仲有幾日又係重陽節，自從喺農曆年同男友行花市，四圍去拜年，吃喝玩樂幾日之後，中間呢九個月過得好沉悶，同佢見面越嚟越少，見親佢，佢都好沉默，我哋之間好似有一條罅隙，而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmNbxSvbK1
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再過多一個月，男友就正式借調去總公司，聽講係佢主動申請，佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月，或甚至一年。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ld2qwuZdp
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXFHCpuR5F
如果我唔再爭取多啲機會，可能要一年後，先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb41YX0rO2Q
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWpEsljAvu
為咗有清晣嘅交代，佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日，出差同海外客户工作交接，所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後，我已經幾個星期無見佢，如果再唔喺平日搵佢，都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯？"361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0gwJAO81U
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38bFxWNf0E
我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢，因為太早搵佢，佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDT2OLh0vP
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVX1QD1hi3j
"我諗可以嘅。"361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuumXQzQWH
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接近六點，佢回覆我。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9xufA3x08
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNHQS5L7Iz
一餐好平淡嘅晚飯，再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈，我同佢少咗好多話題，有啲嘢我想問，又唔敢問，變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢，不過可以見吓佢，我都好滿足。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7m1gsecru
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"我抽時間同你執吓行李？"361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWAAIn9Pu8
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"嗯........好吖。"361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTw8DQmVsrq
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佢近來都係咁講嘢，滿懷心事咁。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWe0eCmd9pY
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe9xE2TJ7B
"係咪有心事？"361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChXtkg6fil
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMarsvLUzSR
我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜，唔通佢真係想同Julie復合，如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭，我又點可以阻止，我只求佢早啲同我講，唔使等我心掛掛。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNzjnXIeHG
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjlELY1KSw
因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間，兩三個月前，佢又活躍番，似乎好開心，有啲嘢想公開咁。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcgtfplW1z
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQUNY3a1u0
"嗯......無嘢呀！"361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOE22Ys9Ts
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqq8JaQabHJ
我關心佢，但嘅然佢咁講，我只好接受，當佢真係無嘢算啦。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomHyYrJGMM
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLO0vf6KsuN
"今晚上你度，好唔好？"361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLWLRedQq9
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWzbAOUNoL
食完飯，佢打算送我走，開車無幾耐，我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持，主動同佢要求。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa10R9nj4EQ
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQvCq00AZT
我好掛住佢，好想佢攬吓我，愛吓我，我同佢無親熱好耐，唔通佢無需要，定係有其他渠道發洩。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIlnrhhwCo
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpWhYWlhwf
"唔得就算啦！"361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIePJeFrvr1
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCjM2uEzxq
見佢好猶疑，我有啲唔開心。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlns8WEg3se
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWCqqWQI5W
"唔係呀，只不過........."361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEEsDoLkNA
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXeH4il71U
我突然想起Gigi，佢掛住啲家務，連做愛都唔專心，唔通男友又係咁，掛住啲工作？361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaQJlVrCR6
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNACH4C9vN
"係呀，揸緊車，好吖........嗯......係呀..........."361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFU7yNkCgH
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZjA1PTfWt
男友未同我講完，佢手機響，佢平日習慣用短訊，但係揸緊車，回覆唔到，對方可能搵得佢好急，等住佢回應。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5CrkyHoOS
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjVxVfh8tp
"前面放低我，我自己上你度，如果你唔方便嘅，我第二日先再上去啦！"361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5ZM47NgLb
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2KUhZZ7in
我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐，隱隱悔悔咁，又不時眼尾望吓我，好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3LuymFweW
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5cCHqQzyq
我拍吓佢手臂，叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyOFeecOOs
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRghZK4KqZQ
"一陣再搵你！"361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3E8f7b2znq
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4o3Om5GUO
男友向對方講一句，匆匆忙忙收線。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXyLADWFiv
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6JJvsFii0
我有不祥預感，對方可能係Julie。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj65Sr39G5b
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88Dbx6YmZD
"對唔住呀，我唔想阻住你講電話！"361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cYTFMvP9X
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhTtaSK0T9
男友仲未停定架車，我搶先同佢講，我好辛苦忍住眼淚。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwj4wjmwLs
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0hroFaLUc
"唔好咁啦！"361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl06t9wc5bq
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qGGkeeWVo
男友唔俾我落車，繼續車我去佢屋企。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1zWcBOPQ4
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8uhJwlz2i
"我好快返嚟，等我。"361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLCh0BzOQn
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbqoxtGe4Q
佢陪我入咗屋，到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急，為咗工作，定係其他急事，佢無提，無講咩原因，淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我，自己走咗出去，莫非對方真係咁重要。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YjSZEJewL
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedz6NC2HBq
我第一時間衝入浴室，坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrf5K3vSbAO
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9wg8nwE3m
我好想搵人傾吓，皓皓？van仔？佢哋會明白我而家處境？361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYQVq3NVfG
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaYx3H7VPy
我逼自己平復心情，男友可能只係落街覆個電話，佢好快返到，我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbCUefp51g
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtSSIVEUO5
我喺廳度等佢，一個鐘頭過咗，佢仲未返。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nI5zzoWmI
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGlY5m493P
感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變，唔通係Julie做嘅，佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟？361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwP7uDcr88
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYYCAIc1C5
不過我太耐無上嚟，已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkR6dWrOYY
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MNBSUzfLD
飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片，明顯係以前無嘅，我隨手睇吓，不出所料，全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKAZItfmOy
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8JRwxgrLN
我以前無見過呢啲明信片，今晚俾我見到，可能我突然上嚟佢度啦，不過我始終信仼佢，一直以來，我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢，佢對我亦無嘢隱藏，甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦，佢都解晒鎖，任得我登入。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01TafUh9cb
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可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方，我無留意到啫。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhRTTbGDaB
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTDezZzhko
.我呃自己，我無時無刻都留意住Julie，佢寄俾男友啲嘢，如果我見過，點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello，一到步即做兩件事，一，寄明信片俾你，二，坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you！！』361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj66XexPZ1G
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呢張係四個月前第一張。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwc6Z5F8ZB
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7dAOj9aSR
Julie習慣寄明信片，喺佢facebook都見過唔少，361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5B6nM2UgU
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7D9VYLdvu
『Hi，雖然係夏天，見到個雪山都覺得凍，有個人攬住吓，俾啲溫暖我就好嘞！Miss you！』361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVlnNZPhsW
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6z2lvQF9J
呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅，佢依然用曖昧嘅手法，係咪俾緊暗示男友呢，憑佢哋以前嘅關係，男友一定接收到。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61A1PdONfI
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvYpyuPU4H
『Dear，It's a hard day。Miss you！ Miss you！ Miss you！』361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9glcgY3OZ
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呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張，相隔一個月。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQ2KFjcg3f
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HktRffZLV
以日期排序，跟住仲有兩三張，每張message都好簡短，但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密，顯示佢哋發展好順利，難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默，呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍，每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmW1iWWlHk
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尤其是最後一張。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wuDKcc3BZ
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『Love，will be back on next Wednesday ！361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKG2uxz05l6
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Sweetie，期待嚟緊嗰個trip，love and miss you。 』361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgBaLpBeIl
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTioQBqn1wp
下星期三？咪即係今日！361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQxpRKeUgc
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlADBds2bz
嚟緊嗰個trip，Julie會同男友一齊出trip？361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzW4q4vDpHy
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7AXJne0VT
我腦裡面一片空白，成個人恍恍惚惚，呆坐喺廳。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jjSC6cDc1
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vXIBFbGxA
我一直疏忽咗，男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我，佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢，佢好積極，好進取，同埋好有部署，好有計劃。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVORfHPlyP9
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyheXo2ltSc
呢七個幾月嚟，相對Julie，我偏偏太被動，太不干預，太佛系。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82b0b27nd0
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgM3Xfzog7
不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐，勾心鬥角，況且我唔擅長攻心謀略，要同人鬥爭，一丁點我都做唔嚟。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQY2qab656
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡni1wXl2boS
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361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEFKLAThWP
凌晨四點，我聽到開門聲。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJy3mxH2jEI
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"對唔住，我遲咗返嚟！"361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVaLeUhKro
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbSHKVPYsw
男友嘆一口氣，歉疚咁望住我。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGyoHicNnw
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99GiW5Rhzp
"我call咗車，我走先！"361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnrIM6kKrM
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmPM7uTViH
男友喺後面叫住我，我無理佢，一口氣衝咗出門口，我怕稍一留步，就會撲埋佢度，攬住佢大喊，我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyzdirxfks
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HyBehKTtt
我想避開男友，走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯，坐喺地下流眼淚。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlFkKIFCGc
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqs2QVfgt01
“C，對唔住，我傷害咗你！”361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBh9lzM6hOK
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzePLY6oWFZ
男友追到落嚟。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2IIyK3yA2
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“我唔知自己想點，你俾啲時間我，可以嘛？”361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqBhx5JKNq
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZC3wV5CcjI
我同佢一齊好幾年，佢對我好，我好清楚，只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間，係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長，而且和平分手前，佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係，男友只係無奈被迫放手。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTA98iD8fq
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCjowvySfE
我各方便都唔及Julie，我想放棄。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUlOxceRsp
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqlYASN5dP
男友拖住我返上佢屋企。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iurbT2pFU
361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40jHRHGncQ
我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸，但我而家一啲需要都無，相反，我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日，俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感，今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱，我心裡面有咁嘅準備。361Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzzgIdYwW0
