It's been three days since the incident at the store, and all I can think about is that damned boy.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJv7Rui9UR
Every time I close my eyes, all I can see is his damn sexy smirk, or him saying "pleasure" in that voice of his, and I get wet all over again. 556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuw83l6sLkF
Honestly, my hand just isn't doing it for me anymore.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohooEqlyzm
So this morning, when I walked through the doors of "Roz E" (I know the name is ridiculous, we were eighteen and nineteen) I went straight to Roz and told her exactly where I was going. I left her doubling over with laughter, throwing a quick "be right back" over my shoulder.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNjLm4mbMA
Now, I'm standing in Intimate Occasions, a sex toy and lingerie store in Premier Plaza, not ten minutes from my store, cashing kegel balls, anal beads, handcuffs and two Jackrabbits, one of which is a surprise for Rozii's birthday trying to comprehend the fourteen inch dildo that is on sale in the store.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKpAwLex93
As I walk back to the shop, l think of what I just saw in that store.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwJjtDCy6E
I saw a fourteen inch dildo.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKv83OAaW5a
Do you know what fourteen inches looks like?556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieZ9t8GkqF
That's longer than a Subway Foot Long.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWiv8Wr414
These are the thoughts that follow me back into the shop.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2OW4w43qW
So I don't notice the very reason why I was at the sex store in the first place, lounging in the waiting area, in front of the cashier.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAayT2gLNG
He clears his throat, and when I look up, my knees buckle. Kind of like a new born colt. 556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfqoKnYw0g
He smirks and says, "Ezinma".556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtue09Z8R9
My nipples harden, and I can feel the moisture gathering in my underwear.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9SZkK2asF
"Your little friend told me that you'd be back from your little... escapade soon."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZ1MNV0eig
I feel my cheeks heating with embarrassment because instantly, I know that Rozii told him where I went.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvQiv445Mu
Damn you, Rozii Taylor Reese.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeiKsdJqNU
"The truth is... I can't stop thinking about you."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtRsjcnJr7
Wow. So it's not just me then?556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfa8Dw8BYX8
"No, it's not."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2rPTF0nd3
I'm not even embarrassed that I said it out loud.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTbydZiQar
He chews on his lip while giving me the most intense stare, and then blurts out:556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DEUzxx3y7
"How about dinner?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNe1ghJA3S
"Okay."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxmUl7QZMu
He smiles a smile of victory.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6corzKofMN
"When do you finish?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCkdF2skPx
"Five."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eCnm3hyri
"Okay. I'll pick you up."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNmsSno02v
"I have to shower."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ewxLL8QRL
"I'll take you home first then."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobwbfguDf7
He gets up to leave before I can say anything to confirm or deny what he just said, but then he turns to me and says, "Trust me, that Jackrabbit won't satisfy you like the real thing."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡby0PbN7Wb0
Then he leaves me, yet again, in a pool of arousal.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtij29whfwI
***556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSG9HDSAIQf
"Tell me about yourself."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwV2rA2Q0c
Desta's voice breaks through the daze that I was in. We've spent most of the evening thus far in silence. The most that has been said were his compliments on my house and choice of dress, and my "thank you"s. 556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB03vRSp2aV
"What do you want to know?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iZfL6K8nd
"Siblings?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvFi531sUd
"No."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnPk6CfWst
"Aunts or uncles?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7CX9hb76P
"I had one. Uncle Tim. He died."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIJLVmenP2
He chews his lip, and then, "What are your parents like?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8EKF5wGgH
I smile.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPTkBQVNlc
"Mummy is strict and pious. She's Catholic. Well, my dad is too. He's just more easy going; sometimes too easy going. He gets taken advantage of a lot. I think they balance each other out; mummy keeps daddy's head out of the clouds, and daddy allows mummy to enjoy life."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5LeB7dqWZ
He stays silent for a few seconds.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3boxeNFDl7
"So you're Catholic?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcw8CXYnv3y
I laugh. "No." I haven't been to church in years.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lleRqI45v
"What are you then?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrRiFrEPSq
"Nothing, really."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡju4qp5bWxj
We continue to drive in comfortable silence for a few minutes, and I realise that were going to Port Royal.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHksScTZo6
"Do you do anything outside of the shop?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHSG7h59Yx
"I did. I'm graduating on October 30 from UWI."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3444yHWRv1
"Really? What did you do?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLqw9NNXIs
"BA in Drama."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8Yfrx9icQ
"Cool."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrRCnPhPwJ
We pull up to what I recognize as The Grand Port Royal Hotel, aka Morgan's Harbour. I am absolutely elated, as everything tastes good here.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3xFWzdggT
"Come on."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSarP9tR5rx
***556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSi2lRr4F0
If someone told me that I'd end up at the Red Jack Restaurant in Port Royal, I would've expected it to be more romantic than erotic.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliP3n9y8LR
Under this man's heated gaze, "erotic" is exactly how it feels as the waiter takes our orders.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81SkI9Fk5c
He raises an eyebrow quizzically when I order chicken pasta without the chicken.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9J7XGdjjE
"I don't eat meat," I say, by way of explanation.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5em6zOJfN
"Oh. I would've taken you somewhere else if I'd known."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwIZqXN3Gh
"It's okay. I actually love it here. I always order that. They're used to it."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡat98b8ptYK
He nods, satisfied with my answer.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKiBi4XQvm
"Tell me, are you the type to say whatever necessary to get them self out of a situation?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vT57xgjtX
"You mean a bullshitter? Yes. Why?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzo4ORh8uS
He smiles. "You just seem like the type. Because of when your nipples got hard, and you said you were cold; when you were staring at my dick but passed it off as doing your job." I now regret saying that, because I know that he's going to use it against me.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfCfQydM9y
But what could I have done? Said "I want to fuck you"?556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2nsTzRU6N
When the food comes, my attention is immediately captured, and my stomach rumbles audibly from across the table. He smirks with a wicked spark in his eyes.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIljywzLsB
"Someone's hungry."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcStMfpdVL
"Um. Yes. Well. My appetite grew on my way here."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5QqZNp3Zr
His smile broadens.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmbY4L1UD0
"So, your appetite's a grower, huh?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVswdmJBRq
"Um..."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GlbEAO9me
"You know what else is a grower, Ezinma?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTt54sW7qzZ
"I think I can guess."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCQpRRb1ui
"Seven and a half inches at rest, eight when hard. If you really excite me, it'll go to eight and a half."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zjbQpYiif
I gulp. If I want to not fuck him right now, and injure his newly pierced penis, not to mention get us both arrested, I need to end this conversation.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2DQZyCtcP
"Maybe you'll get it to nine inches."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkDjFhIm11
Now.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnfzHDs1Tz
"Did you know that the average vagina is only three to four inches long, so me wanting an eight inch penis is pointless?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYh9pV4P14
He looks at me with shrewd, calculating eyes, and then says:556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5GMSiD3J0
"Did you know that the vagina can expand by up to two hundred percent when sufficiently aroused?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VIOyWvqIF
I gulp, and look down, trying to ignore the discomfort of sitting in wet underwear. The truth is, I 556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh44fHAeSe8
556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFirTgoeB9
do know this; I just didn't expect him to.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QB2EWNNu5
He then leans forward and whispers over the table:556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZSfNjxlVw
"I think you knew; you were just bullshitting, as per usual. The truth of the matter though, Ezinma, is that I know I can get you there."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBkcjGv6oz
That all sounded like porn, the way he said it; and I know exactly where there is, know exactly what he was talking about in the last seven words.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPae2czVKOG
I don't think I'll be able to get up without a wet patch showing in the back of my pants.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbM3EXQGcM
As always, he continues, as if I'm not insanely aroused.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSEs2ZjyGt
"The question is, will you let me?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbAsp1RDKA
Those four words: "will you let me?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBVAngb6AM
They ring in the back of my head as I explain my control freak issues to Desta, and why I must pay part of the bill, to which he finally concedes.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNd3Hbxbkni
They follow me back into the car, and continue to play over in my head on repeat.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OoUlMUFiG
Will I let him? But I don't even know him. I have no idea who the hell this boy is.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhDOIJ8dn3
"Desta?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBScQsh3qp
"Hm?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtZeOHS4d4
"Tell me about yourself."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcGkyayAP3
His lips pull up at the corners, not a full on smile, just a little one.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡya1q9ojKG4
"What do you want to know?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvj2QLL2lEo
"Full name?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkCA57LhI3
"Desta Hasani Simba." He pauses, and then continues to say,"My dad's a Rastafarian. He changed his last name to something that means 'lion' in Swahili."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxNGtPRI6W
"That's actually really... poetic."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggueU4ffLZ
He laughs. It's beautiful and musical and full of joy. "I'll tell him you said that."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSo70ERC3l
"So... are you Rastafarian?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnZWpg8TyQ
"No. I'm like you." He gives me a side glace and a wink.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLJNbugYFs
"How about your mother?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YpcVhBWjf
He remains silent for a few seconds.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BhlyGAlnd
"I don't know my mum. She ran off, left me with my dad. We have no idea where the hell she is."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTtKkK0rQO
"Oh. I'm sorry."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9YQtWrghz
"It's okay. It's not like I'm missing much, anyway. My father is awesome."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbC2vuDideY
After a moment, I ask "any siblings?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcDRuAIVxJ
He smiles a smile of joy. "Yes. Mason."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNFCSjphS2
"Mason?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4L2ERCAZtY
He laughs. "He's adopted. He came at the age of twelve, so he kept his name," he replies, understanding my response.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfPBJ1re5N
"What happened? Was he orphaned?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMD2QN1RNfd
"His parents kicked him out," he says, his knuckles tightening around the wheel of the car.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65XO9EfzIr
"Why?" 556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9biCixmy26
"Because he's gay."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdrf7Mp5j4
Suddenly, I feel my heart aching for this boy. Because despite being teased jokingly by friends, (which I really don't mind) and having others try to "save" me (which is just damn annoying) because of my attraction to women, I never went through anything like that.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsU7psxbkdY
"And imagine, after all of that it's the Rasta Man who takes in the little gay boy. That's one of the many reasons why I love my dad. He's so loving and he just... doesn't judge."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1jjtx5vpN
"Your father sounds amazing."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLZ9GiolDb
"You can meet him."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiC2LkYDLG
"What?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ442TygaKiQ
"Our next date can be at my restaurant. I own it with my dad and my brother."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz47OA5ZToM
"You have a restaurant? Then why did you take me out here?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gFKyvCL4v
"I thought you said you liked it out here."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfENv9dI6dL
"I'd prefer your restaurant."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSsQ7P7Own
"It's vegetarian and vegan. I didn't know that you were into that kind of stuff. Plus, I didn't want to scare you off."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdS3RrPrhD
We're sitting outside my house, now.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJUicgx15n
"Okay. When will I get to go to your restaurant?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXi7Erew8f
"I'll pick you up Friday at six. You'll be here, right?"556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGb8lgLgBn
"Yes."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK89rJm2qtD
"Call me if you need anything," he says, leaning in dangerously close.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcmIpEktEY
"I don't have your number," is my week reply.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hc2SF7wHP
"Check your phone when you go inside" are the last words I hear before his lips press to mine. 556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78CAHJWOvV
He starts slow, and his movements quicken as our breaths crescendo together. His tongue strokes mine, strokes the onside of my mouth and I can feel my entire body responding to him tongue fucking me. My nipples harden, I feel a brand new flood of moisture going to my underwear, all the blood in my body is trying to converge in that one point. My hands tangle in his locks and I pull, ripping a moan from his chest. 556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDw85hW6def
I want to grind him, but were in a car, separated by all this shit, so I end up grinding the centre console to try and get myself off.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFo1ZO6LYRp
But what does it for me, is when he runs the tip of his tongue up the centre of the roof of my mouth.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMa6vkplWfY
I'm done.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxK27P5CuNR
I come so hard, my eyes cross, and when its over, he has a look of amusement on his face.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDF0WfeQ44
"Don't say anything."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8JDShx1KS
"I think it's cute."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksyOPLSu0V
I get myself together, and mutter "right" under my breath.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4rbAdByHx
"Friday?" He says, as I get out of the car.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkMEiKkSZT
I turn and smile in all my wet-pantied glory. "Yes. And I think you should wash that seat."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruBGqkROdY
He looks down, grins, and looks back at me with the grin still on his face. "Nah. I'm sentimental."556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ayEIcqGtb
I roll my eyes and go inside. Only when I close the door does he drive off.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YCGx6CSGC
I decide I'll have another shower, after a cup of tea. As I boil the water to make my favorite tea, Twinnings Four Red Fruits, I remember something that Desta said.556Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXi41AbaPax
I take out my phone, and look in the contacts. Sure enough, his name is there.
