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一季永遠記得高中畢業典禮後，他與旭在長椅上的畫面。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubzyxLDkFJ
旭拉開啤酒拉環，瑩白的泡沫湧出，在午後的陽光下閃閃發光。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpAwgWffPV
旭喝了好大一口，然後遞給一季。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYl6TWGl0V
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一季垂著睫毛紅了臉，摸著杯緣，思索著該說些什麼－－－19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0WW6U1jVn
他們都還太年輕了，不曉得怎麼面對別離。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaAO7GqTaw
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高中三年他們幾乎是膩在一起過的，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgvkFmmBMZ
便當、作業、抑或煩惱，什麼都彼此分享。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAifap02sV
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一季在球場上總是長傳給旭，讓旭跳起來射籃——19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlfaLVv8yU
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他傳球，然後靜靜站著，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YRp32Vskr
充滿信心地注視那穿梭的背影，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gXXfzQiCp
一季知道旭不會讓他失望的，旭肯定能夠得分。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMOCbVBdqw
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一季在家裏並不快樂，他有一個會揍人的父親，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nfN2L4nkX
從不打他，而是打他的母親。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkYmeeDcMu
用極其刻薄的話刺激妻子，惹得妻子反擊，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVfL69J8v5
再以此為藉口，狠狠將對方往死裡打，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eA8nmnMoR
從樓上打到樓下，門裏打到門外，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmHONbS96f
一季在的時候會嘗試護著媽媽，但他總得上課。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2toPpjqeE
他在課堂上往往心神不寧，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PWQM1meng
擔憂回到家，母親身上是否又多了一些傷。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRrEOpwQvQ
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十幾年來母親斷了七根肋骨，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Kt8RknTj5
兩次手指，一次腦震盪。左眼視力受創。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwG6NGXXIus
好幾次一季發現母親倒臥在血窪裡，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XsAdVV3io
他會打給住在附近的旭，兩個高中生，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgjPZ0rB37
齊心合力把一季的母親護送就醫。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUsstKNAca
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為了一個完整的家庭，母親總拒絕報警。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMcd8x9JnD
她對一季低語：為了一個完整的家庭，我不會遺棄你的。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5qmLt6sjC
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啊就是這句話這擁抱讓一季無比憂傷，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSPgEwAPYs
他在病床前垂頭坐著，任由母親撫摸頭髮，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsS5uRMrTWs
淚水靜靜流淌。一季絕望地對母親說：妳能不能不要再隱忍？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wTw2fLSZC
然後他感到旭的手，溫柔的放在他肩膀，像輕輕縫補靈魂的傷。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyTHZG8O4W
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一季已經記不得了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUEnB4Jvn7
什麼時候開始同學變得無可替代。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkYclYz584
好像是高中的某一天，母親終於決意離開，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiqPXtxs1E
時間是某個冬夜。一季在準備考試，母親提了行李箱來，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI49cjz1YF1
一季聽見背後傳來母親的聲音，她說：「一季，我要走了。你好好保重。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmx8FmikMv
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一季沒有回頭，他怕這一回頭，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvdsiWTeXn
母親就因為捨不得而走不成，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH215E3cWp2
也怕自己會露出，被遺棄的孩子那樣悲傷的表情。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAOLGJzX5V
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他只是靜靜地整理上課筆記，然後回了母親一句：「妳也保重。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpWLE06vwf
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他聽見房門關上聽見腳步走遠，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtD2KCMrBcS
等回過神來的時候，筆記本上盡是被淚水糊開的原子筆痕跡。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AhrbOy5A6
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一季匆匆開了窗戶，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPk0DUsUJV
從二樓望著母親在雪街上越走越小的身影，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2WwKgMlYt
雪太大了，一定是雪下得太大的緣故，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIdwPK2D7A
一季眨著睫毛漸漸看不清楚，眼前一切都陷入了模糊。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1NAftPMBA
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一季那一晚翻來翻去睡不好，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyg8ql3ZNKX
他穿了拖鞋就跑到旭的公寓前面按鈴。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRxzvOSuHF
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旭開了門，什麼也沒問就讓一季進了房，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡam6HREww5z
拿熱毛巾把朋友滿臉的雪水擦乾。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuJehlCrUY
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一季把臉埋在毛巾內，久久沒說話，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxjjMtBnYL
旭坐著，坐在他身邊，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkGjACfR2e
過了一陣子，又把手圈在一季肩膀上。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnhNWSKPZM
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他發現一季在發抖。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDjLlEEiAr
又或許是在哭呢？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FYmKFsNcC
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所以旭把頭靠在一季的頭旁邊。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YACTcpkug
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一季感覺對方的瀏海散落下來惹得他有些癢。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnR7PLZCNb
就忍不住拿下毛巾笑了，笑容很苦，苦得彷彿隨時要哭。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQK3qU6qge
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那一夜他們睡在地板上。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7UbxqtLVA
凝視貼在房間天花板的螢光星星，有一搭沒一搭談話。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGso5v78feY
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從此一季知道自己心裏有一塊柔軟的地方漏了縫，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeUocdTK73
旭的笑容與光輝佔據得越來越多。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQJqzlzx9A
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他們大學考在不同地方，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahbdPfHYZq
一季想著這件事總有一天要說。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUV5EbGWVt
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他想著，拖了又拖。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcYz2nsMcm
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最後在畢業典禮後，那個長椅上，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWnHuG0TJX
那個啤酒泡沬香味的午後，一季轉頭，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRS1BNnW4K
告訴他的朋友，告訴旭：我想我喜歡你。很喜歡很喜歡。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSRB1WWF6B
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一季說到後來簡直抬不起頭。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtadkJjbvzL
好像喜歡上朋友這件事情是很難為情的、羞恥的事。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBaUCP1QZf
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旭聽了燦爛地笑出一口白牙：一季我也喜歡你啊。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzZMaF8MuT
我想我們這一生都會是好朋友。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kG52imsQl
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一季聽了就像被響雷打了一記，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ytuonuubx
他忽然發覺自己的喜歡跟旭的喜歡，大不相同。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QKsqBHBMG
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他臉色發青，很慢很慢地點了點頭，默默喝手中的啤酒。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXEU0C6oUm
他不喜歡這滋味。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblmtY9MLTy
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那麼苦澀，那麼令人難堪。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyq3myHFyaL
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從此之後他們很少連絡了，大學，接著是出社會。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHeReX8Wk3
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一季談了幾次無結果的戀愛，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFV1vXD5Nj
和女人，也和男人。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8adZQFOKI
他深夜被圈在男人臂彎裏的時候，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2igC2DhV69
總會想起母親離開那一夜，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFjzUfjhr8
他與旭僅僅是躺著，漫無邊際地聊天。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN27mCZKH06
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卻比任何肉體關係都令一季感到親暱。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh43GzD5biz
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他們再次見面是在高中同學會。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfouGypv3T
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大家都是社會人士了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJPGyegZfc
長大的旭，朝同學們一一遞出訂婚宴的邀請卡。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIuxgOqCdr
旭與一季四目交接的時候，一季幾乎想找個地洞鑽下去。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRTQpmqwtA
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旭一下子握住了一季的手腕，緊的令他發痛。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UbsFvYX2V
他說：一季，好久不見，你瘦了許多。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl60ceGN3UD
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一季被迫坐在旭的旁邊，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyz7yNb6vs
他還不習慣看到彼此穿西裝的模樣。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdLmcSessU
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大家都變得成熟了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8H4NT4q1S8
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某些人發胖，某些人禿頭，某些人憔悴，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSFM1yc4Zn
某些人甚至已經死亡或失去聯絡。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2e3KaVEBVo
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但旭，還是那個旭，光輝沒有絲毫減弱，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQKI4r5YZm
一季在他身邊冷汗直流，頭暈目眩。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBcx6LiIcE
面對那溫暖的笑容令一季隱隱疼痛，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kQGgdOLIn
捏著手裏的訂婚宴邀請卡，一季知道，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQu1D38F6b
眼前的男人已經預備好和他所愛的女人組成家庭。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WWytXbCL4
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他們之間的路再度分得更遠了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOFkApOXki
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一季對婚姻有一種近乎恐懼的冷感症。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZFIHLcoOr
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或許他害怕自己成為父親那樣的男人，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrBfxl01uw
害怕看到一個妻子一個母親的絕望與離開。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwvgWurgTj
他沒辦法對那種夢一般的承諾下注。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rY5RXm39k
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大家圍繞著旭敬酒，很快地準新郎就被灌得醉意十足，動也沒辦法動了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlSIUNTka0
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聚會結束後，一季本來想幫旭叫計程車，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsFWAQKkgp
但看到趴在自己膝上睡得亂七八糟的男人，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyRvuD8wY8
他心一軟，最後攙扶著過去的好友上了自己的車。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQFnaumDCJ
旭咕噥著廉價旅館的地址與房號，就在副駕駛座上睡死了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MF7WH3rTF
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一季開得很慢，他很珍惜這次短暫相聚的時光。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZjfPowITL
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他想他沒辦法去參加訂婚宴的。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCr7dlbniUh
那會令他太難受。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftvgvK8tNl
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其實一季自己也感到意外。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNahqOlQK2m
許多年過去了，針扎似的失落感卻深刻依舊。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQTJvsHDja
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飯店裏一季放了人本來就想走，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdA0bv9jH9c
可他聽見旭說了一句話。就那簡單的一句話，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhQyGX2SJB
把他釘在了當場。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmg98A1BoKY
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旭睜著紅絲的眼，說：記得畢業典禮那天，你對我說了什麼嗎？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAPE3dmJPA
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一季狼狽得不知該如何是好，怔怔地傻在當場。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0BpfuGLjn
他記得，當然記得。怎麼可能會忘。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPEdvN174R
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「那時我們都還那麼年輕。我不知道該答你什麼，最後說了違心的話。對不起。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmaTzasWWu
旭坐起來，定定望著一季慌張的眼睛，他說：其實我是愛你的。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJHu1MVVfM
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一季感到一陣昏軟幸福，但他並沒有因此被迷惑。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UqQdyPosI
他不再是當初的高中生了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xlkjJ2BTN
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一季祇是靜靜坐回床上，坐在旭身旁，像高中時代那樣。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJggJN3xM5
他點了一根菸，然後也為酒意衝腦的旭點上一根。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJ4UC881w9
就著繚繞的煙霧，讓心情沉澱。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3VV4uuE0w
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「可怎麼辦呢。現在說什麼都太晚了。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyBen6Hc1U
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一季緩緩笑了，笑容落寞：「你終究要，終究是要走開的......」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCfrmIp56Y
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和我母親一樣。一季低著眼簾感傷地想。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnS10WwCfqY
他捻熄了菸。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoBijbzJxs
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旭忽然就吻了他。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoiUnmJQ6K
吻了一季閃躲不及的臉頰，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QT0fLaGKc
而後是因驚訝而微張的唇，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ64Xn41CMj
這個吻來得太倉促，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpeC8W4tuH
一季腦袋一片空白根本不知該如何是好。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTF46ocJHle
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他覺得這樣不大好，對旭的未婚妻不公平，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuQF4nHIO5
可是他又想，倘若擁有過一次美夢——19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxadz2qHNN
僅一次就好，或許他就可以擺脫那無止盡的午夜夢迴，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RAsEtN60L
反覆又反覆出現的，畢業典禮的畫面。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYCncFAjT4
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他就像著魔似地開始回應旭的吻，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygCeJdN3fM
並且彼此推脫衣服，脫成赤條條的兩個人。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dj5sFxQKS
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一季不是第一次與男人做，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJBXRxr2jT
他引導略顯生澀的旭，如何潤滑並進入他的身體。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Wqee497PB
他們汗涔涔地擠壓在一起，肉體緊繃似鋼，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVG5QoFuge
肌膚如同火煉，旭的汗落在一季胸膛，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cYaqoU4TN
像燭淚，一點一點地燙出心上的疤。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvnCbwqJeY
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一季覺得自己正逐漸崩解逐漸渙碎，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQk9V4aNkM2
他將自己敞開到最大，發出不知羞恥的亢奮呻吟，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41ZnNzyqBj
並緊緊地扣住旭蠻橫的臂膀。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgEfHyHs1L
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如果一季是柴薪，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkA0o0OnaI6
那麼他已經被推入那一生一次令他成灰的爐火，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoueyqD1OU
他嚐過了這滋味，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPfdu37ZOR
就徹底明白過去的將來的每一夜都將因此失色。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwL5a3Cdwh
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那令他極度顛慄也令他極度絕望。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1V95g9JFn
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在旭操他的時候，他握緊了自己勃起發疼的陰莖，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgXbgoo8QC
一季怕自己太投入會因此發狂，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdxKMXGlXK
他張開嘴，吐不出完整的一句話，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmBN8TCdBa
他只是低聲喚著旭的名字，反反覆覆，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQRts0Lzj8
就讓旭渾身發燙。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCwdUOJwla
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旭發了狠地抱著他，抱得彼此一身紅印，大汗淋漓——19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmh1oRgenL
好像死過了一次又返生，那樣虛弱那樣酥麻。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uY6KD6c59
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他們像春情初動的青少年，整夜交纏，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DIPswEej0
用掉了好幾個保險套，最後筋疲力竭地倒在飯店地毯上。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPIcwQtgTM
額頭靠著額頭，瀏海散亂，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmMxOf4P8f
四肢交疊地昏沉睡去，陷入深邃的夢境裏。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwfssoK8Ki
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隔天一季醒得很早，他沖了涼，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhI9U4WdFU
把自己打理得乾淨整齊。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8t4qrDnvI1
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旭也醒了，有些宿醉，但也還好。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQffJr876o
走到浴室刷牙洗臉，拆了一次性刮鬍刀，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkghKxojFUD
就開始處理下巴上冒出的鬍渣。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYl0HBNmWT
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除了垃圾桶與床上的凌亂，似乎什麼都不曾發生過。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fOF1ItvQa
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一季跟旭告別，他說：訂婚宴，實在是沒辦法去了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoeWAtEZ8u
旭也不強留，他點了點頭。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oD2Ubi5J1
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一季唇角動了動。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjpV472aPb
他想了想。該說些什麼好？又好像什麼都不該說。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwNgOzcd6v
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最後他竟吐出母親離開他時說的話：「我要走了。你好好保重。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGkMrYxHYz
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就這麼一講完他就後悔，因為他覺得很想哭。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzYHuVab9C
很想很想。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfEFASMtec
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所以一季急急地就走了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrt37dM277H
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旭似乎在背後迫切地回答了什麼，但門板關上後，什麼都沒了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoKHdLeN90
安安靜靜的。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGx1Xt2pSK
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或許旭的回答，也和當初面對母親離開的自己一樣吧。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFihNeLYluO
一季這麼猜想。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5idFE5Laj
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一季在電梯裏看著樓層一層一層往下，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQ7FNoOtzc
他覺得自己也一層一層變得斑駁疲弱。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLlsGoWe61
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或許生命本該如此，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44i5E12yMP
經過了種種挫傷變得越來越荒涼。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwdusnixCR
於是心底就生滿了人高的草。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9TP029m8o
蒼蒼茫茫。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKWv0POXTg
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一季不知道他們之後還有沒有機會見面了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFIvWd1Nsu
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但他想，如果時間隔得再久一些，多年以後。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7hLfyKdl1
那時他應該是笑得出來的。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5x9MznXI2
能足夠堅強，19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ848YdCNecL
微笑著問候他深愛過的朋友。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkBVEjWyBF
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問候旭一聲：你還好嗎？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdFshbCneI
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在多年以後。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefd0KCsIZx
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