阿零放下手提電話,愣住。沒料到大一會再聯絡她。376Please respect copyright.PENANApr80NOc27U
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「那個男人?今晚?」對坐的阿森將一小口和牛粒送進口裡。油香,肉嫩。376Please respect copyright.PENANAIdhBUSDh2q
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阿零沒答話,直盯著阿森的臉,試圖從他的反應挑出參考線索。376Please respect copyright.PENANAWYjZZIGD8W
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「我可以送你去喔!」阿森的表情穩定維持在約會開始時的輕鬆狀態。376Please respect copyright.PENANA4TCXg9rNkl
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「你不介意?」阿零介意阿森的不介意。376Please respect copyright.PENANAeGJ93q9p0m
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「我沒所謂。」阿森嬉皮笑臉,臉上盡是紅酒帶來的赤色醉意。376Please respect copyright.PENANANRjwysjb4C
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阿零氣得說不出話來——她竟再次被阿森閒置在「沒所謂」的狀態。376Please respect copyright.PENANAB2N4zA3TgI
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酒店大門前,阿森沒有跟阿零道別,逕自轉身離開。376Please respect copyright.PENANAGaRxsanSRy
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「你真的不介意?」阿零拉住阿森的手臂。376Please respect copyright.PENANAfq09ZT35I7
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「難道我說『介意』,你就不會去?」阿森反問。376Please respect copyright.PENANABCpSYYgMmQ
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「是。」阿零堅定說。她從未如此確定自己的意向。376Please respect copyright.PENANACXmdoq69ad
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「我沒所謂。」阿森繼續淡然。376Please respect copyright.PENANAwm3JqKEdAP
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阿零鬆開了手,目送阿森消失於街角不復見。376Please respect copyright.PENANAGzwaoJWMsE
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不捨不捨不捨又如何?憑甚麼挽留?376Please respect copyright.PENANAzFkxcDcPl4
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阿零抓狂反思,沒有留意到酒店大堂裡的大一隔著玻璃牆目睹一切。376Please respect copyright.PENANAyZ2sHGs1ij
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大一鐵定阿零今晚不會赴約。不要緊。他感覺釋懷——阿零根本不是零,只是他和她都不曾察覺。376Please respect copyright.PENANA1EZB5grNLT
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回到房間去,沒有亮起任何照明。漆黑中,他將剛買來的一盒香菸放進菸盅。點火。包裝盒首當其衝,在黑煙裡頭漸融漸化。香菸突然集體失去時間觀念,不再有菸頭菸尾之分,一下子同時燃亮起來。紅中帶橙,橙裡泛黃,最後統統成黑。滅,只餘看不見的劇臭。376Please respect copyright.PENANA7LS23gXLF0
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名副其實的遺臭萬年嗎?大一笑了,自嘲無聊。376Please respect copyright.PENANACTym0W6e9a
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因著無聊,他要了白酒、紅酒、香檳和魚生刺身、頂級和牛片。376Please respect copyright.PENANAogJcQlBu7c
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因著無聊,他模仿阿零以肉沾酒在玻璃窗寫字。376Please respect copyright.PENANARrfZuMzY2r
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因著無聊,他痛哭起來。376Please respect copyright.PENANAnzfInWO1FX
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原來自己是那麼無聊。376Please respect copyright.PENANAsol1IqOS4l
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原來自己是那麼的無意義。376Please respect copyright.PENANAO6XtxWrwzV
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原來自己的無意義是那麼實在。376Please respect copyright.PENANAV5XKPbrwhF
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無謂再假裝。