第三十七章:問與答557Please respect copyright.PENANAr4hvhoaZ7K
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急,然後又要我打比你啊?」557Please respect copyright.PENANAPceV4E4oF8
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。557Please respect copyright.PENANAEdaHekUCtm
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她剛回來並放下了自己的背句,然後就轉身向我說道:557Please respect copyright.PENANA2q7dCxIgcj
「無啊,琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」557Please respect copyright.PENANAFhVs7lRNx3
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。557Please respect copyright.PENANAQav1Lc80Cc
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「做咩啦?心情差?」557Please respect copyright.PENANAKgMckKbxea
我察覺到她的不妥,於是再追問。557Please respect copyright.PENANAPRlwqOdOzE
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「無嘢就無嘢啦!」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。557Please respect copyright.PENANAD787kGDya1
我看見她這樣,都沒有再追問下去。557Please respect copyright.PENANA1IVb8EoGoa
避免令她感到更煩躁。557Please respect copyright.PENANAKqM0ANXv2T
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然後依玲都很快就轉回身,開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課,並放到了桌上。557Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7kkrcL3wM
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差,只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。557Please respect copyright.PENANA0vZJtcg7GV
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然而接下來的一整天,我與她都很少有交談,今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……557Please respect copyright.PENANAyAIEa65Wkt
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直到放學時,我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣,比其他選修科更早下課。557Please respect copyright.PENANAqzmY1RyrTP
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我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……557Please respect copyright.PENANAop3GdiHrOy
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「喂!Alvin!」557Please respect copyright.PENANAw9cwU82dQX
我立即轉向後方,發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。557Please respect copyright.PENANANdQA62Vyx7
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「等埋我一齊行啦!」Rita說道。557Please respect copyright.PENANABO2uJYobyZ
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我站在了原地,等待著她走到與我同一級上。557Please respect copyright.PENANAlvEpDoH21C
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。557Please respect copyright.PENANA05z3QTKr8O
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「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後,我哋一齊行翻課室。」557Please respect copyright.PENANAE0BsJ3JUuN
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。557Please respect copyright.PENANABrdCvssNrT
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因為以往生物科下課後,我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。557Please respect copyright.PENANABg5PpYaeES
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談,而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。557Please respect copyright.PENANAg14Y0ctZIA
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「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架,今日做咩得自己一個?」我問道她。557Please respect copyright.PENANATgR4FjbGs5
而June是以前我與Rita初中時,同班的其中一個同學。557Please respect copyright.PENANA0KJQTZP0ee
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「June佢有嘢想問老師,所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊?」557Please respect copyright.PENANANu2DoYjFgo
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯,然後抬頭看著我問道。557Please respect copyright.PENANAq0f83qC3JD
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「你又知我有心事?」我直接回答她。557Please respect copyright.PENANA8L90OOom7Z
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……557Please respect copyright.PENANAcra4HtOLHx
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「咪傻啦你!我哋第四年同班架啦!一早睇穿哂你啦!」她笑著說。557Please respect copyright.PENANAdeGeGkigCv
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「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊?」我反問她。557Please respect copyright.PENANAWK4eSCnetk
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「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地,所以連帶到你都心情差啊?」557Please respect copyright.PENANAWvMj4zu1CB
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。557Please respect copyright.PENANAR31YMmkupt
但我沒有回應她。557Please respect copyright.PENANAOjZGyylHre
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「唔講嘢!姐喺係啦!」557Please respect copyright.PENANAqGXbCtfKvH
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。557Please respect copyright.PENANATYaG7rXfyC
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」557Please respect copyright.PENANAbt4CA8hW09
她再繼續說道,並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。557Please respect copyright.PENANAqtD1ng4KVe
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我看見她的語氣變了,於是便開口問道:557Please respect copyright.PENANA4LTW1H12ux
「問咩啊?問到語氣都變哂嘅?」557Please respect copyright.PENANAqCqSFxogwa
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「其實你放低咗Mandy未?」她看著我說。557Please respect copyright.PENANACjtSXGRpDB
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……557Please respect copyright.PENANAVWnkHLpMpM
在這一剎那,如同空氣都靜止了一樣。557Please respect copyright.PENANAzqpz90140x
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「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。557Please respect copyright.PENANARbp7zdkXCe
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「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊!」557Please respect copyright.PENANADapUyNJQRn
她思考了一會後再說。557Please respect copyright.PENANAaEbjVS4Fbq
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「如果啲咩先?」557Please respect copyright.PENANAdaw8Nt5mfR
我發現她沒有把話說下去,於是便問道。557Please respect copyright.PENANArZZZ4s0EeO
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「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢?」557Please respect copyright.PENANAOVHxVZR7PA
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。557Please respect copyright.PENANADdOg0S6Gq3
使得我嚇一嚇,並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。557Please respect copyright.PENANA5A3d6RfA35
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確認沒有人後,我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……557Please respect copyright.PENANAOLmtews6Rv
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦!咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」557Please respect copyright.PENANAHUpdZDbva8
我笑著說,但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。557Please respect copyright.PENANAk5LU2gwyQm
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始終在與Mandy分後,經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。557Please respect copyright.PENANAgOGkctWR0Y
直到升上中四後,前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。557Please respect copyright.PENANAtR8zBbvyM1
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……557Please respect copyright.PENANAJqImdgFdxe
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶,斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。557Please respect copyright.PENANAdeH8pMm9iS
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……557Please respect copyright.PENANARVboNBsZT1
所以我都不能確實回答。557Please respect copyright.PENANAwP9HolEoOa
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「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案,似乎有些保留。557Please respect copyright.PENANANuROyL08V0
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「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛,就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架!」557Please respect copyright.PENANASWge8QpPGS
我直接與她說。557Please respect copyright.PENANAHromLpvZ8B
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始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。557Please respect copyright.PENANANY6LonmdC4
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……557Please respect copyright.PENANAwhUlvDKf4V
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「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」557Please respect copyright.PENANAKvqWzU5w4S
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上,於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。557Please respect copyright.PENANAU8qtKzvNbj
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而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話,只是點一點頭後,就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……557Please respect copyright.PENANAO4sfUcMbRY
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回到家後,我立即躺在自己的床上。557Please respect copyright.PENANAiuxHklFKPN
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「未換衫就攤上床?!快啲換翻屋企衫先!」557Please respect copyright.PENANAfrOQ6V03Ow
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後,就命令我立即去替換衣服。557Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2TIm3ddrc
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而我正在換衣的時候……557Please respect copyright.PENANAW15840DGag
「鈴—鈴—」557Please respect copyright.PENANAPBozrenbm3
突然手機鈴聲響起了。557Please respect copyright.PENANAyL1exVNOaW
於我便快速地更換好衣服,並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。557Please respect copyright.PENANA48rkH1IRfr
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當我一拿起手機,發現是依玲的來電。557Please respect copyright.PENANArZFd2wRG7k
我二話不說就接聽了。557Please respect copyright.PENANA4gVJhl7z4M
「喂?依玲?」557Please respect copyright.PENANAH1JVdWpJfd
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「喂?阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊?」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。557Please respect copyright.PENANAg1uE7m2dsC
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「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。557Please respect copyright.PENANACFSCMU6Dxi
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。557Please respect copyright.PENANAaprcX5RG72
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「做咩突然打比我啊?」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。557Please respect copyright.PENANAVSz1QPqBqf
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁,所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」557Please respect copyright.PENANAZZwu3VLwdS
她向我道歉起來。557Please respect copyright.PENANAQuXcqEhFiI
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「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling,同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事!放心!」557Please respect copyright.PENANAtTar9l5JCZ
我希望她不要太過介意。557Please respect copyright.PENANAkWTl4Cl6ds
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但當我說完後,她立即沒有回應我,反而是沉默了一會……557Please respect copyright.PENANAtNgVobeU3o
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「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊?」她突然問道我。557Please respect copyright.PENANAF8dmJK9vNW
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……557Please respect copyright.PENANAJov34UPLQ1
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「唔喺啊,我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。557Please respect copyright.PENANAXuTySuc4mC
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……557Please respect copyright.PENANAnzD3NLLCnn
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「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」557Please respect copyright.PENANAgguRTxniv5
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。557Please respect copyright.PENANAfcLXnLjj6U
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「哦!因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋,而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身,所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」557Please respect copyright.PENANATQ6jn51Bpu
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。557Please respect copyright.PENANAycMVXdZa7i
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「原來喺咁……」她說。557Please respect copyright.PENANAfr3UwGU2pe
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。557Please respect copyright.PENANAUjxewLuSHe
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「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋,覺得你兩個有啲夾……」557Please respect copyright.PENANA5BGXPHaGHz
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……557Please respect copyright.PENANAzjamqAAo7u
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莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事?557Please respect copyright.PENANA2QKc38WQBT
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「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的,但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」557Please respect copyright.PENANAjuMLHAlVIg