00.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32yCecedZ7
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3k0P5ot0l1
「需要你直白的愛意來確認我的存在。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhIHmHH8cz
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我跟夏油傑打小認識。夏油一家都是非常好的人，在我們搬過去之後相當照顧我們。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RnPPwXcOc
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuP9k8VigmT
爸爸媽媽一直以來都忙於工作，我已經很習慣自己一個人待在家裡了。好在夏油傑跟我是同一所學校的，至少回家的路上還能有個照應。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPWgGj5m28
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他一直很受歡迎。有禮貌的優等生，外表俊秀，談吐與同齡人相比還要成熟大方，這樣的孩子很難不受人喜愛。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcARy9ssYG
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRDgidlJLK
我很喜歡他。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtVcEs8Axh
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438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrKpZdJTyC
但他終究是飛鳥。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjTmuEhGSl
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02.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbY7DsvcN9P
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……他好像跟一般人有些不一樣。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9UmCwqj9M
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPHslAWXmv
舉個例子，我曾經撞見他對著空氣揮拳，揮完之後不知道吞下了什麼，臉上的痛苦不似作偽。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbchEid2Q1
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uvdzxHVw1
如果是為了演戲的話，這演技穩妥妥可以去報名角逐奧斯卡了。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQUJb0vycy
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdb7AASAgAM
「……你都看見了？」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VjNVquDNx
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrJ302Lh2L
他看見我一言不發地站在那，錯愕地問，似乎有種被戳破秘密的羞恥感。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPabV55spkQ
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1mqx97Ds4
我說對，然後從口袋拿出一根棒棒糖給他。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvorjk6tL8
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzKTRbY1EU
「葡萄口味的。」我說。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpDcCkCy6C
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZNFSljZa4
他說謝謝，然後當著我的面拆開包裝塞進嘴裡。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTtDrHA5Ou
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Vb8vjYke0
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xX9l0ryx1
走回去的路上難得很安靜。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRIC0XLNej
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JzdKhyc3h
「……你不問我什麼嗎？」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaXlXbqwr1
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhLpOxlEfd
「怕你尷尬。」我誠實地說。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWfB9FA8hN
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwig0KhNBGv
他無奈地笑了，像是在說「敗給你了」。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYbRm2ErXH
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpXRNdKTMi
仲夏的風帶著些微的潮意吹過，在陽光下舒展的枝椏沙沙地掉下幾片綠葉，日光在臉上落下斑駁光影。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtfNBcnm4T
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77vBwHq1Ke
敗給你了。他說。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6SxRso467
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatimROfylY
我好像墜入愛河，於是也跟著笑了起來。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdJFlXWFFh
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03.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XNX9o7BS7
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRco0y4a3ww
「我看得見一些……一般人看不見的東西。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFArXbBINJ
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Kh7KWkb2D
「鬼？」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMpMjfWvet
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADZXZd5fBh
「比鬼還可怕吧……完全看不出是什麼樣子的。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUW3lfdaqA
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKg9WyXd6f
「史萊姆？」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZlMQPtgdj
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvE38sOMT5q
「唔，倒是有看過一個很像的。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jQx9UieGy
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZm7FTy56r
我們有一搭沒一搭地聊，直到夏油傑停下腳步。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELcFaQG1Uv
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9eRv5ECiq
他看向我的眼神突然變得很鄭重，就像是下定什麼決心似的。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV87Q5M5ril
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXID1pkCn5
他說，我可以吸收這些東西，然後讓他們為我所用。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oN6F0Jrtp
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgwO2zsGZ1
我想起夏油傑吞嚥的動作。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxG3CYDOVL
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtfxAHISau
仰頭吞下的時候整張臉會皺在一起，喉結上下滾動，抑制即將嘔吐的衝動，睜開眼的時候眼眶已經微微泛紅。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3vwVWNNY6
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhNB6qs0dW
明明很痛苦吧。我說。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGDrVrdQq3
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpZPplnskw
「一定要吃掉那些東西嗎？」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcupRgKk1w
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0AhPYLNHl
「一定要。」他說，「說實話，味道就跟沾了嘔吐物的抹布，很難吃。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPx1cOcH0D
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgr04SS8oFD
聽起來真糟糕。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOOeyoxp0O
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uc57hO6lI
「但是一想到只要熬過幾秒鐘，就能幫助到更多人的話──那麼，這短暫的痛苦，似乎也就沒什麼了。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuI1cvMcMV
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkUKDsOGrJ
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLns55rc11i
我後來意識到墜入愛河也許並不只是因為那個笑容，而是他提起「理想」的時候，閃閃發光的模樣。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPkwMhMkKD
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfawHGEz6jL
我愛他，愛他的抱負。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxz0cpdGaPT
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARuKFCReXs
所以在他的咒靈殺死我的時候，我始終都認為，那是我喜歡的少年。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDJe8kfCK6
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrSyoacKZO
八歲，十四歲，殺死我的那年他十六歲。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMHS4wDq8b
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgCvpkZJRN
他從來沒有變過。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsEK3Xp1tC
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHlWLvrNpI
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MSrU7VO6P
夏油傑離開之後，一切都變成飛鳥了，我也是。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7Cp4hHqJY
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyj6KAKU95
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VhO9q30n7
04.438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF77B3AZlHO
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6ImLoOCVt
夏油傑畢業後就加入高專了。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KiwNc4uvO
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhMXE1HWlM
少了一個人在身邊，放學的路上又開始變得很安靜。我不太習慣，但也不打算找新朋友陪我。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKbF9P67J2
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYE8ZRQECE
總覺得會有種替代掉「夏油傑」的感覺，而我不想要這樣。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQis9g5XyE
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438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSPA5KEuKb
「你怎麼低著頭在走路？」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWLnK3ut3k
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdCcdW1Ehm
這聲音是夏油傑。我詫異地抬頭向身後一看，那個高了我一大截的少年正笑眯眯地看我。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jQFJoZJia
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYuPXZxfrt
「你怎麼在這？」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbpZNfO2bP
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrIvYhHF6z
還穿得像個不良少年似的，我說。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTv4nQ0Kbj2
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiD7uKl1pEN
他臉上的笑意瞬間僵住，大概是有些好氣又好笑。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Pa0FwaqD4
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihitqH86Qr
「來陪你放學。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFxLUZks84
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTDNy5DGkg
──結果你是這樣說我的？他的眼神赤裸裸地傳達出這則訊息。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdOT2Dhmlc
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYJpveEiDF
我驚訝於他的回答，頓時有些心虛，心裡卻又覺得還挺高興的，只能吐吐舌假裝沒事矇混過去。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NsjtFF5tx
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLeA7hMrjF
夏油傑不會因為這種玩笑同我置氣。他無奈地伸手拍拍我的腦袋，將我背在身上的書包給拿走，動作流暢自然地就像是做過數百次一樣。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlqq2Bcv8w
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglkV2TUZ3K
陽光將他的影子拉得冗長，我低下頭幼稚地踩，偶爾踩在落葉上，發出嘎吱嘎吱的聲響。夏油傑已經很習慣我時不時無聊的小舉動，無所謂地任由我的鞋子在他的「頭」上放肆。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUofFdCvpjA
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02oBfuUMDO
「沒想到你還有空來接我。」我說。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPa20yRvN8
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QLGnM9dhc
氣流經過喉嚨，聲帶顫動，他發出「嗯──」的聲音，臉上的表情似笑非笑。「怕你覺得寂寞，暗地裡偷偷哭。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2MFonrr1E
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才不會。我反駁道。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZZv8ljj1w
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkInQkMYyvL
欸？是嗎？可是媽媽傳訊息給我，說自從我去高專上學之後，鄰居太太的女兒晚上都會在被窩裡偷偷哭。鄰居太太的女兒是誰啊──夏油傑瞇起眼睛笑的時候像隻壞心眼的狐狸。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzq3cebCzba
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJAmKfyIG9
我不敢置信地瞪大眼睛。媽媽這個叛徒！438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmcvp2JtlT
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfbwWyHSS1
無話可說，我索性攤牌承認是我，我確實會暗地裡想他。我說沒辦法，你走以後我好不習慣。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHDizlBLc5
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GpUs8avsD
「你叫我起床，幫我拿書包，跟我一起上學、一起放學……傑，那麼多年的習慣不是可以隨便割捨的。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxb13k7iZyH
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqiI2Z427K
我不想找別人跟我一起放學，因為沒有人能代替夏油傑陪我走這條路。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7FptA9Diy
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡel1rDpfZyC
他終究是不一樣的。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSNTwajYgc
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9p84gKSpqp
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5g6R5E0Rr
黑髮少年綁著我熟悉的丸子頭，他看著我，突然沒了聲音。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Sm62wC3Dh
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUTBXE6Eb6
那我以後陪你一起下課好嗎？最後他妥協似地問，眼神卻很溫柔。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xJtrZ87r4
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRk4uRbBqKR
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoQgHWG9pY
「還要常常講電話。」我堅持。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbi2XS2Z4e7
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJiVCMQksk
「不是每天都在傳訊息了嗎？」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jCPjyvhPg
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYiXFAAHlz
「但我想聽你說話呀。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKL6DRTNmz8
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「好。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUb1uNeLd7
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都聽你的。他說。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6IL3v4tpY
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