二、新574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VOF7O0SwP
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鄧伊嵐親吻床伴的臉頰。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCXl2Chge3
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「以後唔見啦。」她淡定地說。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9D7jFEzRTE
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她不習慣長時期接觸一個不感興趣的男生，因為如此下去，必然會越來越依賴；原先只將身交付予對方，心更不能就此任意出走。這樣對大家都不好。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggQXCxRLQ7
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何況，這種關係，多是沒有真心。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdWeUwxeME
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有真心的話，除了兩情雙悅，否則只得一方沉淪，沒有人能進行救援，吐泡、窒息、發脹、腐爛，是必然的結局。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDk918CdBx
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有性無愛，是伊嵐自我慰藉的方法。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkiJiqINxc
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她無法有愛無性——因為她愛的人不與她做愛，甚至對她無愛。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6FPVMYtCA
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伊嵐與阿行認識十二年，他們是小學同學。當時，他喜歡的女孩子是她的鄰座。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimqjOuebbW
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但她沒有助攻，只和他說：「佢鍾意班長！唔鍾意你，死心啦。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwqbyk4Syw
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而伊嵐，已經喜歡阿行十二年了。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmR8EHgPQhq
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楊念行摸摸宿舍附近的小貓，然後拍了拍手，行去上課。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArKKIziyyl
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這個學期，他大部分課堂都回復面授形式；他便悠閒地在日光下，慢慢走上山。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3R0ebsYfGS
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張漫青快步走。她提前到了學校，便不想乘校巴，行上山更加能感受冬日的陽光；太陽並不猛烈，反而有些綿密的溫柔，這於她是好天氣。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8CXhYTBjy
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然後，阿行看見了青青，或者說，他見到一個和她很相似的側臉、三七臉、背景。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgbYklIXga
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但他不打算行前一點拍她的肩。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSft92qWM0w
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她前晚的拒絕稍稍令他認為，也許她並不願與他再接觸；然後就是，他的自尊心也輕微受創。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLkGabka4C
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無論當晚聊得多麼好，下次見面都不知應否打招呼。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbL8ezulw8
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二人的路程一模一樣。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMrs5nYadD
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她哼着鄧麗欣的《日久生情》：574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWndWSYLIj
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5ueA1JlWG
大概一起了相擁過未算好574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wAnhnXPOo
只因是發覺被愛的恐怖574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9xKymmgsP
能生出愛情574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2iCC6iPqL
問我應不應去禱告574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVptCBWPrGo
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搭𨋢、上天橋、行樓梯、踏大路、搭𨋢……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlP2aGbnj2L
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wzTV5QmC7
青青終於看到阿行：「Hi？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1otoK41NC
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他沒有說，自己一早已經看見她：「真係再見添。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmtg30cH0s
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmpzUeZRJh
「咁啱嘅，」她有些愕然地笑一笑：「我嚟上堂呀。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeMYwSblSk
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「我都係。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPchjWu1FK6
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他們靜默，再沒有話聊，卻一直行到同一個課室；然後停一停，他首先打開門，和她一同內進，成為鄰座。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdtkuH7Un6
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「唔係咁啱吖嘛？同一班？」她驚訝。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbr8hAcPo58
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她覺得有點邪，多疑的她不相信如此，這事說給誰聽，都像是誇張失實的節目橋段。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpR7raoxmp
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會不會真的太巧合了？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPQdMMX3Pu
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於他更甚，線上線下，已經遇見了她三次；「三」是「幾」的程度，算不算多？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5T6bTeW0XU
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下一秒，他笑自己——係咪太想要女朋友？見多幾次就幻想咁多。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcx2Wuw1yW
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kdPh31oww
這個課堂並非呆板的講書、聽書、功課、報告，更着重個人思考和成長。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvZkJviV6Y
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQCMfidNTg
老師說：「呢度嘅大家都係嚟自唔同科系同年級——我諗冇人原本就識？所以，都可以避免同識嘅人分享啲尷尬嘢……而家請大家同隔籬位傾十分鐘偈，然後，畫出對方喺你心中嘅形象。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfhCiola6G
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rx0rgGDxL
阿行和青青手上都各有一張紙、幾枝筆。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujTmCdK8xX
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcO8ARNwxKS
他們傾偈。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskShVgzqnG
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZIGBBTLbw
「有冇覺得可以見返我？」他以調情的口吻說，但很像在扮演另一個人。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBsTnJX62T
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC89gxHqQCq
「咩料呀你？你嗰日都唔係咁㗎喎。」她也故作深沉。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwf1lsppe6
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她有覺得能夠再遇他，香港不大，就讀同一間學校更易見面，只是想不到會這麼快、這麼近。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXjARBmyjL
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「如果我話，嗰日之日我有啲唔開心，你會唔會覺得我小氣？」他刻意皺了皺眉。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jarTlcAlu
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1znneCR7C6
「你好坦誠。」她轉一轉眼珠：「但係都小氣。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmNB9vVDel
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmkS7yYu1t
「點解reg呢個course？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUL4vII3D45
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「唔想讀啲咁嚴肅嘅嘢，我係學術垃圾，做親academic paper都靚唔到grade。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxdv6iB2Sw
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdCJFxadbU
「哦，有人想逃避。」他揶揄她，又說：「我都係因為想讀啲冇咁chur嘅科。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7Olh9jOPN
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhZrtm4mPz
今天，他們是鄰座，和前晚的對面位不同，現在更近一些。他盯着她的臉，試圖記得她的臉部細節，等一會兒更加容易畫出來——即使他只會畫火柴人。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSxIb5Ker4
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「使唔使傾啲認真話題？」她聽見了別人說對於共產主義的看法，並且越講越激昂。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9ucCA3cqJ
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBV0FBjn2g
「你問。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5c522Gh1c
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「啊——」她突然想到：「你有冇住hall？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouikKe9QeD
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她還是不想問太內在的東西，人與人之間，有時親近即遠離。她希望能與他至少在這學期內和平共處，真心地。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96kq45OdCO
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTR6Ll2zbP
「好認真喎。」阿行挑眉，答：「有。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNxQKhLQ9z
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZcV36UBiP
「係點㗎？」她沒有住過宿舍，十分好奇，雖然聽過雅君的故事，然而每個人的觀感應是不同的。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIh8DKzDHXP
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「好嘈，半夜三更打麻將、播重音樂。全層都係男人……沖涼時間個個都唔着衫走嚟走去。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoR0A23KQX
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAwbfqXl8g
「咁你有冇覺得佢哋好fit？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Jvuv2AqMK
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHwiEkpOtc
「咩問題嚟……」他答：「冇。你話有女仔行嚟行去就話啫，男仔有咩好睇。咁你係咪冇住？點解？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wd6NCHqB5
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「係啊，因為唔想同陌生人日見夜見，同埋我都唔算住得遠嘅，宿費又貴。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0kFHPxxWh
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtT2cogTvG
青青說出很現實的答案，完全活在資本社會的她，無法參與社會學的高尚討論。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nNSXvTFj8
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如果問「小孩子是什麼」，而回答是「云云人海中的某個毫無意義的奴隸」，恐怕大家都會不快。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8JO3nQgpJ
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuC8nBhKjlS
阿行點點頭，看一看青青的眉，發現她修了眉，立即整齊了許多。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGy0nTNExL
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9l9HPn5gBy
他畫了她：眉眼清晰，身材肥胖。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsgm6SeS6v
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGbiJJklEY
她馬上不滿：「喂，雖然我唔瘦，但都唔係呢個程度。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqypLut2iz6
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uXt46hIs3
阿行解釋：「Tinder肥仔聰。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsH74hZU9ll
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青青稍稍舒心。她對自己的外型沒有自信，如果有人面對面說她胖，玻璃心將會盡碎。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnYiSdeXGn
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9IBaQ6klt
父親時常說她遺傳了他的毛孔，十分粗大，卻沒有他皮膚白；又時常叫她不要攤坐，不然會越來越肥，現在似乎已和他的手臂一樣粗壯。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVYbcsKTK8
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他總是如此直接地批評女兒，認為她堅強又大方。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOd4GliREg9
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父親沒有惡意，但她聽得很認真。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUroypU6Y5
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從她九歲，講到十九歲，她真覺得自己的身型很糟糕。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgHZbZcyhr
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMOSR283Ha
青青畫了阿行：眼睛總是瞇起來的火柴人。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7zTY3gFsE
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdByrQfBNI
阿行的眼尾微微下彎，像無辜的小狗；眼裏充滿水花，似有萬種風情訴說。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgjLIeOczm
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之後，老師就開始介紹這個課程，他們沒有再說話。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaTBJsexhd
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A9zrZ2rj8
落堂，青青起身離去，說：「拜拜，我去下一堂。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbCyYcFanF
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8h4TiqQOG7
這是藉口，她只想快快到飯堂吃飯，自己一人；唯有如此，她才能自然地滿足食慾，不用任何表情、聲調。只是上了一堂，她就已經有點累。這一年裏她似將身體捱壞，時常覺得睏倦，沒有一點青春少艾應有的活力。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1UNpPSmRt
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXNDWVIEQb
「喂，contact呀！」阿行叫住青青。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBm2axZdKKE
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDOFmnbN7j
「你會搵我傾偈？」青青昂首，抓了抓額頭。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdW883ClTM
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「會啊。」他點頭。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cgRRTq9LG
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「不了，無啦啦傾咩偈，我哋會見㗎嘛；當面先傾，好似舒服啲。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UBSjwGATz
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AwV2CcSxY
「咁如果唔會呢？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCLR9QMsG7
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGiq18sOz1
「咁攞嚟做咩？」她理直氣壯。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPg40dpqSd
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQY8bqkGJF
「你反口！」他感覺又被她擺了一道，卻沒有生氣。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixeEPkeX4f
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGFWhNvwuT
她不理，側一側頭，揮手：「下堂見啦，同學仔。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7qtagJEDX
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbZ7C7Ptjy
青青對阿行有些好感，但是，她不想無故與他聯絡，就算他有話題。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojNxbKwBod
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMiP0jJ9PK
因為二人並不相熟，無事無幹，又豈會私下聊天；如果會，意圖又很明顯——是否她太多心？應該是。她從來都是一個多疑的人，而且心胸狹窄。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwwEmwyKn8
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmY7vkcrgH
她突然發現，自己口中常說的戀愛渴望，其實並不大。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81X0EMgxbt
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6ochsIQiL
她只想開開心心、嘻嘻哈哈，但不想承擔責任。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsAZ4CGQA9
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzr3MjRSQZT
愛人與被愛，都是很害怕的事——574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aBcsFC4Ai
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其實她不應如此說。她的戀愛經驗多數是來自聽別人的故事，但唯有足夠曲折的經歷才令聽者印象深刻574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMqYCY1LTF
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何況，她感覺到，他對她也有好感。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Uri2Aj8lP
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阿行心癢。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLkCDKRSM6
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雖然他在上一段感情中並不愉快，但回歸自身人際網絡圈，他總能哄得身邊人高高興興，大家都親近他。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODXdeyenTg
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青青的反應，令他始料不及。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntoh2lehVL
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最重要的是，很快，他便在飯堂看到她，她根本沒有趕去上課，而是在悠閒地玩電話。她的臉部沒有泛起任何漣漪，眼睛不再靈動，只是放空地睜着。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRVjgUPPrB
她欺騙了他，為什麼？是他做了不好的事嗎？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejmPywa1eO
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他發現了她身上有很違和的東西——外型菂菂式式，但神態多是冷漠，唯有面對人時，才有人氣。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0zeFhOplA
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他在離她遠遠的位置，也吃着飯，然後離去。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7vatqnuva
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下午，阿行離開學校前，都會去摸一下附近的小貓。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCOaZ2dEyI
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他正在去往圍住草地的路徑，便看見青青；她正蹲下來，靜靜地看着正在睡覺的貓。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXw6qmyyEJ
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「呿！」他用力拍她的肩。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBCrCCrBxJ
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「好彩冇嘈醒貓貓。」她嚇得被彈起，瞪一瞪他：「幼稚鬼。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8GVouKxTo
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他告訴她，牠的名字是Gri。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1WNZtHpYE
