風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZYxHfvePZ
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無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxXCFizETD
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他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8FadkGCNb
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他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0kQIi1WdU
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筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnnzGUEj79
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——「非問者，不配書。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLE75NBgmil
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無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY95d0Zdhtd
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風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPwsZY5j6D
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忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMg4GitbMD
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幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZt0bEBs6m
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無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOuMczSogI
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書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQl40yyjX9U
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無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhsk8NYoYT
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書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGcuRba1BZ
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筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVszMGRRA9Z
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他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnePkSiCbMl
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——「非問者，不配書。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡww4govni9z
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這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpU0Lk35cr
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他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrSiZFxSHW
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他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBheSmWF54v
30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8i3zDBGdP
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjRV8KWA4t
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筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbEmijKcTm
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無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91BDZpD7Te
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他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5Q46l8swm
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忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLltkY1BnU
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那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlj23miBR9
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「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9s8S6wmIk6
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無名愣住，語塞。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFCFVYDaBX
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書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pB1FZ2FSy
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無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWIvqh3QDA
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「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2LnapMyQb
30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29yF4wZxwf
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0EhHNPGrg
30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnogaKAtz1
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9vXItJXCj
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書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKSYbwGgbT
30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIydPT5qBU
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vhgv2G5x0
30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyU02La6jt
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BIxMCIL9Q
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無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1T3C7pcrdW
30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxyKVSvSdR
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfajBz1USaa
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最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsVpz1fKf3
30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkj7vg3yI2P
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXp2KjKLNa
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唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hl86v2nOT
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「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNTV4n8NBt
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筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1uCWjYdH5
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他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
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無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmGeHEgGMw
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他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnG410WrSf7
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他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfc8VmLSzS
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筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wZ95oPIm4
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那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovkUl3X5ZO
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筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGhplJuysN
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風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxR1aPYx2w
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「你不是問者了。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLepX2r1mQ
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這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGknwBkvaI
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無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonIT59VdsV
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筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwX6LWNhaF
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他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvPneUHXy8
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他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAj9Q9nKd0T
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「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83FRTHZ87I
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無人回答。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEv28PYwfr
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書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmY2ESxcAB
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他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
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問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsMHR0JCsR
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一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqcYYpLa3X
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「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UeMZGYtDJ
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旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyOXkDgImk
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寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡew800KWR8O
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靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyd67cyy8uk
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而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbW3gURAXM
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真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHFwu0KviZ
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語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6M8yvJnTH
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眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLU1P81YXNM
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——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6rAybXcrB
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此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwPxZH2mhu
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項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZoZbdnhSa
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筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBmz2mb652
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七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ShvnaP4gP
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此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
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無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3aBHHfqRs
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他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVZmf6KYQe
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他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqHd6JliA6
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「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZycbgl62h
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他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzQDtCLOPn
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJFY0A4I7r
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDRp25wah4
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bsZVHChX6
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他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1AAThXK00
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「我還在嗎？」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezEA9pXPgY
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqxkOPcMdb
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHPSB9DMJr
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsh8JaDwBu
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他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9devUHoTy
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBCby6MgGy
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「無筆，不是終點。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7B6TKATf0L
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」30Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoqmAa3SqG
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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