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#15

否定

碳基萌化物（盟主） 碳基萌化物（盟主）
Nov 19, 2024 54 2 Mins Read
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No Plagiarism!4BhoxXvfg3ffEOGMiprwposted on PＥNAＮＡ

我害怕孤獨渴望莫要有人離去，可我喜愛獨處不願坦然自我，又或者我早已經全然展現出來了，但因為無數的評價和標籤被遮蓋起來。

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無時無刻不在環繞我的是

「今天的我被討厭了嗎？」

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「會不會，所有的我都被否定了？」

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「如果我被否定了，那我是誰？」

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我記得，當我真心實意否定自己的那一刻。

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自我消失了

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但沒有完全消失，它還在掙扎，卡住我的思緒要出來大喊

「我在這裡！」

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而真心實意的否定嚴嚴實實的壓住甚至砸碎它們，在我思緒中剩下最後的一個指令是

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「消滅自己」

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然後，呼的一下，一個激靈我被拉回了現實，我看著手裡的剪刀默然。

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我剛剛在做什麼？

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我在做什麼！！

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非常混亂，全是轟鳴的聲音，可我知道錯了，

現在很危險，我必須快點脫離這個狀態。

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直到........ 我剪壞自己的髮，我知道它不會受傷，但我拼了命的告訴自己，我破壞好了！這樣就好了！！！

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趕快恢復正常，這樣不對！！！！

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然後.... 再去好好理好頭髮就可以了..........

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我很清楚知道自己怎麼了，卻不知道怎麼發生的，只能猜測，一直猜測和推測，但好像沒什麼意義。

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這件事很久以後直到現在，我知道，不要追究原因，即便我再想追究，也一樣。

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那只是參考答案，一個意外而已。

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但卻也是一個很好的故事不是嗎？因為結局是美好的。

沒事就好了嘛，想那麼多為什麼？

沒關係的！

誰都會有不好的時候，過去了就好！

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Table of Contents
#0 Intro
#1 短句
#2 人和“上帝”
#3 聽書
#4 白芒
#5 遊樂園
#6 夢
#7 它
#8 致我可愛的小詛咒
#9 心路
#10 榮耀
#11 希望？
#12 對話（1）
#13 對話（2）
#14 對話（3）
#15 否定
#16 對話（4）
#17 解構六種影響力
#18 我該收心了.. 嗎？
#19 裸心者
#20 關於我作為創作者幾乎每天都會經歷情感波動
#21 扭轉成見
#22 寫作，讀懂自己
#23 紅綠貼紙實驗
#24 我這個人
#25 消除遺憾的亡命之徒
#26 我不一樣
#27 平凡與普通
#28 創作者督促週會參與作品
#29 因為喜歡所以想和你分享
#30 無地圖的世界
#31 Process Me·α，蘑菇形象的意義
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