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阿零放下手提電話，愣住。沒料到大一會再聯絡她。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0lt22shP5
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71T8gRHxLw
「那個男人？今晚？」對坐的阿森將一小口和牛粒送進口裡。油香，肉嫩。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoG6EqcfqYC
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9k4EahzmRC
阿零沒答話，直盯著阿森的臉，試圖從他的反應挑出參考線索。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0lLfOvW4e
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「我可以送你去喔！」阿森的表情穩定維持在約會開始時的輕鬆狀態。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAOAkN29V7
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1JJBi7Qiq
「你不介意？」阿零介意阿森的不介意。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvNpJxgTAq
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJu8M2zVYk
「我沒所謂。」阿森嬉皮笑臉，臉上盡是紅酒帶來的赤色醉意。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFMan8IGRV
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JVKsCMgxp
阿零氣得說不出話來——她竟再次被阿森閒置在「沒所謂」的狀態。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOby0siU9I
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfx0Cp1SM0x
酒店大門前，阿森沒有跟阿零道別，逕自轉身離開。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIB9BDPrJE
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZ7TZT9eRp
「你真的不介意？」阿零拉住阿森的手臂。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8vZBHwQcF
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVqrGfbKuV
「難道我說『介意』，你就不會去？」阿森反問。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZ2HxW9gA5
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJlCQTEtDw
「是。」阿零堅定說。她從未如此確定自己的意向。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGjAkmz7Sn
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvr7o5AQvhI
「我沒所謂。」阿森繼續淡然。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ym1sdi44n
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDeMb5dVRW
阿零鬆開了手，目送阿森消失於街角不復見。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQwUgfhYqy
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzUW0HpDHI
不捨不捨不捨又如何？憑甚麼挽留？342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8QzNhVyFE
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxj2U3cK1U
阿零抓狂反思，沒有留意到酒店大堂裡的大一隔著玻璃牆目睹一切。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzhsjWBL8e
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBeSe47XZc
大一鐵定阿零今晚不會赴約。不要緊。他感覺釋懷——阿零根本不是零，只是他和她都不曾察覺。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUVVqPszfm
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回到房間去，沒有亮起任何照明。漆黑中，他將剛買來的一盒香菸放進菸盅。點火。包裝盒首當其衝，在黑煙裡頭漸融漸化。香菸突然集體失去時間觀念，不再有菸頭菸尾之分，一下子同時燃亮起來。紅中帶橙，橙裡泛黃，最後統統成黑。滅，只餘看不見的劇臭。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcRkzGqCQ7
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名副其實的遺臭萬年嗎？大一笑了，自嘲無聊。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInqZl8vedr
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6KzvDLddy
因著無聊，他要了白酒、紅酒、香檳和魚生刺身、頂級和牛片。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYcf5Gogtn
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因著無聊，他模仿阿零以肉沾酒在玻璃窗寫字。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuptaGkwm8
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因著無聊，他痛哭起來。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqbicykI8e
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原來自己是那麼無聊。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LPB0dVQxB
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原來自己是那麼的無意義。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhGS4Mzzc8
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原來自己的無意義是那麼實在。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZeWUFcySq
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無謂再假裝。
