二、新637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eGzqXEweP
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鄧伊嵐親吻床伴的臉頰。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy8opQaRs9
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「以後唔見啦。」她淡定地說。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQrDiuZiKz
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她不習慣長時期接觸一個不感興趣的男生，因為如此下去，必然會越來越依賴；原先只將身交付予對方，心更不能就此任意出走。這樣對大家都不好。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66ezeLOqx6
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何況，這種關係，多是沒有真心。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uFe1ru0WR
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有真心的話，除了兩情雙悅，否則只得一方沉淪，沒有人能進行救援，吐泡、窒息、發脹、腐爛，是必然的結局。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NEcdBMFkp
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有性無愛，是伊嵐自我慰藉的方法。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlp1OJc39G
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6IJrICKkr
她無法有愛無性——因為她愛的人不與她做愛，甚至對她無愛。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXAJ2l87Ee
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伊嵐與阿行認識十二年，他們是小學同學。當時，他喜歡的女孩子是她的鄰座。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIC7RDtMm9
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但她沒有助攻，只和他說：「佢鍾意班長！唔鍾意你，死心啦。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbCZfPeski
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLUqcy2QbC
而伊嵐，已經喜歡阿行十二年了。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49V1dvC9nk
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楊念行摸摸宿舍附近的小貓，然後拍了拍手，行去上課。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb00mr3TnSp
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9axJEfIcqf
這個學期，他大部分課堂都回復面授形式；他便悠閒地在日光下，慢慢走上山。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQaF4VJJ0Q
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjiy66tGJt
張漫青快步走。她提前到了學校，便不想乘校巴，行上山更加能感受冬日的陽光；太陽並不猛烈，反而有些綿密的溫柔，這於她是好天氣。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvudjsXAvXU
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zDjvjL6jN
然後，阿行看見了青青，或者說，他見到一個和她很相似的側臉、三七臉、背景。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdmWnIZ3mv
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但他不打算行前一點拍她的肩。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzN2gMuCcIk
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqBsIcNTxD
她前晚的拒絕稍稍令他認為，也許她並不願與他再接觸；然後就是，他的自尊心也輕微受創。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUrHLWsNfJ
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ASjd0FHIA
無論當晚聊得多麼好，下次見面都不知應否打招呼。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3w7EBBgR8
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二人的路程一模一樣。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRQaIENMfL
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cG2cHt7d4
她哼着鄧麗欣的《日久生情》：637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzcp8r90qD
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRl5cTbD8XS
大概一起了相擁過未算好637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoY1MzevBC2
只因是發覺被愛的恐怖637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8shezFLAcp
能生出愛情637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4X7LPE9DuF
問我應不應去禱告637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5Am7aHG0t
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搭𨋢、上天橋、行樓梯、踏大路、搭𨋢……637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfJGQdFe44
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68fbuQwovy
青青終於看到阿行：「Hi？」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0nmr3TsKP
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjc91wMDOZ
他沒有說，自己一早已經看見她：「真係再見添。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIK6Ub8iJEn
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZ2dasnLBv
「咁啱嘅，」她有些愕然地笑一笑：「我嚟上堂呀。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21aBOPTBoM
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「我都係。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdNJKg3BJI
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyfQ48XnuK
他們靜默，再沒有話聊，卻一直行到同一個課室；然後停一停，他首先打開門，和她一同內進，成為鄰座。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LqEcpzSlz
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「唔係咁啱吖嘛？同一班？」她驚訝。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX66gDSxjrU
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDNUln8P7s
她覺得有點邪，多疑的她不相信如此，這事說給誰聽，都像是誇張失實的節目橋段。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcVUPbM2eZ
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……637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqtZFFIyg5
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會不會真的太巧合了？637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBey9box3O
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VWFVXrsWd
於他更甚，線上線下，已經遇見了她三次；「三」是「幾」的程度，算不算多？637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gawrqP7jw
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4h4CMutHS
下一秒，他笑自己——係咪太想要女朋友？見多幾次就幻想咁多。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdLgaHjxWB
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYmYJT3XEA
這個課堂並非呆板的講書、聽書、功課、報告，更着重個人思考和成長。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8v0o6bzZh
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcdATsyBNi
老師說：「呢度嘅大家都係嚟自唔同科系同年級——我諗冇人原本就識？所以，都可以避免同識嘅人分享啲尷尬嘢……而家請大家同隔籬位傾十分鐘偈，然後，畫出對方喺你心中嘅形象。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRwMQTqwJY
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnf4uBuVoz
阿行和青青手上都各有一張紙、幾枝筆。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmPObdaINv
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJdHpk5uu3
他們傾偈。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckZMh8n3EX
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIlSPyFmTi
「有冇覺得可以見返我？」他以調情的口吻說，但很像在扮演另一個人。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmetMtDi2B2
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8UnFUbpMi
「咩料呀你？你嗰日都唔係咁㗎喎。」她也故作深沉。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKeFZODuQM
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6BJAzEzJW
她有覺得能夠再遇他，香港不大，就讀同一間學校更易見面，只是想不到會這麼快、這麼近。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIkPfhqRA9
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「如果我話，嗰日之日我有啲唔開心，你會唔會覺得我小氣？」他刻意皺了皺眉。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQtUQHvnCv
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcw7QT80rA
「你好坦誠。」她轉一轉眼珠：「但係都小氣。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdf4rvaYK0
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0zk5hPeOZ
「點解reg呢個course？」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAQ1CZqmde
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡol2vML2Sgw
「唔想讀啲咁嚴肅嘅嘢，我係學術垃圾，做親academic paper都靚唔到grade。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dyh1O0Asu
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaPmGmK7bN
「哦，有人想逃避。」他揶揄她，又說：「我都係因為想讀啲冇咁chur嘅科。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAe7cqB5vx
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVghwT1igO
今天，他們是鄰座，和前晚的對面位不同，現在更近一些。他盯着她的臉，試圖記得她的臉部細節，等一會兒更加容易畫出來——即使他只會畫火柴人。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdMFoMGDVd
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRbVaoiTRV
「使唔使傾啲認真話題？」她聽見了別人說對於共產主義的看法，並且越講越激昂。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVRz0IPPuF
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrW4gir6Dkd
「你問。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6RLaUwqE5
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「啊——」她突然想到：「你有冇住hall？」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKSTzK7Azz
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHYI7OWjoP
她還是不想問太內在的東西，人與人之間，有時親近即遠離。她希望能與他至少在這學期內和平共處，真心地。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAfMnUMfLc
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0f0EOauXG
「好認真喎。」阿行挑眉，答：「有。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCDMIzutb5
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbc29VwgpJR
「係點㗎？」她沒有住過宿舍，十分好奇，雖然聽過雅君的故事，然而每個人的觀感應是不同的。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIZCR6T4W6
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「好嘈，半夜三更打麻將、播重音樂。全層都係男人……沖涼時間個個都唔着衫走嚟走去。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1O1LTROl9
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRA4O1vzbm
「咁你有冇覺得佢哋好fit？」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJo9tHQg8Vy
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKRV9LdDSE
「咩問題嚟……」他答：「冇。你話有女仔行嚟行去就話啫，男仔有咩好睇。咁你係咪冇住？點解？」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuxhaldq6j
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「係啊，因為唔想同陌生人日見夜見，同埋我都唔算住得遠嘅，宿費又貴。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItI7Z17fut
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRzE7jnvve
青青說出很現實的答案，完全活在資本社會的她，無法參與社會學的高尚討論。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIQuzCAg0u
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如果問「小孩子是什麼」，而回答是「云云人海中的某個毫無意義的奴隸」，恐怕大家都會不快。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYzdQBVT7e
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJOLM5ZKZ4
阿行點點頭，看一看青青的眉，發現她修了眉，立即整齊了許多。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TTFFCWVLB
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他畫了她：眉眼清晰，身材肥胖。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0suloMnOA
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaLOcJYWoV
她馬上不滿：「喂，雖然我唔瘦，但都唔係呢個程度。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6yOnbfOf3
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfV5yMPGBFu
阿行解釋：「Tinder肥仔聰。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgsfj9qO8h
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青青稍稍舒心。她對自己的外型沒有自信，如果有人面對面說她胖，玻璃心將會盡碎。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnfAtynZl1
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父親時常說她遺傳了他的毛孔，十分粗大，卻沒有他皮膚白；又時常叫她不要攤坐，不然會越來越肥，現在似乎已和他的手臂一樣粗壯。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV96jVX5CnG
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他總是如此直接地批評女兒，認為她堅強又大方。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm81TEDZVC6
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父親沒有惡意，但她聽得很認真。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCaJ4hfQ9M
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從她九歲，講到十九歲，她真覺得自己的身型很糟糕。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYEfbDeeke
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaLzO5qSkL
青青畫了阿行：眼睛總是瞇起來的火柴人。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3W8fEgVDQd
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetxHvb2xRg
阿行的眼尾微微下彎，像無辜的小狗；眼裏充滿水花，似有萬種風情訴說。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBpqnuh77A
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之後，老師就開始介紹這個課程，他們沒有再說話。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPUBh3YldD
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAYAYU6q0Z
落堂，青青起身離去，說：「拜拜，我去下一堂。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSQeMWOMV3
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6i0IXuqZd
這是藉口，她只想快快到飯堂吃飯，自己一人；唯有如此，她才能自然地滿足食慾，不用任何表情、聲調。只是上了一堂，她就已經有點累。這一年裏她似將身體捱壞，時常覺得睏倦，沒有一點青春少艾應有的活力。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVTyq7IsRv
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhZ8EdnRp2
「喂，contact呀！」阿行叫住青青。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkIXiKv2O8
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwyXYGNadQ
「你會搵我傾偈？」青青昂首，抓了抓額頭。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwL0KKTyBnM
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCVWZ1kuus
「會啊。」他點頭。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡho3XYFaF52
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「不了，無啦啦傾咩偈，我哋會見㗎嘛；當面先傾，好似舒服啲。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfnKzXupDr
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WJRhdUEW1
「咁如果唔會呢？」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VDd2C3nKG
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrOvhcGxEQ
「咁攞嚟做咩？」她理直氣壯。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUBuh5wdT2
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Kp0Fd3aK1
「你反口！」他感覺又被她擺了一道，卻沒有生氣。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKKpUrZI5M
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhR8KG7be8
她不理，側一側頭，揮手：「下堂見啦，同學仔。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb32arC9skE
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8T2bntxq5J
青青對阿行有些好感，但是，她不想無故與他聯絡，就算他有話題。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPKIE1lDaF
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVsS04Zpqa
因為二人並不相熟，無事無幹，又豈會私下聊天；如果會，意圖又很明顯——是否她太多心？應該是。她從來都是一個多疑的人，而且心胸狹窄。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo38zIPSpzI
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3823s6yrnN
她突然發現，自己口中常說的戀愛渴望，其實並不大。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DnKvfSjvB
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFNHQjfh0w
她只想開開心心、嘻嘻哈哈，但不想承擔責任。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEzHaJHWQT
637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUUrZMPLsQ
愛人與被愛，都是很害怕的事——637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3fSvmK4LF
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其實她不應如此說。她的戀愛經驗多數是來自聽別人的故事，但唯有足夠曲折的經歷才令聽者印象深刻637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMxYGcCrvB
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何況，她感覺到，他對她也有好感。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrpEc1gcax
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阿行心癢。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqfCMiceHW
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雖然他在上一段感情中並不愉快，但回歸自身人際網絡圈，他總能哄得身邊人高高興興，大家都親近他。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6Nq0utOxK
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青青的反應，令他始料不及。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHss2bQrZl
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最重要的是，很快，他便在飯堂看到她，她根本沒有趕去上課，而是在悠閒地玩電話。她的臉部沒有泛起任何漣漪，眼睛不再靈動，只是放空地睜着。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkC9jt7rA6M
她欺騙了他，為什麼？是他做了不好的事嗎？637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwehrJ9IE3o
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他發現了她身上有很違和的東西——外型菂菂式式，但神態多是冷漠，唯有面對人時，才有人氣。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EUbOJbyLJ
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他在離她遠遠的位置，也吃着飯，然後離去。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7PVBBEtB8
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下午，阿行離開學校前，都會去摸一下附近的小貓。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulRwQuLZYG
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他正在去往圍住草地的路徑，便看見青青；她正蹲下來，靜靜地看着正在睡覺的貓。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0VDFKwRvO
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「呿！」他用力拍她的肩。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDijQ43xWU
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「好彩冇嘈醒貓貓。」她嚇得被彈起，瞪一瞪他：「幼稚鬼。」637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocJ1jYqFrJ
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他告訴她，牠的名字是Gri。637Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFN5lkHHUB
