我住在那個舊區，那些舊樓。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgZ4mS2Cjx
無論是過去還是現在，他們看上來還是那麼殘舊。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0vZ194vvJ
底層上層還是小商店和住戶，還有那些嘩眾取寵的招牌。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASP7ikuIeR
就在近幾年附近才有快餐店便利店，質素卻不如茶餐廳雜貨店。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcl4Ml1C4D6
雖說裝修豪華，卻少了那份人情味。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucBmUwfZIL
我想，這一切都變得太快。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAju59Vr6Ua
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想回來，我最快樂的時光早已逝去。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5Shsxw4O9
兒時那還未變成工地的公園，放學後經常與小學同學到那兒玩。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yDa0ztT1J
還未有智能手機的年代，玩的就只有捉迷藏、包剪揼。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tHkbFxBsb
有零用錢就到那雜貨店買玩的吃的，還真揮霍。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzp0kEN83K
每次時間到了，媽她都會走下來叫我吃飯。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MjN8Em2Ka
那時我每次都反抗，現在想起才覺得自己幼稚。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFh78ip2F9
那時還真辛苦了她。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZ9S0GxA8O
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辛苦的不只得媽一個，還有那拚了老命的老爸。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINv5pc23u7
因為家中樓下的報紙攤收入不多，還需要其他收入來支撐家庭。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQwKO90CJ7
他我每天五時人已不見，幸運的就能準時回來吃飯，卻時常不見人。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRxnmbDfmj
那時他一回來，我都珍惜這機會和他玩耍。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZmrHZaOGo
卻只能跟他玩耍，再沒有機會和他談天。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RkwIwfLXM
某年生日，他承諾會和我吹那八根蠟燭。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCvL6GEk3a
卻想不到，那天他因過勞而死。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2KYdaccvE
那時，媽沒跟我說真相，只是說爸他又要加班，叫我原諒他。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2G94XkQd8
還記得那時我還抱怨老爸，知道真相才覺得後悔莫及。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJmjJiKzBs
980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIxYjoNbIG
老爸去世後，媽她只能靠當時爸幫我存下的大學錢和媽那少得可憐的兼職工錢過活。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3oxE9JU4w
那些一段很短的時間，大概只有三年。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeyE2VTPlm
然後，就連我唯一的親人都去世了。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlpGlB6NTR
那晚她躺在醫院，臨終時才跟我說老爸的事情。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRWJ12lhDk
雖然那時我還未算成熟，卻哭成淚人，就像我失去理性一樣。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2ZYjT5KKd
那時我哭得不受控制，臨終時我一句說話都沒發說出來。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmuHqsc90e
我還是後悔當時一句謝謝也沒說，覺得很對不起他們。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QhxSiOyQT
現在就只能對著那石碑，想說也不出口。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUC3cc9LLf
980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtm2ANVtwYx
後來，我就只能靠着那報紙攤和我的兼職工資過活。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdyckjBXh8
我沒有申請宗援，亦從來沒有向人借錢。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvDlKerot7
每天，我都吃着那簡單地飯菜，沒有再吃那些零食。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8r1jjY2m0H
放學後，我不是去做兼職，就是溫習做功課。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbP4pGvWkQ
然後，就出現了影響我最深的人。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVb5lM1ZWu
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中三那年，我結識了他－阿健。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YCPXkYesk
初時大家還是當作是陌生人，然後經過無數的課堂、多次的活動，令我對他產生感情。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKdtlB2k5e
經過什麼課堂，什麼活動，都已經多得記不清楚。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYq8LWC7qs
對我印象最深的，就是每次有考試都一定會陪我溫習。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeAK2k8Nnz
因為我又要兼職，又要看守那報紙攤，所以他都在報紙攤裡教我。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwch8YC15B
由不懂到熟練，他真的化腐朽為神奇。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkcsySqCOr
也許，我就是因為這點而愛上他。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCR666JA6fm
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漸漸地，他每天放學都習慣到那報紙攤陪我。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSEtLFyZ2X
有時和我溫習，有時陪我談天。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XK8B5jdLI
那是我倆還是天真，說着如果我們有一天結婚，那些囍帖會怎樣。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Yq8IeHZST
當時還拿了一張月曆畫了張囍帖，畫功還不算太差。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyXs9yppXi
還想到那街，替我們設計最特別的囍帖。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1aEQoAdfc
沒想到，那張封塵囍帖最後就只能苟存在我的抽屜中。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jUgoC6j9U
980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E2jms5eUV
就這樣到了中七，會考亦考完了。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZzlqdotWx
他如常到那報紙攤，陪我聊天。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYBdWuPCTA
但他所說的，並不是如常他說的話。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIXT4X508c
「我要走啦，我唔可以再同你一齊。」健說。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpX1UzGCwIW
「點解講埋啲咁嘅嘢呀？⋯我係咪做錯左啲乜？」我說。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2tpXNx89U
「唔係呀⋯真係唔關你事，我父母要我去英國留學，我短時間內都唔會再返嚟香港。」980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00k8o4pwEK
「咁突然？點解你唔早啲同我講？」980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMA5bk5VaNs
「因為我每次想講嘅時候⋯⋯我都覺得好唔捨得，唔想你因為我要留學而咁快離開我⋯⋯」980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sJgwn78dH
「點會呢⋯⋯我唔係咁膚淺⋯⋯但係我都好唔捨得你要去英國⋯⋯」980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyGPHt7Kai
「但係為咗我前途，我都冇辦法⋯⋯咁總要犧牲啲嘢嘅⋯⋯」980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSozV56yeEW
「咁我哋第時⋯⋯仲有冇機會再見？」980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5EHJj0GNW
「有嘅⋯⋯總有機會再見⋯⋯」980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iks4zBn6G
「我就係要特登係離開前同你道別，因為我都唔想後悔，我唔講咁多啦⋯我要趕機啦！」980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDQ2gzO2AV
最後，我連道別的機會也沒有，他便走了。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUKt9sbvpr
我以為能夠一生一世的愛情，就在這一刻結束。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BC3W3ETLf
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後來一次的檢查，發現了我被遺傳了母親的癌症，還到達了末期。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhzJFwGt9G
即使可以醫治，我亦沒有這麼多的藥費。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ13Iql1Wlb
而我的家亦被政府納入重建範圍，將要變成那些高樓大廈。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF51aHueNKA
那報紙攤早已被當賣，變成時代的犧牲品。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXaj6Rfezt
我的病情開始惡化，連走路也需要扶手才能走得動。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMaW2p2lse
行路的速度變得慢，就連上路也有困難。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvehJTvO8V
980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvift8HhZb
就在今天這收購的最後限期，我勉強地走了一遍附近的大街小巷。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4qKWuSyp4
原本那些雜貨店小食店，早已變成水貨客的基地。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJQUZq2TDB
原本生意旺盛的茶餐廳，一早已人去樓空、被招租的招牌鎖得緊緊。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8qw9hPmgm
更不用談那個公園，早已開始那永無休止的挖掘工程。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMVlfcyuKQ
我的步速慢得可憐，幸好附近都沒什麼人。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1LMdRMbaA
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也許一切根本就沒有永遠，只有過去。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAz5tEO3JZT
今日過後，也許這一切也不復存在，無一例外。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxI0Sjo0XD
或者，不是其他人太快，只是我太慢。980Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBpEjm6jm4
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