仲有幾日又係重陽節，自從喺農曆年同男友行花市，四圍去拜年，吃喝玩樂幾日之後，中間呢九個月過得好沉悶，同佢見面越嚟越少，見親佢，佢都好沉默，我哋之間好似有一條罅隙，而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDvyEiRdNo
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再過多一個月，男友就正式借調去總公司，聽講係佢主動申請，佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月，或甚至一年。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigo3v7yaAI
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如果我唔再爭取多啲機會，可能要一年後，先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvtKOY6VJ7
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QOWl3dHIe
為咗有清晣嘅交代，佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日，出差同海外客户工作交接，所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後，我已經幾個星期無見佢，如果再唔喺平日搵佢，都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯？"345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCalSpgoPX
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我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢，因為太早搵佢，佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRxCpkbAkE
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSUxqncZiB
"我諗可以嘅。"345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFATBUaFA9
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接近六點，佢回覆我。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMlGVl92T0
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreUJIi7IOg
一餐好平淡嘅晚飯，再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈，我同佢少咗好多話題，有啲嘢我想問，又唔敢問，變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢，不過可以見吓佢，我都好滿足。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjQfNlcIob
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"我抽時間同你執吓行李？"345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JhaK4VXz1
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"嗯........好吖。"345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLAcmU6wwk
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佢近來都係咁講嘢，滿懷心事咁。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnsvGthoVN
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkM03eaInlR
"係咪有心事？"345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HsGEoAGYN
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我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜，唔通佢真係想同Julie復合，如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭，我又點可以阻止，我只求佢早啲同我講，唔使等我心掛掛。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHYvtXkttA
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHPWMsKi7Z
因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間，兩三個月前，佢又活躍番，似乎好開心，有啲嘢想公開咁。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaQOIZE634
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFEUdUn5ai
"嗯......無嘢呀！"345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRELoksWWvw
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我關心佢，但嘅然佢咁講，我只好接受，當佢真係無嘢算啦。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQriOga3Ueh
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrk423NX0e
"今晚上你度，好唔好？"345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DdnHct6M4
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPN9b0gnpnZ
食完飯，佢打算送我走，開車無幾耐，我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持，主動同佢要求。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeF4SNh8Ro
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MpGjjaP82
我好掛住佢，好想佢攬吓我，愛吓我，我同佢無親熱好耐，唔通佢無需要，定係有其他渠道發洩。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTBISsQBy1
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJksKohtWwo
"唔得就算啦！"345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelXzAgH1N2
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見佢好猶疑，我有啲唔開心。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQOUcKsgTo
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTzZ9ZT5ci
"唔係呀，只不過........."345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnE2PnJVI9
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我突然想起Gigi，佢掛住啲家務，連做愛都唔專心，唔通男友又係咁，掛住啲工作？345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQ8NrqMWJM
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4EOYlxUZq
"係呀，揸緊車，好吖........嗯......係呀..........."345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczFiQ8rWsr
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5370WyIUSa
男友未同我講完，佢手機響，佢平日習慣用短訊，但係揸緊車，回覆唔到，對方可能搵得佢好急，等住佢回應。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeDMcWvShK
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQv3USkICM
"前面放低我，我自己上你度，如果你唔方便嘅，我第二日先再上去啦！"345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5VSvJbCIY
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY07iDmsx9V
我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐，隱隱悔悔咁，又不時眼尾望吓我，好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4ASC5Tkdl
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDa4kLvaZD8
我拍吓佢手臂，叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1sHi6AZOU
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98KUcJKdUJ
"一陣再搵你！"345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisbxhq8ORx
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9Ajd6BDoD
男友向對方講一句，匆匆忙忙收線。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Obg31pV0d
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7Jxew823L
我有不祥預感，對方可能係Julie。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFEndqZwo5
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJpaEsGuM2
"對唔住呀，我唔想阻住你講電話！"345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLr5KA1YG5G
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMXdmPZCk4
男友仲未停定架車，我搶先同佢講，我好辛苦忍住眼淚。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvBqJiJBcT
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CABkB2X0m
"唔好咁啦！"345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRryKJs1XO
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男友唔俾我落車，繼續車我去佢屋企。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XG4cAwt0p
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXaqwFNHdd
"我好快返嚟，等我。"345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnq5RzaKVp7
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佢陪我入咗屋，到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急，為咗工作，定係其他急事，佢無提，無講咩原因，淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我，自己走咗出去，莫非對方真係咁重要。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb84bLTuTqv
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo22hMTtxsr
我第一時間衝入浴室，坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMMyckOCsc
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhQ9HKl3nU
我好想搵人傾吓，皓皓？van仔？佢哋會明白我而家處境？345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3z0kNCebjV
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcSZBrq53T
我逼自己平復心情，男友可能只係落街覆個電話，佢好快返到，我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVB03OKgwDb
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCe9vUk9yOq
我喺廳度等佢，一個鐘頭過咗，佢仲未返。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFKWj9Eogp
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9CoLpoUlV
感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變，唔通係Julie做嘅，佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟？345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmFOmEvq6V
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rbnYwwteB
不過我太耐無上嚟，已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡss63VovOtq
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4vSdPelYf
飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片，明顯係以前無嘅，我隨手睇吓，不出所料，全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFehTB8KDO
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHA23eblwxa
我以前無見過呢啲明信片，今晚俾我見到，可能我突然上嚟佢度啦，不過我始終信仼佢，一直以來，我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢，佢對我亦無嘢隱藏，甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦，佢都解晒鎖，任得我登入。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PZdiaHEg7
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可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方，我無留意到啫。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpF0hdbIeW
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.我呃自己，我無時無刻都留意住Julie，佢寄俾男友啲嘢，如果我見過，點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello，一到步即做兩件事，一，寄明信片俾你，二，坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you！！』345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxn9qRtJe1
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呢張係四個月前第一張。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQ0TO3pxes
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Julie習慣寄明信片，喺佢facebook都見過唔少，345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iEw6KKenq
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『Hi，雖然係夏天，見到個雪山都覺得凍，有個人攬住吓，俾啲溫暖我就好嘞！Miss you！』345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4taLkxYzg
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojjXa3729y
呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅，佢依然用曖昧嘅手法，係咪俾緊暗示男友呢，憑佢哋以前嘅關係，男友一定接收到。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTIKeGuHEr
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBSMHpHohe
『Dear，It's a hard day。Miss you！ Miss you！ Miss you！』345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGft6z3yxM0
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呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張，相隔一個月。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3crvleTuLf
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQJLziYUNM
以日期排序，跟住仲有兩三張，每張message都好簡短，但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密，顯示佢哋發展好順利，難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默，呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍，每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1MN0Sh2ft
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尤其是最後一張。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZ5NBJbTRs
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『Love，will be back on next Wednesday ！345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUqIhyiyal
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Sweetie，期待嚟緊嗰個trip，love and miss you。 』345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQ8sMGpiVd
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下星期三？咪即係今日！345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAvUIeo8Ac
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嚟緊嗰個trip，Julie會同男友一齊出trip？345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSm8xz3nQIM
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CJWKkBjN5
我腦裡面一片空白，成個人恍恍惚惚，呆坐喺廳。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYXZ6z83GP
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo51iGgDHiB
我一直疏忽咗，男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我，佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢，佢好積極，好進取，同埋好有部署，好有計劃。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0EL3DSln9
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMQgZGLYBr
呢七個幾月嚟，相對Julie，我偏偏太被動，太不干預，太佛系。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9qQCyRrF3
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPkk5nkm2y
不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐，勾心鬥角，況且我唔擅長攻心謀略，要同人鬥爭，一丁點我都做唔嚟。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTm4uDoOKsh
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～～～～345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CFlwlXO75
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凌晨四點，我聽到開門聲。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMY0Iltaru3
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"對唔住，我遲咗返嚟！"345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ440ePza3bs
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡme5Ya45bXn
男友嘆一口氣，歉疚咁望住我。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aE3rgKZoV
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"我call咗車，我走先！"345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNSrGD7G8D
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男友喺後面叫住我，我無理佢，一口氣衝咗出門口，我怕稍一留步，就會撲埋佢度，攬住佢大喊，我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFBqxUXlG2
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOx3AvXRWb
我想避開男友，走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯，坐喺地下流眼淚。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9IYtkyBsm
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“C，對唔住，我傷害咗你！”345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsfeOAOuy6
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男友追到落嚟。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80H5201dY5
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“我唔知自己想點，你俾啲時間我，可以嘛？”345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqWx2cIIev
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我同佢一齊好幾年，佢對我好，我好清楚，只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間，係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長，而且和平分手前，佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係，男友只係無奈被迫放手。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUL1QGDKtW4
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLxjSkzC0n
我各方便都唔及Julie，我想放棄。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPOl3tYvvQ
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuGQvp5UPR
男友拖住我返上佢屋企。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxTnWVORBT
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfkIw3XoK2
我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸，但我而家一啲需要都無，相反，我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日，俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感，今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱，我心裡面有咁嘅準備。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVo01q5rj2Q
