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【29. 不妨愛我多一些(下)】8964 copyright protection473PENANAcwQt7AZhby 維尼
她紅通通的眼眶上終於沒懸著淚珠。8964 copyright protection473PENANA33ZmoVniiY 維尼
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「做咩無啦啦喊啊⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection473PENANAVsoLX0NxlO 維尼
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「我、我都唔知啊⋯⋯我只係覺得你對我好好⋯⋯」她感性地道。8964 copyright protection473PENANAmlCuN8c2Ip 維尼
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「吓,其實我都冇做啲咩啫⋯⋯」我不太懂得應對會哭的女生,此刻也不知說甚麼安慰話才好。8964 copyright protection473PENANA8KOlEnVCNz 維尼
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小藍頓了一頓,續說:「你知道嗎?我喺學校玩好多活動,做過好多個Post,所以都算幾受歡迎⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection473PENANAzrKxwWF9JJ 維尼
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「咁、咁咪幾好。唔似我,成日都摺埋自己。」8964 copyright protection473PENANAhD7COtmiUF 維尼
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「但有時我寧願摺埋自己。」我歪著頭,聽不出其中的意思。一個天生外向的人,不是在社會裡特別吃香嗎?這話怎說也說不通呀。8964 copyright protection473PENANAW1MWwxFh4E 維尼
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「我唔係好明你嘅意思⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection473PENANALoLCL6C88h 維尼
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「其實我都唔係好識點講⋯⋯但係當我接觸得愈多人,愈係同佢哋一齊飲飲食食,唱K、搞活動、去camp⋯⋯當呢啲嘢開始重重覆覆嘅時候,我就開始覺得,身邊嘅人係邊個都唔重要,反正經歷過嘅嘢都只會重新再經歷一次⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection473PENANA0Rw1XKXGXR 維尼
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我靜靜聽她說話,我覺得,比起一個交談的對象,她比較需要一個安靜的聆聽者。8964 copyright protection473PENANAtZsZbiq7b1 維尼
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「漸漸我就覺得,雖然身邊嘅人圍著我轉,玩嘅時候都會開心咁笑,但係自己無論點努力都好,都無辦法融入去𠴱個圈子。感覺就好似⋯⋯你明明身處人潮之中,但就感覺孤身一人。喺其他人眼中,我好似好受歡迎,但實際上係點,只有我自己先知⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection473PENANApn0VfkzYsX 維尼
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這時她把頭湊過來,續說:「所有我先會做PTGF,就算只有短暫嘅幾個鐘頭,我都好想有人真真正正咁關心我⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection473PENANAGp9wssYUQE 維尼
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我直勾勾地看著她的雙眼,竟有點明白她的感受。8964 copyright protection473PENANAZtjhAbJwIB 維尼
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有些人孤獨夠了,便會把自己的心藏好,不再以誠待人。明明期望獲得關懷,卻自己孤立自己。這番話雖然難以理解,但我相信,會懂的人就會懂。8964 copyright protection473PENANA4pO4aLAQog 維尼
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「呢個⋯⋯並唔係一個好嘅解決方法⋯⋯」我說。8964 copyright protection473PENANA0ky2S3JorV 維尼
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「我知,但我可以點做?」她突然擁著我,而且抱得很緊。8964 copyright protection473PENANAJG9P6227Br 維尼
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「阿樂,從來都冇一個人好似你對我咁好⋯⋯可能你覺得冇咩嘢,但係我感覺到你同其他人唔同,你好細心、好溫柔⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection473PENANA6Tj574st1o 維尼
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她那些溫暖的淚滴在我的肩膊上。現在的她脆弱得輕彈可破,想要保護她的感覺油然而生。8964 copyright protection473PENANApwCkw8kOt8 維尼
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但我還是輕輕推開了小藍。8964 copyright protection473PENANAlVjBVUMWKH 維尼
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我搖搖頭,說:「可能你冇留意到,但我相信你身邊,一定會有一個比我更細心、更溫柔、對你更好嘅人,嗰個人或者平時唔起眼,但真正嘅溫柔唔係就係默默咁付出,喺你有需要嘅時候陪住你咩?」8964 copyright protection473PENANA3Og3JtsAAR 維尼
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我透過黑色太陽眼鏡,看到她因哭泣而微微泛紅的臉。8964 copyright protection473PENANA85BDNFgZwE 維尼
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「真係⋯⋯會有咩?」8964 copyright protection473PENANA1k9puNnK1w 維尼
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我替她拭去眼角的淚珠,說:8964 copyright protection473PENANAzC66JjaFvg 維尼
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「只要你願意去搵。」8964 copyright protection473PENANA7kNRWpBlWp 維尼
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她低下了頭,沉默不語。8964 copyright protection473PENANAWmTLA1wyF3 維尼
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「如果我識你嘅話,我一定會要你做我男朋友。」8964 copyright protection473PENANAOGmt6YEA9m 維尼
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說實話,我說聽到這話後沒有心動,是假的;但我知道,只要她知道眼前的人是我,她就肯定會反悔了,畢竟我就是這樣一個不濟的人。8964 copyright protection473PENANASBiftWRjBm 維尼
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「唔好再做啦,有人會傷心㗎。況且你而家得到嘅,並唔係真正嘅關心。應承我好冇?」8964 copyright protection473PENANA3mhF8f2AJ7 維尼
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她向我投以一個肯定的眼神。8964 copyright protection473PENANAIO8lw4U529 維尼
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「我哋之後唔會再見囉可?」她問。8964 copyright protection473PENANApWlhVK7kcX 維尼
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「嗯。」我應道。8964 copyright protection473PENANAM5JCizz40Q 維尼
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這時候小藍閉上了眼睛,說:「臨走之前,可唔可以錫我一下?就一下咁多。」8964 copyright protection473PENANAhtncPBZZ1j 維尼
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我看著她的香唇、她的天姿國色,問世間又有哪個男人能抵得住誘惑?心臟在意亂情迷之中只得亂跳不停。8964 copyright protection473PENANARBZMBpRh2p 維尼
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於是,我慢慢湊近了小藍的嘴唇⋯⋯8964 copyright protection473PENANAwipqc14uji 維尼
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然後我用手指敲了敲她的額頭。8964 copyright protection473PENANA7LqaOvejfL 維尼
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我知道,感覺再美也不過一剎。8964 copyright protection473PENANA0cing4nIM2 維尼
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「對唔住⋯⋯但我已經有鍾意嘅人啦⋯⋯」我說。8964 copyright protection473PENANAd2f3c7GkNA 維尼
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她的臉上盡是失望。8964 copyright protection473PENANAzw7XURiZcp 維尼
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「咁點解⋯⋯你仲要叫PTGF?」可能在她眼中,會叫PTGF 的人全都是為了排解寂寞吧。8964 copyright protection473PENANAA0GF42kxBX 維尼
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我想了想,便徐徐道:「雖然我可能永遠都追唔倒佢,但係⋯⋯但係因為佢,我唔想同其他女仔有過份嘅關係⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection473PENANAOFqKEScOmV 維尼
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她咬一咬唇,又道:「咁最少⋯⋯喺你走之前,被我睇下你個樣⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection473PENANAPPLFIoWIZm 維尼
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我低頭看一看手錶,兩小時之期到了。8964 copyright protection473PENANAJMSfl4yP3C 維尼
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「I am sorry. 」8964 copyright protection473PENANAdGqL6nzaXI 維尼
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失落的小藍撥一撥那把秀髮,道:「算啦,我有種直覺,我哋始終會再見嘅。雖然你口入面話唔會。」8964 copyright protection473PENANAb7aEmH80TS 維尼
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聽罷我微微一笑,轉身揮袖而去,留下背後一身夕陽。8964 copyright protection473PENANALtsmWxSDqD 維尼
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走了數步後,我忽然想起有話未說。8964 copyright protection473PENANAoW8ouM5Tg0 維尼
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「知唔知點解頭先要講英文?」我回頭問道。8964 copyright protection473PENANATYl6ifmWWS 維尼
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小藍呆了一呆,搖頭說不知。8964 copyright protection473PENANAPlTQMx4EBP 維尼
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「因為有啲嘢用英文講,會True Heart 啲呀嘛!」我笑著道。8964 copyright protection473PENANANY3mKiS7T2 維尼
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可能是受到我的笑聲影響,又或者是這個冷笑話真的好笑,她又跟著我哈哈大笑起來。8964 copyright protection473PENANAt2vpEWIn9R 維尼
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「係囉,無論幾唔開心都好,都要記得笑啊!」8964 copyright protection473PENANArOY7NSp469 維尼
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「知喇,阿樂!」8964 copyright protection473PENANAGyg9wEWOaF 維尼
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我揚一揚手,正式與這個PTGF 道別。8964 copyright protection473PENANA8qKesTyhbi 維尼
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