"So, he made you come by kissing you?"550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG47xK2Ct3Z
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLwKs71xCp
"You like him more than you let on."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvUj9aUbVB
I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmQCFrVREc
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsQr5GB9S9
"Fuck you," I reply.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPELlzf6oV
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4rcbeQIAl
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGJfhhUYOk
"I have to go."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1F3QxsW9Y
"Where you going?"550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7PDx2iw1y
"Home. Away from you."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywB5fQncGJ
She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBBdEaYPql
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oGqqbOuix
"Oh, and E?"550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3q2wEVIkK
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5evKTkfAOi
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyKzDJGkNm
"Fuck off, and goodbye."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQqZDwvFF2
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAExbnByGB
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAVnKSGeJG
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrS3rWhXScd
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsOIUXT7tc
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqrU7JZFKB
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YWSlQlfZd
"What's it now?" I asked.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztQjSCCatx
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAUBVP4Zkm
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0XLgih3C4
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC29cvtF0Au
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7NmFbI6J8
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBs0ln9oen
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOi8VbnVsL
"Rozii?"550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9uQ5yyd6u
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03aYHDsfVp
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92KqmVmRk5
"Please don't laugh."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXugTut0Ed
He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQaTDyAxrp
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOOggkG7xT
My story is interrupted by his laughter.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpKFn5lfoM
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7c6vTSZwq
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgqES9n7eV
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vUVtThMAf
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAyW1ujXaY
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjxtNn5rAM
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZKh1Pek3x
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0Fz8Klv6W
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgitrVtRJjR
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7MLygOjjj
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBUvyBqABm
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLODHerZ6F
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK54T6UXusA
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8Xu5kaLjb
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuGuMqPDYx
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDHgs92Zru
Bad hair. I hate that term.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBXUOyVVUR
"Desta..."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0Gn6DpXll
"It's fine. I don't need friends."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJB5hPBFy6R
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4AP7aKcXI
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQWrgqjYOy
"Rozii can be your friend."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYNFiDOChs
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNX8Cg5Kzu5
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62nOal75yY
"I'm not enough."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiyiw4rvpA
"Never say that!"550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhtOEGjQxb
Why is he shouting?550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD87i4xepSv
He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebJoUghGmp
"Desta—"550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjYv5GYONA
"Shut up."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxPSTgeyt1
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLZ5U6IJIX
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT31zy7Ra29
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TkTYBAsqg
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEOP77rEqk
"Answer me."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEcprUmpGd
"Y-yes, Desta."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmx0xfZHngh
"Sir."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWu57GYypW
Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVzzXq9Ler
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7vdI8POYH
"Hold on to the bars."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFcQXsflGk
I do.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rCL8D9P8D
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6HymZl3JH
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsQ7LJwH5A
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SWPaKilv0
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57DWo10QIM
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2QHA1uY5A
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNYAuRVKK9
Why am I thinking about this now?550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGY3KTPJtsM
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EdINjJJaH
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvz1wJLc8k2
It's a bloody lie.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1gutA2lt1
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuoPhiYzz6
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIKVOsGvSf
"Don't come."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoL47X39gcF
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9qF0qUdM0
He pauses to look at me.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6LUe2UUDH
"Please what?"550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1TnKOUmhe
"Please, sir, please!"550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEmyLHgjRe
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPoFzEwmXC
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeh5Ez86wkY
Seriously?550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16HcJuIhVU
"That's not what I meant."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF90a2HeTnr
"Then what did you mean?"550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfAWIrMgEi
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBOEB3Oj3x
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rdroVIK5M
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zPO3dunyF
"Come for me."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXLIqy3u7m
One more suck, and I'm a goner.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rjurGXt5L
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTCt0WkIIH
Well, this is it.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxB1KpImer
I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuGzWWU9jj
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tcfKyNATF
"You are enough. At least, for now."550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlTz1xxekw
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZke1s4nQc
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTt5qLG1jr
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzlkaJauIm
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*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2zau1BYVz
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrj8Vsr0mKb
*The Quad, aka Quad550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wP69qgQBb
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- Night club in Jamaica.550Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8m9RDGmAfY
And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)
