... poetic."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDfjjLJwcU
He laughs. It's beautiful and musical and full of joy. "I'll tell him you said that."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJ0TLErSOM
"So... are you Rastafarian?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTOi54oV3B
"No. I'm like you." He gives me a side glace and a wink.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiQoitmH4v
"How about your mother?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdXxYIUpNw
He remains silent for a few seconds.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3HQeXvVEl
"I don't know my mum. She ran off, left me with my dad. We have no idea where the hell she is."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELwgNXVz9t
"Oh. I'm sorry."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwg6arVedun
"It's okay. It's not like I'm missing much, anyway. My father is awesome."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWub7ZeEr3
After a moment, I ask "any siblings?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI92HT7OBHt
He smiles a smile of joy. "Yes. Mason."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0Tw18Zmx9
"Mason?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRPdfBppkV
He laughs. "He's adopted. He came at the age of twelve, so he kept his name," he replies, understanding my response.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaFyjXgCDU
"What happened? Was he orphaned?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPDbmoMTPc
"His parents kicked him out," he says, his knuckles tightening around the wheel of the car.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatl6JvPtio
"Why?" 568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOart143YU
"Because he's gay."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbMEp0TEuI
Suddenly, I feel my heart aching for this boy. Because despite being teased jokingly by friends, (which I really don't mind) and having others try to "save" me (which is just damn annoying) because of my attraction to women, I never went through anything like that.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvfAYBFhip
"And imagine, after all of that it's the Rasta Man who takes in the little gay boy. That's one of the many reasons why I love my dad. He's so loving and he just... doesn't judge."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI02oQgwh3p
"Your father sounds amazing."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyJR2oMHSZ
"You can meet him."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1kHnCrekT
"What?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7f7cSIpq9
"Our next date can be at my restaurant. I own it with my dad and my brother."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJVlpoUZPS
"You have a restaurant? Then why did you take me out here?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4AU5PgHgm
"I thought you said you liked it out here."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqxZqxb9kt
"I'd prefer your restaurant."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbf1IHKnZm
"It's vegetarian and vegan. I didn't know that you were into that kind of stuff. Plus, I didn't want to scare you off."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwM1TG0yuq
We're sitting outside my house, now.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1b5bG17tSk
"Okay. When will I get to go to your restaurant?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQ2U6LKeIY
"I'll pick you up Friday at six. You'll be here, right?"568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gz36xYlfr
"Yes."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDchFlzKIX
"Call me if you need anything," he says, leaning in dangerously close.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCUFX0QfQN
"I don't have your number," is my week reply.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qkpmuy6Qe
"Check your phone when you go inside" are the last words I hear before his lips press to mine. 568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsAlDEdqEG
He starts slow, and his movements quicken as our breaths crescendo together. His tongue strokes mine, strokes the onside of my mouth and I can feel my entire body responding to him tongue fucking me. My nipples harden, I feel a brand new flood of moisture going to my underwear, all the blood in my body is trying to converge in that one point. My hands tangle in his locks and I pull, ripping a moan from his chest. 568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ySnDKOXk6
I want to grind him, but were in a car, separated by all this shit, so I end up grinding the centre console to try and get myself off.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsxW3sMQta
But what does it for me, is when he runs the tip of his tongue up the centre of the roof of my mouth.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtCjmrPBpf
I'm done.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwN7Wbbqsy9
I come so hard, my eyes cross, and when its over, he has a look of amusement on his face.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ251iQzVRQ1
"Don't say anything."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡow4GaiscMZ
"I think it's cute."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBDrganYGo
I get myself together, and mutter "right" under my breath.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIquXJHqFLl
"Friday?" He says, as I get out of the car.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6lFBaimPW
I turn and smile in all my wet-pantied glory. "Yes. And I think you should wash that seat."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVQ4FkSnli
He looks down, grins, and looks back at me with the grin still on his face. "Nah. I'm sentimental."568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWRGsGA0HU
I roll my eyes and go inside. Only when I close the door does he drive off.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWEITBMHFx
I decide I'll have another shower, after a cup of tea. As I boil the water to make my favorite tea, Twinnings Four Red Fruits, I remember something that Desta said.568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZw5unV8vr
I take out my phone, and look in the contacts. Sure enough, his name is there.
