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「需要你直白的愛意來確認我的存在。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9UyJr7JH5
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我跟夏油傑打小認識。夏油一家都是非常好的人，在我們搬過去之後相當照顧我們。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvOcJYtLt6
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爸爸媽媽一直以來都忙於工作，我已經很習慣自己一個人待在家裡了。好在夏油傑跟我是同一所學校的，至少回家的路上還能有個照應。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOEVvLDcju
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他一直很受歡迎。有禮貌的優等生，外表俊秀，談吐與同齡人相比還要成熟大方，這樣的孩子很難不受人喜愛。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fod3jtOWM
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我很喜歡他。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9q2qUbnkj5
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但他終究是飛鳥。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgcJwXCtmy
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……他好像跟一般人有些不一樣。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Fagzywl21
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舉個例子，我曾經撞見他對著空氣揮拳，揮完之後不知道吞下了什麼，臉上的痛苦不似作偽。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtaL2O6p1N
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如果是為了演戲的話，這演技穩妥妥可以去報名角逐奧斯卡了。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7PlOUBxng
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「……你都看見了？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc21govQRJa
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他看見我一言不發地站在那，錯愕地問，似乎有種被戳破秘密的羞恥感。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIrkFolaQy
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我說對，然後從口袋拿出一根棒棒糖給他。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9I0BIHU36
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「葡萄口味的。」我說。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbhWKXqG8j
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3ryzsDfac
他說謝謝，然後當著我的面拆開包裝塞進嘴裡。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4PWLccwUa
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走回去的路上難得很安靜。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8Ahy3qORq
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「……你不問我什麼嗎？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6wCawPWzd
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「怕你尷尬。」我誠實地說。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAN7CwZvHBy
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他無奈地笑了，像是在說「敗給你了」。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwprlm48O7
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仲夏的風帶著些微的潮意吹過，在陽光下舒展的枝椏沙沙地掉下幾片綠葉，日光在臉上落下斑駁光影。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJ8moM8F0F
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敗給你了。他說。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaqI8Wwk6Y
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我好像墜入愛河，於是也跟著笑了起來。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHCttZwdDZ
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「我看得見一些……一般人看不見的東西。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaTRntIAkV
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「鬼？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FO3uZKnov
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「比鬼還可怕吧……完全看不出是什麼樣子的。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYQHew0Rp3
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「史萊姆？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10LIraQESl
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「唔，倒是有看過一個很像的。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmJzfLWcst
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我們有一搭沒一搭地聊，直到夏油傑停下腳步。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7vVyZiuTb
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sNBqT4GRk
他看向我的眼神突然變得很鄭重，就像是下定什麼決心似的。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIMAV5cnTU
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuV61BsNcn
他說，我可以吸收這些東西，然後讓他們為我所用。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWn3QThcKsX
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我想起夏油傑吞嚥的動作。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtNLPbusH9
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仰頭吞下的時候整張臉會皺在一起，喉結上下滾動，抑制即將嘔吐的衝動，睜開眼的時候眼眶已經微微泛紅。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKThwvrlQRJ
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明明很痛苦吧。我說。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinxI2u7Mrs
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「一定要吃掉那些東西嗎？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN98d6QoC4B
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「一定要。」他說，「說實話，味道就跟沾了嘔吐物的抹布，很難吃。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU25zhZFfd8
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聽起來真糟糕。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wzK0uzuF4
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「但是一想到只要熬過幾秒鐘，就能幫助到更多人的話──那麼，這短暫的痛苦，似乎也就沒什麼了。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSigjdDSrf
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我後來意識到墜入愛河也許並不只是因為那個笑容，而是他提起「理想」的時候，閃閃發光的模樣。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclgXN5w4c4
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0QLUuUE6y
我愛他，愛他的抱負。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhoxLVw2Mw
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所以在他的咒靈殺死我的時候，我始終都認為，那是我喜歡的少年。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8b47d5xaQ
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八歲，十四歲，殺死我的那年他十六歲。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6SzXCdRQ5
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他從來沒有變過。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnM7hVKISeU
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夏油傑離開之後，一切都變成飛鳥了，我也是。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQLdSeeB0j
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04.474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenGMwQXOT7
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夏油傑畢業後就加入高專了。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIt1jdoJ6B
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCs0q9QBVp
少了一個人在身邊，放學的路上又開始變得很安靜。我不太習慣，但也不打算找新朋友陪我。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosUVmZXCoQ
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總覺得會有種替代掉「夏油傑」的感覺，而我不想要這樣。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnoi0wNfFW
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「你怎麼低著頭在走路？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡor51Zw84EQ
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Fpi4U0MF5
這聲音是夏油傑。我詫異地抬頭向身後一看，那個高了我一大截的少年正笑眯眯地看我。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHH02wlV25E
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「你怎麼在這？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHbeuHUx0V
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還穿得像個不良少年似的，我說。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XEPPHTozP
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他臉上的笑意瞬間僵住，大概是有些好氣又好笑。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZ64jZsopH
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSqm68BrHM
「來陪你放學。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClhb942GJh
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtujkrn62tQ
──結果你是這樣說我的？他的眼神赤裸裸地傳達出這則訊息。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFv89SG3Md
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我驚訝於他的回答，頓時有些心虛，心裡卻又覺得還挺高興的，只能吐吐舌假裝沒事矇混過去。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsnMbZqFK9
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夏油傑不會因為這種玩笑同我置氣。他無奈地伸手拍拍我的腦袋，將我背在身上的書包給拿走，動作流暢自然地就像是做過數百次一樣。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugvJDBTuGI
474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyV1JuVRnku
陽光將他的影子拉得冗長，我低下頭幼稚地踩，偶爾踩在落葉上，發出嘎吱嘎吱的聲響。夏油傑已經很習慣我時不時無聊的小舉動，無所謂地任由我的鞋子在他的「頭」上放肆。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFbLJWAXVX
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「沒想到你還有空來接我。」我說。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeeXh90ZTL
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氣流經過喉嚨，聲帶顫動，他發出「嗯──」的聲音，臉上的表情似笑非笑。「怕你覺得寂寞，暗地裡偷偷哭。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIp7x2OCqdH
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才不會。我反駁道。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4sJidazFv
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欸？是嗎？可是媽媽傳訊息給我，說自從我去高專上學之後，鄰居太太的女兒晚上都會在被窩裡偷偷哭。鄰居太太的女兒是誰啊──夏油傑瞇起眼睛笑的時候像隻壞心眼的狐狸。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTYjlTZY0F
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我不敢置信地瞪大眼睛。媽媽這個叛徒！474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbATx1HhQnJ
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無話可說，我索性攤牌承認是我，我確實會暗地裡想他。我說沒辦法，你走以後我好不習慣。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxN2n3x8axP
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「你叫我起床，幫我拿書包，跟我一起上學、一起放學……傑，那麼多年的習慣不是可以隨便割捨的。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQ5ipwhh6s
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我不想找別人跟我一起放學，因為沒有人能代替夏油傑陪我走這條路。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43vHh4S93j
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他終究是不一樣的。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJncbyTDCD
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黑髮少年綁著我熟悉的丸子頭，他看著我，突然沒了聲音。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWrXvuJmsU
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那我以後陪你一起下課好嗎？最後他妥協似地問，眼神卻很溫柔。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUzSiCYMHw
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「還要常常講電話。」我堅持。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxHdBWKHGX
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「不是每天都在傳訊息了嗎？」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovRvvIljss
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「但我想聽你說話呀。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65oKOH0y1o
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「好。」474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTUAl4OzVw
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都聽你的。他說。474Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3Yl7IUDL6
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