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No Plagiarism!gMaCCStLvGiFYkuo1o9Aposted on PENANA 回到家中,梳洗完畢後,已經差不多凌晨十二點了。我窩進温暖的被窩中,抱著一杯還冒著熱氣的茶,但絲毫沒有睡意。想着明天是週日,索性就放肆一下,打開電腦,準備找部電影來看。8964 copyright protection83PENANAoTP6j73vvg 維尼
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光標在幾部熟悉的電影上來回游移,我指尖猶豫著,最終還是停在了《十二夜》。8964 copyright protection83PENANABCJjLcAvhN 維尼
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畫面亮起,微微映照著房間內一角,我靠在冰冷的牆壁上,手指不自覺地沿著杯緣來回摩挲。這部電影已經看過好幾次了,但今晚,好像特別適合再看一遍。8964 copyright protection83PENANA2cRIJBJ8mH 維尼
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《十二夜》其實是一套看完就不太想談戀愛的電影,因為太真實了。8964 copyright protection83PENANAJgHCyhvXgf 維尼
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電影將兩個人由從相識到熱戀、冷卻然後到最終結束的過程,非常赤裸地呈現在觀眾眼前。電影的女主角(Jeannie)是張柏芝,她曾經熱烈地愛過,總想着如何去對身為男主角的陳奕迅(Alan)好。隨著時間推移,Jeannie卻發現,Alan對她缺乏同理心,對她的情緒反應漠不關心。在他的熱情續漸冷卻時,感到不安和困惑。但無論她如何努力去挽回,對方的態度依舊疏離。8964 copyright protection83PENANAwoBst2c1jb 維尼
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我盯着電影剛開場的十分鐘,露出一個無奈的笑容。所有的愛情一開始,果然都是熱烈又美好的,所有細節都像是命中注定一樣。8964 copyright protection83PENANAWZxvOEQr5x 維尼
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可惜,命運從來不只寫前半段故事。8964 copyright protection83PENANAY1zIpQyPGn 維尼
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我輕輕嘆了一口氣,抿了一口手中的熱茶,杯沿滾燙的溫度透過指尖傳來,讓我稍微回神。這時,桌上的手機屏幕亮起——Arvin?8964 copyright protection83PENANApcKBjk3KCo 維尼
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我點開訊息——8964 copyright protection83PENANAZSsRxrPNyM 維尼
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Arvin:好啊,什麼時候有空就告訴我吧。8964 copyright protection83PENANA28b0YlTPNw 維尼
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原來是回覆剛剛的訊息。我想了想,回了一個OK的表情符號,正準備放下手機,繼續專心看電影,卻又看到新訊息彈了出來。8964 copyright protection83PENANA4KKZFnb2f7 維尼
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Arvin:還沒睡?8964 copyright protection83PENANAPMCmysA5Ps 維尼
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Hina:在看電影。8964 copyright protection83PENANADfQ62nsStx 維尼
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Arvin:在電影院?8964 copyright protection83PENANA2p1wPHA6Gf 維尼
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Hina:不是,在家裡。8964 copyright protection83PENANABfSdgwhlu9 維尼
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Arvin:甚麼電影?好看嗎?8964 copyright protection83PENANAt1UmvLVNZ9 維尼
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Hina:陳奕迅和張柏芝的《十二夜》,挺不錯的,就是有點太現實,有點傷感。8964 copyright protection83PENANABXBtDq0nhV 維尼
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消息發送出去,我盯着屏幕,等了幾秒。很快,Arvin的回覆彈了出來。8964 copyright protection83PENANAfO5FfiUbSc 維尼
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Arvin:正在值班,有點無聊,讓我也開來看看。8964 copyright protection83PENANAnFjKygyeBN 維尼
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我看着這行字,手指不自覺地繞著杯沿,嘴角微微翹起。8964 copyright protection83PENANA05X23Jj9tu 維尼
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手機屏幕的光映在茶杯上,浮現一層暖黃色的光暈。這夜晚,似乎沒那麼沉悶了。8964 copyright protection83PENANAZYSElvjeXD 維尼
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我盯著螢幕,畫面閃動著,Alan和Jeannie的故事已經走過熱戀,步入了現實的磨合期。Alan開始嫌Jeannie太過依賴,太黏人,不再像初識時那般灑脫,而Jeannie則不斷試圖挽回,做著一切她認為能讓對方重新愛上自己的事。8964 copyright protection83PENANA2CGv3hlgrt 維尼
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這部電影我已經看過幾次了,但果然,在不同的人生階段看,感受是不同的。8964 copyright protection83PENANAdPrCtWqrIj 維尼
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幾年前看,會覺得這部電影太真實了,但也許不是每段感情都會是這樣。今天再看,發現很有共鳴。8964 copyright protection83PENANA3Rw9FDe4ho 維尼
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至少跟我上一段感情的經歷很相似。8964 copyright protection83PENANAysU0HRdN6d 維尼
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我就像Jeannie一樣,飛蛾撲火地去愛,以為只要再努力一點,只要付出得更多,他就會像當初一樣愛我。可他從來不懂,甚至不明白我為什麼要做這麼多「自我感動」的事——明明那些事我可以不用做的。8964 copyright protection83PENANAyMb3jD5jSH 維尼
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我一直以為愛是可以靠努力換來的,卻沒發現,我們早已是兩條交叉的線,短暫交會後,注定越行越遠。8964 copyright protection83PENANA4Upl02Qffq 維尼
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幾分鐘後,訊息提示音輕輕一響打斷了陷入沉思的我。8964 copyright protection83PENANAjU6OXwOCwD 維尼
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Arvin:看到陳奕迅買早餐那段了,果然熱戀中的人都像個傻子。8964 copyright protection83PENANAoCG3Acur3c 維尼
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我忍不住笑了笑,飛快地回覆——8964 copyright protection83PENANA5szRtx2Nby 維尼
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Hina:對吧!熱戀時什麼都願意做,可是過了某個階段,就連一起吃早餐都嫌麻煩了。8964 copyright protection83PENANAyIjiIxdtE4 維尼
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他很快回應。8964 copyright protection83PENANAjHbGG6Yag7 維尼
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Arvin:但這不就是十二夜的核心嗎?「如果愛情只能維持十二個夜晚,你還會不會選擇開始?」8964 copyright protection83PENANAuHIbEYDdAv 維尼
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我的指尖停在對話頁面,卻一時間想不到該如何回答。視線落回螢幕,看到Jeannie剛從英國回來,約了Alan在餐廳見面。畫面上,Jeannie每一句訴說着她在英國的經歷其實都是一句句「我很想你啊。」。但對面的人,卻早已沉沉睡去,連這句話都沒聽見。8964 copyright protection83PENANAI820Qd1naZ 維尼
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我看着Arvin的訊息,「如果愛情只能維持十二個夜晚,還會不會選擇開始?」這句盤旋在我的腦海中。8964 copyright protection83PENANAWbGDxKhF4k 維尼
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Hina:你呢?如果愛情只能維持十二夜,你會不會選擇開始?8964 copyright protection83PENANAzlRnAkGvYJ 維尼
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我莫名地有點緊張,手握緊了已經微涼的茶杯。螢幕的光閃爍著,我盯著對話框,指尖不自覺地在杯沿上來回摩挲。訊息顯示「正在輸入中」,停頓了幾秒,然後消失。8964 copyright protection83PENANAMizvmyccE6 維尼
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過了好一會兒,Arvin 才回覆——8964 copyright protection83PENANAXL5F1VXwwe 維尼
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Arvin: 會吧,至少擁有過,比從未開始好。8964 copyright protection83PENANAcUjUI9yBoN 維尼
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我垂下眼,輕輕敲下回覆——87Please respect copyright.PENANArehrFSF0vr
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Hina: 就算最後有機會成為陌生人也沒所謂嗎?8964 copyright protection83PENANA69nLunQ3yx 維尼
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這一次,他沒有立刻回應。手機屏幕的光映在茶杯上,浮現一層暖黃色的光暈,指尖的熱度卻漸漸褪去。8964 copyright protection83PENANAb2ognQRy3N 維尼
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看着Alan像傻子一樣四處尋找着Jeannie,而她本人卻在身後一直跟着他,卻從未想過要上前找他的片段。我想起了自己跟前男友說分手的場景。8964 copyright protection83PENANAPDTFe2TUHz 維尼
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那時候的自己,站在我們共同築建的房子裡。看着我們精心挑選的家具,桌面上放置着我喜歡的香薰蠟燭,我努力讓語氣聽起來雲淡風輕:「我們分開吧。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAtL2Q1D3NPk 維尼
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對面的他愣了一下,沒有像電影裡的情侶那樣驚慌地挽留,只是有點疲憊地問:「又怎麼了?」8964 copyright protection83PENANAj1sRktwmVj 維尼
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我微微一笑,「你有沒有發現,我們在一起這麼久,無論爭吵有多激烈,我都從沒有說過分手?」8964 copyright protection83PENANAookwhfytnD 維尼
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他皺了皺眉,然後微微張大眼睛,好像終於明白我的意思。8964 copyright protection83PENANAobmCfDFhQs 維尼
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我從來不用分手來當作爭吵的籌碼,所以,我說的分手,是認真的。而他終於也明白,原來,我真的會離開他。甚至不惜要離開英國也要離開他。8964 copyright protection83PENANAPre8YeeGLp 維尼
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他伸手握住我的手不停地說「對不起」,我伸手抱緊他,眼淚也忍不住奪出眼框。8964 copyright protection83PENANAb79TvvKzXy 維尼
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當一段感情走到終點時,可能真的不會有什麼驚天動地的場面,只剩下一種疲憊和默契,像是默認了這場關係終究無法走下去的事實。8964 copyright protection83PENANA8BL4QjuDxp 維尼
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我試過修補我們的關係的,我一次次努力地伸出手,試圖拉近我們之間的距離,但他的手總是懶懶地垂著,甚至有時候,還會往後退一步。每當我嘗試溝通時都被當作是在發脾氣、指責他。我告訴自己,他只是需要空間、需要時間,可是等到最後,我才明白,他只是沒有那麼在意而已。8964 copyright protection83PENANAukRmS810rq 維尼
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他很肯定我不會離開他,因為在英國同居的我也的確無處可逃。8964 copyright protection83PENANAggpQUKzluv 維尼
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可是有一天,我發現我好像耗盡了對他的愛。8964 copyright protection83PENANAXqsgDyaEkI 維尼
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當我發現自己已經不再因為他的冷淡而掉眼淚,不再因為他的沉默而憤怒時,我才真正意識到——我已經累了。8964 copyright protection83PENANAr3wRK7NSu8 維尼
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他總說他愛我,可是,愛不是這樣的吧?如果真的愛,怎麼會連我難過的時候,都不願意低下頭來看看我呢?8964 copyright protection83PENANACY52CGfYPf 維尼
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手機震了一下,把我拉回現實。8964 copyright protection83PENANApXTNfL9Pxu 維尼
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Arvin: 會啊,人生本來就是不停在告別。不是所有感情都會有所謂的「結果」。什麼算是結果?結婚嗎?可這世界上,還是有很多人會離婚。8964 copyright protection83PENANAwU8Ubr6KMB 維尼
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Arvin:我覺得就算最後成為陌生人,至少曾經有一段時間,我們是彼此生命裡很重要的人。這樣就足夠了。8964 copyright protection83PENANAYfv55hTAA9 維尼
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我盯着螢幕的訊息,有點意外他會如此認真地回覆我隨口問的問題。8964 copyright protection83PENANA2UsPVjhJxX 維尼
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「沒有所謂的結果嗎?」8964 copyright protection83PENANA9mVjMhNK6F 維尼
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我從沒這樣想過。8964 copyright protection83PENANAb7cKz9xHjo 維尼
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從小到大,愛情在我的認知裡,應該是有個「終點」的。像故事裡那樣,要麼走到婚姻,要麼走向分離。而我曾經以為,只要足夠努力,愛情就一定能走到我想要的方向。8964 copyright protection83PENANAbqv83XJC7F 維尼
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「人生本來就是不停在告別。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAExUMwUxh70 維尼
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這句話在我的心中激起一陣微微的顫動。8964 copyright protection83PENANA6ivTmrKyaP 維尼
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忽然想起宮崎駿曾說,「人生就是一列開往墳墓的列車,路途上會有很多站,很難有人可以自始至終陪著走完。當陪你的人要下車時,即使不捨也該心存感激,然後揮手道別。」8964 copyright protection83PENANAJ5cUhM8zYq 維尼
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可是……真的能這麼瀟灑嗎?8964 copyright protection83PENANAIJCdqdChrE 維尼
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我輕輕敲下回覆——8964 copyright protection83PENANAZeQWa45Sql 維尼
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Hina: 可是,有些人失去後,就真的回不來了啊。8964 copyright protection83PENANAFXUS6b1STC 維尼
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這次,Arvin 沉默了好一會,直到螢幕再次亮起。8964 copyright protection83PENANAYDxXyX25e9 維尼
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Arvin: 那就更應該珍惜每個出現在我們人生中的人了,不是嗎?8964 copyright protection83PENANAueKH1Nbxqj 維尼
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我微微一怔,腦海中閃過那些早已淡出我生活的人。他們曾經是那麼重要,如今卻只剩下模糊的影子。8964 copyright protection83PENANALlV6qMq8S3 維尼
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Arvin 雖然戇厚,想法卻意外地通透。8964 copyright protection83PENANADlmaUvbUUX 維尼
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不過,說起來簡單,可是人總是會後知後覺,總是等到失去了,才驚覺那些以為理所當然的存在,其實並不是永恆的。8964 copyright protection83PENANAZEQebTkrS5 維尼
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我輕輕吐出一口氣,把手機倒扣在床上,靠進被窩裡,目光回到電影的最後一幕。8964 copyright protection83PENANAiXEGFfo54w 維尼
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張柏芝與謝霆鋒在巴士站前交談,笑聲輕快,像是一切又回到了最初的起點。螢幕上,「第一夜」緩緩浮現,暗示屬於他們的「十二夜」要開始了。8964 copyright protection83PENANAO5bD6xUaKp 維尼
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果然,人生如戲,戲如人生。8964 copyright protection83PENANAKA4DDF2Cer 維尼
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窗外,萬家燈火在玻璃上投下微微晃動的光影,像是提醒著我,這又會是個無眠的夜晚。8964 copyright protection83PENANAP8rUBjImgb 維尼
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