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「需要你直白的愛意來確認我的存在。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUURUzJwuOw
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我跟夏油傑打小認識。夏油一家都是非常好的人，在我們搬過去之後相當照顧我們。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFp08Sai1ws
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTd9AVgPZ5y
爸爸媽媽一直以來都忙於工作，我已經很習慣自己一個人待在家裡了。好在夏油傑跟我是同一所學校的，至少回家的路上還能有個照應。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8aG7XmpVv
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他一直很受歡迎。有禮貌的優等生，外表俊秀，談吐與同齡人相比還要成熟大方，這樣的孩子很難不受人喜愛。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKByLu5lcM7
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcipmQaPVrt
我很喜歡他。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMTO5gWPvV
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgqXtESjm2
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEHhpYr4nk
但他終究是飛鳥。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrhO6khwGg
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02.488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqOrUoEr2I
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitSFv9iBwf
……他好像跟一般人有些不一樣。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceruHIXJ3h
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXt1zeO4PyB
舉個例子，我曾經撞見他對著空氣揮拳，揮完之後不知道吞下了什麼，臉上的痛苦不似作偽。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3sQkZmKrz
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIegAOsJUWS
如果是為了演戲的話，這演技穩妥妥可以去報名角逐奧斯卡了。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkU2s6Abll
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYNoOfKMo4
「……你都看見了？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMz7h96raR
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYekEcVxmT2
他看見我一言不發地站在那，錯愕地問，似乎有種被戳破秘密的羞恥感。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqKsZh4kVq
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpN28C2imRF
我說對，然後從口袋拿出一根棒棒糖給他。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBHzhYBTSH
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8rs0OvDNq
「葡萄口味的。」我說。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSRIa2udmx
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTfBY9TFGN
他說謝謝，然後當著我的面拆開包裝塞進嘴裡。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhSiVWIgOP
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDjJCWEHVg
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnZklpxb4M
走回去的路上難得很安靜。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlx35PccUQU
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyERrCEQHV
「……你不問我什麼嗎？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZvVggM2Rk
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ391x3FesY3
「怕你尷尬。」我誠實地說。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9Q9eBsJOt
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy29w0SbVcY
他無奈地笑了，像是在說「敗給你了」。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9YobiNQbI
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vPZkcCwzU
仲夏的風帶著些微的潮意吹過，在陽光下舒展的枝椏沙沙地掉下幾片綠葉，日光在臉上落下斑駁光影。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExE2CMwASL
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHsL0VFuDO
敗給你了。他說。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdnv5I0kH5
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTmkWcaLEf
我好像墜入愛河，於是也跟著笑了起來。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHHuv8DdV7
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03.488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKP8SHhDhJ
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufL2ZDVWNy
「我看得見一些……一般人看不見的東西。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZjgTk0mKk
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipOfLl94iI
「鬼？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpazXeZnRV
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfE5X9Bc8fw
「比鬼還可怕吧……完全看不出是什麼樣子的。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2t4neg4EW
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIK7EAt4dDp
「史萊姆？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QTf2fnYas
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVX594g7Td
「唔，倒是有看過一個很像的。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCruwGE4CG
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6WTCdCVl9
我們有一搭沒一搭地聊，直到夏油傑停下腳步。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtT3a3PgXLb
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXsz1XHU9O
他看向我的眼神突然變得很鄭重，就像是下定什麼決心似的。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKv5mJHydn
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkSBgcGmmC
他說，我可以吸收這些東西，然後讓他們為我所用。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwhZOpe4o4
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl10I4EUp2w
我想起夏油傑吞嚥的動作。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2yxH5MHsK
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOKoVCFivS
仰頭吞下的時候整張臉會皺在一起，喉結上下滾動，抑制即將嘔吐的衝動，睜開眼的時候眼眶已經微微泛紅。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡef01rhKEN8
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kGceiFZ3e
明明很痛苦吧。我說。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPbIXFaCik
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxSoY7pBL4
「一定要吃掉那些東西嗎？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlI7pstTT0L
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAY4DNJbeZ
「一定要。」他說，「說實話，味道就跟沾了嘔吐物的抹布，很難吃。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WnbUsduIN
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWIOOq7hfI
聽起來真糟糕。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrzq2nO63W
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMjk6P4uYG
「但是一想到只要熬過幾秒鐘，就能幫助到更多人的話──那麼，這短暫的痛苦，似乎也就沒什麼了。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7m51MxVTuL
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqpBldIWCU
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvM8tLHCEqk
我後來意識到墜入愛河也許並不只是因為那個笑容，而是他提起「理想」的時候，閃閃發光的模樣。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5sUcNkLz3
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87zwdzyc4f
我愛他，愛他的抱負。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HM44gyNOV
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RxHYWhZ0r
所以在他的咒靈殺死我的時候，我始終都認為，那是我喜歡的少年。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93lEia9MgP
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6OwOSuhne
八歲，十四歲，殺死我的那年他十六歲。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmKq1fCs95
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SvvICOBUM
他從來沒有變過。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCPVU6EbN1
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzsVPeL7JN
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2ohgRRZfT
夏油傑離開之後，一切都變成飛鳥了，我也是。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4DnSmPiw2
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WT0zHy2uX
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnAfZ3zxP9
04.488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieHzyIM2pP
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0C6GiwfXJ
夏油傑畢業後就加入高專了。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2gpXi1kaa
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80tLR1uKHW
少了一個人在身邊，放學的路上又開始變得很安靜。我不太習慣，但也不打算找新朋友陪我。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcejrftDXzq
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPuYKUosCC
總覺得會有種替代掉「夏油傑」的感覺，而我不想要這樣。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDp7tY1ojb
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHcerSCbVz
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0x3pLixW2x
「你怎麼低著頭在走路？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjFemkZCZM
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8HKAUFkHw
這聲音是夏油傑。我詫異地抬頭向身後一看，那個高了我一大截的少年正笑眯眯地看我。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQP929gz1Wo
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyvU7llklT
「你怎麼在這？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8N3tPx61Nf
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenuQtzAcxo
還穿得像個不良少年似的，我說。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3w3CxfBC9w
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYq5CEReegE
他臉上的笑意瞬間僵住，大概是有些好氣又好笑。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosLdC4FK6a
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEOJsBD9Ix
「來陪你放學。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBtzxpp6MR
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYGRnskAgF
──結果你是這樣說我的？他的眼神赤裸裸地傳達出這則訊息。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHpSzuSosL
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUzDl9pwbP
我驚訝於他的回答，頓時有些心虛，心裡卻又覺得還挺高興的，只能吐吐舌假裝沒事矇混過去。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2vHssr7xn
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpxwFo92tQ
夏油傑不會因為這種玩笑同我置氣。他無奈地伸手拍拍我的腦袋，將我背在身上的書包給拿走，動作流暢自然地就像是做過數百次一樣。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19Pr1r4vSt
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRG9yvQ1yD
陽光將他的影子拉得冗長，我低下頭幼稚地踩，偶爾踩在落葉上，發出嘎吱嘎吱的聲響。夏油傑已經很習慣我時不時無聊的小舉動，無所謂地任由我的鞋子在他的「頭」上放肆。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNQpf1rw1a
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTef5t830E
「沒想到你還有空來接我。」我說。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIZCtFYMo6
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUW9oo2mfhX
氣流經過喉嚨，聲帶顫動，他發出「嗯──」的聲音，臉上的表情似笑非笑。「怕你覺得寂寞，暗地裡偷偷哭。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79yD9nbiLF
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才不會。我反駁道。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmihkmFjaeP
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbYIiVjWQA
欸？是嗎？可是媽媽傳訊息給我，說自從我去高專上學之後，鄰居太太的女兒晚上都會在被窩裡偷偷哭。鄰居太太的女兒是誰啊──夏油傑瞇起眼睛笑的時候像隻壞心眼的狐狸。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bhpz0WKyH
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnKy5eW7lG
我不敢置信地瞪大眼睛。媽媽這個叛徒！488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5c8qVy0dhI
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6416JcTQ0
無話可說，我索性攤牌承認是我，我確實會暗地裡想他。我說沒辦法，你走以後我好不習慣。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDNOPJuSRf
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFkcw3PbbL
「你叫我起床，幫我拿書包，跟我一起上學、一起放學……傑，那麼多年的習慣不是可以隨便割捨的。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIKxCE832m
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBuCS99Vid
我不想找別人跟我一起放學，因為沒有人能代替夏油傑陪我走這條路。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR04bwUcx9w
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuSAPNXKco
他終究是不一樣的。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2v3WXj3UT
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOwZRKkmhL
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIW89uHxpx
黑髮少年綁著我熟悉的丸子頭，他看著我，突然沒了聲音。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPyZlSouGY
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjfHOhhVPP
那我以後陪你一起下課好嗎？最後他妥協似地問，眼神卻很溫柔。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgCpLUSv0u
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzeuDW6IF4
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobIwyvuDKQ
「還要常常講電話。」我堅持。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFunOHvGMQ
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgm4t9qbMz
「不是每天都在傳訊息了嗎？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoo5xuOIch
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISMeKEb2Fr
「但我想聽你說話呀。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TPbS5ZdJt
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyWYsFmuyr
「好。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwFrDXZaH2
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoxyQhKYuw
488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCn9VxICRZ
都聽你的。他說。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaGFvNJ00p
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