筆者之問（一）：革筆當自律否36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqJsJbISIV
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡib6ATDbDKT
問壁之記流傳已遍及七郡，筆魂之顯亦由無心而至有意。筆革四人於雲南問林堂再議，首次將「問筆之責」提上檯面。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PeJKaOTs8
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoBHrHCJff
林慧芳率先拍桌：「我們當初寫，只為破封，如今有人書出問語卻引人幻覺自裂，這筆還能任其自流嗎？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLyWgcrPsN
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11OSr1axCK
楚紅練靜坐窗前，低聲應道：「筆可問人，但須問己。若問者無心而筆重千斤，是筆之錯，還是問之失？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAZtWisOBO
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdkGRvydeK
塵飛揚沉聲補上：「我們不是律宗，不是為了立規來限制人。但我們若不立一線，他日有人問出滅界之語，那筆豈不是從我們手裡流出去的刀？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsJ1BHzIVU
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUETwKL23Q5
眾人一時無言。堂中只剩風拂書冊的聲音。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdddXRQiOpD
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAk4CGyTXay
無名閉目良久，緩緩睜眼，語調平靜卻透骨：「我曾說，筆是記問者之器。但如今筆已入世，便再不是我們私記的書本。若我們不為之立心，它便會被人立形。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktdSwhJGzs
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6PTm08Qbd
林慧芳挑眉：「所以你贊成立約？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZup0rlwg8n
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAh9SKsAgu
無名點頭：「不是約束他人，而是為了讓我們自己記得——我們為何要問，怎樣才算是問。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AkoHjbvFZ
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGGnwsKxKF
塵飛揚提筆於竹簡上書下一句：「問筆非禁，但須自審。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWrWvnohE2
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVLPB5KAWj
這是問革之中，首次有文字，被定作「筆者自律之首約」。
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKMMk6pV0i
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHadVd1pl9m
筆者之問（二）：筆若問你，你可答之
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IHVtKdbv4
夜幕垂落，雲南問林堂燈火已息，無名獨坐書齋一隅，面前攤開的筆冊如常無聲。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsG9iKXS3qP
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fGngZ3oBO
他欲再書《問者五準》草句，筆尖剛至紙面，紙頁竟輕輕震動，一行墨影無聲顯現：36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrokDsJgr4
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uC90uyKC3
「你為何書問他人，卻避問自己？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdbFjvjfuI
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrKDKK3aCu
無名手中微顫，那不是他寫的字跡，亦非筆冊自書之語，而是界心筆魂映問。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwi8M2NjTb
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoke3YkDrGC
書頁再次翻動，浮出一頁過往記語：「破相者無相之相，問者無問之名。」其上竟赫然蓋上一行新墨：36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwCoBAoOrV
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiC7ZObqmrb
「此句你記之時，可曾問過自己？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBXlZVesWP
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bltfoZEgs
他心中泛起悸動。筆冊再顯一頁，是多年前他筆記於心海迷境的自問：「若我無筆，還能問嗎？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpce0de5x8W
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdLKdQlqGu
此刻，那頁紙自燃，化為灰燼，一語無聲浮現其中：「你從未真正問過這句話。你只是寫下它。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2MlxCBp9O
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLB726TllOV
筆冊頁面竟隱隱浮現人形，一道與無名幾無二致的筆魂之影，自冊中現形，緩緩抬頭。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjGyyUFKVS
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62GDVawAJ3
那影開口，語聲與無名相同：「你記下無數問題，但你可曾回答過哪一個？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwuwUWAJUc
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNUjEPEHDZ
無名對視那影，沉默如山。書房無風，心界卻起波瀾。筆不再是書他人之語，而是將他引向自己深處的問——那從未真正開口的問。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvYryz97uk
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwekvNc5UBV
頁角一句暗墨閃現：「筆若問你，你可答之？」
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36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIrd5WVCD9
筆者之問（三）：問者之名，非筆能代
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5QHblYPxT
無名凝視筆冊中那與他無異的筆魂之影，胸口如壓一塊寒鐵。那影坐於紙頁之上，如鏡映心，語聲雖靜卻如鼓。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhamUEKhcfF
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmowBVchmzS
「你筆記他人千問，書界百念，可曾於這冊中，留下一語屬於你自己？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIW7GlC3ws
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTTv03vjpx
無名反問：「我所書，即我所問。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQ4S4Y5Cvq
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjknQYKINu
筆影輕笑：「你問者之名四處流傳，問魂應筆、界心默許，但你從未問過——你自己是誰？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjbmJp8Afu
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiCp2VdI8n
四周筆頁忽翻如風，一頁頁書中浮現千百語句，皆是他問他人之語：「你為何欺己？」「你可真信？」「你問誰時最怕答案？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpf09ctw4Qm
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNdv2HkXOA
而他自己的語句——寥寥幾筆，皆未成句，浮現即隱，無一敢直書其心。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HoRbMwWof
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTG6X3SP5X
「筆能代書，但不能代心。」筆影冷聲，「你既記筆為問者，卻避開真正的問——你問不是為問，而是為證你還在問。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEMlzYQ77d
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxYgV6f7TZ
無名沉聲反問：「若不記，問焉存？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTIJQQqAiZ
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJedn72rmPA
「若未問自己，所記皆空。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYLb4UtYvt
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRwRXE90aU
筆影起立，步出冊頁之外，化為一道墨影立於無名面前，語聲低如地鳴：「你若不敢記你之問，他日他人書你之名，便是錯問之源。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IOQKGMCLw
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHptJP0h2jD
筆冊再現一語，沉於心頁角落：36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegIDwhDKNr
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqctyFIhUp
「問者之名，不由筆成，惟由自問可立。」
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMSSj59QD1
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cOL9c3MT8
筆者之問（四）：你是否相信你之問？
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPauaMJM8Y
無名靜立於筆魂影前，忽然四周書頁崩塌，意象大變，他被捲入一處無聲心界。那是一方無地無天、唯有灰影浮沉的筆海，每一筆皆為他曾書過之語，筆劃如潮、聲聲入骨。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQ5XenlnSf
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIRoSOdbzh
「你記這麼多問，是為什麼？」筆魂之聲從四方而來。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYTdt32CNk
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7TjU17rJS
他試圖回答，卻發現每開口一次，便有一筆沉入海底。他忽然看見一幕幕過往——他於山中孤問天道、於市井觀人百態、於迷夢中記幻所言，但從未有一次，是他直問自身。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUE26BeaJxE
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdExAYzJkk
「你記筆，是為了不忘他人之問；但你可曾想過，若你忘了自己之問，那筆還有什麼意義？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEAZxJ3NId
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHkmTGcVoA
海面驟裂，一道倒影浮現——是他自己，在夢中掩面書字，筆下之語斷續混亂：「我想問……但我怕我問了，就不配再書他人之問。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5T8amJkSZy
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HLgU0T72D
無名眼神一震。他第一次見到——那才是真正的自己，懷疑、恐懼、渴望、卻不敢開口。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeZpaXEH2a
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡng8yFURFkV
「你是否相信你之問？」筆魂再問。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kjtu7hqBI
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjNTwRUFrw
他緩緩抬眼，低聲回應：「我曾不敢。但若我不信，那我今日所書皆為偽筆。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUojxoLA9l
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmReQxlPoz
他伸手取起筆魂之影化出的書筆，筆端未沾墨，卻自顯其光。他於心界中書下一語：36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHPaww7GXi
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLbRleKthn
「我問的，不是為知；是為不被忘。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Hv1d0AKtp
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uI0MNl3Gj
筆下光痕洇開，心界如潮漸平。那筆，第一次，是為他自己所問。
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36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡks6DHRuaSK
筆者之問（五）：筆中現語，界心為證
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無名自心界中緩緩甦醒，雙目微張，書房依舊靜謐，唯獨筆冊中央浮現一行墨語，無筆而成。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDHvMZSu2W
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlPbFiHEz9
「問筆者，不為書他人，而為不書己之時仍敢持筆。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QxJj9ohJv
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgABXtjqLrg
這不是無名所寫，也非筆魂所映，而是界心首次主動於冊中記語，無徵兆，無預警，卻如界律本章，自書其則。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlM4Qn3WktY
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatibxTCTyp
他靜坐良久，翻閱整冊，只見過往所記之問皆未動，唯此語懸於心頁之中，字痕微動，如靜水起紋。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHjqd0agK1
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvzb3XMDei
林慧芳輕步走入書房，看見他失神對冊，問道：「你在看什麼？」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSUPOP8Kan
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KHLLfh3RV
無名抬眼：「界心，記了我一句未寫之語。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeynhgeA7S
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzCGuxzIzB
她一怔，翻閱書冊，看見那行字，神情頓時嚴肅：「這句……不像是你的筆風。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXP2tg7keOH
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0YU0u6oX2
「不是我。」無名輕聲，「是界在問我：你敢不敢，在無人知你問的是誰的時候，仍然持筆。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlv3tFQlOEu
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHxCIkdkUy
她默然良久，忽而轉身：「那這筆，就不再只是你的了。你不只是記筆者，你——是被筆記者。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ641hsAkStF
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzleAyAQOj
無名垂目，看著那句話一字字淡去，最終歸於無痕。唯餘一語，自他心中回響：36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWj379cCXd7
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIL7VBX6mM
「問者之筆，不能書己之問者，不配書天下之問。」
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkf7BkCszY
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMFdy5eFgl
筆者之問（六）：問準立，第五筆影現
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「問之筆成五，心之一缺未補。若其來，須以自問為引，破心而入。名不見，不等於未現；問不書，不等於無問。」
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBdHra6N6Z
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1QB9Ykm7Z
筆冊所書五準初成之際，問林堂之外，遠方筆碑忽然微震，碑心浮現一道新裂。殘裂之中浮出一行界語：「五問未齊，筆碑不立。」光痕旋即沒入石中，僅餘一道未書之位，如為第五筆者預留。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcojH6yeUc
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYi1bhEAjzZ
林慧芳望著冊中筆影，忽然低聲說：「第五問，不是誰的名字，而是誰敢寫他不願寫的那一句。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstG5KPtY40
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHTXaLjzf3
楚紅練亦道：「筆非簽名之器，而是承問之人。第五人，不一定是後來者，可能是——我們之中最久未敢問的那一個。」36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrF83NZb3vB
36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ozzXgza63
塵飛揚眼神一沉，語氣穩定：「若第五筆要來，就讓我們撐住這個序，等他敢提筆的那天。」
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36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdJkp43Wo8
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