"So, he made you come by kissing you?"603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpo49kYs8T
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjb2r9t6OaY
"You like him more than you let on."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiqwMlEcCa
I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMfIzY7611
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1jO4fkWJi
"Fuck you," I reply.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYJEE6bbFT
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KeBG8O8sh
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRN1oecApv
"I have to go."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKq6QBlQsK
"Where you going?"603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzK0FCAZ7Ck
"Home. Away from you."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsY7qxajUU3
She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQ88Wf2Wcj
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bSF9hJ5O4
"Oh, and E?"603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOwDYRlgdM
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vprpCoNtD
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUygxeSAgn
"Fuck off, and goodbye."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGCMczHSpY
"I love you too!"603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYVJDt3mDP
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYaASABFzZ
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5d4XcFIFrP
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnJgNNoFBk
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTjQLcmWm7
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDvl3pNzuB
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfWOxOZfT5
"What's it now?" I asked.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXwZlLV4FA
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡco9HIqtuJe
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwR1cSqvLdd
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NmTMTwa1R
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITCaTsQGR2
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6U5W87zqRw
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZEksEM3m2
"Rozii?"603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfukkUg5nhF
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vZNsAedkd
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvVoToDWjI
"Please don't laugh."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFm1dzKS3J
He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxX1UccZDw
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYgsUKVoUj
My story is interrupted by his laughter.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAY4DTTyLS
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VDTimtYip
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLGo8qe9By
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXqc3dRHnL
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSf0qKr3lki
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfREyesJQPE
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPyEXTm97t
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnx09DPftXu
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPymFXZKzT5
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8a5nkmyVV
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LYe21nzDs
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8Ynw3JfqV
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UFlqdlntP
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HPSQiGEXL
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61y2uHK1eE
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nBc3pebK7
Bad hair. I hate that term.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRo849FQQSX
"Desta..."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvViJxd06HZ
"It's fine. I don't need friends."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Nd0avkDQS
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisSMSsNq7O
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTqjkX1za0
"Rozii can be your friend."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLM7AmFNunf
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjtFkgexWK
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEY7JRQcDw
"I'm not enough."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4psRQTGLHu
"Never say that!"603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iNph8HIci
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He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyn5pW6NHXd
"Desta—"603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yMY61SH8h
"Shut up."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZUsU9LW1w
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡds01rjG6y4
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiK2CMMDZE
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqeBhkThhh
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRJUFS6PyU
"Answer me."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnFOyaoX3q
"Y-yes, Desta."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4MZxldHrQ
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Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pdmcwDgi9
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgw2VgvUQyp
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I do.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cHiAqRCPI
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcTJ4tuMyk
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYrDCWimQ5
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzQqp4pGFU
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fiAJ3G8Aj
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEZAPV1cpF
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGl2jvSNwM
Why am I thinking about this now?603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wPv0XL0Z5
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdS9ztnuJ8e
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmywFro15oV
It's a bloody lie.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5BwzQ4hH0
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4VFgxr38d
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwcvIn8FhF
"Don't come."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3z3MAjcH5
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIYcwdvy8T
He pauses to look at me.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnHm2JSZEq
"Please what?"603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFV6wdk3jlZ
"Please, sir, please!"603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68STujErqZ
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RDmS2Fl0n
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9uOK2LLVh
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"That's not what I meant."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQOoyNs8H3
"Then what did you mean?"603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc27nlePGn9
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGrxOZpqc5
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPfUWPJR9S
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡav2nqKsn9u
"Come for me."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ894m34vXg4
One more suck, and I'm a goner.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFITirys6J
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiHrxRJ0MT
Well, this is it.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJq0clEA5l
I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZGS2Me7DR
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02K7JWpa0u
"You are enough. At least, for now."603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemlSKYQru2
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5n1Lc5udoh
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Y0w5j1sxE
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Htl7rl3Ae
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*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRmaFUbpmL
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiquxzpL4Q
*The Quad, aka Quad603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0azyb3OC9D
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And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)
