"So, he made you come by kissing you?"567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLavx7oulk7
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1ZV169Xqv
"You like him more than you let on."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVcq71X6KE
I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZix3jrkRd0
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxjirPlN50
"Fuck you," I reply.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhdnsMargR
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59iu2ZHheL
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMjLat24TH
"I have to go."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2syD3tMKW
"Where you going?"567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNsaEeOdmC
"Home. Away from you."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpbAvPwt6o
She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQc9UmgUgD
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51Qakzqx4t
"Oh, and E?"567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Byg04Qopj
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7b2HxnoJrF
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvY3EgVGMPM
"Fuck off, and goodbye."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6pDEbyT2M
"I love you too!"567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfnGCaQikz
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyU8Am4e1HR
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbl3uiTgn1e
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutr0tAkVq8
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrutXZpg6v5
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFy40LOUBb
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIz7Rgae3tP
"What's it now?" I asked.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaxFMSrOon
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAx4pHYWkb
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4pl9o2XQS
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcixUVh84T
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhVAHcwTKl
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhVyGeNhJs
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeWSOacBZl
"Rozii?"567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCf5bwiUF87
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuDOFDnBJh
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qUGV42olI
"Please don't laugh."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZh2taTHHQ
He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsS6LnDcr3
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSi3CRhbBw3
My story is interrupted by his laughter.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FW5TYWR37
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9EHxetfb0
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVRSHw5pRT
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSoZ6DYurh
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SMlquJfbP
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxqTU7hWiV
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1Jn3MqpQo
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUlbC3lvaJ
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ337q1hH3Z2
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxcNuTGjVH
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPb15dYTmg
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwp1kbpD1Y1
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaioqFge1E
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6PlqueyEM
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywzVCNf7Xt
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNcv8bCcY2
Bad hair. I hate that term.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYjxN1blcg
"Desta..."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPScWWgUmA
"It's fine. I don't need friends."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepxzEnd45W
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tEhItzzJ1
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYY3l7WP7a8
"Rozii can be your friend."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nRZjpHHLK
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRJVqVEK2N
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYNdQnMMuR
"I'm not enough."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZhMlrHigl
"Never say that!"567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjElCPZu559
Why is he shouting?567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpK6G7xXGf
He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJWMGUyq4c
"Desta—"567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRk0fLi70wb
"Shut up."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HQg3fKL4V
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7z2NRqFD7
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUHG4s9Lim
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKSaoZgLSm
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSzo3X9Xva
"Answer me."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0PPcQCoP5
"Y-yes, Desta."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiKDHjFfGr
"Sir."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD367bZMVpP
Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApskkYYHco
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmNUIhUqnA
"Hold on to the bars."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8EiEjBx3D
I do.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu4aXdikBa
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGpxdM1DKV
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeix3q0F4E9
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡincT1241qK
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrXIogSBk8
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVEkggihvJ
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgXhD5r3s8
Why am I thinking about this now?567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZuKJ5y8b6
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozwkxnVocW
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJecFF44teA
It's a bloody lie.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Do0TzR14g
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjjYQo6u1q
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQpyjTQJsZ
"Don't come."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDrjQRDFKf
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUDaewEEak
He pauses to look at me.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRcgkYApaP
"Please what?"567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0nDgh14sG
"Please, sir, please!"567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZS3iXcAZJ
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEcQFQpZR0
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZlegkKtuK
Seriously?567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uAlIxj0Je
"That's not what I meant."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eGMt6AvaJ
"Then what did you mean?"567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOrP92JyQl
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1cAlZlozF
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TLeBf5uWJ
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkeC5XFXlC
"Come for me."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUAoq743OA
One more suck, and I'm a goner.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmC5AYUToKN
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ss0dD7yoD
Well, this is it.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9JUTe4tr2
I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9J5TYeLll
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjJp0lKgst
"You are enough. At least, for now."567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHlp9FyZT3
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfz4xghCLt
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HTGEkO72b
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWM2gj9baAi
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AN: These are translations for some stuff from earlier.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90SDG5qmS8
*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPdUUFio0h
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrik2B520X
*The Quad, aka Quad567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7owQTkrkJY
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- Night club in Jamaica.567Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9TB0sznWV
And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)
