風仍未止。界紋淡淡，於天際似寫未竟之痕。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEss3AqRRpy
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyPqGDTDgD
無名獨立於息象丘後山之巔，手中捧著那冊筆記本，書頁闔起，沉靜無聲。不是沉寂，而是拒絕。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wwhtenOw8
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvo5asQtHQ
他已第三次試著提筆書記，卻每一次，筆觸將落未落之時，紙面即微微振動，筆尖自行脫離。書頁翻過，空白如雪，不納一字。仿佛紙也有心，知他將書何物，便先一步避開。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwuZeqiATg
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRJ0N3Lkhb
他閉上眼，深吸，將心念集中。想寫下剛才對林慧芳的那句話：若問不能止，妳便非問者。筆尖懸空，氣息凝斷。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlkzdm49KY
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPs3UiscJ2
筆冊驟然自翻，下一頁自行展開，浮出一行墨影。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2v2iHee1FQ
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPddTUdLhb
——「非問者，不配書。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyCTX6LsId
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPcMu5wBDS
無名怔住，那不是他寫的，也不是他心中原念所映。那像是筆冊自己在答——不，是在審。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrt4DtxGU8
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlGjrWh6e4
風更寒，空氣中浮現一絲絲心象紋理，無形無味，卻使他心中一震。他看見筆冊內頁開始自動顫動，一頁頁拋開記憶：過往他所記下的每一筆問語，每一句對破相的懷疑，每一個在幻象中見到的他人與自己，現在如同被筆冊回放，卻全然陌生，彷彿不是他所書。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2RPNxMcI2
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGwyHaUWKM
忽然，一頁頁之中浮現一道影子——是他自己，坐在幽光中，執筆無動，眼神冷然，如審稿者般看著他。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFRmicFur8
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ef1IVb85x
幻象之中，書中之他問道：「你還在寫嗎？」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLuudQwnAc
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQR7CzD6Yb
無名喉頭一緊，不知如何應答。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10fmvchnUC
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgx0XpzlWQ
書中之影繼續：「你不是在問。你是在記錄你曾問過。你已經不再問了。筆知道，你只是想留下一點證明——你曾經想過什麼。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjYbYjPL59
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjE4wokpl4L
無名輕聲道：「我……我只是還不知道答案。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gYsw1o8ft
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdvIJN8srY
書中影子冷笑：「所以你用筆填補空白，而非面對空白。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSapup7aYPQ
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2On9ZymLv
筆冊翻頁聲自幻中傳來，一聲一響，如斷裂之骨，響於虛空心界。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7VzHo5h5A
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQup3M2UYzV
他猛地睜眼，幻象崩散，但筆冊依然展開，一頁頁空白之中，中央那一句話未曾抹去：61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOaChYdXj4
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzBdEEHeDp
——「非問者，不配書。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTd2MhD4pa3
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbQEnYlPZn
這一次，他真正明白，筆冊不是失控，而是拒控。不是記錄之器，而是問之回響。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9Icqgi1Zy
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6yOSYQ68y
他手一鬆，筆墜地，靜止無聲。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKVTYjSyFx
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFm0BD0dysf
他低聲自語：「筆不記我之問，那我，還能問什麼？」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKOzStDScH
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5juNOHkQQ
天光一線，無響而落，界仍無語，心未止。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHdAe4IxAN
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmeoHUcQ4Z
筆冊翻至第十三頁時，一道筆痕未現的頁面忽然泛起淡淡心象光痕。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaPeKarZ0f
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyyHnRPLF2
無名本欲合上筆冊，卻在那光痕形成瞬間，整個人如被筆冊牽引，意識被拋入書頁之內。周遭景色頓轉，四下皆白，無天無地無聲無物。唯有一方墨海浮空，其上懸著無數他曾書寫過、卻從未再讀過的詞句與問語。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkTeJVnHCz
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOJcwpxhoA
他站在其中，彷彿進入了自己筆記未完成的夢中。那裡有他記過的名字、有他懷疑過的真理、有他寫下卻未能回答的問題——一個個懸浮在墨海之上，化為虛影，如同書魂殘影。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WIl9DUVzQ
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFzCPLccpQ
忽而其中一道影子從虛中走出，與他身形相似，筆在手、冊於懷，面無表情。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ35l8OKwda
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbapEXLL1Dw
那人一開口，聲音竟與無名無異：61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrW6rpwGwCz
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEix4LFPlrw
「你問這麼多，想知道什麼？」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVslBMssRNH
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXK7jfv798
無名愣住，語塞。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvzXpX3jBg
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJt1MC7gMW
書中之影步步靠近，語氣不斷加深：「你寫下那麼多字，記過那麼多事——你有真正去回答過哪一個？」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PmAKfFGhl
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHP9ua8iZo
無名低語：「我……不是為了回答，我只是想留下……」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywGZCr3Tmt
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOYsfjaHXb
「留下什麼？問？還是你自己？還是希望有人讀？」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqhDb66YqC
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVWJAMakWH
那影子筆一揮，虛空浮現過往一頁問語：「『破相者無相之相，問者無問之名』——你寫下這句話時，心中有答案嗎？」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2xgDKrT4N
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VLa0gkBGr
無名凝視那浮字，搖頭。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzoLkEIDeb
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcBhrkuSkk
書中之影怒聲：「那你為何書之？」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4lQdq1oQt
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3pyc2rj7k
無名沉聲道：「我不知道答案，但我記得那時候我動了心。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfU1ablx4Z
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EdfiRuM4O
書影低笑：「動心，便要書之？那筆冊成了什麼？心動紀錄器？還是怕自己日後忘記曾有過懷疑的記錄儀？」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A4jaKDZst
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlNtNRj7yp
無名一字一字地回答：「筆，不是為了證明我知道什麼。筆，是為了不讓自己忘記，自己曾經不知道。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zCZzw1ics
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQyfj444ew
書影靜了數息，沉默凝視著他。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxilYjwDmE
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fZOTimElF
最後，筆冊驟然合頁，墨海崩散，心象碎裂成白光。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEAxuNRXJm
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ782mXz7myz
無名猛然從幻象中甦醒，背脊冷汗未乾，筆冊仍在手中，未曾動過。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHBWRjjxHP
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6rw8bOd7b
唯有書頁最下角浮現一句——61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhe5ij2j1LI
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GZR9UnSYe
「若問者不能自答，筆即不答之。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYurkHuIST
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZ6VuNytdS
筆冊無聲闔上，天色轉冷。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dQJE3MpNR
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqM2fZoi7TR
他的手仍握著筆，卻再無勇氣提起。
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwMFA8TEdd
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmrBhnjRdF
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy52GYg679x
無名靜坐於枯石之上，雙目垂下，筆冊攤開在膝頭，頁頁雪白如初。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCY1gnz93P
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAUNJCtk0a
他再次嘗試提筆，這一次不寫任何語句，只想畫下一筆橫線——象徵斷裂、結束、沉寂。那筆尚未觸紙，便忽然一震，如被反彈之力推開。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7T7yhLQsJ
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZjiWaHlyl
他的手微顫，再度落筆，紙頁竟捲起如波，筆尖未至，筆鋒已自碎。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2eliwRK3f
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdtvPK59MA
筆冊中央，浮起一道極細的裂紋，如書頁之折線，自中軸斜斜而裂，輕如息卻深如刃。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRVyVf48VZ
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnU3XcADhf
那一刻他明白——筆冊，不再容他書寫。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNQHxUsAaH
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFsnE9UYhY
筆非碎，書非毀，卻在排拒他本身。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qgvmdOk8S
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17TU5KWW9s
風從斷紋中穿過，如冷指劃過脊骨。無名聽見某種聲音，自書頁深處傳來，不是語音，不是念語，是一種無形的抵抗。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSlfm2uadO
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnohmDzS5pR
「你不是問者了。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgA2YnkLr7
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToscEA0l9C
這句話無從而來，無形所現，卻重如山崩，將他整個人壓下。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwrjLDuomk
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3JGPXxDF4
無名張口，卻無聲。他想問：「為何我不是？」卻無一語能出，彷彿不配提問。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFm6R9TQUSi
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpw4MPD6FMm
筆冊緩緩闔上，如不願與他對話。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16V04IRSQO
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWT2T5g8Sj0
他低頭望著自己手中的筆，那是他多年來書過最多問語的筆，卻在此刻，顯得比石更冷，比雪更遠。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0h8WTbewya
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHU9DdjRY7
他緩緩放下筆，將筆橫置膝前，低聲說道：61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeW71WE5ggS
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdQmCZXHTY
「若筆不再信我之問，那我是否……再無問可書？」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKWLZwmuRb
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49vuQZlAJW
無人回答。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0sRL9yqrM
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEa6Z0xHSIc
書頁無聲，筆拒其心。書冊未毀，問已不續。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlyYoT4htN
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILiBdxFWtg
他明白，此非筆毀，而是——筆已不再認他為問者。
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSl5Cg2Tld
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8b7PKVRg1
問界深處，七宗心盤高臺上，觀測者接連傳來異動警示。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnNVUNH9KP
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kQv5TCS05
一位身披灰紗的女性立於語律宗觀臺，她名喚「厲瑤言」，面容清冷，手執空訣，心盤之上浮現一道深裂筆紋。她目光微凝，聲音清晰卻無情：61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNK471eqDXC
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1o0e1AC8bU
「此人筆冊已拒主，書問失綱，應封。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIsNLyJjq1
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoikJ9ybi2
旁側，武衡宗項悲風抬眼，沉吟道：「拒主不等於毀問，或許……是他心問未穩，筆自止。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMeO5Hk96b
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sNE45QpXf
寂骨宗的牧魃子倚於一旁石座，冷笑聲中透骨：「問者之筆，若不服問者，則人亦無義持筆。若他仍自視問者，便是狂。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3itGIF5NBC
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkn3BOii39r
靜詠宗觀主低聲提筆，記下觀盤紋變，語氣柔和卻不無警示：「筆冊未毀、心象未亂，僅以『拒』判封，過重。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡib94itNO03
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLODGrYOqik
而真籙宗心臺中央，一道光幕投出筆冊中心之裂，光紋閃爍間，浮現出無名的心象殘痕，不成字、不成句、亦非象。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzQAuCijWQ
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZT07cCPhr
真籙宗使者低語：「此為非象之象，或許……非止人之問，乃界之回。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbHG5zzveM
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtih2YnPpdd
語律宗厲瑤言冷斷一句：「無象可記者，不可留筆。此例若開，界將無律。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdaBIfFOPe
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQp9vZliiK
眾聲爭論未決，心盤共振，浮出一句系統性心盤預判語：61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdefeOszYHD
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILcvDHXF9t
——「問者筆冊失控三級，預評為界源風險體。建議七宗內審。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnAmLpQuhM
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6ZvnoTA5T
此言一出，六宗觀者同時凝神，七宗內部首次同時記下關於無名之筆冊之異動事件。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkNeg50UNd
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYyr9NIEQe
項悲風垂首，目中似有難言。牧魃子袖中藏意，冷冽一笑。厲瑤言閉目再觀，手中空訣凝成碎影，似擬筆裁問。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSorhEC91xi
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iwcR3MjxA
筆冊尚未崩裂，議決之聲已先臨。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AzD373Qwb
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuVXj2PKCm
七宗，從觀問轉為審問，從外察轉為內斷。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDajqFZuL9
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ461nRTCeWB
此為問界筆冊紀錄中，首次記載：「問者失控，筆冊拒主。」
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTE7N6qfa57
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Eq3M627eQ
無名坐於息象丘後緣的山石之上，天色已沉，暮色灑落如灰墨，他眼前的筆冊，靜靜躺著，闔上，未再震動，也不再翻頁。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcO6Xn2KFGd
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5K4jGUiYm
他沒有再試圖提筆。筆仍在掌中，但像握著一枚冷鐵，無暖、無息、無應。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJM2EF7XxyH
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMeIiPkf1N
他曾以為，問與筆是一體的。問者必有筆，筆者即問者。如今筆不書、問不映、字不顯、心不見，他忽然不確定了。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUbFdk3BI0
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbZBAJwLYe
「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAiJjmwaUj
61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDdYYnXNrU
他問這句話時，無人聽見。楚紅練不在，林慧芳亦不在，丘地只剩風聲與一縷未明之光，從霧中透出，薄如問影。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPNDChjOGO
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他低頭看自己的掌心，那曾為千問所記之筆冊，如今彷彿從他生命中抽離，不再是器物，而是一段被拒絕的過去。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwH8pxgWeNU
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他忽然想起許久以前，在某個幻界之底，他曾問過：「問，是為了答案，還是為了不斷問？」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8tkyoynwS
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當時他記下這句話，是想以後回來看——現在他來了，那答案卻只剩靜默。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2ttiu6DL0
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他試著閉上眼，在沒有筆、沒有冊、沒有語、沒有頁的情況下，心中默問：61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMVBgeDxVN
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「我還在嗎？」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprmu5ZpFkl
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這一問無聲無象，卻在心底深處漾開一圈極微的波紋——如無聲之響，如無筆之印。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGuVLJp7pK
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幻界遠處，天際深紋再現，一條極淡之裂，延伸向無名所在之地，如回應他的默問——61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4PpbN0iCp
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但無字，無語，只有一道問的感覺。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8jcgtrS5m
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他睜眼，第一次明白：問，不必藉筆；念，不需落字。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqwoRTz4CQ
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他緩緩收起筆冊，將之懷中藏起，手中空空如初，卻覺得那空，不再只是遺失，而是一種準備。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzMJseuMMJ
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「無筆，不是終點。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGdL7qyeNn
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「或許，是我真正要開始問的起點。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdOCg10mj0
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此刻的他，不再是筆之問者，而是——無筆之人。
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