Search for the clues and see
where it goes, but still,
Everybody dies
at the end
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"I...I just wanted to know, or I already knew... I don't know... Look, listen, Landon, my dad has been gone forever since I was little... I never even knew him... It's not worth it, now ok." I felt a breath hitch, "Did I know?" The thought kept creeping into my head.
"Look, Mase, I care a lot for you, and I mean you brought it up, you said your mom has been weird about it lately, and I just thought maybe there's something up, something we don't know." was he right? Was he? I took a deep breath.
"Look just be here tomorrow we can maybe...talk more then...I have to go..." I didn't feel like talking anymore. I was way too tired for this.
"Ok, then I'll see you tomorrow... and Um Mase?" He sounded worried.
"Yeah?" I answered my voice still shaky and slow.
"Don't let others control what you really want to do." His words rang in my head like a siren trying to warn me but I didn't listen.
"Mm, Ok...uh Bye." I hung up on him and sat there on my bed. I looked out at my room disassociating with the world. I'd liked to say my room was a comfortable place for me but it really wasn't Me, It was more a projection of what I wanted to world to see. The version of me that was simple and easy and not messy or troubled. I wasn't even sure what was the real me. I...never was sure of anything in my life, I didn't even know how I felt about what Landon said. He was my best friend my person, but I just don't know. My dad has been gone for years my mom said he did it to protect us, I knew that, I know that. For years I've lived that life knowing and being ok with that. Why now? Why now, try to dig up something already dead, something I don't care about. Something I moved on from. Landon cared more than I did. I never wanted things, everything made me seem desperate, so I just chose not to be that way. I don't need to worry about it, I'm fine and content with my life, or so I think.
I walked out of my room I needed to get out of there it was so congested and just not comfortable. I came to the living room, a bright baby blue room filled with plants and magazines. My mom was something she loved having plants though she killed them all the time, yet she still kept buying more. Well for my couch they were a light gray short and wide, It was a normal living room nothing special except for maybe the papers flying everywhere. I walked over to the coffee table and saw a letter addressed to me...me, who would send me a letter. I picked it up inspecting it a bit before checking the sender "Radien" Radien??? What kind of name is Radien??? And I thought Dolan was the weird name(Don't ask) I tore it up and the letter felt strange, not like it felt old or cheap just... strange like I was drawn to it like...I was destined to open it. Destined to open a stupid letter, please! It read "Dear Masie, I have sent so many letters now with no response, I am still in hopes you will see this before your mother.
We need you Masie, we need you to find your Father,"
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