2154年12月31日，下午四點，政治中心A區694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvPpcwl395
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「三爺，今天提早結束，要返回十一塔嗎？」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmr65MjzaLb
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一年的最後一天，李央提前結束所有行程，一個人坐在自駕車中。今天的A區在下雪，李央看著窗外潔白的世界，思緒飄回很久、很久以前，那個和雪一樣、白色的房間。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGWJ88PgWX
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他沒有父母──應該說，李央不知道自己算不算「人」。他有生老病死，也經歷過幼兒、青少年、成年；然而，李央的誕生出自「人為」，孕育他的不是羊水，而是實驗室的培養液。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhD34sxaal
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李昂、李康、李央……以及被稱為「遠親」的李門成員，生命都來自同一人的DNA。因為基因「純正」，他和李昂、李康以兄弟相稱，被指派為李門的領導，要做的事情只有一件：服從高宇維。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboI6igtD1j
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他和李康，是同一天誕生的兩個生命。十五歲前，他們被關在白色的、二十坪大的房間。那裡沒有窗戶，門打不開，他和李康一起生活，每天「被觀察」、「被檢測」、「數值是否正常」；但李央不嚮往外面的世界，房裡有很多書籍，日子並不無聊。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsZSvXfCZ9
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而且李康也在。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrKT39GWcG
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「央，幫我拿黃色。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaH40XqoXm4
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「央，我的藍筆在哪？」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVuHQWwEjz
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「央，你有看到紅色嗎？」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OAclBo1LX
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「央，綠色，在你旁邊。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXCInlcifQ
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他的哥哥──那個金髮、紅眼，和他一點也不像的哥哥，很喜歡畫畫。三歲用蠟筆，八歲用水彩，十二歲用壓克力顏料。白色的牆壁、地板，每天都被李康畫得亂七八糟，但到了隔天，房間又會完好如初，變很乾淨。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXxCrn3ReV
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「央，我的紫色──」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHYhw6IwA8
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「你自己拿，不要吵我。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16Fbo7cDtX
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十二歲，李康坐在梯子上，身上沾滿亂七八糟的顏料；李央趴在床上看書，不想理他。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzkqodNVD7
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「央，幫個忙。」李康拜託他：「我的紫色用完了，你找找，床底下還有一瓶。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbyS75s2p1
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「不要！」李央拿著書，背對他，「我跟你說過了，用完的顏料不要亂丟，你自己去找！」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6imq2Yf1rZ
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李央討厭哥哥──跟李康說話，他內心的感受很複雜、說不上來，那讓李央非常煩躁。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsMHBhAFyx
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李康沒有生氣。他從梯子上下來，不管衣服和手都是顏料，竟直接爬上白色的床，這讓李央很生氣。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4RK7vUEdT
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「喂！你先去洗──」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtJ2cgnkRV
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還沒說完，他的話被李康的嘴堵住。哥哥勾著他的下巴，不論金色的頭髮、紅色的眼睛，或那漂亮的五官……都離他好近。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6GhPv648n
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結束那個吻，李康的手撐在床上，白色的床單被顏料弄髒──李央的衣服也是。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrsFPgp14Y
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「央。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipUPyz2ibt
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李康露出非常、非常漂亮的笑容，得意地說：694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSXIRoB3eO
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「用不著武裝，你全身是破綻。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RUiSpKQvC
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李央很生氣。他一把推開哥哥，將李康從床上打下去。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KnZk0xocG
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「……我要去洗澡。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEN4uzQt3e
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身上有哥哥的顏料，李央無法忍受，走向浴室，「你不准進來！」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIhC3gJYe9
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關上浴室的門、脫掉衣服……他知道，哥哥是藝術家，任性的藝術家不受束縛。不管他說什麼，李康還是照樣進來、照樣碰他，李央無法抗拒。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgYEiSa2uK
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自駕車正在播放鋼琴曲。李央聽著音樂，記得這首歌的名字，叫作〈嵐之海〉。這不是歡快的歌，相反，旋律很壓抑，音樂從慢到快、從快到急，高音與低音交錯，就像海上的暴風雨，輪流搶奪主旋律。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0X6IcIO86
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──作為第二代，做好第二代的事。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvThcxYNpJx
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他想到大哥──腦中響起李昂的聲音。李昂很早誕生，早在李央十五歲、和他第一次見面時，大哥就掌管了李門，將十一塔管理得井然有序。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV42cI2bzNY
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李央不討厭大哥；相反，他的人生自從遇見李昂，才真正有了重心。和個性嚴謹、要求甚高的大哥工作，李央的生活開始運轉，藉此拉開與李康的距離，也消除了不少雜念。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWLOwFAxAS
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他常常想：如果李昂和他們同齡、也生活在那個房間，李央的人生不會變成這樣。那十五年，李康成為他的心魔──哭啊，喊啊，愛啊，恨啊，一輩子也跨不過的，心魔。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlww0WmHk8S
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──讓他瘋的不是病，是更複雜的東西。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYj4gwI3ML
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安靜、忍耐、醞釀……隨著〈嵐之海〉的旋律，李央的回憶開始變色。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRrADqEDim
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二十五歲，李康第一次發病。起初只是恍神、頭痛，接著幻聽、胡言亂語，病情一陣一陣。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2kGzj8FWQ
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「請妳給我一個目標……」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyAC8Mqbv1
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「誰都好，我想成為那個『非你不可』……」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYHYi4OcLD
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李康總是念著這兩句，沒有人聽懂──除了李昂和李央。他們找到高宇維，高宇維將李門的命運，囊括成那四個字：694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNrZkGvX5k
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「『紅心傑克』。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfwMemw1T5
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高宇維沒有起伏的聲音，透過投影視窗傳來──694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zH3LSevfw
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「李康的基因最好。打從出生，就知道他是繼承人。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlamrmaqsx
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「他瘋，是因為他在掙扎、在抗拒。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeI35jarmZ
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這是他們的命，他們就是為此誕生。李昂和李央別無他法，只能靜靜觀察，幸好李康發作頻率不高，一個月一次。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFYtbytujd
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「哥，是我。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWpjwZ7HHl
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二十六歲，已經習慣李門生活的李央，敲了敲李康的房門。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgu4c3tR4FX
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「怎麼了？」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjT8vRT7dDj
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李康開門，披著一件黑色的披肩，看著比自己高的弟弟。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLH1hrTRKh
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相反，李央視線飄移，不敢看哥哥的臉。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRsNaGZ9wI
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「只是……想說聲恭喜。」李央很難開口，說話斷斷續續：「恭喜你，要結婚了。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKoBgdAMtA
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「三更半夜過來，只說這個？」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoesGAeh00k
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「不，我……」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYS3TSYnRjY
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「說笑的。」李康微笑，後退一步，「我的房間隨時歡迎你，進來吧。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zg6Rq9wLv
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為什麼要來找他、為什麼就這麼進去……李央至今仍想不明白。他走到哥哥凌亂的房間，桌上散落畫筆、顏料，牆上擺了許多作品，有單純的風景畫，也有看不懂的抽象畫。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmoMv21ANR
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「哥，身體還好嗎？」李央看著他的背影，問。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUvn0pAiXu
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「還行。」李康回答：「聲音變少了。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡla4yYz03dL
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「聲音？」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32kuYBs5zX
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「『紅心傑克』。」李康走到陽台，「他常常跟我說話。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzW3IvASXf
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李央跟著哥哥的腳步，來到陽台。當時是夏天，晚風涼爽，眼前一片燈火闌珊，李央看著看著，轉頭，不小心瞥了一眼──對上哥哥的視線。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgswpUvT9Oz
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「央。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32QIzkwiXf
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夜晚，李康的金髮和他的披肩，隨著晚風徐徐飄逸。李央心知不妙，原本要轉頭，下巴卻被李康抓住──力道一點也不溫柔，很暴力。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGtDKNQkzQ
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「跟以前一樣。」李康說：「你總是不看我。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0JDnrhi0A
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「我沒有……」李央的聲音越來越小。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKAU3s7Vas
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「少裝了，你全身是破綻。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiEDy5fPAs
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又來了──李康露出非常、非常漂亮的笑容，得意地說：694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Re5NnZsWp
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「我從來沒有強迫你。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmY3uegElV
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「是你，自己來找我的。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTzLBaGKZL
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被哥哥紅色的眼睛凝視，李央的話卡在喉嚨，發不出聲。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaRPUYhvTQ
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「央。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5YkZvxgu8
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李康又叫他的名字。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxLDdzURtp
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「我要結婚了；也可能再過不久，我就會死了……但沒關係。無論你遇到誰、什麼事，你都會想起我，在相似的人身上看到我，而且你將無法控制自己，情不自禁地重複我對你做的事……然後，當你得逞了、淪陷了，你也永遠是我的了。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQFyP7BTI1
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「……。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFqvxMcNX0
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李康是頂尖的狩獵者，獵物會自己來到他的身邊；就算他消失，也不擔心，因為李央不會逃走，反而會尋找他的痕跡，一輩子困在被狩獵的陰影。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7eU6jMEHf
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡve42y3ZMpr
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALDZp1BWUt
「沙沙沙──沙沙沙──」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWxCxUd03r
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOCxoBK0xD
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgxM88QvTJ
二十六歲，李康有了第一個孩子，叫做博洋。他是純潔的孩子，不知道李康是什麼樣的人，父親在他心中猶如光芒。父子倆感情融洽，李康常常教博洋畫畫，然而──694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLe33CYQF2O
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYICxidX9v
「小叔！小叔！」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkt5Aj26h22
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMQsbaeMpX
剛學會說話的博洋，匆匆忙忙跑來李央的書房，看起來嚇得不輕。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9I2KGmjCR3
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TnzBW9lRO
「爸爸……爸爸他……！」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwxsbDh9Sj
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41L0XmhMGp
李央知道發生什麼。他抱著姪子，跑去永遠歡迎他的那個房間。李康在一堆書和紙中，東翻西翻，不知道在找什麼。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnadItkZnW6
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaXepSPKQb
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHbUX8HG18
沙沙沙──沙沙沙──694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWmn6F8Xa5
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHJtPrnifq
「……在哪裡？」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSH41cKXnBR
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfvomfaRgl
沙沙沙──沙沙沙──694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwqlASfdiy
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUa9WqVzgiU
「應該有的……應該有的……」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3plQi1Wao
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfw7gyoXPbV
沙沙沙──沙沙沙──694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQm89PWD9Y
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlsEDKwI9E
「黑色的……他給我的……在哪裡……？」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoL6sSSlI04
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8nPgUFFdN
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiOvjTOK6m
博洋出生後，李康發作的頻率越來越高，彷彿變成另一個人，常常像這樣、不知道在找什麼，嘴裡念念有詞，在地毯爬來爬去。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMklyKTRJs
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBzWFfkR2O
「博洋，你先回房間。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKy8HuKI3eb
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50AtOzgtzy
李央將姪子放回地上，告訴他：「在我說好前，都不可以過來，知道嗎？」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPzJuO8b8S
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5XHqhFkQS
博洋哭著點頭，乖乖離開。李央走向書堆中的哥哥，蹲下。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAvE9byYs2
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPJsln2Wev
「哥，是我，能聽到我的聲音嗎？」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gt6x9zGgE
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDQLJfHhUv
李央出乎預料冷靜。李康什麼也聽不見，依然趴在紙堆中，不停地「沙沙沙──沙沙沙──」，空洞的眼睛看不見弟弟，什麼也看不見。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaq4QhRRq0i
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DlNE3alrl
「哥，我在這。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqfhJD3TYC
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoO66kTncW
李央伸手，抓住李康的肩膀。哥哥沒有掙扎，反而乖乖地、在李央面前坐下來，好像被抽走靈魂，沒有表情，也沒有動作。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7j72YQdvb
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhqYx1n9oS
「我帶你去休息，站得起來嗎？」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VZxVVEDNe
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqspGozcHXb
李央扶著哥哥、走到床邊。李康像散掉的布偶，兩眼呆滯地躺到床上，嘴巴時開時闔、斷斷續續念著：694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tljX3BNhU
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3GGG4bmmZ
「誰都好……我想成為那個『非你不可』……」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqr3kIHlcVI
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQFiv1jFU8
「……。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk68MmmBpRB
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYhTz6UdAp
李央不說話，看著那漂亮的金髮，看著那精緻的五官，他想起小時候，兩人在那個房間生活，李康叫他拿紫色的顏料。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxLg6U4hSj
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSp3dJkhqC
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMGoH9wA1u
「……哥。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyftIYpjPWR
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCEzsTOFY5
「我討厭你。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5utETs30j
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdPozyxQTj
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIxL6TzK9K
反正聽不見、也不會回話，李央趁這時候，將卡在喉嚨的話，一次說出口：694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAw0TgqeuF5
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHWUwXzD8Q
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BTY1eDOTB
「我討厭你碰我、討厭你對我笑、討厭你對我做的事，也討厭明明很討厭、卻不反抗的自己。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEjvOPEnJx
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCblq6dzZTu
「你說的對，你從來沒有強迫我，都是我去找你，或讓你來找我。我們從出生就在一起，我不習慣沒有你，也沒辦法將你戒掉。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpg6AlbPodC
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rvzJAGZZy
「對，我到處是破綻。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSr8Sc9F5J
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiIBSWQH3v
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkuEZpjUqY
沙沙沙──沙沙沙──694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIr24zT6Nw
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgVOd1rOWL
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQgjF9CyDt
「我討厭那個聲音。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhj90KtO0DQ
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgbra6ubR3
「意味著──我又回來了，回來找你。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRNmro379m
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zBQMOa5aa
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLPatHLYtB
李康是毒。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyMcEkTbDc
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu84gL7JSPk
讓他越陷越深的毒。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YL6bmrEYi
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOZMY2Wtyx
該死的毒癮，根本戒不掉。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IEi0GeU93
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3bAe7tL5k
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9MQVWmDGz
他不滿「紅心傑克」，立志將這一切推翻，擺脫身為第二代的宿命；然而，比起看不見的宿命，他認為李康更可怕。那個人塑造了他、成就了他、傷害了他……就算死，李康也變成顏料，沾在李央的身體裡。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmoPjGlcQV
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vH8XFsefa
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcebDCAcUTQ
「……。」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIN2PuOCKo
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbGBFN6auW
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPuSp7uTE7
安靜、忍耐、醞釀、爆發……〈嵐之海〉狂奏起來。除了那幅巨大的畫，李康留下兩個兒子，其中一個離開李門；另一個，和李康簡直一模一樣。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADvItedWX3
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb272tAmjF6
「小叔，你怎麼了？」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCrxkW24K6
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDhDoiDUQ8
三十八歲。他看著七歲的李晴煬，除了頭髮顏色，五官、身形、眼睛，都和他記憶中的哥哥，完全一致。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0M84L7hgtJ
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRW73qdoww2
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1CRhSLOP5
「小叔？」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeld1KfqYuv
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCOVaDO4BO
──央。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqe6cxEnDbS
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVuC8Q9YFP
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2EAkg3DUV
「我臉上有什麼嗎？」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnMzqs5nK2
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BzsWziQmD
──全是破綻。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1UStHGePG
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8X8EDZfKm4
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQnL1bsloL
「對了，小叔叫我看的書，我今天看完了喔！」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgctO6srgUw
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTEkvpBhwg
──我從來沒有強迫你。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZUcTMflp3
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Mc5J5vPbC
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQvIg6mZC4
「小叔明天，可以來找我嗎？」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboseX8Iu17
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz80dLcO8ir
──是你，自己來找我的。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtN0uyJkpx
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLP4nWZbNt
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2erTFr61w
李康是毒，是心魔，是狩獵者。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpebecCxxXJ
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FiDhI8xDq
他會在相似的人身上，看見李康。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYCBtRlRkm
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzmLGDQxdV
並且，無法控制自己。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkr3ZjPoTk
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkvAmSMZOE
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79jmM89z09
「小叔……？」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CwIWRUSth
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefd70nUpiK
──情不自禁。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OImRlQEV5
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoahobjq8To
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfds92A0XUu
「不…不要，不要！」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO75jKM9832
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tgeV1nQLZ
──重複我對你做的事。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqUQqYKR8p
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvLPxmjRE4
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gf6phYxE0
「小叔……不要這樣，我好怕……！」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFEeoDbYCb
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZ2A0H3Dfd
──當你得逞了、淪陷了。694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Mji00avJa
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4kblpGXJG
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAbo9Vl6KB
「嗚…哼……嗯啊…哼嗯……！」694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Qj3D6meUz
694Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcvZFNmGjF
──你也，永遠是我的了。
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