It's been three days since the incident at the store, and all I can think about is that damned boy.569Please respect copyright.PENANAvA0hdSGL35
Every time I close my eyes, all I can see is his damn sexy smirk, or him saying "pleasure" in that voice of his, and I get wet all over again. 569Please respect copyright.PENANANd5mvn71lt
Honestly, my hand just isn't doing it for me anymore.569Please respect copyright.PENANA8dJ26MzG00
So this morning, when I walked through the doors of "Roz E" (I know the name is ridiculous, we were eighteen and nineteen) I went straight to Roz and told her exactly where I was going. I left her doubling over with laughter, throwing a quick "be right back" over my shoulder.569Please respect copyright.PENANALTRomkNrc1
Now, I'm standing in Intimate Occasions, a sex toy and lingerie store in Premier Plaza, not ten minutes from my store, cashing kegel balls, anal beads, handcuffs and two Jackrabbits, one of which is a surprise for Rozii's birthday trying to comprehend the fourteen inch dildo that is on sale in the store.569Please respect copyright.PENANANOzgMc3wiH
As I walk back to the shop, l think of what I just saw in that store.569Please respect copyright.PENANADXp8qrF4De
I saw a fourteen inch dildo.569Please respect copyright.PENANALY9QlmpKRI
Do you know what fourteen inches looks like?569Please respect copyright.PENANAnB6xDkoRb7
That's longer than a Subway Foot Long.569Please respect copyright.PENANA2Hh6pHw1ch
These are the thoughts that follow me back into the shop.569Please respect copyright.PENANAOAsSxmVMJT
So I don't notice the very reason why I was at the sex store in the first place, lounging in the waiting area, in front of the cashier.569Please respect copyright.PENANAyzxO1Kc5ND
He clears his throat, and when I look up, my knees buckle. Kind of like a new born colt. 569Please respect copyright.PENANAC9ibrzcKeK
He smirks and says, "Ezinma".569Please respect copyright.PENANA7N0AsrtVej
My nipples harden, and I can feel the moisture gathering in my underwear.569Please respect copyright.PENANAUD5MM2LIHT
"Your little friend told me that you'd be back from your little... escapade soon."569Please respect copyright.PENANADxOszc3qeR
I feel my cheeks heating with embarrassment because instantly, I know that Rozii told him where I went.569Please respect copyright.PENANAPs2atjnGMM
Damn you, Rozii Taylor Reese.569Please respect copyright.PENANAMiG4S3IEbZ
"The truth is... I can't stop thinking about you."569Please respect copyright.PENANAksOzr6rbiU
Wow. So it's not just me then?569Please respect copyright.PENANAaknQnylVK4
"No, it's not."569Please respect copyright.PENANAYSCkXgqaYA
I'm not even embarrassed that I said it out loud.569Please respect copyright.PENANAICQ2rWbHow
He chews on his lip while giving me the most intense stare, and then blurts out:569Please respect copyright.PENANAttvdEFDNjs
"How about dinner?"569Please respect copyright.PENANAEc7dddAkAl
"Okay."569Please respect copyright.PENANA8nIbZ8V0kT
He smiles a smile of victory.569Please respect copyright.PENANANabFgKOLzZ
"When do you finish?"569Please respect copyright.PENANA7tmVyIJn3e
"Five."569Please respect copyright.PENANAtgbpXEWRdz
"Okay. I'll pick you up."569Please respect copyright.PENANAJbN6WqI6nY
"I have to shower."569Please respect copyright.PENANA2kGEvqq1aZ
"I'll take you home first then."569Please respect copyright.PENANA2YV6ptCCAx
He gets up to leave before I can say anything to confirm or deny what he just said, but then he turns to me and says, "Trust me, that Jackrabbit won't satisfy you like the real thing."569Please respect copyright.PENANAvZblWPLsQl
Then he leaves me, yet again, in a pool of arousal.569Please respect copyright.PENANACYReSvg7mI
***569Please respect copyright.PENANAbMnJW4aoN6
"Tell me about yourself."569Please respect copyright.PENANAeUav5axXWu
Desta's voice breaks through the daze that I was in. We've spent most of the evening thus far in silence. The most that has been said were his compliments on my house and choice of dress, and my "thank you"s. 569Please respect copyright.PENANA61p9c80qnD
"What do you want to know?"569Please respect copyright.PENANAzkjEIYbCEf
"Siblings?"569Please respect copyright.PENANAKHyZOTrlSW
"No."569Please respect copyright.PENANAeiEorh6KWO
"Aunts or uncles?"569Please respect copyright.PENANA5bgozcSr8p
"I had one. Uncle Tim. He died."569Please respect copyright.PENANASwydSx5iDk
He chews his lip, and then, "What are your parents like?"569Please respect copyright.PENANAfwCum9ntXr
I smile.569Please respect copyright.PENANAH0t6K7JxdO
"Mummy is strict and pious. She's Catholic. Well, my dad is too. He's just more easy going; sometimes too easy going. He gets taken advantage of a lot. I think they balance each other out; mummy keeps daddy's head out of the clouds, and daddy allows mummy to enjoy life."569Please respect copyright.PENANAVIZgW8qlHA
He stays silent for a few seconds.569Please respect copyright.PENANAxCgz1cMjGS
"So you're Catholic?"569Please respect copyright.PENANAVbvg8SIJRv
I laugh. "No." I haven't been to church in years.569Please respect copyright.PENANA6bReeVS8M0
"What are you then?"569Please respect copyright.PENANAlz2sUPCM0v
"Nothing, really."569Please respect copyright.PENANA53DMVR8BUH
We continue to drive in comfortable silence for a few minutes, and I realise that were going to Port Royal.569Please respect copyright.PENANAtdZY0R4dlS
"Do you do anything outside of the shop?"569Please respect copyright.PENANAo7vLxTujiS
"I did. I'm graduating on October 30 from UWI."569Please respect copyright.PENANAZlXrJTiBPx
"Really? What did you do?"569Please respect copyright.PENANAnrJQhm7STj
"BA in Drama."569Please respect copyright.PENANAHUYvISKAXz
"Cool."569Please respect copyright.PENANAJIa8d9aAPr
We pull up to what I recognize as The Grand Port Royal Hotel, aka Morgan's Harbour. I am absolutely elated, as everything tastes good here.569Please respect copyright.PENANADM7PsbvmNa
"Come on."569Please respect copyright.PENANAtaMwcVBmiN
***569Please respect copyright.PENANA5zjf7UUUnL
If someone told me that I'd end up at the Red Jack Restaurant in Port Royal, I would've expected it to be more romantic than erotic.569Please respect copyright.PENANAfghRMQlvrg
Under this man's heated gaze, "erotic" is exactly how it feels as the waiter takes our orders.569Please respect copyright.PENANAZMLmsqPwGl
He raises an eyebrow quizzically when I order chicken pasta without the chicken.569Please respect copyright.PENANAm2tLgBMWCs
"I don't eat meat," I say, by way of explanation.569Please respect copyright.PENANAZUfBtBKzDs
"Oh. I would've taken you somewhere else if I'd known."569Please respect copyright.PENANAsAclC1BvNP
"It's okay. I actually love it here. I always order that. They're used to it."569Please respect copyright.PENANAbcrBrVQthM
He nods, satisfied with my answer.569Please respect copyright.PENANA2j76Y9fWnj
"Tell me, are you the type to say whatever necessary to get them self out of a situation?"569Please respect copyright.PENANAwPSX0Jm9gH
"You mean a bullshitter? Yes. Why?"569Please respect copyright.PENANAgBacNFcX7h
He smiles. "You just seem like the type. Because of when your nipples got hard, and you said you were cold; when you were staring at my dick but passed it off as doing your job." I now regret saying that, because I know that he's going to use it against me.569Please respect copyright.PENANAMnJ8f0TpG8
But what could I have done? Said "I want to fuck you"?569Please respect copyright.PENANAwS60z8LScp
When the food comes, my attention is immediately captured, and my stomach rumbles audibly from across the table. He smirks with a wicked spark in his eyes.569Please respect copyright.PENANA8PVP1qOaxl
"Someone's hungry."569Please respect copyright.PENANAuPxsWaIvAg
"Um. Yes. Well. My appetite grew on my way here."569Please respect copyright.PENANAmqecH43MQw
His smile broadens.569Please respect copyright.PENANAiL0C9tp6K7
"So, your appetite's a grower, huh?"569Please respect copyright.PENANA4cdK8F7b9m
"Um..."569Please respect copyright.PENANAe2PcvEFQVu
"You know what else is a grower, Ezinma?"569Please respect copyright.PENANApGYYexEoQE
"I think I can guess."569Please respect copyright.PENANA60Ek3yhTAK
"Seven and a half inches at rest, eight when hard. If you really excite me, it'll go to eight and a half."569Please respect copyright.PENANA2J6RDL1JTG
I gulp. If I want to not fuck him right now, and injure his newly pierced penis, not to mention get us both arrested, I need to end this conversation.569Please respect copyright.PENANAvJmekGSfaD
"Maybe you'll get it to nine inches."569Please respect copyright.PENANAP3x7hGE8BB
Now.569Please respect copyright.PENANA0IsrEz6t4B
"Did you know that the average vagina is only three to four inches long, so me wanting an eight inch penis is pointless?"569Please respect copyright.PENANAdMHh7X39FH
He looks at me with shrewd, calculating eyes, and then says:569Please respect copyright.PENANA2TG0AYbODn
"Did you know that the vagina can expand by up to two hundred percent when sufficiently aroused?"569Please respect copyright.PENANAVxIhaUHjhT
I gulp, and look down, trying to ignore the discomfort of sitting in wet underwear. The truth is, I 569Please respect copyright.PENANAx4jrqwV7UT
569Please respect copyright.PENANAmL0bpPTXgK
do know this; I just didn't expect him to.569Please respect copyright.PENANA3FyL0pulOk
He then leans forward and whispers over the table:569Please respect copyright.PENANAHSvLgwETj9
"I think you knew; you were just bullshitting, as per usual. The truth of the matter though, Ezinma, is that I know I can get you there."569Please respect copyright.PENANAPiYTwEDaCI
That all sounded like porn, the way he said it; and I know exactly where there is, know exactly what he was talking about in the last seven words.569Please respect copyright.PENANAOrJR5c4seT
I don't think I'll be able to get up without a wet patch showing in the back of my pants.569Please respect copyright.PENANA6aTa5ZgjAX
As always, he continues, as if I'm not insanely aroused.569Please respect copyright.PENANAb9YfdzMfso
"The question is, will you let me?"569Please respect copyright.PENANAYIKkPK8Wth
Those four words: "will you let me?"569Please respect copyright.PENANA0lBWek1BK8
They ring in the back of my head as I explain my control freak issues to Desta, and why I must pay part of the bill, to which he finally concedes.569Please respect copyright.PENANAw6DacflI7m
They follow me back into the car, and continue to play over in my head on repeat.569Please respect copyright.PENANArct5GZFMt1
Will I let him? But I don't even know him. I have no idea who the hell this boy is.569Please respect copyright.PENANAigxxPuMzjb
"Desta?"569Please respect copyright.PENANArVK0K1aUMX
"Hm?"569Please respect copyright.PENANAVCFot4wKfl
"Tell me about yourself."569Please respect copyright.PENANAlWRm8ZD408
His lips pull up at the corners, not a full on smile, just a little one.569Please respect copyright.PENANAzzVAw648gW
"What do you want to know?"569Please respect copyright.PENANAGh3OXZgobx
"Full name?"569Please respect copyright.PENANAKUN5hnBLEc
"Desta Hasani Simba." He pauses, and then continues to say,"My dad's a Rastafarian. He changed his last name to something that means 'lion' in Swahili."569Please respect copyright.PENANApa1tiq2rfS
"That's actually really... poetic."569Please respect copyright.PENANA5F9VSF4HSi
He laughs. It's beautiful and musical and full of joy. "I'll tell him you said that."569Please respect copyright.PENANA5LMZ0yj8gN
"So... are you Rastafarian?"569Please respect copyright.PENANATPHadvFHs1
"No. I'm like you." He gives me a side glace and a wink.569Please respect copyright.PENANAUyLO340j1Y
"How about your mother?"569Please respect copyright.PENANAvdr8ZnpWwi
He remains silent for a few seconds.569Please respect copyright.PENANANJPtGU6Zhr
"I don't know my mum. She ran off, left me with my dad. We have no idea where the hell she is."569Please respect copyright.PENANA6wniYoC1Fo
"Oh. I'm sorry."569Please respect copyright.PENANAhOcctYmtCs
"It's okay. It's not like I'm missing much, anyway. My father is awesome."569Please respect copyright.PENANA1RnqMDHzkN
After a moment, I ask "any siblings?"569Please respect copyright.PENANAnZJUphc6Jw
He smiles a smile of joy. "Yes. Mason."569Please respect copyright.PENANAdsz2GXTV2R
"Mason?"569Please respect copyright.PENANAhgP7NNWe9J
He laughs. "He's adopted. He came at the age of twelve, so he kept his name," he replies, understanding my response.569Please respect copyright.PENANA9oBsJzsaM4
"What happened? Was he orphaned?"569Please respect copyright.PENANAdc6VktrcLT
"His parents kicked him out," he says, his knuckles tightening around the wheel of the car.569Please respect copyright.PENANA3BCmPhhlsD
"Why?" 569Please respect copyright.PENANAuquBRvkGET
"Because he's gay."569Please respect copyright.PENANA5Q7UhEDj8Y
Suddenly, I feel my heart aching for this boy. Because despite being teased jokingly by friends, (which I really don't mind) and having others try to "save" me (which is just damn annoying) because of my attraction to women, I never went through anything like that.569Please respect copyright.PENANAo9qchbZO3X
"And imagine, after all of that it's the Rasta Man who takes in the little gay boy. That's one of the many reasons why I love my dad. He's so loving and he just... doesn't judge."569Please respect copyright.PENANA7gv9LYWqVP
"Your father sounds amazing."569Please respect copyright.PENANAKn5pCy8f8h
"You can meet him."569Please respect copyright.PENANAAMVgSaHz1G
"What?"569Please respect copyright.PENANAHWfEQEK6zF
"Our next date can be at my restaurant. I own it with my dad and my brother."569Please respect copyright.PENANAxo48jnOJCn
"You have a restaurant? Then why did you take me out here?"569Please respect copyright.PENANAKYILvJkxZU
"I thought you said you liked it out here."569Please respect copyright.PENANA9wPBgMhKNw
"I'd prefer your restaurant."569Please respect copyright.PENANAO7fz6xQMPm
"It's vegetarian and vegan. I didn't know that you were into that kind of stuff. Plus, I didn't want to scare you off."569Please respect copyright.PENANAwVECjahrvO
We're sitting outside my house, now.569Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZCM3we6to
"Okay. When will I get to go to your restaurant?"569Please respect copyright.PENANACHhluLQalA
"I'll pick you up Friday at six. You'll be here, right?"569Please respect copyright.PENANAWWRO9SY1vo
"Yes."569Please respect copyright.PENANAseKNtZCnAU
"Call me if you need anything," he says, leaning in dangerously close.569Please respect copyright.PENANAJHclKkS0i6
"I don't have your number," is my week reply.569Please respect copyright.PENANAKlfoh3gHEp
"Check your phone when you go inside" are the last words I hear before his lips press to mine. 569Please respect copyright.PENANAmW548aRxCX
He starts slow, and his movements quicken as our breaths crescendo together. His tongue strokes mine, strokes the onside of my mouth and I can feel my entire body responding to him tongue fucking me. My nipples harden, I feel a brand new flood of moisture going to my underwear, all the blood in my body is trying to converge in that one point. My hands tangle in his locks and I pull, ripping a moan from his chest. 569Please respect copyright.PENANAQMwlMWpSUO
I want to grind him, but were in a car, separated by all this shit, so I end up grinding the centre console to try and get myself off.569Please respect copyright.PENANAYUd69t5Xp5
But what does it for me, is when he runs the tip of his tongue up the centre of the roof of my mouth.569Please respect copyright.PENANAm7djZV3Wr4
I'm done.569Please respect copyright.PENANAePRMYW1Rr5
I come so hard, my eyes cross, and when its over, he has a look of amusement on his face.569Please respect copyright.PENANAS677oeGn5f
"Don't say anything."569Please respect copyright.PENANACJmGgHeSMF
"I think it's cute."569Please respect copyright.PENANAq6bIqZqfvX
I get myself together, and mutter "right" under my breath.569Please respect copyright.PENANApQny5lj9fm
"Friday?" He says, as I get out of the car.569Please respect copyright.PENANAKRMwPquDA7
I turn and smile in all my wet-pantied glory. "Yes. And I think you should wash that seat."569Please respect copyright.PENANAGudMs7aJqr
He looks down, grins, and looks back at me with the grin still on his face. "Nah. I'm sentimental."569Please respect copyright.PENANAGzAtJ9O5X4
I roll my eyes and go inside. Only when I close the door does he drive off.569Please respect copyright.PENANAJcFMkWLTYY
I decide I'll have another shower, after a cup of tea. As I boil the water to make my favorite tea, Twinnings Four Red Fruits, I remember something that Desta said.569Please respect copyright.PENANAyUeziAi94J
I take out my phone, and look in the contacts. Sure enough, his name is there.