我曾認識一個老友,他的性格比較孤僻。991Please respect copyright.PENANAewbsSUuPB2
他姓佘,叫卓謙。991Please respect copyright.PENANAs1Awjd456o
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我們由幼稚園開始相識,還這麼幸運地由幼稚園到中學我們都是同校,而且還是同班。991Please respect copyright.PENANAc0kBjZH7us
我們真的「由細玩到大」,那個時候,我們的關係真的十分要好。991Please respect copyright.PENANACYMFkGSAMh
恕我直言,我還真的有點懷念那個時候的我們,那天真無邪,毫無擔憂的我們。991Please respect copyright.PENANAlRluhRQaPZ
我們有什麼功課不懂,我們都會互相指導。991Please respect copyright.PENANAOqIxZkPuqb
我們無論有什麼逆境,我們都會共同渡過。991Please respect copyright.PENANAkLCuakUMPK
小學的時候,我們每晚都「煲電話粥」991Please respect copyright.PENANAmTdQcJrQBc
還有好幾次,我們談得太夜,令我們被父母禁用電話一星期。991Please respect copyright.PENANATqttwGS7xz
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他還在學校告訴我,「冇電話傾好辛苦啊~」991Please respect copyright.PENANAqRiAddy06F
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還記得有一次他生病,他父母沒空照顧他,所以就搬來暫住一星期。991Please respect copyright.PENANApE6ur9gjd8
你發高燒,我急急地從雪櫃拿毛巾過來,放上你的頭上。991Please respect copyright.PENANAY05Lhh0LBX
他還說,「有你喺度我好安心,因為我唔會燒死~」991Please respect copyright.PENANAahLq4p17xm
「如果可以嘅話,我想永遠住喺你屋企陪你!日日陪你傾計!」991Please respect copyright.PENANAHqiI2rJbQD
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不知道他還記不記起我們第一次去海洋公園,你還說很期待看海豚表演。991Please respect copyright.PENANAbvkhmMYihX
他還告訴我不用害怕,「海豚係唔會食人架! 」991Please respect copyright.PENANAmvYlfUP7RM
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不知他還記得記起我們默書作弊,差點被老師看到。991Please respect copyright.PENANAOHCTxb9khS
他還安慰我,「就算俾人罰,我都會陪你架!」991Please respect copyright.PENANAmRaXttb9kP
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不知你還記不記起中一那年,我和你絕交。991Please respect copyright.PENANAym7kwf4USD
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升上了中一,佘比他在小學時還要孤僻。991Please respect copyright.PENANAu2inn9KFCg
大概是因為他暫時習慣不了新環境,與身邊的同學少說話。991Please respect copyright.PENANAJq3v2Ky0cO
我很清楚他的苦處,我亦很了解他,畢竟我們認識了這麼久。991Please respect copyright.PENANAbnhOvwG6cr
有好幾次我問他和其他同學相處有沒有問題,他都答我不用擔心。991Please respect copyright.PENANA0PAzPqDecu
但那個時候我們始終還是很幼稚,還未成熟。991Please respect copyright.PENANAoCazP6SsjP
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就是因為這樣,我們之間出現了一個衝突點。991Please respect copyright.PENANA8o1CQaFeIp
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那個時候,我們還了解不到什麼叫做是非。991Please respect copyright.PENANAMEHJcSkIO9
不知道當時一男一女相處是會被當作情侶。991Please respect copyright.PENANA518G4noPzk
我們的一舉一動,都被同班同學無限放大。991Please respect copyright.PENANAFW64KZKhih
這個謊話被同學說得越來越大,越來越變得有殺傷力。991Please respect copyright.PENANAWUjnajjVph
令到我剛結識的幾個女同學都恥笑我,遠離我。991Please respect copyright.PENANA2YuEtwsFsg
說我和「鹹濕佬」有親密關係,性交。991Please respect copyright.PENANAicIqnewLej
她們的這一句徹徹底底的傷害了我自尊,當時我被我的憤怒掩蓋了我雙眼,將矛頭直指向佘。991Please respect copyright.PENANAIoxd4H0nGB
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那天放學回家,我立即打電話給他。991Please respect copyright.PENANALUDqfUPwzQ
「喂?做乜今日咁早打電話俾我啊?」991Please respect copyright.PENANAtBlMCV85s1
「依家啲人全部都話我同你有嘢啊!仲話我同你性交呀!」991Please respect copyright.PENANAt4pKSGEAOg
「你使鬼理人哋講乜啫,你做好你自己咪得囉!你又唔係真係同我有關係,你唔駛驚喎!」991Please respect copyright.PENANAnHUSsrhry6
「依家你無所謂啫,但係我有所謂喎!我為左呢件事我冇左幾個朋友啊!但係你就好似置身事外咁!件事你都有份架!」991Please respect copyright.PENANAIQiYpTYNVX
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「咁我可以做得啲乜啫!唔通我同佢地講我同你無嘢咩!講左都無用啦!」991Please respect copyright.PENANA0mm25RAq6s
「冇用一件事啊,但係問題係你連做都唔做呢!而家我係咪你朋友先?」991Please respect copyright.PENANAohaMp6Yq2O
「你講呢句無非都係想我同你絕交啫!」991Please respect copyright.PENANAz0OfxahRRf
「唔係啊,我淨係想你解決呢件事咋!」991Please respect copyright.PENANA6e7LDdsnpd
「得啦你唔使講啊!我哋絕交啦!」991Please respect copyright.PENANAfPI3LTviGy
「都話唔係咁囉⋯⋯」991Please respect copyright.PENANAiBbTXmOJA0
就是這樣,他就收了線。991Please respect copyright.PENANA5sPMeIu1oA
我只是想他和我一起解決這個問題,但他卻這樣離開我。991Please respect copyright.PENANAyOCuPtv2Eq
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隔天,他不理會我,如同我是個陌生人。991Please respect copyright.PENANAgdHsPVzdaC
而我亦不再纏着他,如同他是個陌生人。991Please respect copyright.PENANAf6S1hvLDu0
但,我依然當他是我的朋友。991Please respect copyright.PENANA6Ndeg3vc1e
就是這樣,就過了整整六年。991Please respect copyright.PENANAoxRisJ4X2z
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這六年間,我認識了很多朋友,男的也有,女的也有。991Please respect copyright.PENANAPhBayGI5ql
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唯獨是他沒有。991Please respect copyright.PENANAtC96ubhhFx
不知這六年間我對他的印象是怎樣,可能他會認為我是一個專門調戲男生的女人。991Please respect copyright.PENANAcxgKB0tLPj
可能我是一個壞人,可能我是他的敵友。991Please respect copyright.PENANATXvFlPLM8r
可能,我對他來說是什麼都不是。991Please respect copyright.PENANAyLZT4CchaM
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畢業禮的那一天,我打算跟你重修舊好。991Please respect copyright.PENANAOFCCQgEdl4
「真係好對唔住,果日我唔應該賴矖係你錯,我都有錯。」991Please respect copyright.PENANA0idxmYCFCj
「我係認真架,過咗咁耐,我仲係當你係朋友。唔知你仲係咪當我係你朋友呢?」我繼續說。991Please respect copyright.PENANAhBaaGXwX9l
他沒有回答我。991Please respect copyright.PENANAqmbVw0x2ul
「其實講咁多嘢,我淨係想同你做返朋友咋。得唔得?」991Please respect copyright.PENANA3x4zPHusBY
他沒有說話,一聲不吭的就離開了。991Please respect copyright.PENANA7kBclcjqKl
我沒有追他,只站在場內望着他一步一步地離開。991Please respect copyright.PENANAFQvYFNLTq4
最後,他由人山人海的禮堂走到空無一人的走廊。991Please respect copyright.PENANAavXGqxl92B
不知你是我的敵友,已沒法望透。991Please respect copyright.PENANAPUKlWGKC8Q
我已經不了解他,但以前卻是最了解他。991Please respect copyright.PENANAJRNMxhEkTn
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沒有人像你讓我眼淚背着流,嚴重似情侶講分手。991Please respect copyright.PENANAmUL9iW42T7
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自從那天起,我們就再沒有聯絡。991Please respect copyright.PENANAjqKT7SgHlf
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今日,我出外吃午餐。991Please respect copyright.PENANAHpvEM3jvyH
餐店還是那一間,每天還是吃著B餐。991Please respect copyright.PENANA5o1qIJmMQT
剛好,我去的時候整間餐店都滿座。991Please respect copyright.PENANAs4AusxEGzg
就只剩下那一個卡位。991Please respect copyright.PENANAgsa4h1dbh0
他就坐在對面,沒有說些什麼便離開。991Please respect copyright.PENANA4kLCUWMCRk
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唯獨他拋下一句:991Please respect copyright.PENANA436mORGvtR
「唔好俾海豚食咗。」991Please respect copyright.PENANA2F2Jyt9wcA