妻女不在,大一約會阿零的次數更見頻密。開心時光垂手可得,快樂亦變得平淡。二人沒有騰雲駕霧之感,赤條條地躺在床上,各自發呆。417Please respect copyright.PENANAEs4hwJv5Fa
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難以言喻的失落。417Please respect copyright.PENANAZcs0dtP6gF
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自招的,能怪誰?作為成年人,當然清楚知道二人的關係僅建基於虛無飄渺的肉體歡愉。完事後,一切亦隨之結束,不剩甚麼。早知如此,何必當初?417Please respect copyright.PENANAtUeibKyqSK
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也許是心存僥倖,奢望能從中得到滿足;也許是心癢難耐,貪婪沒能在現實找到的一刻歡愉,甘願沉溺火海當中;也許是逃避現實的一個小手段,無奈的,無力的……417Please respect copyright.PENANAR4jvsGZgdJ
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該有人在笑吧!自怨自艾的兩個人,把自己塑造成淒美的化身。以為是葬花的黛玉,實則是傷春悲秋的幼稚傢伙。417Please respect copyright.PENANAiG8N6YRmGm
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阿零轉身側躺,目光落在窗外街景。滂沱大雨。建築物變成一片片色塊,只有粗略外形而沒有細節。像油畫,浪漫,唯美。一道靛色閃電劃破長空,雷聲緊隨而至,撕裂世界。缺口後,同樣漆黑一片。天外沒有天。417Please respect copyright.PENANAp1jvEn9lzp
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「要點小吃嗎?」這彷彿是大一唯一會講的話。417Please respect copyright.PENANApzJTOCTpia
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阿零忽發奇想:今天的大便是昨夜的酒肉,今夜的酒肉將會是明天的大便。酒肉等於大便。自己在吃大便。倏忽感到噁心。417Please respect copyright.PENANAhDQoWbTTiF
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她回身,搖搖頭。「我抽菸就可以了。」417Please respect copyright.PENANAQX5UEzMHhD
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「可以給我一根嗎?」大一罕有地露出輕浮笑容。417Please respect copyright.PENANAoEiwNuP4UF
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阿零愣了愣,才動身從手袋抽出兩根菸。先為大一點菸,再到自己。小小的玻璃菸盅被置於床上、二人之間,盛載他們失落的証據。阿零瞄向他的手,發覺他手勢純熟。「不知道你會抽菸呢。」417Please respect copyright.PENANAtce8aWt3OK
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「我已戒菸十多年。」大一憶起獲悉妻子懷孕一刻的心情,不自覺嘴角上揚。417Please respect copyright.PENANAWRRYTqA12g
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「原來如此。」阿零簡潔地終結話題,以免雙方瞭解彼此更深。隱約覺得大一是個感情用事的人。縱有精明亮麗的外表,但他的言行舉止無不滲出懦弱和寂寞。417Please respect copyright.PENANAYTLOIE8Azb
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「不知何解,突然很想抽菸。」大一抽了兩三口,就把菸蒂擠滅掉。餘下的五分四根香菸,就此魂斷。417Please respect copyright.PENANAEZzmNDswbu
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阿零覺得他很浪費,畢竟現在的香菸售價不菲。惟念在昔日的上好酒肉,她沒有皺一下眉頭,繼續抽菸罷。漆黑的房間裡,橙紅光點成為焦點,倒影在掛牆電視螢幕上,詭秘又魅惑。「因為你想抽菸,所以你抽菸。」417Please respect copyright.PENANAm03e4thGfa
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又一道閃電,再一聲響雷。雨點敲窗的聲音擾人心神。417Please respect copyright.PENANAxJGnk7NeS5
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因為想,所以做。417Please respect copyright.PENANAiFofeYpME0
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自招的,能怪誰?