40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHSIHZfkI2
一季永遠記得高中畢業典禮後，他與旭在長椅上的畫面。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2xr5pgvYs
旭拉開啤酒拉環，瑩白的泡沫湧出，在午後的陽光下閃閃發光。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFMva4yJJE
旭喝了好大一口，然後遞給一季。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡladPmELFhL
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpcyaSUhK2
一季垂著睫毛紅了臉，摸著杯緣，思索著該說些什麼－－－40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TVqqzlSKs
他們都還太年輕了，不曉得怎麼面對別離。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1UwWPnfrd
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3iPbgPCG4
高中三年他們幾乎是膩在一起過的，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3emona7IR
便當、作業、抑或煩惱，什麼都彼此分享。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WHuUcowDM
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVZl5s54nt
一季在球場上總是長傳給旭，讓旭跳起來射籃——40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmiPrha2Qe
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwbNB57VCG
他傳球，然後靜靜站著，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfCHK50QoP
充滿信心地注視那穿梭的背影，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOUj6XKXJR
一季知道旭不會讓他失望的，旭肯定能夠得分。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOzfnV6l13
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgRH0g6JDw
一季在家裏並不快樂，他有一個會揍人的父親，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAr3y4XIPmT
從不打他，而是打他的母親。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeaQps1tEI
用極其刻薄的話刺激妻子，惹得妻子反擊，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BbljZq6vS
再以此為藉口，狠狠將對方往死裡打，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOH7eqkD7V
從樓上打到樓下，門裏打到門外，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6bHHH72GE
一季在的時候會嘗試護著媽媽，但他總得上課。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrlTqH8Vwl
他在課堂上往往心神不寧，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVlN2KyR9y
擔憂回到家，母親身上是否又多了一些傷。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvTjnlznTp
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJ5o3PfwMS
十幾年來母親斷了七根肋骨，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRxiEj4umr
兩次手指，一次腦震盪。左眼視力受創。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1huQizcw6
好幾次一季發現母親倒臥在血窪裡，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BgJxjXxMw
他會打給住在附近的旭，兩個高中生，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZ5u0bk4WF
齊心合力把一季的母親護送就醫。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDX27mwYdD
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJ1yEnJ3Ng
為了一個完整的家庭，母親總拒絕報警。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUbdFcRnst
她對一季低語：為了一個完整的家庭，我不會遺棄你的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nBQETrGeU
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5LZq91RFC
啊就是這句話這擁抱讓一季無比憂傷，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHHO0hHtbl
他在病床前垂頭坐著，任由母親撫摸頭髮，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8PDCbt7eu
淚水靜靜流淌。一季絕望地對母親說：妳能不能不要再隱忍？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5HfV8xVrY
然後他感到旭的手，溫柔的放在他肩膀，像輕輕縫補靈魂的傷。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡif51SvM1bV
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6GGHBarPP
一季已經記不得了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsfjDajdrF
什麼時候開始同學變得無可替代。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6z1szTMRWK
好像是高中的某一天，母親終於決意離開，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKWTdNtpzT
時間是某個冬夜。一季在準備考試，母親提了行李箱來，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Eu17fyG1p
一季聽見背後傳來母親的聲音，她說：「一季，我要走了。你好好保重。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiJ9rCbG61
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngAWG1lBKx
一季沒有回頭，他怕這一回頭，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSElGxSo2b6
母親就因為捨不得而走不成，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM49s2Q2Qzj
也怕自己會露出，被遺棄的孩子那樣悲傷的表情。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHluoHOWlw
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiYmVO5Znd
他只是靜靜地整理上課筆記，然後回了母親一句：「妳也保重。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxTX4mBj0K
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pYR1yhDzi
他聽見房門關上聽見腳步走遠，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXVzf92khp
等回過神來的時候，筆記本上盡是被淚水糊開的原子筆痕跡。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkOLuzyUSh
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Fav5Bf9Wy
一季匆匆開了窗戶，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT57Hwc1atq
從二樓望著母親在雪街上越走越小的身影，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPQnruJnr6
雪太大了，一定是雪下得太大的緣故，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrCKrq1Nwy
一季眨著睫毛漸漸看不清楚，眼前一切都陷入了模糊。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkihHwrXdj
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaVJhr0XKQ
一季那一晚翻來翻去睡不好，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QvHGAEWXi
他穿了拖鞋就跑到旭的公寓前面按鈴。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UQF9XiZgl
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EW0Yn0tvH
旭開了門，什麼也沒問就讓一季進了房，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalhP37yWFQ
拿熱毛巾把朋友滿臉的雪水擦乾。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhtp2nywZq
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbFDJn8Zwv
一季把臉埋在毛巾內，久久沒說話，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HnIypjLwN
旭坐著，坐在他身邊，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6ur7QBpcT
過了一陣子，又把手圈在一季肩膀上。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiK5oqZWsXJ
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDMSTjW6Xi
他發現一季在發抖。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3xkvSJt7z
又或許是在哭呢？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2jDKXzKcQ
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ETO2oiZJN
所以旭把頭靠在一季的頭旁邊。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDeLyn5tT5
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRCwU4ew0c
一季感覺對方的瀏海散落下來惹得他有些癢。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rLlgPtGhD
就忍不住拿下毛巾笑了，笑容很苦，苦得彷彿隨時要哭。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDYLKPT2Id
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJd1Qk82uL
那一夜他們睡在地板上。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYE0pTKrOEX
凝視貼在房間天花板的螢光星星，有一搭沒一搭談話。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqDlKxL1w7
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDS2ry4zHU
從此一季知道自己心裏有一塊柔軟的地方漏了縫，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVU2VXau699
旭的笑容與光輝佔據得越來越多。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUebGTw3DNp
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNTdYlR5S9
他們大學考在不同地方，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsR7rKT4nA
一季想著這件事總有一天要說。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctU0RE7vOL
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0P2dN3sT4
他想著，拖了又拖。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufVuJ8X48G
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2cHJUIjFi
最後在畢業典禮後，那個長椅上，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HOvD8crcb
那個啤酒泡沬香味的午後，一季轉頭，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKhqgoqLlm
告訴他的朋友，告訴旭：我想我喜歡你。很喜歡很喜歡。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUMnElRjCC
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrMUqpHmO3
一季說到後來簡直抬不起頭。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cQJ13InGv
好像喜歡上朋友這件事情是很難為情的、羞恥的事。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yv2pEc9Va
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRWfbmwAJk
旭聽了燦爛地笑出一口白牙：一季我也喜歡你啊。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PC5rUawya
我想我們這一生都會是好朋友。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUh00ZqQxd
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIjr5e0Vnl
一季聽了就像被響雷打了一記，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTj8O5PEck
他忽然發覺自己的喜歡跟旭的喜歡，大不相同。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzjpQlxGue
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOv3XN2zmxL
他臉色發青，很慢很慢地點了點頭，默默喝手中的啤酒。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNSuamja8R
他不喜歡這滋味。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdY9tOp5Idx
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDZvhv5hvq
那麼苦澀，那麼令人難堪。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTrwHiKpvT
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcB0Um3ipdW
從此之後他們很少連絡了，大學，接著是出社會。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiSNaAVEDf
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasTU7jqZt3
一季談了幾次無結果的戀愛，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHGsi3a345
和女人，也和男人。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNyq3D6MWX
他深夜被圈在男人臂彎裏的時候，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNB0X1Wkga
總會想起母親離開那一夜，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPy9hHKGeZ
他與旭僅僅是躺著，漫無邊際地聊天。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtz3fEGqYY5
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWFEuJHxE7
卻比任何肉體關係都令一季感到親暱。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonoCg3GcLA
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XHiVEkyaK
他們再次見面是在高中同學會。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgpiFXyj24
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUZJmUZKLp
大家都是社會人士了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Xs84zyWaM
長大的旭，朝同學們一一遞出訂婚宴的邀請卡。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHT5T4IlWV1
旭與一季四目交接的時候，一季幾乎想找個地洞鑽下去。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8sLHpATZZ
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nRSo74KZj
旭一下子握住了一季的手腕，緊的令他發痛。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5hA5qsMUT
他說：一季，好久不見，你瘦了許多。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsnFrN9u1o
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6BXcjakN1
一季被迫坐在旭的旁邊，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasokStyJRM
他還不習慣看到彼此穿西裝的模樣。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtOj70KPJG
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72nMadmebP
大家都變得成熟了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnyZeZlZTz
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡax9a50o1zF
某些人發胖，某些人禿頭，某些人憔悴，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡje3fLxXBeY
某些人甚至已經死亡或失去聯絡。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9QvlrmGcH
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLhfq7L5kw
但旭，還是那個旭，光輝沒有絲毫減弱，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtryAlPCwiW
一季在他身邊冷汗直流，頭暈目眩。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaR4WUWVqI
面對那溫暖的笑容令一季隱隱疼痛，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qO7f2lmjm
捏著手裏的訂婚宴邀請卡，一季知道，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzQ0Flt5uk
眼前的男人已經預備好和他所愛的女人組成家庭。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXewfWn3Y8g
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hY9hYUtRU
他們之間的路再度分得更遠了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzkQvls17d
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNLXFFWoll
一季對婚姻有一種近乎恐懼的冷感症。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpPM8bV93b
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivYA0KKvOF
或許他害怕自己成為父親那樣的男人，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3DXIc7wEa
害怕看到一個妻子一個母親的絕望與離開。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2ZlFqwDpg
他沒辦法對那種夢一般的承諾下注。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8Yk0KrJEt
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSHGHcsn2m
大家圍繞著旭敬酒，很快地準新郎就被灌得醉意十足，動也沒辦法動了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGWGwOIV01
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RIIIi54AG
聚會結束後，一季本來想幫旭叫計程車，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rTpjZPwDp
但看到趴在自己膝上睡得亂七八糟的男人，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCwUiX5MXw
他心一軟，最後攙扶著過去的好友上了自己的車。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsC8FRbOGLP
旭咕噥著廉價旅館的地址與房號，就在副駕駛座上睡死了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlx2VAhkdA
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlapEDZHEzM
一季開得很慢，他很珍惜這次短暫相聚的時光。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHbKejwAgb
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNeNUtXRhT
他想他沒辦法去參加訂婚宴的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8kcDrQpnr
那會令他太難受。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiThqmBl2T
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPixdpwEUy
其實一季自己也感到意外。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrws2B18Cmr
許多年過去了，針扎似的失落感卻深刻依舊。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspnSqmYyda
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4lz968x8x
飯店裏一季放了人本來就想走，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyf2jtHEE6m
可他聽見旭說了一句話。就那簡單的一句話，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHzBjkMZ3o
把他釘在了當場。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjVNAad4j0
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjv7np4Q26F
旭睜著紅絲的眼，說：記得畢業典禮那天，你對我說了什麼嗎？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1GENDJ4p8
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCg6I7hzyVy
一季狼狽得不知該如何是好，怔怔地傻在當場。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsl7gPUYXmW
他記得，當然記得。怎麼可能會忘。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJuAlak3Vx
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTR1X6T6uF
「那時我們都還那麼年輕。我不知道該答你什麼，最後說了違心的話。對不起。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oRzHd1Ef6
旭坐起來，定定望著一季慌張的眼睛，他說：其實我是愛你的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sv8cnNYcx
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLeSj5Erxn
一季感到一陣昏軟幸福，但他並沒有因此被迷惑。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Q9kUqQMht
他不再是當初的高中生了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQS2u72vGKk
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXVrTRjzz4
一季祇是靜靜坐回床上，坐在旭身旁，像高中時代那樣。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPPJj3HL2L
他點了一根菸，然後也為酒意衝腦的旭點上一根。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VPgYwGX9S
就著繚繞的煙霧，讓心情沉澱。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzaJNkdsRC
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2RsAOa4G5
「可怎麼辦呢。現在說什麼都太晚了。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vefa4i8cq
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0NvWbxQiF
一季緩緩笑了，笑容落寞：「你終究要，終究是要走開的......」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdlAP4pMSw
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25qTrUb4Vh
和我母親一樣。一季低著眼簾感傷地想。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkG1VSlpMb
他捻熄了菸。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlN3KPjQcW
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旭忽然就吻了他。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwkKfkZZEl
吻了一季閃躲不及的臉頰，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTbfhpiq1G
而後是因驚訝而微張的唇，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyyMpXT8fJ
這個吻來得太倉促，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGMAkqbUZD
一季腦袋一片空白根本不知該如何是好。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXubmMMqxgr
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgsjgPPFRF
他覺得這樣不大好，對旭的未婚妻不公平，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgq8aCdbiie
可是他又想，倘若擁有過一次美夢——40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6owBRfQa7
僅一次就好，或許他就可以擺脫那無止盡的午夜夢迴，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡed7BTMwDB8
反覆又反覆出現的，畢業典禮的畫面。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1llj6SiHJ9
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfU5LrpI8w
他就像著魔似地開始回應旭的吻，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRADSNocJy
並且彼此推脫衣服，脫成赤條條的兩個人。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcT9rj1SXc
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMQbKNA1tK
一季不是第一次與男人做，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7hc61kDdZ
他引導略顯生澀的旭，如何潤滑並進入他的身體。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkva9zCE0d
他們汗涔涔地擠壓在一起，肉體緊繃似鋼，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpTGVSpBCO
肌膚如同火煉，旭的汗落在一季胸膛，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFEUfq93tL
像燭淚，一點一點地燙出心上的疤。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IcIb6VMNw
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1h33TrWrT
一季覺得自己正逐漸崩解逐漸渙碎，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzN17RZe1v
他將自己敞開到最大，發出不知羞恥的亢奮呻吟，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6mBPj0k8K
並緊緊地扣住旭蠻橫的臂膀。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKdmLRpvid
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB194MZURVW
如果一季是柴薪，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYdjmpFUkQ
那麼他已經被推入那一生一次令他成灰的爐火，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7LHGt52ZQ
他嚐過了這滋味，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO85Pk3Xe6H
就徹底明白過去的將來的每一夜都將因此失色。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmljgaEy4Qt
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWwsUnbg7k
那令他極度顛慄也令他極度絕望。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eSlVV8E1A
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCp0ME2jqv
在旭操他的時候，他握緊了自己勃起發疼的陰莖，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEUhUNBzeg
一季怕自己太投入會因此發狂，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9LaS9xAHu
他張開嘴，吐不出完整的一句話，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiae8W1jIl
他只是低聲喚著旭的名字，反反覆覆，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOqo2xRyOu
就讓旭渾身發燙。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbD5wGbA9r
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJQI6wJWiY
旭發了狠地抱著他，抱得彼此一身紅印，大汗淋漓——40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuTmFdzFLw
好像死過了一次又返生，那樣虛弱那樣酥麻。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aBADnmqo9
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbpXpTUUXt
他們像春情初動的青少年，整夜交纏，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJGnodZgXh
用掉了好幾個保險套，最後筋疲力竭地倒在飯店地毯上。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0b3Va91Yrl
額頭靠著額頭，瀏海散亂，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYGver43FN
四肢交疊地昏沉睡去，陷入深邃的夢境裏。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqZfZzJ2jk
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cGONnAVxA
隔天一季醒得很早，他沖了涼，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1bPX9qrnB
把自己打理得乾淨整齊。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58PaDOEzHv
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnWq3KCfle
旭也醒了，有些宿醉，但也還好。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzVXkhOFxR
走到浴室刷牙洗臉，拆了一次性刮鬍刀，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbvoajWBtv
就開始處理下巴上冒出的鬍渣。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYOFSgFPK3
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrIBZiKZu0
除了垃圾桶與床上的凌亂，似乎什麼都不曾發生過。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6Ywsnarrr
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyACOPHPvAu
一季跟旭告別，他說：訂婚宴，實在是沒辦法去了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWC2KShw8WJ
旭也不強留，他點了點頭。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwSaJFfRKc
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一季唇角動了動。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOjk3vAbnv
他想了想。該說些什麼好？又好像什麼都不該說。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVGnrlet8n
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrn6FsqPNM
最後他竟吐出母親離開他時說的話：「我要走了。你好好保重。」40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ejY5PjAx0
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJVIL5MXrN
就這麼一講完他就後悔，因為他覺得很想哭。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNINunS35vu
很想很想。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EO7OU45Xb
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusLMlPC4sm
所以一季急急地就走了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkH5LMYdsx
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡognH9W2gVA
旭似乎在背後迫切地回答了什麼，但門板關上後，什麼都沒了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6raNU2Ol6i
安安靜靜的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcGWfNt82a
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUAaezjyG6
或許旭的回答，也和當初面對母親離開的自己一樣吧。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDLB0cORED
一季這麼猜想。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8qxAqHa4A
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxHJLOs5Ep
一季在電梯裏看著樓層一層一層往下，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPawNhFnVp
他覺得自己也一層一層變得斑駁疲弱。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzmN5o0a8o
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9yPpsF6Qb
或許生命本該如此，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡectdHnk8Ze
經過了種種挫傷變得越來越荒涼。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPftGv8CC9
於是心底就生滿了人高的草。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwd6wwlsrFG
蒼蒼茫茫。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4QM0D35nG
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SLaLkPhex
一季不知道他們之後還有沒有機會見面了。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9L8AMbxZr8
40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONS4Yw2N2y
但他想，如果時間隔得再久一些，多年以後。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs084l4MImm
那時他應該是笑得出來的。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbcBCdN1Zv
能足夠堅強，40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8QBE1aB50
微笑著問候他深愛過的朋友。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnjGm3BysJ
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問候旭一聲：你還好嗎？40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShZUmNc1Qk
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在多年以後。40Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMA99ofHyQM
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