認識咗Julie無幾多日,忽然我喺facebook收到佢交友要求,我好奇想認識佢多啲,或者佢都係抱住認識我嘅心態而向我要求啦,我accept咗佢,就即刻碌入去佢個facebook同IG。369Please respect copyright.PENANAYcVJlmo9qW
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我click入去佢嘅相片庫,儲存啲相出乎意料咁多,分門別類,Julie似乎唔介意將佢自己生活公開俾大家,佢亦都好受歡迎,每出一個帖文,都有好多like,而且回應好湧躍。369Please respect copyright.PENANA9DSFQyru9B
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聽男友講,佢哋入大學嗰時認識,我就由Julie高中畢業後出嘅post同相片開始睇。
Julie的確係一個出類拔箤嘅女仔,佢中學時期,已經係學校樂團嘅團長,又係辯論隊隊員,唔怪得佢咁年青就有咁高嘅事業成就啦,369Please respect copyright.PENANAYiekHqRj5q
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相比我呢個小小OL,日日掛住睇小說,發白日夢,Julie嘅青春先係無浪費。369Please respect copyright.PENANAiIIBmylfYr
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Julie入U無幾耐,佢facebook已經好隱晦話俾人知佢開始拍拖,譬如佢由影喺餐廳嘅雙人枱上面兩份餐具 ,tag住table for two,又或者兩張戲飛,跟住明顯啲係post一對情侶戒指出嚟,到呢一刻,佢都無post過任何同男友一齊嘅相,一部份人想知佢嘅真命天子係邊個,另一啲可能同佢相熟嘅,就猜估係我男友,叫佢確認。369Please respect copyright.PENANAhh7CHuFxhg
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到稍後,男友嘅相先開始陸陸續續喺佢facebook出現,相信嗰時佢哋關係已經好穩定,每一張相,佢哋都好親蜜,睇得出男友對佢感情好投入。369Please respect copyright.PENANA4S4BmbcwsN
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從佢哋出post嘅日期,佢哋好難得,接落嚟幾年都係咁恩愛親密,一啲平淡落嚟嘅跡象都睇唔到。369Please respect copyright.PENANAuqvquLVMFz
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直至到佢哋大學畢咗業,一年左右,男友喺Julie個facebook突然失蹤咗,應該係分咗手,時間上同男友所講嘅好吻合。
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我同Julie喺facebook成為朋友之後,我經常瀏覽佢嘅動態,想知道吓佢同我男友有無乜嘢走番埋一齊嘅蛛絲馬跡。369Please respect copyright.PENANAkFeYQiiFTX
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不過佢似乎公私分明,喺佢私人帳戶,完全唔見佢post仼何工作有關嘅相片或者帖文。369Please respect copyright.PENANAlq9RNzceta
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男友同佢重會已經超過兩個月,到而家我仲未見到男友任何資訊喺Julie嘅facebook或者IG出現,連合照都無一張,係咪代表佢哋只係公事上面合作,並非我所想咁呢?
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Julie成為男友嘅客户超過半年。369Please respect copyright.PENANASQAZbHPdbL
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男友減少咗出trip,佢嘅工作重點隨住Julie公司批出工作項目增加而調整。369Please respect copyright.PENANA2LRUYjY9km
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過往佢主管嘅海外項目,大多上咗軌道,相反Julie公司嘅工作項目越嚟越多,男友個老闆想男友主力領導一個小組,專職Julie公司嘅工作。369Please respect copyright.PENANAx8s3TU3Vc4
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海外工作方面,男友只要定期出去巡察吓工作進度,同啲客戶見吓面,聽吓佢哋嘅意見就可以。369Please respect copyright.PENANAxxqaC76MKr
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佢逗留喺香港時間多咗好多,但唔代表佢工作輕鬆咗,相反,佢工作時間仲長,仲困身咗,我同佢相處嘅時間相應續步減少。369Please respect copyright.PENANAAlFy8DHpJ3
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起初,佢喺香港,我都放多咗時間喺佢身上,一星期有四五晚,放咗工都同佢一齊食飯,然後上佢屋企,幫佢執吓屋,打掃吓,陪吓佢。369Please respect copyright.PENANAJuqtRWeruv
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不過佢越嚟越忙,未到做完嘢前一個鐘,都未知自己幾點可以走,於是我多數放工買定嘢食上佢度,如常咁清潔吓,執拾吓,到無嘢可做嘅就無所事事喺度胡思亂想,等佢返屋企。369Please respect copyright.PENANAKAhrxZbUSP
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佢見我晚晚陪佢捱餓,捱眼瞓,叫我無謂喺度等咁辛苦,佢亦都唔駛孭住屋企有人等佢放工,趕住走嘅心理包袱,專心做嘢。369Please respect copyright.PENANA1njtnnC80z
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情況越嚟越惡劣,因為佢幾乎每個星期六都要加埋班,唔好采嘅話,連星期日上晝都要做多三幾個鐘先可以休息。369Please respect copyright.PENANAAmMgQlI6LL
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時光如果可以倒流,又如果我可以話事,一開始我會儘量唔俾男友接手 Julie公司啲project。369Please respect copyright.PENANAnRgIYPqhBZ
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主要唔係怕佢哋舊情復熾,而係我哋生活,有咗好大改變,仲係劣質嘅變化。369Please respect copyright.PENANAjctEDCe6Dr
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每次提起,佢都安慰我只係短暫安排,公司好快會增加入手,情況就會改善,不過已經咁多個月嚟,仲未見有咩改善,369Please respect copyright.PENANAl2JDwsJdxK
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男友佢似乎唔覺得辛苦,做得好開心咁,可能佢個工作伙伴比較迷人啦。369Please respect copyright.PENANARjRjeLD5qH
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佢雖然做得好開心,但唔係鐵人,佢嘅體力開始支撐唔住,而家星期日,佢出街行吓啲精神都無埋,就算喺屋企,過往我哋會一齊睇吓netflix ,睇吓HBO,傾吓偈,而加佢睇得未夠半個鐘,就攰到瞓著咗。369Please respect copyright.PENANATnuVJJmax7
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每次我都勸佢正經佢返房瞓,瞓得好啲,唔駛強撐住陪我,最初佢都拒絕,話一星期難得陪我半日,唔想揼低我,自己走喊去瞓覺。
佢勉強陪住我,但過多十零分鐘,佢對眼又支撐唔住嘞,要我推佢入房。
每每佢瞓著咗,我就無所事事,淨係瞓喺佢旁邊,聽吓佢瞓到好深沉嘅呼吸聲,不過大多數時間,我都係自己睇吓日本推理,又或者愛情小說。369Please respect copyright.PENANAiRXAWQ62zH
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到夜晚先一齊求其出去食啲嘢,之後我自己返我屋企,等佢慳返送我嘅時間,休息多啲。
以每一個星期嚟計,同佢一齊,而佢又清醒嘅時間,真係少得可憐。369Please respect copyright.PENANA7xfuNNtCap
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我哋對上一次親熱已經係接近一個月前嘅事。369Please respect copyright.PENANAcsPv4EUHL7
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好奇怪,Julie嘅face book同時間亦都沈寂咗個幾月,一直唔見佢post相之餘,連一句說話或者轉載都無,計起上嚟,同男友開始忙到假都無得放嘅時間好吻合,莫非佢哋一齊為公而忙私?369Please respect copyright.PENANAHGHHOviWa3
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我同男友見面機會越嚟越少,佢而加如果要出trip,佢會安排星期日傍晚起程。369Please respect copyright.PENANAq1H7wcXOnT
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日頭佢唔係預留俾我,而係用嚟做未來幾日,佢唔喺香港,做唔到,但應該要做嘅嘢。369Please respect copyright.PENANAVaRdKM91oa
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我同佢想稍為長啲時間嘅real time視頻通話,都要夾時間,大多數都係text佢,佢得閒先覆。369Please respect copyright.PENANAzedXGtjLyk
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我感覺到我同佢開始有距離,佢極少向我提及佢嘅工作,只要有關Julie,佢更加絕口不提,成為我哋兩人嘅禁忌。369Please respect copyright.PENANAfge32KoP54
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咁樣更加令我惶恐,我好似困咗喺一個完全黑暗,完全隔音嘅空間,外面世界不停運轉,黑房裡面就乜都察覺唔到。369Please respect copyright.PENANAITpn98ybuB
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男友同Julie,佢哋明明日日有接觸 ,日日有互動,但偏偏對我守口如瓶,我完全唔知佢哋做緊乜,關係如何,只係工作上伙伴吖,定係有感情交往呢?我一概唔知道。369Please respect copyright.PENANAaxF68iTmHp
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佢有自由同Julie再次交往,我係阻止唔到,多加追問,只會令佢討厭,我唔想不停咁煩擾佢,就由得一切順其自然發展。369Please respect copyright.PENANAr6Em6eITb5
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相對,我羡慕Gigi,佢每日返完工,仲幫can 仔煮飯洗衫,雖然辛苦,不過van仔有假期就會陪住佢行街消遣,生活越嚟越幸福。369Please respect copyright.PENANALPw5plYi32
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