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16. Fiefdom Fall

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Jan 17, 2025

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I can't blame a boy my age, a renege Sensei

For my upbringing, so I meditate

I grew up too fast, too brave, too soon to be saved

La-la-languid at sixteen, all I had was God, so I prayed

Try to pray the gay away, irenic from phase

But instead I cried, forced to latibulate

Seeming blasphemous, depraved, debunked, can't be saved

So-so-so I lied to my dad and mom 'bout my pride

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I can't blame a man 'most fifty for the ways I'm living

Kungfu, still gritting my teeth 'til sixty

What would it look like to live a life of lies?

What would it look like to live a life of lies?

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I don't wanna know, I don't wanna see

I don't wanna lose my-my-my inner peace

I don't wanna go euchreing my qi

La-la-living a life that's not made for me

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I can't blame a boy my age, 'cause I'm shaded jade

And it's the baijiu talking anyway

You are what you did, one day, acupuncturist

La-la-let them see the pith, the yang to my yin, the passion

Of the cut sleeve, oh baby, on the other side

Of the Great Wall; I can't make your fiefdom fall

I only follow-ow-ow; dear Aristotle

I know I miss you, but I don't think I loved you

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I can't blame myself, so feted, 'cause I've been debated

Bamboo, don't break it trying to bend it

What would it look like to live a life alive?

What would it look like to live a life alive?

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I don't really know, but I wanna see

I don't wanna lose my-my-my inner peace

I won't allow, no, euchreing my qi

I'm la-la-living a life that's made for me

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(What would it look like to live a life of lies?)

(What would it look like to live a life alive?)

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Table of Contents

#2 2. Filial Piety

#3 3. Magdalena

#4 4. Passion of The Cut Sleeve

#5 5. Shaded Jade

#6 6. Acupuncturist

#7 7. Yang To My Yin

#8 8. Great Wall

#10 10. Qingming

#11 11. I Don't Think

#12 12. Brushwood and Gall

#13 13. Rue You

#14 14. Dynasty

#16 16. Fiefdom Fall