由我懂事那天直到現在,我都很害怕這天的來臨。932Please respect copyright.PENANA6eg8KMlOjj
由那天開始,我就很害怕在家吃最後一次晚餐。932Please respect copyright.PENANA8K8t5p4lWZ
不是怕我會忘記那曾經住過的唐樓,而是怕再也吃不到祖母的廚藝。932Please respect copyright.PENANAsodkReuYqe
那僅有的傳統鑊,和那傷痕纍纍的碗碟;932Please respect copyright.PENANAaenFaIjJLh
還有那十年如一的飯餸,都是世界上絕無僅有的。932Please respect copyright.PENANAOZONKm7Chv
我害怕的,不只得一餐的飯餸;932Please respect copyright.PENANAwOgFMxkY7N
而是唐樓內無可代替的感情。
我的父親在一次意外中喪命,母親亦早已遠走高飛。932Please respect copyright.PENANAS6lil3Mv1A
留下原本父親存給我讀大學的錢,剩下三歲的我和祖母相依為命。932Please respect copyright.PENANAkbAKaGMc54
每天的生活很簡單,沒玩具沒電腦也沒特別的慶祝生日。932Please respect copyright.PENANAnIGFdCQTrk
每天的飯菜也是十分簡單,雖然沒比餐廳的好,現在卻令我回味無窮。932Please respect copyright.PENANAFkCUqj0XAG
那時希望和祖母過更好的生活,使我十分重視自己的學業。932Please respect copyright.PENANAbuwQQwVlol
希望自己有好出頭,能夠有能力照顧祖母。932Please respect copyright.PENANAMY0F5wj2XG
但是那時沒有補習老師,祖母也是無能為力;932Please respect copyright.PENANAVwVogwMcpY
幸好,世界上還有些不問回報的鄰居。
初時,唐樓內的住客都很冷漠;932Please respect copyright.PENANAFSzQ0Fmcpe
即使見到鄰居都直行直過,一聲招呼都不打就走掉了。932Please respect copyright.PENANA2GvYiocr9n
但自從我問功課開始,我們慢慢變得人性化。932Please respect copyright.PENANA2tA1qdhOfw
我們試過停電,試過點起蠟燭拿起電筒檢查電表房。932Please respect copyright.PENANAjoB7vE4a4w
我們試過水浸,試過住在地下的鄰居上來暫避。932Please respect copyright.PENANAvHu0Myyw9j
我們試過颳風,試過漏夜檢查哪裏有漏水。932Please respect copyright.PENANAKvmn0miZjF
試過遇到小偷,試過遇到火燭;932Please respect copyright.PENANAVJfOeokjvu
我們什麼都試過,就是未試過離別。
有一次,住在我樓下的王先生要搬走。932Please respect copyright.PENANArEr05HOSYq
他要退休回加拿大,因為他很多子女親戚都在加拿大工作。932Please respect copyright.PENANADmaFz9PZ93
就是有那麼的一刻,我們嘗過什麼是離別。932Please respect copyright.PENANAjkHO4z9OYY
被人叫作「老王」的他,曾經是一名維修員。932Please respect copyright.PENANAFR7MOBVpFm
他工作的那間五金舖,退休後不久就被收購變成連鎖店。932Please respect copyright.PENANAVCnJ8KIevu
過去我們有什麼電器壞了,都來找他幫手維修。932Please respect copyright.PENANAXN4bcmRsUP
他不收我們一毛錢,也盡全力的幫我們把電器起死回生。932Please respect copyright.PENANA9JSN0LGpmA
除非真的已壞得不能再修,否則多難多爛他也幫我們維修。932Please respect copyright.PENANAmVoy5IGJqC
即使為人粗魯,他待人卻十分和善。932Please respect copyright.PENANA9ONspT7AdZ
他離開的時候,也有很多人跟着護送。932Please respect copyright.PENANAqBV2lecIip
但我只能跟他說聲謝謝,沒法目送他離開。932Please respect copyright.PENANAIXg5ofRjwK
未能像他對待電器般,那是對我來說也算是一種遺憾。
自從老王的離開,身邊的一事一物都慢慢改變。932Please respect copyright.PENANAvLNCvzc3Wm
樓下原本是食店雜貨鋪與小店舖的天地,現在一間一間的變成連鎖店首飾店藥房的基地。932Please respect copyright.PENANASI4TWC01JT
我原本就讀的小學被殺校,原本的菜市埸亦被改建得不倫不類;932Please respect copyright.PENANAq648OwpdD6
不但沒了原本的人情味,價格還比原先的貴。932Please respect copyright.PENANAejZ0rK0gSU
附近一楝又一棟的商場大廈落成,又一楝一棟的舊樓被收購拆除。932Please respect copyright.PENANAnWOqfDlOTj
我童年的惡夢成真,被拆卸的舊樓下一楝也許就是我的家。
讀上了高中,認識了一個經常教我功課的鄰居;932Please respect copyright.PENANAZjsYVJGZoo
他在中學比我高一級,很多的試題功課都是請教他。932Please respect copyright.PENANAobvDSeSX4u
正是他,我開始懂得談戀愛。932Please respect copyright.PENANAE747H8YXjU
對象不是他,但他卻不為意的給了我很多愛情知識。932Please respect copyright.PENANAmKJgST89Ac
我初戀,他教我怎樣去吻一個人。932Please respect copyright.PENANA8x0x4lJSHA
我失戀,他教我怎樣去冷靜思考。932Please respect copyright.PENANAf65VEdLmpD
唯一他未能教我的,就是離別。
就在上星期,屋宇處宣佈我們的唐樓需要被拆除。932Please respect copyright.PENANApVeM26T2kd
嫲她也同意這唐樓需要被拆除,卻看見她的眼睛帶淚泛紅。932Please respect copyright.PENANAxR62Wnk6Ac
自從我在童年被她責罵後,我第一次看見她流淚。932Please respect copyright.PENANAx2XghXPTdm
現在我21歳,也是忍不住在房間內痛哭。932Please respect copyright.PENANAwXiOSL6FSJ
看着她勉強地看電視,藉此忍淚引笑,我心內傳來一陣陣劇痛。932Please respect copyright.PENANAEibEv62FY2
「我搬走呢幢唐樓之後,我就要搬去老人院,我已經冇辦法陪你。」她對着電視說。932Please respect copyright.PENANAC4AV7sV8oN
「吓⋯⋯唔緊要㗎喎,我有能力照顧你⋯⋯」932Please respect copyright.PENANAas1mwOe96e
「都⋯都係唔好啦,我唔想麻煩你⋯⋯」她哽咽說。932Please respect copyright.PENANAeHJqGV4B1T
「我唔怕麻煩喎⋯你都照顧咗我⋯⋯」932Please respect copyright.PENANAU9fynVqCbv
「都係唔好呀⋯萬一我又煩凡親你咁樣又⋯⋯總之我自己搵得地方搞掂咪得囉⋯⋯」932Please respect copyright.PENANApLOXqZHlvB
我再也說不下去,我不忍心她去老人院,但也沒法改變她的決定。932Please respect copyright.PENANAo7oqqcZsWS
說到這裏,眼淺的我又忍不住哭起上來。
今天,所有住客就要搬走離開。932Please respect copyright.PENANAcdJTixJL5Y
上午就和一眾鄰居在那僅餘的茶餐廳聚餐,說些過去的往事,一起合照。932Please respect copyright.PENANADxgenigBbF
一些要搬去新界,一些就移民外地;932Please respect copyright.PENANABgA3ZDhntt
大家留下聯絡電話後,就各散東西,準備收拾離開。932Please respect copyright.PENANAW2CpXvzsFW
就在那殘舊的階梯中,我再次碰到他。932Please respect copyright.PENANA9Fzw9aJux9
「點解近排都見唔到你嘅?做咩來啊?」我問。932Please respect copyright.PENANAjHEb6pkGyz
「冇啊,最近忙緊最後一個project,做完呢個project就要搬去英國做。」932Please respect copyright.PENANACBFPFTvCLd
「搬咁遠,你會唔會唔慣呀?」932Please respect copyright.PENANAghMHT0smy9
「慣唔慣都要過到去做嘢架啦,更何況我都鍾意住英國,嚮往嗰邊啲生活。」932Please respect copyright.PENANAWY19GI7afq
「咁⋯你會唔會掛住而家原本嘅生活?」932Please respect copyright.PENANA3P1oV4bnid
「⋯會,即使我嚮往英倫式生活,但我都會掛住⋯甚至懷念生活喺度嘅每一刻。」932Please respect copyright.PENANA5ud6uDOPoK
「你⋯⋯會唔會掛住我?」932Please respect copyright.PENANACubHVEHFAF
「⋯⋯你想搵我咪打電話比我囉,唔使掛住我既⋯出面愛你嘅人大有人在,唔使因為再見到我而阻住咗你嘅步伐⋯⋯」932Please respect copyright.PENANAtZGnyLY1GQ
「⋯係咪真架?」932Please respect copyright.PENANAb8XEMQb5qd
「⋯係!你信我⋯⋯唔講住啦⋯我趕住要搬野走啊,遲啲有緣再見啦!」932Please respect copyright.PENANAJOjB7quFAB
「喂我都未講完⋯⋯」932Please respect copyright.PENANAP2AGZz47ax
他不給我一個說話的機會,一下子就走了。
今晚,嫲嫲她如常的煮最後一頓飯。932Please respect copyright.PENANAQrORJEQniu
煮的是我最愛吃的撻沙魚,煲的是她最上手的蕃茄蘿蔔湯。932Please respect copyright.PENANA4lTK3GfrtB
碗碟煮具依舊是那模樣,飯菜還是那熟悉的味道。932Please respect copyright.PENANA7s8hpnNahW
卻一想到是我最後一次吃到和看到它,泛起了比平時更深刻的味道。932Please respect copyright.PENANA0Cu3MIvFSL
那不能用言語來形容的味道,卻只能吃到一次。932Please respect copyright.PENANA7DWUddxT2Q
這些碗碟煮具餐桌家私,這晚過後也許結束在堆填區中。932Please respect copyright.PENANA7Yg7tuNqWr
坐在對面眼光泛紅的祖母,這晚過後也許只能在安老院中結束。932Please respect copyright.PENANAvr8zGFTjPz
看着這一切的發生,自己卻無能為力;932Please respect copyright.PENANA9C5gsN23Ct
吃着最後一塊魚,喝着最後一口湯;932Please respect copyright.PENANAFEyptJKQnt
都只能永遠記着這個味道,留待未來無限回想。
在想起今天在在垃圾房看見的一位男士,抱住破爛的報紙痛哭。932Please respect copyright.PENANAxFlmKHUtms
再看到那原名叫囍帖街的街道如今面目全非,想到自己也即將面臨這樣的命運。932Please respect copyright.PENANA1uo4lcC02y
至少,她在囍帖街七百年後還是找到那位他;932Please respect copyright.PENANASJLPe24QO0
曲終人散後,剩下的就只有回憶。932Please respect copyright.PENANA1BtkTrKCzR
這裏,再也找不到我共你。
932Please respect copyright.PENANATl4jIYJEDp