呢次係我第一次向George發脾氣，當我冷靜落嚟，我問自己，點解咁橫蠻無理，幾時開始將佢對我嘅尊重，變成罪名而向佢指責？我責怪自己。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgieVtMRWdv
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莫非我真係受到Julie喺facebook發嘅帖文同埋相片影響？559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV52qA3E98X
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而家每個月一兩次，大多數喺星期一，Julie都會post佢前一兩日喺海外影嘅相片，每次景點都唔同，但全部都鄰近George而家工作緊嘅城市。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRljJNvr71I
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如果我無推斷錯誤，佢哋兩個應該係喺定期會議前後，一齊出遊去玩。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wp7SltKaF
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George前日話會再聯絡我，但過咗兩日，佢一啲音訊都無，理解佢需要時間陪Julie，仲要兼顧工作，忙碌到無時間搵我係可以想像得到。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWhBWT9KqQ
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不過，一直到而家，Julie所post嘅每一張相，George都無出現過，甚至George借調總公司前，同佢一次旅行，Julie都無post過任何一張佢哋嘅合照。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuz9k5vwWMI
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無明顯出現，唔代表完全無，只係顯示Julie處事好有心思同技巧。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRDCiWFNSQ
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只因為Julie嗰次post佢喺酒店房間嘅相，喺相片嘅一個角落，George著住浴袍嘅背影，倒照喺一塊茶色玻璃上面。雖然係淡淡一個背影，我同George一齊咁耐，一眼就認得出係佢。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLch1cVgLlL
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到底係Julie好有技巧咁將George擺喺鏡頭之內，定係無意將佢影埋上鏡，我就無從稽考。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTsOvrabZu
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但出嚟嘅效果，雖然有一啲撲朔迷離感覺，但係令到好多人知道佢有親密伴侶。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHjvTyOfiQ
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佢呢一張相，得到好多佢嘅朋友留言向佢祝福，呢啲係咪George師姐所講，佢係隱晦向所有朋友宣布佢同George復合呢。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1c9cENQ1L2
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我想呃自己，George未必同佢喺埋一齊，Julie讀大學嘅時候，佢同George一齊之初，喺佢啲相片裡面George都無出現過，直至佢哋關係穩定咗，Julie先將佢哋嘅合照擺上社交媒體，呢啲係佢嘅手法。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebpS2yNS9u
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而家佢哋嘅情況會唔會都係咁，代表佢哋關係仲未穩定呢？我係咪仲有一線希望？不過我唔敢奢望。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKhZGOVDj3
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結果將會係點，越嚟越清楚，我只可以向現實屈服，接受George離我越嚟越遠。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhi848eUHUx
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下晝差唔多六點，老闆同我一齊見完最後一個客，佢準備放工。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiMg5NRh6b
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"細C，今晚唔好返公司喇，早啲返屋企休息吓啦！"559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhp8pUBgeRv
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老闆突然咁同我講，我手都震埋，我怕佢知道前晚我同van仔喺office嘅事。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXNgnOK9uE
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"我......."559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9vPZOqamR
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雖然我諗唔到點解佢會知道，但既然東窗事發，我倒不如向佢道歉，希望佢原諒我。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8R95xE3lT
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我仲未道歉，佢見到附近有間cafe，叫我入去飲杯嘢，傾一陣。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuKLRnppNK
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"唉，我明白你呢輪心情好差，我見到你情緒波動好大，成日若有所思咁樣，我估你感情出現問題，係唔係？"559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0o298HjH9
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買咗兩杯咖啡，一坐低，老闆就問我。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOyFcQI7Va
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嗰日老闆親眼見到我控制唔住情緒，伏喺佢膊頭喊。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0W2XzF4oUe
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佢咁講，我又再次諗起George，眼開始紅。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ym4eCWUsz
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"咩事都好，睇開啲啦，我見你有事無事，見完客都趕返公司，孤零零一個人喺公司，盞喺度胡思亂想啫！"559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmbK8iDOVx
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老闆語重心長，佢咁關心我，而我就喺佢公司裡面胡混，我更加慚愧。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBQTeQMfdv
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"我爸爸、媽媽去咗旅行，細佬住hall，返屋企都係得我一個對住四面牆，都係咁孤獨。"559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnMONVZC0V
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"傻女，就算係四面牆，屋企嗰四面係暖嘅，office嗰四面係冰冷嘅，聽我講，今晚早啲返去，休息吓又好，搵朋友傾吓偈又好，一於唔準返office。你嫌孤獨，聽晚放工，我請你食飯！"559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxO1LRA0jJz
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老闆講完，催我飲埋杯咖啡，就趕我上車，送我返到屋企樓下。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlDXWzR0Ku
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上到屋企先得閒開同事send俾我嘅短訊。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1H4yaeCz1u
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係負責同van仔交收嘅同事，佢未夠五點俾嘅message，佢話間物流公司換咗司機，佢好開心，話日後唔使再同van仔交收，受佢氣。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJkkgjYUIA
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老闆話屋企啲牆係暖嘅，我想等嘅人，一直都無音訊，我係被遺忘咗，所以無論呢四面牆係暖或者冷，都令人感覺孤寂。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7evbThI451
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我唔知van仔因為乜嘢事唔嚟我哋公司，我怕因為前晚嘅事影響到佢，孤獨嘅心喺死寂環境包圍之下，我更加想見佢。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekKNw2V3Ch
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有時我憎恨自己，明明唔想同van仔糾纏，但自己嘅意志力又薄弱，忍耐唔到內心寂寞而想佢陪吓我，每次同佢親密接觸後，又感到內疚。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGidgG0jsOv
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“喂呀，做咩換咗人，唔係你上我公司？”559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81kV7wbnsP
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佢揸緊車，未必方便講電話，我send message俾佢。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCW2zR2rJE
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“老實同我講，唔係發生咩事嘛？”559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgV4kIab9J3
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佢成個鐘頭都無回應，我直接啲問佢。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbKOMv7uLE
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van仔一路無回應，成間屋好死寂，我怕佢真係出咗事，但係我唯⼀可以做，就係等佢回覆，呢幾個月嚟，我已經習慣咗等，等George，而加等van仔。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NK9LsFBT4
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“無嘢！咪亂諗啦，我去旅行嘛，條友頂住幾日，我返嚟就我做翻！”559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpntnWML8Pb
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我等多成半個鐘，van仔終於打電話比我，聽得出佢有難言之隱。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7mJUTWZBm
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“你無呃我嘛？我怕連你都離開埋我......”559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5GuVDWans
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van仔都要離開，近排唯一一個陪我嘅人都唔喺度，一輪孤寂感衝上我腦門。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExKl9LkryM
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“係呀，做咩？有嘢想講？”559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcyClAfXDv
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van仔似乎唔明我諗咩。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPccf2iPeH
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“無呀，我...我...想見吓你，嗯.....你唔得閒就算啦。”559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqFHsvlLxZ
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雖然van仔只係去一個星期，但寂聊感覺已經壓住我，幾乎呼吸唔到。
好想有啲人氣喺我身邊，好想見吓佢，雖然我哋只係隔咗四十八小時無見面，我好自私，想離開香港時前，丢低Gigi，嚟陪多我一陣！559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMqMnxHo2F
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“得閒！點會唔得閑！你俾一個鐘頭我，一個鐘頭後即到，一個鐘！”559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhfC5lvQsy
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“小心揸車呀！”559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQicAnXi6e
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我好認真同佢講。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rHIQE3Rkj
