"So, he made you come by kissing you?"625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Wj1d9zBJZ
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiO1C5OjFzR
"You like him more than you let on."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rnHftXW0h
I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzOBhnjd17
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8md4avugHF
"Fuck you," I reply.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAlIJCoV98
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVoMoUReNo
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswp8hmpkzV
"I have to go."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFUGzyshUb
"Where you going?"625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGwbMTCbIf
"Home. Away from you."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgXeH9lTES
She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAM8xt8U0B
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuOhToHSEy
"Oh, and E?"625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjE9yZclP9
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrzXLcM9eC
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFU0Yy4I2d
"Fuck off, and goodbye."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeaEKY4Je2
"I love you too!"625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawyIlicisL
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiTnDQwZOc
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Y02PSsPEt
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RkYCJubXh
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwY59AYqRJO
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZg4dF2pngQ
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlzvG1c50T
"What's it now?" I asked.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2Md0gfmUO
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWSvAQvsK9
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNetzTac28I
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRYcAuVFRG
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7d9F6vbFx
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8k6QiZJycN
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnbR9rCMIw
"Rozii?"625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOetLL1NtRm
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVWl85b0bJ
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVEh7ScC6t
"Please don't laugh."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFi6NdBOYon
He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCqkv3FZRH
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYcs1GIxKV
My story is interrupted by his laughter.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNlxNQPPqp
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnzJAeQdwK
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaHtkYlkFK
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenCduUBw74
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUe1DNfrvJW
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyy7bR2bap
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip0BLckWCx
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTPW6YrAuJ
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkS3fmNJii
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iovczbreg
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiX25hHX40
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJSuLzqIo3
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7P9SphNROO
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0qgJsXD5x
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JIGockfD5
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHXYKeEoIe
Bad hair. I hate that term.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6M1yMctZl7
"Desta..."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbD6xKlpnUO
"It's fine. I don't need friends."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCG8Ht8vo2R
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZL4zI1WZdi
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFC2HcNimbn
"Rozii can be your friend."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXG5kMtLIV
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZJIeT6jQm
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6X1xCRPSD7
"I'm not enough."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJzAN4JDi3
"Never say that!"625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzrlRql6aW
Why is he shouting?625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lXYyhvJYY
He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvM1Oh40Gt
"Desta—"625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmZ47AnDPc
"Shut up."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYBvTy7iAZ
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvCgqDek7J
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnwxNo4h9z
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWTmiNK8it
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UtUlUYT31
"Answer me."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZI9JwH0cr
"Y-yes, Desta."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsijnE5vCvL
"Sir."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyO0TtzF3D6
Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILvP1CdIV7
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8QabClQpm
"Hold on to the bars."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡachlwxFuSX
I do.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8uRJ2lJTx
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZbRshjR4C
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytOvON1kVA
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3y0lbkw37u
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDIH4f1gLU
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18cNiz4G3V
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmo73Htzd0
Why am I thinking about this now?625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGXNiCt6Hu
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9M6nEiMhJ5
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡth23u6kHVG
It's a bloody lie.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzi9EtKQK5n
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhE7UcLCaoV
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZpwHz5o8O
"Don't come."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQLCTIyKTZ
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiMpLyO75d
He pauses to look at me.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNztY8KmCX
"Please what?"625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdw5LtPBQJH
"Please, sir, please!"625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxbvrZOy2f
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWM3zgGeyAI
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCkYtqIMKc
Seriously?625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGPKLU6kGV
"That's not what I meant."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oZn38n43n
"Then what did you mean?"625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivgx5cCqVG
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpRVDKiCvU
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkKmdcEFQS
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNh7i4WXDO
"Come for me."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFl9JmtJ6vl
One more suck, and I'm a goner.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJ9vbnqat1
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3Aa6m9Tta
Well, this is it.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QylWecGub
I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCo5PUS1xE
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruCX8s24rE
"You are enough. At least, for now."625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDxdu5cRIW
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28wuKh0YtD
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ovzySCFd9
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBD8ynbZCRR
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AN: These are translations for some stuff from earlier.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbP5mewvqtL
*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohN5KB0F7z
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBhsmWX82M
*The Quad, aka Quad625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrC7guJpQri
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- Night club in Jamaica.625Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuNZBHYbOw
And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)
