呢次係我第一次向George發脾氣,當我冷靜落嚟,我問自己,點解咁橫蠻無理,幾時開始將佢對我嘅尊重,變成罪名而向佢指責?我責怪自己。626Please respect copyright.PENANAAFBn3eog5d
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莫非我真係受到Julie喺facebook發嘅帖文同埋相片影響?626Please respect copyright.PENANAOMf8oHribf
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而家每個月一兩次,大多數喺星期一,Julie都會post佢前一兩日喺海外影嘅相片,每次景點都唔同,但全部都鄰近George而家工作緊嘅城市。626Please respect copyright.PENANAZT1iovB2Ee
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如果我無推斷錯誤,佢哋兩個應該係喺定期會議前後,一齊出遊去玩。626Please respect copyright.PENANAB4tNfxsP8x
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George前日話會再聯絡我,但過咗兩日,佢一啲音訊都無,理解佢需要時間陪Julie,仲要兼顧工作,忙碌到無時間搵我係可以想像得到。626Please respect copyright.PENANADBgsWPDTQf
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不過,一直到而家,Julie所post嘅每一張相,George都無出現過,甚至George借調總公司前,同佢一次旅行,Julie都無post過任何一張佢哋嘅合照。626Please respect copyright.PENANAnFNl1uDcCL
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無明顯出現,唔代表完全無,只係顯示Julie處事好有心思同技巧。626Please respect copyright.PENANAkHq66AJ3FS
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只因為Julie嗰次post佢喺酒店房間嘅相,喺相片嘅一個角落,George著住浴袍嘅背影,倒照喺一塊茶色玻璃上面。雖然係淡淡一個背影,我同George一齊咁耐,一眼就認得出係佢。626Please respect copyright.PENANARAce9cyZhq
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到底係Julie好有技巧咁將George擺喺鏡頭之內,定係無意將佢影埋上鏡,我就無從稽考。626Please respect copyright.PENANAt5B5Fo4aKy
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但出嚟嘅效果,雖然有一啲撲朔迷離感覺,但係令到好多人知道佢有親密伴侶。626Please respect copyright.PENANAUVtFUyQ4sR
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佢呢一張相,得到好多佢嘅朋友留言向佢祝福,呢啲係咪George師姐所講,佢係隱晦向所有朋友宣布佢同George復合呢。626Please respect copyright.PENANAe9CQvdpo0a
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我想呃自己,George未必同佢喺埋一齊,Julie讀大學嘅時候,佢同George一齊之初,喺佢啲相片裡面George都無出現過,直至佢哋關係穩定咗,Julie先將佢哋嘅合照擺上社交媒體,呢啲係佢嘅手法。626Please respect copyright.PENANAbcl2Iklttg
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而家佢哋嘅情況會唔會都係咁,代表佢哋關係仲未穩定呢?我係咪仲有一線希望?不過我唔敢奢望。626Please respect copyright.PENANAc43rVmphUP
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結果將會係點,越嚟越清楚,我只可以向現實屈服,接受George離我越嚟越遠。626Please respect copyright.PENANA4ivWNjfOu0
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下晝差唔多六點,老闆同我一齊見完最後一個客,佢準備放工。626Please respect copyright.PENANA2DCsSiJpWw
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"細C,今晚唔好返公司喇,早啲返屋企休息吓啦!"626Please respect copyright.PENANAGJL9KFnoCB
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老闆突然咁同我講,我手都震埋,我怕佢知道前晚我同van仔喺office嘅事。626Please respect copyright.PENANAxUkIleBzBW
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"我......."626Please respect copyright.PENANAlGL1SF3Y3N
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雖然我諗唔到點解佢會知道,但既然東窗事發,我倒不如向佢道歉,希望佢原諒我。626Please respect copyright.PENANAQWjdgEFLBj
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我仲未道歉,佢見到附近有間cafe,叫我入去飲杯嘢,傾一陣。626Please respect copyright.PENANA7UgNc3tlUV
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"唉,我明白你呢輪心情好差,我見到你情緒波動好大,成日若有所思咁樣,我估你感情出現問題,係唔係?"626Please respect copyright.PENANAv7fFUiuAyX
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買咗兩杯咖啡,一坐低,老闆就問我。626Please respect copyright.PENANAyIKgUxbMII
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嗰日老闆親眼見到我控制唔住情緒,伏喺佢膊頭喊。626Please respect copyright.PENANAmnFtdtSy5X
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佢咁講,我又再次諗起George,眼開始紅。626Please respect copyright.PENANAxhViZYRS2I
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"咩事都好,睇開啲啦,我見你有事無事,見完客都趕返公司,孤零零一個人喺公司,盞喺度胡思亂想啫!"626Please respect copyright.PENANAOGdP8saaoG
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老闆語重心長,佢咁關心我,而我就喺佢公司裡面胡混,我更加慚愧。626Please respect copyright.PENANAzCRYn3fMMw
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"我爸爸、媽媽去咗旅行,細佬住hall,返屋企都係得我一個對住四面牆,都係咁孤獨。"626Please respect copyright.PENANAO9dNCVFmFI
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"傻女,就算係四面牆,屋企嗰四面係暖嘅,office嗰四面係冰冷嘅,聽我講,今晚早啲返去,休息吓又好,搵朋友傾吓偈又好,一於唔準返office。你嫌孤獨,聽晚放工,我請你食飯!"626Please respect copyright.PENANA7LckkfLpeS
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老闆講完,催我飲埋杯咖啡,就趕我上車,送我返到屋企樓下。626Please respect copyright.PENANAHEK26vvKEI
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上到屋企先得閒開同事send俾我嘅短訊。626Please respect copyright.PENANAg92Pc9h74q
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係負責同van仔交收嘅同事,佢未夠五點俾嘅message,佢話間物流公司換咗司機,佢好開心,話日後唔使再同van仔交收,受佢氣。626Please respect copyright.PENANA8gqqTsdJSU
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老闆話屋企啲牆係暖嘅,我想等嘅人,一直都無音訊,我係被遺忘咗,所以無論呢四面牆係暖或者冷,都令人感覺孤寂。626Please respect copyright.PENANAnLQxzN79BC
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我唔知van仔因為乜嘢事唔嚟我哋公司,我怕因為前晚嘅事影響到佢,孤獨嘅心喺死寂環境包圍之下,我更加想見佢。626Please respect copyright.PENANAOhnFGcMbqq
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有時我憎恨自己,明明唔想同van仔糾纏,但自己嘅意志力又薄弱,忍耐唔到內心寂寞而想佢陪吓我,每次同佢親密接觸後,又感到內疚。626Please respect copyright.PENANAVcpthvQAV5
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“喂呀,做咩換咗人,唔係你上我公司?”626Please respect copyright.PENANA0Tji1L6sLX
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佢揸緊車,未必方便講電話,我send message俾佢。626Please respect copyright.PENANA28n4YMUrtZ
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“老實同我講,唔係發生咩事嘛?”626Please respect copyright.PENANAOpL9wmKEMo
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佢成個鐘頭都無回應,我直接啲問佢。626Please respect copyright.PENANA38ZCFfBHqV
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van仔一路無回應,成間屋好死寂,我怕佢真係出咗事,但係我唯⼀可以做,就係等佢回覆,呢幾個月嚟,我已經習慣咗等,等George,而加等van仔。626Please respect copyright.PENANAOsHFJRP5Vj
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“無嘢!咪亂諗啦,我去旅行嘛,條友頂住幾日,我返嚟就我做翻!”626Please respect copyright.PENANAQgkGcuqexj
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我等多成半個鐘,van仔終於打電話比我,聽得出佢有難言之隱。626Please respect copyright.PENANAneirahAQ9g
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“你無呃我嘛?我怕連你都離開埋我......”626Please respect copyright.PENANAjF5aBUcsWu
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van仔都要離開,近排唯一一個陪我嘅人都唔喺度,一輪孤寂感衝上我腦門。626Please respect copyright.PENANAqctm9hM8aQ
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“係呀,做咩?有嘢想講?”626Please respect copyright.PENANAfLyRFOlhkh
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van仔似乎唔明我諗咩。626Please respect copyright.PENANA0stmtoGBvD
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“無呀,我...我...想見吓你,嗯.....你唔得閒就算啦。”626Please respect copyright.PENANA6PWB2iZ0WI
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雖然van仔只係去一個星期,但寂聊感覺已經壓住我,幾乎呼吸唔到。
好想有啲人氣喺我身邊,好想見吓佢,雖然我哋只係隔咗四十八小時無見面,我好自私,想離開香港時前,丢低Gigi,嚟陪多我一陣!626Please respect copyright.PENANAmIup86OLis
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“得閒!點會唔得閑!你俾一個鐘頭我,一個鐘頭後即到,一個鐘!”626Please respect copyright.PENANAQpgo4Lxam9
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“小心揸車呀!”626Please respect copyright.PENANAPeS7FNCoTq
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我好認真同佢講。626Please respect copyright.PENANAy8c2qMjiM4