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何金耀提到我以前ig post過嘅歌，佢就算唔講，就算我已經成個帳號都刪除咗，我仍然記得家姐畀我聽嘅Everglow。8964 copyright protection204ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1Tjd1vWgR 維尼

九龍灣屋企大裝修半年，媽咪同爸爸租咗間酒店，我就去咗家姐租嘅單位住，家姐直接訓梳化讓間房畀我瞓。當時同家姐嘅關係不知不覺好返啲。自從佢為咗近返工出去租樓住，大家見少咗之後，佢對我嘅態度都正常咗好多，我亦無咁抗拒同佢住埋一齊。雖然「為我好」為到我有啲唞唔到氣，但點講都好，我喺家姐身上都感覺到佢對我嘅愛，同爸爸媽咪完全唔一樣。8964 copyright protection204ＰＥＮＡＮＡJm1LEEuGKK 維尼

嗰半年係我最開心嘅時間，頭一個星期都未係好慣同家姐住，佢幾乎每晚都煮飯我食，手勢完全無退步，仲係我細個食開嘅味道。8964 copyright protection204ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOiLRfQp7t 維尼

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「仲有咩好話呀？你都差唔多畢業啦，大個女喇，要講要話嘅都話哂。」每次提起我地嘅關係，佢總會習慣性擰轉面，唔望我，話係難為情，默默夾條菜畀我︰「食多啲啦，唔係無屎屙。」8964 copyright protection204ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJCkJPgtpQ 維尼

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我成日諗，如果家姐早啲咁樣對我，我地之間就唔會無咗咁多一齊嘅時間。但其實家姐無變過，由頭到尾都只係想我好，只係我接受唔到佢太過專制同高壓嘅照顧啫。8964 copyright protection204ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnCHcNUE5T 維尼

我仲好記得第一晚臨瞓覺，家姐話佢瞓梳化，讓間房我一個人瞓，但我怕黑，喺張床左典右典都瞓唔著，結果都係走咗出廳叫家姐入房陪我瞓。其實我今日今日都仲怕黑，只係身邊已經無人畀我撒嬌，唯有自己忍咗佢，成長有時都係逼出嚟。8964 copyright protection204ＰＥＮＡＮＡefH5pEaSPy 維尼

家姐最後喺睡房走廊打地鋪，事前我地兩個先吸一轉塵抹到乾乾淨淨，再喺衣櫃高層深處拎返張床墊出嚟，其實好大工程，但家姐一句怨言都無，就係為咗陪怕黑嘅我。8964 copyright protection204ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCu5c1IQz6 維尼

「屋企間房新裝修之後，兩張床係對住，以後你瞓嗰陣都會見到我架喇。」家姐嘅聲音好近，令我好有安全感。8964 copyright protection204ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xsTAdFqij 維尼

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「差唔多啦，依度就完約，都係返屋企舒服啲。之前都係為近返工先搬出嚟，依家份新工都唔近依邊。」家姐話出得嚟住，每月花費總會比住屋企大咗，同埋一個人又無得買家庭裝日用品，食材又好難買得多因為好多時食唔哂就過期，結果想慳都無得慳。8964 copyright protection204ＰＥＮＡＮＡszQwvberk1 維尼

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「都話過咗嗰段時間囉。小朋友就話要管得嚴啫。」有時環境改變咗，人嘅心態同其他人嘅關係都會隨之改變。8964 copyright protection204ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLsqMblK7Z 維尼

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「見你識得照顧自己啦嘛，我唔喺度你都無放肆亂嚟的話，咁其實我咁嚴都係多餘啫。」8964 copyright protection204ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfI1qCQBjN 維尼

「就算係之前最反叛嗰陣呀，其實都係突登同你唱反調之嘛。你唔係咁嚴的話，可能嗰少少反抗都無。」我愈係反抗，家姐就愈惡愈嚴，惡性循環，搞到愈嚟愈僵。8964 copyright protection204ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLE3rKa8xT 維尼

「依家咪知囉。」好彩我地唔係去到最後先知，或者到最後都唔知。8964 copyright protection204ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5G7A2NOPw 維尼

我地兩個沉默一陣，家姐繼續講︰「雖然我之後會返去，但總有一日家姐無得再陪你瞓架喎。你點都要學識自己一個面對夜晚，唔通我結婚仲留喺屋企咩？」8964 copyright protection204ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtEJj3dsD3 維尼

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家姐諗咗諗，就爬上床邊︰「你遲早都要面對自己一個瞓覺，如果得返自己一個又好驚的話，就望吓個天。因為無論幾黑都好，天上總會有星星閃吓閃吓。」佢指一指大玻璃窗，數月亮附近有幾多粒星星，我記得係十一粒。8964 copyright protection204ＰＥＮＡＮＡg70s6yPxKj 維尼

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家姐走咗之後，我多咗一個無同人講嘅習慣，就係夜晚黑不時會抬頭望向夜空，數下有幾多粒星星。8964 copyright protection204ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DNWIz8Si5 維尼

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歌詞寫得好靚，但我從來無喺滿天繁星之中睇到家姐嘅身影。佢嘅身影唔喺我視線之中，只留遺留喺我漸漸褪色嘅記憶。8964 copyright protection204ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiyguV4EV4 維尼

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嗰一晚多雲，我抬頭，見唔到任何星星，我拎出手機指向夜空，將鏡頭放到最大最大都係漆黑一片，我影低咗無星星嘅黑夜，放張相上ig，想同家姐講，我好掛住你。8964 copyright protection204ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJcE3B8AdF 維尼

我的確久唔久會回憶泛濫放啲黑底白歌詞嘅圖上ig，但係依一張嘅黑底係一片夜空，唔係單純嘅黑。8964 copyright protection204ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoeS5gyzxQ 維尼

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