00.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGlrMAEPXP
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「需要你直白的愛意來確認我的存在。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lByyaQdea
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我跟夏油傑打小認識。夏油一家都是非常好的人，在我們搬過去之後相當照顧我們。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiOsFV25z5
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy61tW0HaVL
爸爸媽媽一直以來都忙於工作，我已經很習慣自己一個人待在家裡了。好在夏油傑跟我是同一所學校的，至少回家的路上還能有個照應。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcf0s2FyHsf
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sfAsGTunF
他一直很受歡迎。有禮貌的優等生，外表俊秀，談吐與同齡人相比還要成熟大方，這樣的孩子很難不受人喜愛。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgy2czZTmtO
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpgc7fQXj8
我很喜歡他。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbuhVYkhBh
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwwypZU7Vx
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpIShS6kww
但他終究是飛鳥。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdsHnDxCPn
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……他好像跟一般人有些不一樣。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0S5tC4x0pi
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsMnfY65rC
舉個例子，我曾經撞見他對著空氣揮拳，揮完之後不知道吞下了什麼，臉上的痛苦不似作偽。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCrG0yBgGU
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPjkL5HUY6
如果是為了演戲的話，這演技穩妥妥可以去報名角逐奧斯卡了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtJAdbzogY
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7s0DDusdz
「……你都看見了？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVb6vcqFmuy
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4suSBQg9g
他看見我一言不發地站在那，錯愕地問，似乎有種被戳破秘密的羞恥感。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtl8qgpdbXS
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtTNAh3Gui
我說對，然後從口袋拿出一根棒棒糖給他。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqIxYsZn8A
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EAulSDIsh
「葡萄口味的。」我說。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqmCOWpPmy
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbMlGzg4jg
他說謝謝，然後當著我的面拆開包裝塞進嘴裡。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7222qCBbT
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwgfBX0JbQ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIIKWikGee
走回去的路上難得很安靜。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfU33wE6pe
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7L1RQRaJs
「……你不問我什麼嗎？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvwmZ8n0qj
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQFgY0nnv4
「怕你尷尬。」我誠實地說。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdvY5GZlJw
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyq3HoTRgo
他無奈地笑了，像是在說「敗給你了」。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6PLgNf4Fu
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4LmVfoL1I
仲夏的風帶著些微的潮意吹過，在陽光下舒展的枝椏沙沙地掉下幾片綠葉，日光在臉上落下斑駁光影。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTaq5jyW7F
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNwujVD4TO
敗給你了。他說。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXWPkG8Ir0
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16eOdXJGme
我好像墜入愛河，於是也跟著笑了起來。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFBOfEvcpn
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486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJdpppblDn
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03.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwmPeLWbgc
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1Kpp9O8dg
「我看得見一些……一般人看不見的東西。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRe7UP5OTGm
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tuO0PkgiP
「鬼？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn35YuGJB2E
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKWXwQVC0O
「比鬼還可怕吧……完全看不出是什麼樣子的。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKqYhW8rtD
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9hBeJMQUk
「史萊姆？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2G6v1EV2y
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SWzLSEKoG
「唔，倒是有看過一個很像的。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4ZGEiPYH0
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOR7GGx2pqc
我們有一搭沒一搭地聊，直到夏油傑停下腳步。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyt71dSPmn
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToYIhDGOMF
他看向我的眼神突然變得很鄭重，就像是下定什麼決心似的。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWpRioJdCa
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9FGV1eZ79
他說，我可以吸收這些東西，然後讓他們為我所用。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ymWoyoUJP
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXQpAJWb0n
我想起夏油傑吞嚥的動作。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjGgfnwOlQ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymQBH7b6dI
仰頭吞下的時候整張臉會皺在一起，喉結上下滾動，抑制即將嘔吐的衝動，睜開眼的時候眼眶已經微微泛紅。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ih3dEd1TW
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ599sSZthk1
明明很痛苦吧。我說。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiKUZyiBCE
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhlcU5321O
「一定要吃掉那些東西嗎？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Iau44U8u2
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVJY31BeTW
「一定要。」他說，「說實話，味道就跟沾了嘔吐物的抹布，很難吃。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkGFanV85k
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVckRvOoSOT
聽起來真糟糕。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFpvKdWlyp
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV57diBGmnb
「但是一想到只要熬過幾秒鐘，就能幫助到更多人的話──那麼，這短暫的痛苦，似乎也就沒什麼了。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyOVthSrZ2
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEj0Nq8D3j
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4si4jQi1A9
我後來意識到墜入愛河也許並不只是因為那個笑容，而是他提起「理想」的時候，閃閃發光的模樣。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6o7FVTrpkD
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbgjgrCVjd
我愛他，愛他的抱負。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDmTEJYT80
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34PeezIwD0
所以在他的咒靈殺死我的時候，我始終都認為，那是我喜歡的少年。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYijl237p30
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPfO0A2HSq
八歲，十四歲，殺死我的那年他十六歲。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6X9GQhDSx
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vGUkEDIZU
他從來沒有變過。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpEz9lpRD9
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfOP4cphiN
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxR3MudOu7
夏油傑離開之後，一切都變成飛鳥了，我也是。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4CrPdCLiY
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuRnvTLobG
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllVI0YOCnQ
04.486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBxdO5hnEd
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07Bi90llSK
夏油傑畢業後就加入高專了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVtRMk3u6r
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV420Mi4WEU
少了一個人在身邊，放學的路上又開始變得很安靜。我不太習慣，但也不打算找新朋友陪我。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYeRc2T8JT
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbvfvyP2Nk
總覺得會有種替代掉「夏油傑」的感覺，而我不想要這樣。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPzYNokLk0
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiZmPu3g7m
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3UsFLQDJa
「你怎麼低著頭在走路？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQHGZs8RJ4
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctxKYQvlPk
這聲音是夏油傑。我詫異地抬頭向身後一看，那個高了我一大截的少年正笑眯眯地看我。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7DzWwKIWz
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloSGmJl1P5
「你怎麼在這？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNhz1omjcd
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3L4DQbumme
還穿得像個不良少年似的，我說。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjj1ST3Y4h
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjGNhoipUn
他臉上的笑意瞬間僵住，大概是有些好氣又好笑。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssaKo74EQ7
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCn8EseFWb
「來陪你放學。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbNH8dkWqN
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lv3k5xofE
──結果你是這樣說我的？他的眼神赤裸裸地傳達出這則訊息。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCYhTETrXf
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzNm4QKw7Y
我驚訝於他的回答，頓時有些心虛，心裡卻又覺得還挺高興的，只能吐吐舌假裝沒事矇混過去。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6WFHRMO6J
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡot6JSinNBZ
夏油傑不會因為這種玩笑同我置氣。他無奈地伸手拍拍我的腦袋，將我背在身上的書包給拿走，動作流暢自然地就像是做過數百次一樣。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQKPzXSHwg
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaxEPgu2E5
陽光將他的影子拉得冗長，我低下頭幼稚地踩，偶爾踩在落葉上，發出嘎吱嘎吱的聲響。夏油傑已經很習慣我時不時無聊的小舉動，無所謂地任由我的鞋子在他的「頭」上放肆。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqy4NH9qAPU
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LQEvpvMRr
「沒想到你還有空來接我。」我說。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplWAr6Kyr9
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0MAPOceZi
氣流經過喉嚨，聲帶顫動，他發出「嗯──」的聲音，臉上的表情似笑非笑。「怕你覺得寂寞，暗地裡偷偷哭。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnJ06em8Ii
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbfJMAviyo
才不會。我反駁道。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTdgnmkb8H
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIA3Bn8WdsS
欸？是嗎？可是媽媽傳訊息給我，說自從我去高專上學之後，鄰居太太的女兒晚上都會在被窩裡偷偷哭。鄰居太太的女兒是誰啊──夏油傑瞇起眼睛笑的時候像隻壞心眼的狐狸。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr78se0hGMl
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUKAgfhrhK
我不敢置信地瞪大眼睛。媽媽這個叛徒！486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulEHB5Z1IU
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZPfHNbLcP
無話可說，我索性攤牌承認是我，我確實會暗地裡想他。我說沒辦法，你走以後我好不習慣。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1qO0mpdW7
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyH05Wk4kg
「你叫我起床，幫我拿書包，跟我一起上學、一起放學……傑，那麼多年的習慣不是可以隨便割捨的。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eDdZwVr86
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfisFuINN2r
我不想找別人跟我一起放學，因為沒有人能代替夏油傑陪我走這條路。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWJ2ERCAiC
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwML9HGMLj
他終究是不一樣的。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSCD1YH8ak
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegGxprLgCK
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMzCasJ53i
黑髮少年綁著我熟悉的丸子頭，他看著我，突然沒了聲音。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJARRsSVrdh
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1y31W8cBU1
那我以後陪你一起下課好嗎？最後他妥協似地問，眼神卻很溫柔。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRf9F0s4NP
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfl26AIPylC
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqHg1ys1lj
「還要常常講電話。」我堅持。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvyYxJL5VE
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87m1QGaH04
「不是每天都在傳訊息了嗎？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2N7toQxCfg
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwIg3UmfX6
「但我想聽你說話呀。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2ISPXZx6L
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXNyqrdBhc
「好。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHv1RRDcG4
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSF7z8bnvHd
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBGXRMgPKx
都聽你的。他說。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuglIJNbmup
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