風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDli40GoLl3
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZV37ffTaq
無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLWNKZHXOf
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsL03SpDbm8
他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ208y20xlBv
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSQk0KQtAz
他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdEFwKVJgm
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSGtSoeQDS
筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDVJTVwiT5
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFjLae33Xh
——「非問者，不配書。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpbHK04hGy
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMQInvaLuM
無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iiHl3Ca24
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFmFJYoR5X
風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0j0ca10jZU
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWzkp45OIN
忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjD8JNNx52
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXgUd5gGJ8
幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9cBmk1yYF
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYcHgjT0Ba
無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmoaLmE0jp
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsRc3KYbml
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPcltjFYZ1
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3DuPQspDu
無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuyqm87VQv
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYii7kVEQKG
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6KVoteoiq
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIBQOiZtij
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMEuvubjeq
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5Sitslgzk
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCUfGC2h6Z
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2iq8WgHdj
——「非問者，不配書。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbdAoU2hv8
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnboOJJScKT
這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWItgK0E8K4
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrk9qsoVFsm
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡED2Mt1Emt0
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvKOcCnU6r
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqVUpkuIVD
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfPDyJGHH6
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KbrBZEBIt
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUpvzcfhkV
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZum4FtDbB4
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubL85AOu4w
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0ZR6WpXO5
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEH7qSxgME
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQA7IPkMT1n
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGKmGBLkiR
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYWtWp1ZTp
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkM5EmKnFmU
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyu4XQanibG
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TkxA7q78P
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo94G4KOxEZ
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8u6HCRSnH
無名愣住，語塞。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBeW2Ce9lq
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwc0jtmwY6
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vaUeUiVjB
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMBw8e5yPZ
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfxp86n4qB
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7g3qkv6aX
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4rJv4Xvwa
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVwMFAC6wI
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl185BOC0Qq
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWLDQ1faVb
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQl8wq0aT6T
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEsJUc9gdw
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJv6hlLeoB0
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuafkerh8px
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgH9DNF2HuC
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf51SkGuiim
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGN3E7boblg
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5eHc50HYJ
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHyqH7ZYQW
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZ4GwGOPv7
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmYlXgIKXt
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliqKHpbEAs
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiNerBIObX
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eb11ngY9t
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupLuVnbuek
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tTQ7L5smE
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkHvDuEf3C
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzffMh5zf5
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXI6HslO87
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgjuqlG7rx
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRnjt5adsM
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDF9dhV3Aw
他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTUvljLfFC
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkp4PhxJ9em
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjpH5tsYxB
無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmdWFJzYRy
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcecObXCERK
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0mMN6yb6J
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRhZBlpefd
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7V3Mg0VCS
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDBPeWif3I
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdObB2jfHbS
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYxFdH9KTs
那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nxU0MTQaV
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVG9ID1sw1
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeVLg8hMlM
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTJWABv3A6
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBFhGSuKRC
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQ32uXpagj
「你不是問者了。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckfVeyvUks
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlt2jUuVb3N
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJxYnqkbeR
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfr8UkBgr9
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUoCoMo2GV
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujwcpeNhwn
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5bzyRpDEI
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5T853dQcMj
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BmEUJa9m2
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTDYFBo71Z
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZKs3o1LVq
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76ot64oElQ
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5cMyKKT9H
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXINFpQZEiI
無人回答。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBd68zg4Cwk
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJWmlPnVJb
書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZffXR5aRS
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMiSVARkTw
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7iZvED0D6
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZGwXhlAO2
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcdEcb0zf7
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75zGPIz4wc
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJzhvrpet3
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBkpenKYAW
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNLyX8elps
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqc51aYtgC
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoa3KHUrlT
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzZqbwqWkq
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqh3OcmRoWg
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQxtkdLYeI
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xDQw0pwXx
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJRpvmea9f
而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tSccttvSQ
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnloSvg8el
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SmzaFlJDn
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TzxXlkMH7
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMZZtggGqY
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKg5ascEtOu
眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MpfLF1Dst
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dO8Oh7MIl
——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRi1IH1yH59
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeZMICEmTE
此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBp3qndTZx
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8TWrw3kVq
項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55HMPbJcfb
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4vQY202B2
筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48rWkFjFBh
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDBKG0omq6
七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTc6WTxVZr
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTADFiVlOq
此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqAy3BjJWF
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHhZ43cJaO
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC18cNc0pAy
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitvSs57Mkb
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBxx7f8H8L
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUFoZcXCaS
他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdDD3sa17L
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnDWQVmYz9
「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNFtkz4vU9
84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkhFxLETJG
他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPmd6MFuot
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzY8Ch98ttf
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PdfVJ3y3k
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmnkL8t2no
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他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9jVMSynWm
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「我還在嗎？」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkYRzav4hC
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Id6ljxEni
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHYWFNZHKv
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkV5xK06wC
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他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJUAEnrHod
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiytUbF2p6q
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「無筆，不是終點。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieATURno4T
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVZchNOZGK
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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