仲有幾日又係重陽節，自從喺農曆年同男友行花市，四圍去拜年，吃喝玩樂幾日之後，中間呢九個月過得好沉悶，同佢見面越嚟越少，見親佢，佢都好沉默，我哋之間好似有一條罅隙，而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebjUXcXrUY
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再過多一個月，男友就正式借調去總公司，聽講係佢主動申請，佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月，或甚至一年。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXKuAtsRQ2
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如果我唔再爭取多啲機會，可能要一年後，先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUw5yfkcFo
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為咗有清晣嘅交代，佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日，出差同海外客户工作交接，所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後，我已經幾個星期無見佢，如果再唔喺平日搵佢，都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯？"305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cXYKv8Bh3
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我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢，因為太早搵佢，佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1avGaZ2Hhz
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"我諗可以嘅。"305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEYLcrQ3b0
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接近六點，佢回覆我。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5df8H1fS7
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一餐好平淡嘅晚飯，再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈，我同佢少咗好多話題，有啲嘢我想問，又唔敢問，變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢，不過可以見吓佢，我都好滿足。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0D0QdfbcLN
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"我抽時間同你執吓行李？"305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQcPwVBqDj
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"嗯........好吖。"305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOUJtnvzN0
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佢近來都係咁講嘢，滿懷心事咁。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKY0wSfqHH
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"係咪有心事？"305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BpYp0de8F
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我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜，唔通佢真係想同Julie復合，如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭，我又點可以阻止，我只求佢早啲同我講，唔使等我心掛掛。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmiKqkuqHN
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因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間，兩三個月前，佢又活躍番，似乎好開心，有啲嘢想公開咁。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedY9p83Yvn
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"嗯......無嘢呀！"305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHRCzRFmzK
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我關心佢，但嘅然佢咁講，我只好接受，當佢真係無嘢算啦。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnflfscLdk
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"今晚上你度，好唔好？"305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcBhhpvcU3
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食完飯，佢打算送我走，開車無幾耐，我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持，主動同佢要求。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aWzP7EwJD
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我好掛住佢，好想佢攬吓我，愛吓我，我同佢無親熱好耐，唔通佢無需要，定係有其他渠道發洩。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYulDcmTSW
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"唔得就算啦！"305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsR3GPIcj7Z
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見佢好猶疑，我有啲唔開心。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WHUcInY6n
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"唔係呀，只不過........."305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5ifA8SyIg
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我突然想起Gigi，佢掛住啲家務，連做愛都唔專心，唔通男友又係咁，掛住啲工作？305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqixjUU6wlI
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"係呀，揸緊車，好吖........嗯......係呀..........."305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVinmMecIEW
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男友未同我講完，佢手機響，佢平日習慣用短訊，但係揸緊車，回覆唔到，對方可能搵得佢好急，等住佢回應。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlbRZBwsI1
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"前面放低我，我自己上你度，如果你唔方便嘅，我第二日先再上去啦！"305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAM3N4xC4G
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我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐，隱隱悔悔咁，又不時眼尾望吓我，好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXCeAAnhUe
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我拍吓佢手臂，叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNGUDnGxQ3
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"一陣再搵你！"305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNAh6dWHbP
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男友向對方講一句，匆匆忙忙收線。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUq44P0kmX
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我有不祥預感，對方可能係Julie。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptZr4NRX8C
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"對唔住呀，我唔想阻住你講電話！"305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNye0mRmGz
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男友仲未停定架車，我搶先同佢講，我好辛苦忍住眼淚。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnITxGxupMO
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"唔好咁啦！"305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxa72i3x7B
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男友唔俾我落車，繼續車我去佢屋企。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSH14P6g4A
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"我好快返嚟，等我。"305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteNf4Okbac
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佢陪我入咗屋，到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急，為咗工作，定係其他急事，佢無提，無講咩原因，淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我，自己走咗出去，莫非對方真係咁重要。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB01lIToEx7
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我第一時間衝入浴室，坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnM990NBaJW
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我好想搵人傾吓，皓皓？van仔？佢哋會明白我而家處境？305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrT4oIU3bEG
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我逼自己平復心情，男友可能只係落街覆個電話，佢好快返到，我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBz15QvhEX
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我喺廳度等佢，一個鐘頭過咗，佢仲未返。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6su2hYALA7
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感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變，唔通係Julie做嘅，佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟？305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CKChEudL0
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不過我太耐無上嚟，已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJMr8twoIg
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飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片，明顯係以前無嘅，我隨手睇吓，不出所料，全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cUujSNf1A
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我以前無見過呢啲明信片，今晚俾我見到，可能我突然上嚟佢度啦，不過我始終信仼佢，一直以來，我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢，佢對我亦無嘢隱藏，甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦，佢都解晒鎖，任得我登入。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKP8xiPU3bG
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可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方，我無留意到啫。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeXKFa0OAT
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.我呃自己，我無時無刻都留意住Julie，佢寄俾男友啲嘢，如果我見過，點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello，一到步即做兩件事，一，寄明信片俾你，二，坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you！！』305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtF4Vp8n2ZJ
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呢張係四個月前第一張。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAUEVi3L8k
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Julie習慣寄明信片，喺佢facebook都見過唔少，305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87eQr5ZS6R
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『Hi，雖然係夏天，見到個雪山都覺得凍，有個人攬住吓，俾啲溫暖我就好嘞！Miss you！』305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRt0cEIaEL
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呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅，佢依然用曖昧嘅手法，係咪俾緊暗示男友呢，憑佢哋以前嘅關係，男友一定接收到。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wP1XHggwE
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『Dear，It's a hard day。Miss you！ Miss you！ Miss you！』305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUxSzB5Ogd
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呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張，相隔一個月。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UFYhv7r3H
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以日期排序，跟住仲有兩三張，每張message都好簡短，但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密，顯示佢哋發展好順利，難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默，呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍，每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6Z5X0Rn8b
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尤其是最後一張。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUh644gdskh
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『Love，will be back on next Wednesday ！305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRZzAbG3hY
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Sweetie，期待嚟緊嗰個trip，love and miss you。 』305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8sXbRyCfT
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下星期三？咪即係今日！305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcuAxscQqW
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嚟緊嗰個trip，Julie會同男友一齊出trip？305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2K0UmDNk6L
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我腦裡面一片空白，成個人恍恍惚惚，呆坐喺廳。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzaIvGnsKQ
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我一直疏忽咗，男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我，佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢，佢好積極，好進取，同埋好有部署，好有計劃。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjEOSyO2GY
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呢七個幾月嚟，相對Julie，我偏偏太被動，太不干預，太佛系。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4Tcy87LWV
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不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐，勾心鬥角，況且我唔擅長攻心謀略，要同人鬥爭，一丁點我都做唔嚟。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeEiaVWQRW
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凌晨四點，我聽到開門聲。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPi6MSouN1o
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"對唔住，我遲咗返嚟！"305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrGmupwyzz
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男友嘆一口氣，歉疚咁望住我。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHXYqTPa20
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"我call咗車，我走先！"305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXPjkidAwG
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男友喺後面叫住我，我無理佢，一口氣衝咗出門口，我怕稍一留步，就會撲埋佢度，攬住佢大喊，我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZe7PqO8bOH
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我想避開男友，走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯，坐喺地下流眼淚。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyzwawpZEK
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“C，對唔住，我傷害咗你！”305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPjtwgxnST
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男友追到落嚟。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNUoe9K3z5
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“我唔知自己想點，你俾啲時間我，可以嘛？”305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQBrg0UxRt
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我同佢一齊好幾年，佢對我好，我好清楚，只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間，係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長，而且和平分手前，佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係，男友只係無奈被迫放手。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOac8sKx2T
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我各方便都唔及Julie，我想放棄。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadRwKLd9h7
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男友拖住我返上佢屋企。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdj0zQ11bMx
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我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸，但我而家一啲需要都無，相反，我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日，俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感，今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱，我心裡面有咁嘅準備。305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MEP9Xp1kw
