我捱住頭痛咁返工。819Please respect copyright.PENANAQd0NOUFox3
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痛苦當然唔會一兩日就完全消失,過幾日又會好似潮漲嘅海浪湧上心頭。819Please respect copyright.PENANAm4PrdezySB
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亦因為狀態差,影響咗我工作表現,連連揹鑊。819Please respect copyright.PENANAsQ8MCUNnL9
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「你見點呀金仔?依排好唔妥咁喎。見你無主動講我都無問,但係咪嗰日唔順利呀?」819Please respect copyright.PENANAOlwKJjw3nH
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「何止唔順利。」819Please respect copyright.PENANAh831rimbdj
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我將成件事又講一次畀霞姨聽。819Please respect copyright.PENANA66Rijy7FAi
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「你幫我占卜嗰次,其實係全部中晒。最後結局係死神吖嘛,仲好記得架。」819Please respect copyright.PENANAkrqkopGThY
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講完我就抱住頭:「唉,前幾日仲因為飲醉無諗起佢好鬼開心,點知過幾日又嚟過,點搞呀?」819Please respect copyright.PENANA4nhOv9wVM7
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同以前一樣,每當我過咗一段時間無啦啦諗返起芯玥,就會覺得自己好無用。819Please respect copyright.PENANAJQqq8DOQov
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「諗通同放低唔係燈掣,唔係一㩒就會無哂架喎。」霞姨話。819Please respect copyright.PENANAS2F5Lo2fIH
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「但我仲會諗起⋯⋯好無用⋯⋯我唔想再諗起佢但都控制唔到。同啲話戒毒嘅人又走去吸毒有咩分別?」819Please respect copyright.PENANAcEITz33ixu
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我望住自己兜咖哩吉豬飯,完全無胃口。819Please respect copyright.PENANAaQQunzOkfP
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「你經歷咗嘅人生就自然有記憶,諗返以前咪諗返囉,回憶本身係無錯架喎,唔使向自己施壓。」819Please respect copyright.PENANAidQoqdrrFs
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霞姨一路講,一路搵返佢盒塔羅牌出嚟。819Please respect copyright.PENANAdwFbsR9hn6
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「唔好將個人價值依附喺感情上,你就係你,感情失敗唔代表你係失敗。同樣道理,諗起只係諗起,唔代表你無用。」819Please respect copyright.PENANAJax9d7Cbmg
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霞姨拎出死神牌遞畀我:「你一路都無聽依隻牌嘅解讀。」819Please respect copyright.PENANAzuxZOw4DeM
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「咪就係死神囉,唔使解啦。」819Please respect copyright.PENANAstT7NCDNo7
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「好多人都好驚塔羅占卜抽到死神,因為覺得一定係唔好。但其實依隻牌係最有積極同正面意義嘅一隻。」819Please respect copyright.PENANAwIzxM5r8Wa
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我接過死神牌,聽霞姨講埋落去:「死神表示你生命中一個重要階段結束,新階段即將開始。你會經歷一個重大的改變、過渡同轉變。舊嘅你會『死亡』,但大破大立,置之死地而後生,咁先會有新嘅你。」819Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZbD3TggDJ
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望住死神牌,我諗返當日問過自己嘅問題。819Please respect copyright.PENANAzvArPE6jzB
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如果唔係重新喺返埋一齊,到底畀我再遇返芯玥有咩意義?819Please respect copyright.PENANAZeN8vg2qv5
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「依段經歷對你嚟講可能好可怕,意味你需要放低生活中唔健康嘅依戀。學習面對依樣嘢逝去,明白『釋懷』都係生命入面重要嘅組成部分之一,接受佢、繼續前進。依個先係死神牌真正嘅意義。」819Please respect copyright.PENANAxWrYsb9zHw
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或者,再次遇上芯玥嘅意義,係要我真真正正咁放下。819Please respect copyright.PENANA4TWRm3HSkt