我曾認識一個老友,他的性格比較孤僻。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAT7SenjETYY
他姓佘,叫卓謙。1115Please respect copyright.PENANA5sd16mHuAz
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我們由幼稚園開始相識,還這麼幸運地由幼稚園到中學我們都是同校,而且還是同班。1115Please respect copyright.PENANA0xv9ucpa6C
我們真的「由細玩到大」,那個時候,我們的關係真的十分要好。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAOpCEPhsJ5F
恕我直言,我還真的有點懷念那個時候的我們,那天真無邪,毫無擔憂的我們。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAigxJEpMebC
我們有什麼功課不懂,我們都會互相指導。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAlwg2wBjvV2
我們無論有什麼逆境,我們都會共同渡過。1115Please respect copyright.PENANALsXHm696WG
小學的時候,我們每晚都「煲電話粥」1115Please respect copyright.PENANAqee17iUXv7
還有好幾次,我們談得太夜,令我們被父母禁用電話一星期。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAJIrebFQxGj
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他還在學校告訴我,「冇電話傾好辛苦啊~」1115Please respect copyright.PENANA8hlkkAiZvj
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還記得有一次他生病,他父母沒空照顧他,所以就搬來暫住一星期。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAjMPYQfQMNI
你發高燒,我急急地從雪櫃拿毛巾過來,放上你的頭上。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAdpejx0TOZ6
他還說,「有你喺度我好安心,因為我唔會燒死~」1115Please respect copyright.PENANArjROzBteY1
「如果可以嘅話,我想永遠住喺你屋企陪你!日日陪你傾計!」1115Please respect copyright.PENANAme5BYryq4a
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不知道他還記不記起我們第一次去海洋公園,你還說很期待看海豚表演。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAsP1X17jPtn
他還告訴我不用害怕,「海豚係唔會食人架! 」1115Please respect copyright.PENANA6Arx7MmNdy
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不知他還記得記起我們默書作弊,差點被老師看到。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAWmk9opFkuY
他還安慰我,「就算俾人罰,我都會陪你架!」1115Please respect copyright.PENANAgKLfOUl2Uz
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不知你還記不記起中一那年,我和你絕交。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAdAFs4eNQLt
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升上了中一,佘比他在小學時還要孤僻。1115Please respect copyright.PENANADGMonxEMVM
大概是因為他暫時習慣不了新環境,與身邊的同學少說話。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAULCBw5w5SR
我很清楚他的苦處,我亦很了解他,畢竟我們認識了這麼久。1115Please respect copyright.PENANA6GAGl4qlYj
有好幾次我問他和其他同學相處有沒有問題,他都答我不用擔心。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAtlflyxSGfC
但那個時候我們始終還是很幼稚,還未成熟。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAOoIu8IXfpl
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就是因為這樣,我們之間出現了一個衝突點。1115Please respect copyright.PENANA1ETL5KlLzB
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那個時候,我們還了解不到什麼叫做是非。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAZNKpD2jHIE
不知道當時一男一女相處是會被當作情侶。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAnfrKF0Qso1
我們的一舉一動,都被同班同學無限放大。1115Please respect copyright.PENANA3s0ZCWuNEy
這個謊話被同學說得越來越大,越來越變得有殺傷力。1115Please respect copyright.PENANALXxLZyIwuD
令到我剛結識的幾個女同學都恥笑我,遠離我。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAv2PUffUQe0
說我和「鹹濕佬」有親密關係,性交。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAoDV7F6bcth
她們的這一句徹徹底底的傷害了我自尊,當時我被我的憤怒掩蓋了我雙眼,將矛頭直指向佘。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAqT534KmgCO
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那天放學回家,我立即打電話給他。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAh1FelPGcZp
「喂?做乜今日咁早打電話俾我啊?」1115Please respect copyright.PENANAHp2IUiBqXN
「依家啲人全部都話我同你有嘢啊!仲話我同你性交呀!」1115Please respect copyright.PENANAazHoERHeOd
「你使鬼理人哋講乜啫,你做好你自己咪得囉!你又唔係真係同我有關係,你唔駛驚喎!」1115Please respect copyright.PENANA0rBoPVf6dV
「依家你無所謂啫,但係我有所謂喎!我為左呢件事我冇左幾個朋友啊!但係你就好似置身事外咁!件事你都有份架!」1115Please respect copyright.PENANAvUPo4kvtfD
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「咁我可以做得啲乜啫!唔通我同佢地講我同你無嘢咩!講左都無用啦!」1115Please respect copyright.PENANAqInObAbMdC
「冇用一件事啊,但係問題係你連做都唔做呢!而家我係咪你朋友先?」1115Please respect copyright.PENANALdCbDO0lsf
「你講呢句無非都係想我同你絕交啫!」1115Please respect copyright.PENANA4j4Pd726rf
「唔係啊,我淨係想你解決呢件事咋!」1115Please respect copyright.PENANAZSnaNPttwW
「得啦你唔使講啊!我哋絕交啦!」1115Please respect copyright.PENANAelKUCB09r6
「都話唔係咁囉⋯⋯」1115Please respect copyright.PENANASAC3e6xHfj
就是這樣,他就收了線。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAr0yIoFqxMG
我只是想他和我一起解決這個問題,但他卻這樣離開我。1115Please respect copyright.PENANA9InJq64EsR
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隔天,他不理會我,如同我是個陌生人。1115Please respect copyright.PENANArTfKX81Ftc
而我亦不再纏着他,如同他是個陌生人。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAwdHdAxzrLi
但,我依然當他是我的朋友。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAhvWpfg4FtY
就是這樣,就過了整整六年。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAdNWJcKvGrw
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這六年間,我認識了很多朋友,男的也有,女的也有。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAvxjt6QiRqK
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唯獨是他沒有。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAUBT8ZX31ay
不知這六年間我對他的印象是怎樣,可能他會認為我是一個專門調戲男生的女人。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAFhxxTqINdN
可能我是一個壞人,可能我是他的敵友。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAyUy3wpBjce
可能,我對他來說是什麼都不是。1115Please respect copyright.PENANA2FMp6qaS4O
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畢業禮的那一天,我打算跟你重修舊好。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAtFgqNkQMjI
「真係好對唔住,果日我唔應該賴矖係你錯,我都有錯。」1115Please respect copyright.PENANAr11iNSFUqi
「我係認真架,過咗咁耐,我仲係當你係朋友。唔知你仲係咪當我係你朋友呢?」我繼續說。1115Please respect copyright.PENANALXr0aoYOmY
他沒有回答我。1115Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZS0gRYpZk
「其實講咁多嘢,我淨係想同你做返朋友咋。得唔得?」1115Please respect copyright.PENANA7N3f7O0xTz
他沒有說話,一聲不吭的就離開了。1115Please respect copyright.PENANArMm4W5vquU
我沒有追他,只站在場內望着他一步一步地離開。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAGwcMOid6Kn
最後,他由人山人海的禮堂走到空無一人的走廊。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAkZs1ApzbI6
不知你是我的敵友,已沒法望透。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAzg4m4hFyAl
我已經不了解他,但以前卻是最了解他。1115Please respect copyright.PENANALzXM0VB1aw
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沒有人像你讓我眼淚背着流,嚴重似情侶講分手。1115Please respect copyright.PENANArYM7hPC5GN
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自從那天起,我們就再沒有聯絡。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAMsWWBqCcGk
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今日,我出外吃午餐。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAMvfPWcvbey
餐店還是那一間,每天還是吃著B餐。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAeUx3L1Js98
剛好,我去的時候整間餐店都滿座。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAiQDk65z1dv
就只剩下那一個卡位。1115Please respect copyright.PENANA6vdY9r4EOz
他就坐在對面,沒有說些什麼便離開。1115Please respect copyright.PENANAlveaRjOUiI
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唯獨他拋下一句:1115Please respect copyright.PENANAv24uocgyfl
「唔好俾海豚食咗。」1115Please respect copyright.PENANAvs4hFJxqmK