我失眠到第二朝,七點幾就去紙札鋪買嘢,準備畀阿姨拜天神土地。之後再買雞、燒肉、蘋果同梨。635Please respect copyright.PENANArpq5lkORSm
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「九點吉時呀。」阿媽著好衫就叫我手挽所有拜神嘢出門。635Please respect copyright.PENANAzJYYAHmLi3
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去到阿姨屋企,我哋幾個一齊擺陣,大致上都記得點搞。635Please respect copyright.PENANA5F1WjlJTgl
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到咗吉時就點香點蠟燭參拜,啲香燭開始薰到間屋煙霧彌漫,我自然想開窗,但佢兩姐妹一齊阻止我。635Please respect copyright.PENANAvsTctZT1DP
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「咪呀你,就係要啲煙攻住間屋先好架!」635Please respect copyright.PENANA7zGzaM40Og
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咁間屋又唔係我嘅,我想走啦,佢哋又話:「啲神都未走你走先?無禮貌呀!」635Please respect copyright.PENANAgEICnQqBiX
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成件事好唔科學,但佢哋傳統係咁,我唯有頂硬上。635Please respect copyright.PENANAXCVb5qiGm9
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不過我向來有鼻敏感,氣管又唔好,唞唔到氣又流鼻血勁辛苦,最慘係啲香燭唔知有啲咩元素週期表喺入面,會攻到對眼狂標眼水。635Please respect copyright.PENANAamNPxAYTGP
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「幾時完呀?好辛苦呀大姐。」635Please respect copyright.PENANAicHswngVAw
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「啲香燒完先啦。」635Please respect copyright.PENANA2265WPokN9
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到啲香燒完,我都仲係咁辛苦:「燒完喇燒完喇,走喇走喇。」635Please respect copyright.PENANABTzprjUA7v
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我哋幾個收拾好啲垃圾就走,等啲香煙喺間屋自然消退。635Please respect copyright.PENANAsoWCrPHzGa
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一行到出街有新鮮空氣就好咗好多,但啲眼水鼻涕仲係咁流。635Please respect copyright.PENANAqJLOXX2pxW
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「間房搞到你咁辛苦,你都識嗌走啦。」635Please respect copyright.PENANAl3LfrbQrvc
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「⋯⋯⋯⋯點同呀?」635Please respect copyright.PENANAkAS1B4ALPK
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「有咩分別?」比阿媽咁問,認真諗吓又好似真係無分別。635Please respect copyright.PENANAfiJP4yUdkJ
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「我問你,邊樣辛苦啲?」635Please respect copyright.PENANAOqT3b2205x
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真係被佢考起,雖然係肉體同心靈上嘅兩種痛苦,但如果被煙攻辛苦啲,咁即係芯玥件事嘅傷心程度根本無我想像中咁勁。635Please respect copyright.PENANAucEleOXhF8
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相反芯玥件事辛苦啲的話,被煙攻我都識嗌走,點解個心仲要困喺芯玥度?635Please respect copyright.PENANAMYw3v0a796
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「我開唔到道門。」635Please respect copyright.PENANAB6AuKCvFRd
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「一係就等時間過,等啲煙散,一係就用自己嘅方法嘗試去開門。無人教到你點開道門架。可能你推咗幾年之後會發覺,道門其實係要拉呢?」635Please respect copyright.PENANAmL3VluUVyG
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「我試過好多方法都唔得,覺得自己好無用⋯⋯」635Please respect copyright.PENANASMLKcmfMU5
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「道門開唔到就預咗架啦,咁易開到就唔會困咗喺入面啦係咪先?但只要你嘗試去開嗰一刻,無論開唔開到,你都要覺得驕傲,因為你至少肯去掂道門。」635Please respect copyright.PENANAfgmLisovGN
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我分唔清啲淚水係咪啲香未散刺激到我流出嚟,定我本身流緊。635Please respect copyright.PENANAoRSBdrEsZp
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「但係我無辦法覺得自己係驕傲,我淨係覺得自己好無用。」於是我唔敢再掂道門。635Please respect copyright.PENANAiJ8iHIkbTY
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「你係我嘅驕傲。」635Please respect copyright.PENANAxdTyQqWrYV
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原來,係我本身流緊眼淚。635Please respect copyright.PENANA6Ghqj4CxUL