阿零放下手提電話，愣住。沒料到大一會再聯絡她。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpr80NOc27U
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGvPkrsFdI
「那個男人？今晚？」對坐的阿森將一小口和牛粒送進口裡。油香，肉嫩。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdhBUSDh2q
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4imIZK5B8
阿零沒答話，直盯著阿森的臉，試圖從他的反應挑出參考線索。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYjZZIGD8W
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAzOoSSvXA
「我可以送你去喔！」阿森的表情穩定維持在約會開始時的輕鬆狀態。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TCXg9rNkl
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyS8qoFjAt
「你不介意？」阿零介意阿森的不介意。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGJ93q9p0m
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIWb71EOvG
「我沒所謂。」阿森嬉皮笑臉，臉上盡是紅酒帶來的赤色醉意。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRjwysjb4C
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG30dPvr5In
阿零氣得說不出話來——她竟再次被阿森閒置在「沒所謂」的狀態。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2N4zA3TgI
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsitoKslhVl
酒店大門前，阿森沒有跟阿零道別，逕自轉身離開。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaRxsanSRy
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpWA7di5eF
「你真的不介意？」阿零拉住阿森的手臂。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfq09ZT35I7
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OvNeJZmBS
「難道我說『介意』，你就不會去？」阿森反問。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCpSYYgMmQ
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeqB2B2gig
「是。」阿零堅定說。她從未如此確定自己的意向。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXmdoq69ad
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3q42xs0UQH
「我沒所謂。」阿森繼續淡然。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwm3JqKEdAP
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lu5uX3gEU
阿零鬆開了手，目送阿森消失於街角不復見。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzwaoJWMsE
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwwMlgMFPE
不捨不捨不捨又如何？憑甚麼挽留？376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFkxcDcPl4
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6zVyyv1Mx
阿零抓狂反思，沒有留意到酒店大堂裡的大一隔著玻璃牆目睹一切。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZ2sHGs1ij
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjianRLj8Z
大一鐵定阿零今晚不會赴約。不要緊。他感覺釋懷——阿零根本不是零，只是他和她都不曾察覺。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EZB5grNLT
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgMqJIf1bY
回到房間去，沒有亮起任何照明。漆黑中，他將剛買來的一盒香菸放進菸盅。點火。包裝盒首當其衝，在黑煙裡頭漸融漸化。香菸突然集體失去時間觀念，不再有菸頭菸尾之分，一下子同時燃亮起來。紅中帶橙，橙裡泛黃，最後統統成黑。滅，只餘看不見的劇臭。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LS23gXLF0
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36NLbotChb
名副其實的遺臭萬年嗎？大一笑了，自嘲無聊。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTym0W6e9a
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTZr0RlV7W
因著無聊，他要了白酒、紅酒、香檳和魚生刺身、頂級和牛片。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogJcQlBu7c
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47In3VG2u4
因著無聊，他模仿阿零以肉沾酒在玻璃窗寫字。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrfZuMzY2r
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9UHX8SnnX
因著無聊，他痛哭起來。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzfInWO1FX
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lbhtCCuJe
原來自己是那麼無聊。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsol1IqOS4l
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGdKBa5aEx
原來自己是那麼的無意義。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6XtxWrwzV
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jNVU7XLrE
原來自己的無意義是那麼實在。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5XKPbrwhF
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneVrIbWsFC
無謂再假裝。
