第四十三章:解釋542Please respect copyright.PENANACbZWaroRFr
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「何鵬侑,我問你!到底Mandy喺邊個!」542Please respect copyright.PENANA7nVUOlRXbw
依玲皺起眉頭盯著我說。542Please respect copyright.PENANAapwhAfakGs
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這一刻我完全不知道怎麼樣向她解釋。542Please respect copyright.PENANA2rEQhy5EyX
但既然都已經不能再隱藏了,那我只好……542Please respect copyright.PENANAyyppnkXdZM
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「Mandy喺我中三時嘅女朋友,不過已經喺ex……」542Please respect copyright.PENANAbegj9j3v4G
我只好如實向她說出我一直以來都沒有與她說的過去。542Please respect copyright.PENANAfZll5Gqym3
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「點解你一直都無同我講過?」她有一點氣憤地說。542Please respect copyright.PENANAIy1OMj5w5r
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「因為我覺得反正都喺過咗去嘅事,所以未無講。」542Please respect copyright.PENANAdj04KknPQB
此刻我只能夠誠實地回答她所有的問題。542Please respect copyright.PENANArgXprVpv7h
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「我唔理喺咪過咗去……我care喺你做咩一直都唔同我講?而佢兩個都知,喺得我唔知。」542Please respect copyright.PENANA9jaWhrpZk4
她開始有點激動起來,並指向了我旁邊的Eve及Rita。542Please respect copyright.PENANAVJEWlJsjnh
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「佢哋拍拖個陣我就知架啦……而Eve喺有次我同佢講嘅……所以你唔好誤會Alvin啊。」542Please respect copyright.PENANA1Xme05cRYu
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Rita嘗試為我解釋著,而她身旁的Eve都一同點頭表示認同Rita的說話。542Please respect copyright.PENANArfpnlN0cRe
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「依玲,你認真聽住,我有ex呢件事全班真喺得Rita同Eve先知……我真喺無同過任何人講……」542Please respect copyright.PENANAtmYgarQMor
我都一同解釋起來,希望能夠平靜一下依玲的情緒。542Please respect copyright.PENANAabk7eFe1L8
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但當我說完後,我發現依玲的雙眼已經熱淚盈眶……542Please respect copyright.PENANA5LL2RAu3ts
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「我喺唔明點解你一直都唔同我講……明明我哋傾過咁多心事,你都可以唔同我講……」542Please respect copyright.PENANARugMOcZfai
她的眼淚開始流下來了。542Please respect copyright.PENANAjmCSWijQYT
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我們另外三人看到她開始哭起來後,都立即變得不知所惜。542Please respect copyright.PENANA9kKLVo6ExA
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「對唔住,我想去靜一靜先……」542Please respect copyright.PENANAdz2cBFolEy
依玲很快抹走了自己臉上的淚水,然後就急步地跑離了我們身處的帳蓬。542Please respect copyright.PENANAR5YJfvGzhr
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「依玲!」542Please respect copyright.PENANAzv7yAEBCgM
我當然是第一時間一同衝出去追上她……542Please respect copyright.PENANASatuzayalD
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「依玲!你聽我講先啦……依玲!」542Please respect copyright.PENANALmn12usAI9
我一邊跑著一邊叫道她。542Please respect copyright.PENANAQDMmDzZhh7
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但她似乎沒有打算停下腳步。542Please respect copyright.PENANANBiLMA5hIA
那我只好一直在她後面追趕著。542Please respect copyright.PENANA4lL1wLWjgK
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直到她跑到了一個公共洗手間附近時,她停下了腳步。542Please respect copyright.PENANAqetx5dUF0L
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「依玲……」我同樣停下了腳步。542Please respect copyright.PENANADJLsEmgiIJ
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我們二人站在原地,直到依玲先轉身面向著我。542Please respect copyright.PENANA8tIv31n0db
但她的雙眼仍然全是淚水……542Please respect copyright.PENANAKIh1CT0cDQ
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「我比你講……你講……」她用著一個淒涼的聲音向我說。542Please respect copyright.PENANASgxf4UmHe0
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從路人角度來看的話,我與依玲二人現在簡直就像情侶吵架一樣,女方哭著需要男方道歉。542Please respect copyright.PENANAmq9OZCPAfp
而通常這種情況下,男方只要上前擁抱著女方道歉,都會很快得到原諒的。542Please respect copyright.PENANAVd7RCxQOkC
但可惜我們現在不是情侶……542Please respect copyright.PENANA6jLKhfHWwb
我除了道歉及解釋外就沒有第二種方法了。542Please respect copyright.PENANAUPuGpIpHVq
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「Mandy喺我中三個陣時嘅女朋友……但後來暑假因為佢要過澳洲讀書,我哋先會分咗手……一直都無同你講……對唔住。」542Please respect copyright.PENANABytpMtlpHb
我最終都是向她道歉了。542Please respect copyright.PENANAww5jJEiHvs
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始終在一開始我沒有把這件事跟她說,是我不好先。542Please respect copyright.PENANAKbLnUjONh7
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「咁……咁點解你一直都唔同我講?」她繼續問道。542Please respect copyright.PENANAbqhn4mPf5u
雖然她沒有哭出來,但雙眼仍然是熱淚盈眶。542Please respect copyright.PENANA3S93NWzcs0
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「因為我覺得唔重要……」我支支吾吾地說著。542Please respect copyright.PENANAEuBYcAIb5A
但我知道這個答案是錯誤的。542Please respect copyright.PENANA4CmlLxu0JG
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「唔重要?咩唔重要啊?我覺得重要喎!」542Please respect copyright.PENANAdbTlTwEOv6
她開始變得有點激動起來地說。542Please respect copyright.PENANAo4FGXXwkwX
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「有咩咁重要先?反正都只喺我嘅過去……根本唔重要!」我繼續解釋起來。542Please respect copyright.PENANAGI2AlSV2ir
站在我角度,我認為與Mandy的事都已經過去了。542Please respect copyright.PENANA8uo37oRUfb
因此沒有必要再把過去的事、過去的傷痕再一次掘出來。542Please respect copyright.PENANAI81EQUduN4
難道一次傷害不夠,還要來第二次傷害嗎?542Please respect copyright.PENANApL7XvKi79G
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「何鵬侑你好自私啊!」她很大聲地直接罵了出來。542Please respect copyright.PENANAPoqlKzpV68
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我都頓時被她震驚了一下,沒有立即回應她。542Please respect copyright.PENANAsRlrgLTiGn
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「我當你喺好朋友,將我好多嘢……好多心事都同你講……連我同Raymond以前嘅事都同你講……就因為我信你,真心當你喺好朋友……但喺原來你就一直收埋咗啲秘密唔話我知……咁仲算咩好朋友啊!」542Please respect copyright.PENANAdScwcZpev1
她一下子說完後,眼淚就開始從眼眶流下來。542Please respect copyright.PENANAL56gk3DVuR
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但我仍然沒有回應她……542Please respect copyright.PENANAndQoBYjMEm
應該說是不知道怎樣開口回應。542Please respect copyright.PENANAs1tmEARbsm
始終隱瞞秘密的是我。542Please respect copyright.PENANAFo3OaKyoR2
令她失望的也是我。542Please respect copyright.PENANAPY0hmhV7G9
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「我無資格做你好朋友……」我低下了頭說著。542Please respect copyright.PENANAyckXqqYe1B
或許我真的不配與她有這個「好朋友」的關係。542Please respect copyright.PENANArQNdrxA6M3
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「你想走啊?」依玲看著我說。542Please respect copyright.PENANAiDr7G3Jv8p
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我沒有說話。542Please respect copyright.PENANA58aUMS8fWR
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「你依家話走就走啊?」她繼續說。542Please respect copyright.PENANAqkseWJL6bq
然後就開始慢慢地向著我前進,直到走了我的面前。542Please respect copyright.PENANAZtv7KDuzmZ
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她與我一樣都沒有再說話,只是默默地低著頭。542Please respect copyright.PENANAyeBUTCUuUM
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「依玲,對唔住……」我除了道歉就沒有任何事可以做了。542Please respect copyright.PENANAWG7sTsXGKa
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而她就沒有開口說甚麼。542Please respect copyright.PENANAd9U3LSqqsJ
只是雙手摟緊我的腰,然後把頭貼在我的胸前。542Please respect copyright.PENANAnMB8SL1Xe5
「我唔會比你走……唔比走……」她在我懷中哭著說。542Please respect copyright.PENANAy10NaPcqCs
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「但我做唔到好朋友應該做嘅嘢……連最基本嘅打開心扇都做唔到……」542Please respect copyright.PENANAooiRfh168Q
我仍然被她緊摟著。542Please respect copyright.PENANAWvvA9JGYbm
現在我們就真的看上去與情侶沒有分別了。542Please respect copyright.PENANAHPtuiKqzgr
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「咁你……由今日開始做……你應承我……」她繼續說著。542Please respect copyright.PENANAd4VpvfAgt1
但因為她把頭貼在了我胸口上,所以有一點聽不清潔她說甚麼。542Please respect copyright.PENANAaZiLFxstV3
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「你咩今日開始咩啊?」我問道她。542Please respect copyright.PENANABBe7TSxz7j
因為我實在是聽不到她在說甚麼。542Please respect copyright.PENANAm2JbJ98rXn
我不是故意的這樣問的……542Please respect copyright.PENANAjxgQfjUa3x
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「我話你由今日開始做翻個稱職嘅好朋友啊!咁都聽唔到!」542Please respect copyright.PENANA2y8hmk9KqZ
她把頭從我胸口拿開,然後有一點激動地看著我說。542Please respect copyright.PENANAQSyTKSPkA1
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「哦……聽到啦……」542Please respect copyright.PENANAAd2hgPKrFQ
我又被她罵了多一次。542Please respect copyright.PENANAaB63c5FY7I
都怪我把剛剛的氣氛一下子搞垮了。542Please respect copyright.PENANA0r8JQSJHa7
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「所以你應承我!唔準再將啲嘢收埋收埋!如果唔喺我唔放手!」542Please respect copyright.PENANAZUfhH52U46
她一邊說著,然後一邊繼續緊摟著我。542Please respect copyright.PENANAvsxJ6KbBXZ
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剛剛的氣氛被我破壞後,現在被她這樣摟緊反而有一點尷尬起來。542Please respect copyright.PENANA58OneSfouZ
畢竟我昨天才意外地抱緊了Venus,並被她親吻了臉頰……542Please respect copyright.PENANAI25k2LlDy6
連續兩天都與非情侶關係的女生有這樣的身體接觸,我會大腦當機的。542Please respect copyright.PENANACBpCBofSf9
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「好啦!好啦!我應承你啦!」542Please respect copyright.PENANA3JBacQDUMr
為了令她放手,我只好答應她。542Please respect copyright.PENANActgtXbz2i0
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「咁假嘅……唔收貨!」她仍然緊摟著我說道。542Please respect copyright.PENANAVQVTCEUJeE
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「我知啦……我何鵬侑應承鍾依玲,以後唔會再將啲心事收埋唔講,會做一個稱職嘅好朋友!」542Please respect copyright.PENANAKo3lCo7GJF
我深呼吸了一下後,就大聲說地說了出來。542Please respect copyright.PENANAK8QwLhChng
連旁邊剛剛上完洗手間的阿伯都立即看著我……542Please respect copyright.PENANAleV9CgoZ5S
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「噓!你咁大聲講,想全世界都聽到啊!?」542Please respect copyright.PENANA21wAWEyvJw
她終於放開了雙手並立即用其中一隻手掩住我的嘴。542Please respect copyright.PENANAX20GW769MY
這個動作我好像曾經都對她做過,只是這一次是我們交換了位置。542Please respect copyright.PENANAwFXr1Z0rQp
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「我哋都喺翻去做嘢先,一陣比人發現離開咗崗位就弊……我哋今晚先再繼續處理。」542Please respect copyright.PENANApYGQzxw0y0
依玲放開了她掩住我嘴巴的手後,就往露天廣場的方向看過去。542Please respect copyright.PENANAMgoo1uB2vq
然後就拉著我一同走回去。542Please respect copyright.PENANAlvOZQiQp20
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而我剛剛聽到了她說「今晚再繼續處理」七字。542Please respect copyright.PENANAsgQnc6zdfm
我就知道我今晚都應該一段時間不用睡了……542Please respect copyright.PENANAV9xkcGMguY
我指是要對著手機與她解釋及交談,不要誤會。542Please respect copyright.PENANABPGAizVP4w
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「今日辛苦大家啦……之後我會比翻今日嘅義工證明你哋,等你哋可以入翻落學校個OLE時數到。」542Please respect copyright.PENANAC4ifQHj7gm
依玲在收抬著我們脫下的大會衣服時說道。542Please respect copyright.PENANAdf00PG531n
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「好嘢!有得計時數!」Rita有點興奮地說。542Please respect copyright.PENANAyi7tzh3O1B
「Elaine,你下次再有類似活動就記得搵埋我哋做義工。」542Please respect copyright.PENANAb7ZsCKugNc
Eve在一旁準備拿起了她的袋子時說道。542Please respect copyright.PENANAJSRwEkBtz3
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而在Eve拿起了袋子的一瞬間……542Please respect copyright.PENANA7YZfeJBGsr
「妹妹,可唔可以比你個電話我啊!」542Please respect copyright.PENANAPbxZH8QRDK
「同學,我哋交換電話啦!」542Please respect copyright.PENANAvCcKG0x0bG
「我想同你做個朋友啊!」542Please respect copyright.PENANAtWy9T72s1Q
突然數個男生就衝到了她面前要求拿取她的聯絡方法。542Please respect copyright.PENANA7xKXjgK3uz
看來這些男生都是在今天到我們這裡拿取物資時被Eve所吸引了的呢。542Please respect copyright.PENANAJxRAg4KZRX
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接著我就與依玲及Rita只好在一旁看著Eve用著一個不知所措的表情來應付這些突如其來的「追求者」……542Please respect copyright.PENANAaLN9vTotki
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「你哋可以走先啦!」依玲拿著摺疊好的衣服與我們說。542Please respect copyright.PENANAY7pWIhrUnY
「咁我哋走先啦!Bye bye!」Rita帶著了剛剛連續拒絕了三人而累壞了的Eve先行離開。542Please respect copyright.PENANAc2gwnwQA4o
而我都準備離開並與依玲道別時……542Please respect copyright.PENANALoDIVAmRrF
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「阿侑,啱先咁樣攬住你……希望你唔好介意……」542Please respect copyright.PENANAOWUhzqQL4T
依玲說話的整個語氣完全不同了。542Please respect copyright.PENANAPwCDVXS8MO
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「唔緊要啊,當喺同上次玩捉迷藏個陣打和囉,哈哈。」542Please respect copyright.PENANADQYoOWr0CM
我不自覺地用上了「打和」理論與她說。542Please respect copyright.PENANACJTPHGBRun
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「都話咗唔好再提個次……不過算你啦!你快啲走啦,我都要去還翻啲衫。」542Please respect copyright.PENANAcaCSsySMz8
她拿著滿手摺疊好的衣服開始準備離開。542Please respect copyright.PENANAEnR57LIhSu
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「好啦,我哋今晚再傾,拜啦!」542Please respect copyright.PENANAOOQs59TpVf
以免阻礙到她盡快完成工作,我都馬上與她道別。542Please respect copyright.PENANAI0HblXoJle
而她都與我道別過後,我就轉身離開了。542Please respect copyright.PENANAR0wHj4NSQ7
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接下來,我很快就來到了車站。542Please respect copyright.PENANAi2ONfUHwSb
並在月台上等待了一會後,就有輕鐵駛到了。542Please respect copyright.PENANAjq13hr2ML9
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我走上了列車的第一卡車廂,並找了一個位置站著。542Please respect copyright.PENANAulVaLfUT4H
然後就一直掃著我的手機。542Please respect copyright.PENANAJKT37Ww6pv
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直到列車駛到達某一個站,並開始慢慢停下來時。542Please respect copyright.PENANA5Pv3gR7SDg
我八卦地看了一下四周。542Please respect copyright.PENANARpckujsp7k
但我隨即在後方的車廂,看見了她……542Please respect copyright.PENANAPTu29DkfL5
我看見了Mandy。542Please respect copyright.PENANAsF8m3ULJuD
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當列車停頓下來,並打開了車門時。542Please respect copyright.PENANAXXVd3fb3kJ
她隨著人群慢慢地走出了車廂。542Please respect copyright.PENANAFR0gWAEJWN
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於是我在不知道甚麼的刺激下,打算一同走出車廂。542Please respect copyright.PENANAA0HYrbX6dk
但我的前方卻有一群人站著,使我需要稍為借過一下才能走出車門。542Please respect copyright.PENANA069agmu7H5
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而當我走出了車廂,並在下車的人群中試圖尋找她的身影時……542Please respect copyright.PENANA9sxPueRa6g
我並沒有再看到她。542Please respect copyright.PENANAq6dXgezhDD
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直至列車駕離,人群散去。542Please respect copyright.PENANAOdF5kib9fV
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