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No Plagiarism!fFsLMAssKpSv5SSVeX6Vposted on PENANA 我戴上手套,將手邊那卷泛黃的菲林平攤在燈箱上。燈光從底下透出來,照得畫面上的細節清晰無比——破損的邊角、刮痕、黯淡的顏色,全都一一映入眼簾。這些我本該很熟悉的畫面,今天看起來卻顯得異常模糊。8964 copyright protection50PENANATAekdBVKmo 維尼
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我試圖將注意力集中,拿起小刷子輕輕掠去膠卷上的灰塵,但昨天那通電話的聲音仍不斷在腦海中迴盪。8964 copyright protection50PENANAzNCAEFpHtd 維尼
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「我從來沒有想過要拯救誰,我沒有那麼偉大。希望我的解釋,還不算太晚。」8964 copyright protection50PENANACf0R0nfhM1 維尼
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他語氣平靜,卻比任何一句情話都更讓我無法冷靜。8964 copyright protection50PENANAmutVVySYqg 維尼
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我嘗試提醒自己現在是在工作,這是一部相當重要的老電影,只剩這一卷母帶,容不得半點粗心。但我不小心手一抖,差點把刷子劃過畫面中央的膠層。8964 copyright protection50PENANAoIL5577AF5 維尼
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我皺起眉頭,把手停下來深吸了一口氣。8964 copyright protection50PENANAQjaR14eb68 維尼
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不能再這樣下去。8964 copyright protection50PENANAjpCgCHDe1H 維尼
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我逼著自己數著格數,一幀一幀地檢查,像是回到了學生時代在實驗室裡一坐就是一整天的狀態。但腦海卻不受控制地閃過他說「希望我的解釋還不算太遲」時的語氣,還有那通話結束後,我握著手機發愣的模樣。8964 copyright protection50PENANAK6pHhFixiV 維尼
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跟子朗交往時,每次吵架冷戰後,他都是裝作什麼事都沒發生。所以,我很不習慣這種把事情說出來的解決方法。8964 copyright protection50PENANAmG0m9mBKmI 維尼
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但同時我也很高興他對我坦白。8964 copyright protection50PENANACVn2LNBOwB 維尼
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我輕輕按下播放機,畫面在燈箱上緩緩流動起來,一幀幀閃過模糊的戀人對望、擁抱、離開,其中一人又停留回望——仿佛在映照我自己的情感。8964 copyright protection50PENANAZxUcBXs0vZ 維尼
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「知夏?走神了嗎?」阿昇的聲音從我背後傳來。8964 copyright protection50PENANANkA2dZkTo7 維尼
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我愣了一下,才意識到自己停下動作已經好一會了。急忙放下手中的工具,抬頭對他擠出一個笑容。8964 copyright protection50PENANA4lKLJxRCOC 維尼
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「沒事。」我說,聲音有點輕。8964 copyright protection50PENANApl53ruqq2z 維尼
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阿昇盯著我看了幾秒,像是想從我臉上讀出什麼。他走近了些,語氣溫和地問:「你還好嗎?看上去有點憔悴。」8964 copyright protection50PENANAj8CaABLLUQ 維尼
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我本能地搖搖頭,動作不大,有點像逃避。8964 copyright protection50PENANA3znV5XQ0or 維尼
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「昨晚沒睡好而已。」我補了一句,語氣刻意輕描淡寫。8964 copyright protection50PENANAVO0wmco4uW 維尼
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但我知道,自己的眼神騙不了人。8964 copyright protection50PENANA7mA1URXFBK 維尼
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阿昇沒有繼續追問,只是點了點頭,語氣輕鬆了些:「要不要去吃午飯?反正你都有點走神了。」8964 copyright protection50PENANAT6aJllcCFK 維尼
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我愣了一下,嘴角勾起一點微弱的笑,像是在感激他沒追問太多。8964 copyright protection50PENANA9YJSeuP8pF 維尼
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「好啊。」我說,輕輕點頭。8964 copyright protection50PENANANOMVIF9sos 維尼
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桌上那捲尚未修復完的菲林靜靜躺著,畫面暫停在某個模糊不清的格數裡,像極了我此刻被打亂的心。8964 copyright protection50PENANA0Ik3UdHbqz 維尼
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午飯後我勉強讓自己撐回工作台前,一格一格地檢查完剩下的菲林。直到黃昏時分,終於將那段難纏的畫面暫時封存進收納筒。8964 copyright protection50PENANAho99fTBkEr 維尼
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「走吧。」阿昇將外套披上,「看你今天也沒什麼心情,不如早點回去休息。」8964 copyright protection50PENANAus76teLuIS 維尼
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我點了點頭,換下手套,關掉燈箱,把那捲被我反覆觸碰的膠片輕輕放回架上。修復室的燈熄掉時,我下意識回頭望了一眼,那張工作桌在黑暗中只剩模糊的輪廓,像藏在夜裡的心事——被關上了燈,卻依舊微微發光。8964 copyright protection50PENANAsIjbcSZaMS 維尼
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走出大樓時,外頭正下著細細的雨。8964 copyright protection50PENANA73wpHAMPsO 維尼
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街道被薄薄的水光覆蓋,街燈將我們的身影倒映在柏油路上,雨水攪動著那些倒影,像一幅未乾的水彩。8964 copyright protection50PENANAncbYznmVGk 維尼
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我跟阿昇都沒撐傘,只好把帽子壓得低低的,讓雨水落在肩上與髮稍。這場雨不大,卻像霧一樣無孔不入。8964 copyright protection50PENANAO6NxctzXKY 維尼
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走到公司對面的轉角時,我停下了腳步。8964 copyright protection50PENANAU4Fu08gSvd 維尼
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Arvin就站在那裡,靠著一盞昏黃的路燈。他穿著那件灰色外套,袖口有些濕了,手裡握著一把還未撐開的傘。他站在雨中,神情安靜又帶著一絲遲疑。8964 copyright protection50PENANAd74qxjI7tG 維尼
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我停下腳步。他也正好抬頭看見我,我們的目光在雨霧中交會。8964 copyright protection50PENANAeXuJphVDxs 維尼
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他走近幾步,看了一眼阿昇,沒有多說什麼,只是默默把傘撐開,遞到我頭上。8964 copyright protection50PENANA1pFXUs8NcU 維尼
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阿昇側頭看了看我們,然後輕笑了一下,拍拍我的肩膀,「我先走了。明天再見。」8964 copyright protection50PENANAd9QWSWnfVT 維尼
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我點點頭,語氣輕得像是在掩飾什麼:「嗯,明天見。」8964 copyright protection50PENANAC24n5lzCIz 維尼
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阿昇走遠了,腳步聲漸漸消失在雨裡。8964 copyright protection50PENANAZKLbfSA7ke 維尼
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我低下頭,輕聲笑了笑:「你怎麼知道我沒帶傘?」8964 copyright protection50PENANAVtWFLvjiBQ 維尼
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他沒有馬上回答,只是伸出手,替我撥開帽子邊緣沾著的雨絲,又替我拉低帽沿,然後輕輕抖了抖我肩上的水珠。8964 copyright protection50PENANApe1MM9Oryf 維尼
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我們就這樣並肩走在細雨裡,沒有說話。街燈把我們的影子拉得細長,默默貼在濕漉漉的路面,像是某種說不清的牽引——明明沒有牽手,卻又彷彿在被某種情緒牽著走。8964 copyright protection50PENANAZGnXCvN72d 維尼
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走到他的車前,他替我拉開車門,我坐進去,雨聲瞬間被隔絕。8964 copyright protection50PENANAzgpha9z5SP 維尼
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車內靜得出奇,只剩下我身上濕潤的外衣發出微弱的摩擦聲。他繞到駕駛座上坐好,發動引擎,一切靜悄悄的,連冷氣吹出的風聲都讓人有些不知所措。8964 copyright protection50PENANARieyQ7kAMh 維尼
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我把雙手放在腿上,不知怎麼放才自然。8964 copyright protection50PENANAJu0fVHbGqd 維尼
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他一邊繫安全帶,一邊偏過頭問:「你今天……還好嗎?」8964 copyright protection50PENANASkd9RProzn 維尼
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我點點頭,又覺得太敷衍,補了一句:「還好。就是沒什麼睡。」8964 copyright protection50PENANASsLQPlJogH 維尼
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「嗯。」他只應了一聲,像是怕我覺得他太多話,又怕太沉默。8964 copyright protection50PENANAPNsmUBOiPI 維尼
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車子駛離公司門口,雨刷緩緩掃過車窗,劃出一道清晰的弧線。前座之間的空氣,有種含蓄的溫度。我們沒開音樂,也沒講話,只靜靜聽著雨聲落下,彼此的存在,靠得不遠也不近。8964 copyright protection50PENANAGC43ai4V5G 維尼
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我望向窗外,雨絲斜斜滑過玻璃,水珠在窗面緩緩聚流,將街燈與霓虹的倒影拉成色塊。8964 copyright protection50PENANAXAHGud3wCM 維尼
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透過那些濕潤的痕跡看出去,車外的燈光像是梵高畫裡的顏料——斑斕、混亂,勾勒出模糊卻迷人的世界。看得出形狀,卻像隔著一場夢。8964 copyright protection50PENANAd4eylXv3Ku 維尼
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我偷偷側過臉,看他專注開車的側臉。雨光映在他的眼底,他的神情很專心,卻也有一絲疲倦。我突然想問他是不是也沒睡好,又怕自己問出口後氣氛變得更奇怪。8964 copyright protection50PENANAwG52cygyAI 維尼
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躊躇了好一會後,我還是問:「你⋯⋯吃飯了嗎?」8964 copyright protection50PENANAYTVCjcANPz 維尼
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正逢紅燈,他轉頭看了我一眼,嘴角帶笑:「吃了。今晚要值夜班,不能陪你吃晚飯……對不起。」8964 copyright protection50PENANAknks1PnMMs 維尼
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他的語氣有點抱歉,我連忙揮揮手表示沒關係。8964 copyright protection50PENANAonJDxs4pb6 維尼
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「要輪班的話,就不用特地趕來送我啦……」我低聲說。8964 copyright protection50PENANAiujtniT2VL 維尼
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他卻只是看著前方,語氣沉靜而真誠:「我想見你。」8964 copyright protection50PENANAbcQ3jRiBO4 維尼
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我怔了一下,抬頭看他。但下一秒燈轉綠了,他也把視線轉回路面。8964 copyright protection50PENANAuagK6pQMJM 維尼
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我沒再說話,只是悄悄握緊了手袋的背帶。8964 copyright protection50PENANAyEKJGkGn5p 維尼
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車子緩緩停在我家附近的小路邊,雨還沒停,水氣瀰漫在窗戶外,像一層薄霧,把整條街都暈染得柔柔的。8964 copyright protection50PENANAhjWTIDStnP 維尼
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我看着熟悉的屋苑建築,心裡有點說不出的悶。但也知道,今晚能這樣平靜地坐在他身邊,已經是件不容易的事了。8964 copyright protection50PENANALBMwjjgglX 維尼
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我輕輕轉過頭,看著他還握著方向盤的手,指節因為長時間用力微微泛白。他側過臉看我,眼神還是那樣安靜又溫柔。8964 copyright protection50PENANAMno5B0y5DM 維尼
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我鼓起勇氣說:「對不起,那天我的語氣重了。」8964 copyright protection50PENANAny3RnDbT8a 維尼
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他明顯愣了一下,像沒料到我會主動道歉,但隨即眼神柔和下來,嘴角輕輕上揚,卻沒回話。8964 copyright protection50PENANAk5yUWwgydl 維尼
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只是下一刻,他伸出手,像是忍了很久,終於還是輕輕地摸了摸我的頭。那動作輕得像怕驚動我,又像他自己也在猶豫試探。8964 copyright protection50PENANAIGW29ranuK 維尼
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我沒有避開,只是安靜地看著他。8964 copyright protection50PENANAFkCfZjXSlc 維尼
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「你不用道歉。」8964 copyright protection50PENANAcbIgyo6zpu 維尼
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他的手指滑過我濕掉的髮絲,順勢幫我把幾縷黏在臉上的頭髮勾到耳後。他的指尖擦過我耳垂時,我的呼吸有一瞬間停住了。8964 copyright protection50PENANAiAl9iEt62a 維尼
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我們的眼神交會,像是雨聲都靜下來。8964 copyright protection50PENANADPH9BmefIQ 維尼
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「下次……如果還是遇到這種天氣,記得帶傘。」他輕聲說。8964 copyright protection50PENANApFVuiX7aR1 維尼
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我輕輕點了點頭,卻沒馬上推開車門。8964 copyright protection50PENANAK7mBy7Xj4c 維尼
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那一刻我們都沉默著,卻像有什麼被輕輕鬆開了。那條懸著的線,不再那麼緊了。8964 copyright protection50PENANAm5rbZPrhwc 維尼
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他坐在駕駛座上,沒有催我離開,只是靜靜地看著我,像在等一句話。8964 copyright protection50PENANAqZO6OY55YD 維尼
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他點頭,笑意輕淺,卻讓人安心。8964 copyright protection50PENANAyo4O26fBVc 維尼
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我關上車門,雨聲立刻湧入耳中,把我們隔在各自的世界裡。但我知道,在這場朦朧的雨夜裡,我們之間,好像真的悄悄地,靠近了一點。8964 copyright protection50PENANALgQkkXjSkE 維尼
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