乘了差不多一小時的巴士,我終於快回到我的䁔窩。971Please respect copyright.PENANASjPrRPPlJL
途中買下了一包安眠藥,家裏的又差不多用光。971Please respect copyright.PENANAjNJNEo2O8Y
沒了它,我根本不能睡得着。971Please respect copyright.PENANAoZNxqthWuh
看着店員空洞的眼神,冷冷地說下「麻煩你二百四十元」。971Please respect copyright.PENANAqRnYiJ4lxo
這明明是正常的,但我卻感到失望。971Please respect copyright.PENANA29xrznYTnk
彷彿期望着她會說些甚麼,就如問我為何買安眠藥。971Please respect copyright.PENANAYvxLE5wwHl
我到最後一秒還是期望着,直至最後她跟我說「多謝光臨」。971Please respect copyright.PENANANyG2znQn9u
嘛,也是我太自私了;971Please respect copyright.PENANA5ThSrB755Q
也許她也希望着我會說些甚麼。
我緩緩地打開家門,還是那老樣子。971Please respect copyright.PENANAsMiswY672u
看一看那喘息的時鐘,原來已經十一點半了。971Please respect copyright.PENANAX40nx1Kmre
本想去沖洗一下,看到時鐘後我已全身無力。971Please respect copyright.PENANAdDQ5AuYtEp
我走到窗口前,看着樓下車來車往的公路;971Please respect copyright.PENANAJbmYZpxfcl
還吹著冷冷的微風,不禁令我回想起當時的你。971Please respect copyright.PENANATK69iayRui
你說過的話,還是不時浮現在我腦海中。971Please respect copyright.PENANAi8o2u47YEO
我嘆了口氣,把窗口柔柔的關下。
我用盡全身的力氣,把那包沉甸甸的木碳拖到房中間。971Please respect copyright.PENANAtkuwgvxU0H
我把它們全都倒了出來,一不留神把手都染黑了。971Please respect copyright.PENANAf629apTOMu
我拿起了那份無聊的娛樂報紙,點火後把它放進木碳堆內。971Please respect copyright.PENANAwpLkx8EJ54
拿著電風扇一陣狂吹後,木碳燒得啪啪作響。971Please respect copyright.PENANA7hUKFEX1En
看着那發紅的木碳,回想起那時你和我一起燒烤的時光。971Please respect copyright.PENANAu0hldxOyg3
仔細一看,原來木碳也是這麼美的。
我把包裝着安眠藥的膠紙拆封,把裡面四粒安眠藥倒出來。971Please respect copyright.PENANApOP4EBEcWR
第一次吃也已經半多年前的事了,現在的我早已習慣了。971Please respect copyright.PENANAc7Aax2RfXy
把藥吞下了後,我到書桌拿起紙和筆到床上。971Please respect copyright.PENANAWmt1T3ggXQ
在這之前我一直試著為你寫下封信,但一直下不了手。971Please respect copyright.PENANA4KIwkOTrxY
雖然我現在也想不到該寫什麼,但我不斷叫著自己專心。971Please respect copyright.PENANALhUMCi6W43
就好像之前跟你一起說話一樣,試着寫下一段段的肺腑之言。971Please respect copyright.PENANAIDlU0AEdfJ
每段的開頭卻久久不能下筆,就像每個字都有着自己的重量。971Please respect copyright.PENANAkLbRc7Nqjf
自己也開始發懶了,雖然知道自己的時間不多。971Please respect copyright.PENANAvVi6eD7TR6
看著那皺折的白紙,你能看到我有多努力嗎?
身旁火堆的啪啪聲,就如被撲滅一樣消失。971Please respect copyright.PENANAnsdYvR7enh
卻換來了一陣陣海風的味道,輕輕的吹著。 971Please respect copyright.PENANANKgGZDCmso
那陣熟悉的味道,我很自然地我轉了個身;971Please respect copyright.PENANAjbDGRU7tGX
期望能再次見到你,我卻找不到你的身影。971Please respect copyright.PENANA8PorjpI6Iy
我低頭嘆了口氣,卻彷彿同時也聽到你在嘆氣。971Please respect copyright.PENANAaz0BsyDsfs
我很想再跟你到海邊,說我未説完的話呢。971Please respect copyright.PENANAXqqQhtUa6e
很想再跟你一起呆坐,一起傾訴。971Please respect copyright.PENANAj4KTmqX0yc
明明早就知道你已不在。
房間的燈早已關掉,只剩下火堆搖曳的光影。971Please respect copyright.PENANApqlxC6XHbj
在暗黑的房間裏,彷彿看到了你的眼睛。971Please respect copyright.PENANAkfhmiMMgZW
我躺在床上,看着你坐在我的床邊;971Please respect copyright.PENANAIjAWXdePSD
是你在一直看守著我嗎?你還在我的身旁嗎?971Please respect copyright.PENANA0iJ3I6tsDx
我很想開口跟你說話,卻只能一直呆望著你。971Please respect copyright.PENANAGA13vEfghM
你知道我有多掛念你嗎?你送給我的零食那剩餘的包裝我遲遲也不敢掉去。971Please respect copyright.PENANAGwnvOcN8nC
你知道我有多少話想跟你說嗎?除了你我也不知道可以再跟誰說了。971Please respect copyright.PENANA9om6RPQkcz
由你不在直到現在,你知道我有多麼想再見到你嗎?
在煙霧離漫的房間中,我終於把信寫完了。971Please respect copyright.PENANAvjYPMcniAT
我看著照片中笑得燦爛的你,慢慢地閉上雙眼。971Please respect copyright.PENANAGp2We1ABPu
腦海中不斷浮現著你的聲音,我卻越來越頭痛。971Please respect copyright.PENANAZkNXP2QqOl
我把被子翻一翻,試著入睡。971Please respect copyright.PENANArUMVGbhFdu
你的聲音越覺模糊,思緒也越來越依稀。971Please respect copyright.PENANAHvMGrrsmwM
呼吸也開始有困難呢,着來我們快可以一起了。971Please respect copyright.PENANACGb3yFGsKY
快可以一起了。
971Please respect copyright.PENANAC2Y1zzmRXD
971Please respect copyright.PENANA338NpXb6AU