風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AfYgro8qo
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlEqaD69c7
無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaoDpZibED
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoqjcPjge2
他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7dkkVTo66
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpFhywVchf
他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4BwBY6lbT
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qa7Z2dg4D
筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVtwOW8yTJ
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0GCWTIYAY
——「非問者，不配書。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDNuhcreYF
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfHa1FqLUH
無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0Z6W2eGye
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVJ5yHGw8M
風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bX38JXH7s
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRAZtK2fSy
忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuTtT8HiTD
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuclXiSXp9
幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9hxKEiFZh
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzpciuE7Qy
無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaTNcpzKLt
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGssFRq7Vy
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXZh8psHy0
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfji6twAKOr
無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvzbUX3bku
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1QJqJeOrW
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20XxD6hH6j
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSWuYgKiGv
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhzuJnXdtR
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxU3dfLrOv
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfVzbTOK0q
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aSK7px5eT
——「非問者，不配書。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnLDyskBS7
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPkoaf5LPy
這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDNAD3LD7h
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8NXbuMnpC
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocg5x43LoS
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIgyrbgGGz
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6rpfP4OdC
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCBFBYQRAm
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUU3bRzBw44
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8VXPJGcYJ
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9JFdxvLj0
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXndXDZ6eiF
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rZMO9yjnh
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTJqQoTrxY
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXQkyiYaYi
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYz4K3MHTG
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoI0Gf58Oq
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjUCZNSbRb
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDV6egcVtVi
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvbOG8SjQc
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxmtgbeba8
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWz3Iq5VRAY
無名愣住，語塞。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEqNtVLRHm
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNU1KXG5e7
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalBnvxS6y8
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVOz0xfR98
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfB0GNsSDF
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrijJY5kMl
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITpOGaHc2b
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJhm4awO7S
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVFsUSnkfq
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3xxACzAZQ
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCPcjLMO3r
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEsvByraZF
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWYxqFXFFY
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xgR3iIwPy
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToCouCQHgX
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipw08bdVRG
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwahLM9DKUx
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeYSK4WBmn
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhDjJxVBsa
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RXpqEv1HM
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZi7yYcKyV
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDUGXj2CwM
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTe4yvHeNj
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuDSMHXYOa
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpejkma6kL
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43oAeg1ED9
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOPc5C5kud
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTa4hce17R
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mNs25iFbn
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdD8wwmRC6u
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0EdotXKF9
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0Czqwl3vj
他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbW7Oqhicd5
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcQsXz5nCK
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPT0JMgwQVP
無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCoyOTuNDB
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBISa2qOSc
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10XfpXQWeR
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCA9KguoFL
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoWqJRYUAQ
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeprPXTBGDE
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYq6z85SIgU
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrA2RdVNqZ
那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRE884arWlb
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOU7tKiwkV
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQ2op1B3cz
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCy1LIKqOYR
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUdz6fJY28
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzAb2H4f9M
「你不是問者了。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeipzmN07z
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedH959U0wD
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EOaVW7BGH
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztTfAFMKvB
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpKp0q4kMY
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAl1Ydv2VOW
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6SOSYFoME
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMgmPxLzhU
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8epU1K40lx
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJSSbwee2x
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjsGHO00Gk
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUH2El5ol9
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJ7gegmV30
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nLkHSz7Qp
無人回答。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡko1es1dkEV
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkzpNXyOh4
書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOoiCSUXUt
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLl49cpGVGh
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLdionOkpL
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkhjLH1q50
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0fgMkcWaL
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixr30u2y4I
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTin4KUxuGj
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljSFolccgO
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzo2bFry2oh
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6SZ5WG2Tl
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAdSYjVJ3z
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sEpD6nrce
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATQ4rKOUYV
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQQFHJB7uZ
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxoFi5BaIb
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pR8c9b6Zf
而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCLSrBwxaS
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPA0bwCyK7H
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVw0Qp8S6zx
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEW0hSHZdR
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcK36KxVIGu
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUjjjDoqMA
眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7dnekOZkp
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJe1gMrkiqw
——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1XhaJDsrx
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbrl9xzIFD
此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxZViVeYjO
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1eNJrL0S8
項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfc0vhZNwNP
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUW7hiFCXU
筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnewFyht3k
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtefhB1ycdR
七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyJk20G7ma
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUT3VRZi8I
此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6wCdME88A
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIrHZDVgtI
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNFZKJpN3s
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWyweean8Y
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRziTv3PdiC
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0neYHkEvtZ
他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUptX9WDwUB
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNNaMm2nm2
「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTQNlzeXga
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRjSa50jmF
他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0pfBtNHCq
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlI0uDYitXh
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgl5FLn1hFo
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQHgNRcGO1
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他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58dWaCByHz
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「我還在嗎？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PydQlxXi8
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTRbPHAXHb
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkBokdjYMZ
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPw86ke0pq
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他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMfOppHoJz
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGhWgQ5O2Z
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「無筆，不是終點。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPhKQWv4bH
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3Vog8n9TW
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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