阿零放下手提電話,愣住。沒料到大一會再聯絡她。359Please respect copyright.PENANAOrONmYuGL1
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「那個男人?今晚?」對坐的阿森將一小口和牛粒送進口裡。油香,肉嫩。359Please respect copyright.PENANAm1fi5Y6Trv
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阿零沒答話,直盯著阿森的臉,試圖從他的反應挑出參考線索。359Please respect copyright.PENANAInYn15Nb9W
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「我可以送你去喔!」阿森的表情穩定維持在約會開始時的輕鬆狀態。359Please respect copyright.PENANArQhhofB8vG
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「你不介意?」阿零介意阿森的不介意。359Please respect copyright.PENANARfV4twdSF9
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「我沒所謂。」阿森嬉皮笑臉,臉上盡是紅酒帶來的赤色醉意。359Please respect copyright.PENANA60qCVWV6ni
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阿零氣得說不出話來——她竟再次被阿森閒置在「沒所謂」的狀態。359Please respect copyright.PENANACCznKR6j9S
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酒店大門前,阿森沒有跟阿零道別,逕自轉身離開。359Please respect copyright.PENANA7tof2dzGCo
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「你真的不介意?」阿零拉住阿森的手臂。359Please respect copyright.PENANAFxcSOKFgZE
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「難道我說『介意』,你就不會去?」阿森反問。359Please respect copyright.PENANAhzy4AYlHFq
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「是。」阿零堅定說。她從未如此確定自己的意向。359Please respect copyright.PENANAqNO2gQFC3A
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「我沒所謂。」阿森繼續淡然。359Please respect copyright.PENANAtQqxgMvAov
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阿零鬆開了手,目送阿森消失於街角不復見。359Please respect copyright.PENANAGQpLCt98Kp
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不捨不捨不捨又如何?憑甚麼挽留?359Please respect copyright.PENANAuwoQg77oJY
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阿零抓狂反思,沒有留意到酒店大堂裡的大一隔著玻璃牆目睹一切。359Please respect copyright.PENANA05FfQtL5ON
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大一鐵定阿零今晚不會赴約。不要緊。他感覺釋懷——阿零根本不是零,只是他和她都不曾察覺。359Please respect copyright.PENANAIifO3VtiNs
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回到房間去,沒有亮起任何照明。漆黑中,他將剛買來的一盒香菸放進菸盅。點火。包裝盒首當其衝,在黑煙裡頭漸融漸化。香菸突然集體失去時間觀念,不再有菸頭菸尾之分,一下子同時燃亮起來。紅中帶橙,橙裡泛黃,最後統統成黑。滅,只餘看不見的劇臭。359Please respect copyright.PENANAIOqnADzLAm
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名副其實的遺臭萬年嗎?大一笑了,自嘲無聊。359Please respect copyright.PENANAVGSJTc5v6a
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因著無聊,他要了白酒、紅酒、香檳和魚生刺身、頂級和牛片。359Please respect copyright.PENANANN9OwFfynU
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因著無聊,他模仿阿零以肉沾酒在玻璃窗寫字。359Please respect copyright.PENANAtPFYLqYbBg
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因著無聊,他痛哭起來。359Please respect copyright.PENANAdfNsTgcsDY
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原來自己是那麼無聊。359Please respect copyright.PENANAmpMKWDtn2x
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原來自己是那麼的無意義。359Please respect copyright.PENANAttW5TuGyJs
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原來自己的無意義是那麼實在。359Please respect copyright.PENANAyzIfLR5y7T
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無謂再假裝。