二、新636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOwqm9vEqe
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鄧伊嵐親吻床伴的臉頰。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9ISNtLs7M
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「以後唔見啦。」她淡定地說。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXeQJUx5N6
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她不習慣長時期接觸一個不感興趣的男生，因為如此下去，必然會越來越依賴；原先只將身交付予對方，心更不能就此任意出走。這樣對大家都不好。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKa2ncoexM
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何況，這種關係，多是沒有真心。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuV8HEtbQUL
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有真心的話，除了兩情雙悅，否則只得一方沉淪，沒有人能進行救援，吐泡、窒息、發脹、腐爛，是必然的結局。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ASsTRiP9E
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有性無愛，是伊嵐自我慰藉的方法。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmdB4fCXXJ
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她無法有愛無性——因為她愛的人不與她做愛，甚至對她無愛。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAq4sO1VHO
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伊嵐與阿行認識十二年，他們是小學同學。當時，他喜歡的女孩子是她的鄰座。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54W3LjWRmu
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但她沒有助攻，只和他說：「佢鍾意班長！唔鍾意你，死心啦。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg00K5cyT80
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而伊嵐，已經喜歡阿行十二年了。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UtL6MpWXs
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楊念行摸摸宿舍附近的小貓，然後拍了拍手，行去上課。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyMPyH5hIo
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這個學期，他大部分課堂都回復面授形式；他便悠閒地在日光下，慢慢走上山。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKfGy01ybp
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張漫青快步走。她提前到了學校，便不想乘校巴，行上山更加能感受冬日的陽光；太陽並不猛烈，反而有些綿密的溫柔，這於她是好天氣。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCYt5vsR8p
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然後，阿行看見了青青，或者說，他見到一個和她很相似的側臉、三七臉、背景。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlPDorKUGr
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但他不打算行前一點拍她的肩。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKXxmUKtJo
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPgoPuijYO
她前晚的拒絕稍稍令他認為，也許她並不願與他再接觸；然後就是，他的自尊心也輕微受創。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZFbxV957w
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無論當晚聊得多麼好，下次見面都不知應否打招呼。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2SXuutaPb
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二人的路程一模一樣。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaihBjZA4d
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOANtLjeqM
她哼着鄧麗欣的《日久生情》：636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVPgaG9Pia
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大概一起了相擁過未算好636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTYPian5go
只因是發覺被愛的恐怖636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4UcJA4pqC
能生出愛情636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡub2myypJDF
問我應不應去禱告636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfv88jS5E1p
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搭𨋢、上天橋、行樓梯、踏大路、搭𨋢……636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqwFFE1HAy
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0YT83RBoV
青青終於看到阿行：「Hi？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntVJxUrjlR
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBCdtztAQR
他沒有說，自己一早已經看見她：「真係再見添。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2VoqjetZT
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotcLkOd5Pq
「咁啱嘅，」她有些愕然地笑一笑：「我嚟上堂呀。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2GJcfkDOK
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「我都係。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDjfVyOhQP
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCwiGy20FQ
他們靜默，再沒有話聊，卻一直行到同一個課室；然後停一停，他首先打開門，和她一同內進，成為鄰座。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrU3iGTile
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「唔係咁啱吖嘛？同一班？」她驚訝。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTEoMgNFki
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她覺得有點邪，多疑的她不相信如此，這事說給誰聽，都像是誇張失實的節目橋段。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvX1QWSCewR
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……636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUY0y1mlMjE
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會不會真的太巧合了？636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbpvBeizab
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於他更甚，線上線下，已經遇見了她三次；「三」是「幾」的程度，算不算多？636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu26JZP9GCS
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下一秒，他笑自己——係咪太想要女朋友？見多幾次就幻想咁多。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGYgLPIQqr
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這個課堂並非呆板的講書、聽書、功課、報告，更着重個人思考和成長。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtzuplzwhV
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老師說：「呢度嘅大家都係嚟自唔同科系同年級——我諗冇人原本就識？所以，都可以避免同識嘅人分享啲尷尬嘢……而家請大家同隔籬位傾十分鐘偈，然後，畫出對方喺你心中嘅形象。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpu0ueAW65r
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阿行和青青手上都各有一張紙、幾枝筆。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJ9aSQGKm8
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyZ7hcZg1C
他們傾偈。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzk1o3ibUCg
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFxNnzcWGM
「有冇覺得可以見返我？」他以調情的口吻說，但很像在扮演另一個人。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICS2wo8Mp2
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「咩料呀你？你嗰日都唔係咁㗎喎。」她也故作深沉。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jREjkVbGa
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZhnUfvuTo
她有覺得能夠再遇他，香港不大，就讀同一間學校更易見面，只是想不到會這麼快、這麼近。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxREp9Glcc4
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「如果我話，嗰日之日我有啲唔開心，你會唔會覺得我小氣？」他刻意皺了皺眉。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoJ9cwTYl8
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpEjDOAuEY
「你好坦誠。」她轉一轉眼珠：「但係都小氣。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PHrAx76Jw
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「點解reg呢個course？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOoF3bqSrw
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「唔想讀啲咁嚴肅嘅嘢，我係學術垃圾，做親academic paper都靚唔到grade。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLzYuN0ntx
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「哦，有人想逃避。」他揶揄她，又說：「我都係因為想讀啲冇咁chur嘅科。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwoBmzPaJw
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYE4vxuyLFE
今天，他們是鄰座，和前晚的對面位不同，現在更近一些。他盯着她的臉，試圖記得她的臉部細節，等一會兒更加容易畫出來——即使他只會畫火柴人。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6lFaDF7pQ
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfU4SJyhwvM
「使唔使傾啲認真話題？」她聽見了別人說對於共產主義的看法，並且越講越激昂。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjjx8YCwpR
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「你問。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiROPr7eCt8
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「啊——」她突然想到：「你有冇住hall？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAy5P5Vhkl
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她還是不想問太內在的東西，人與人之間，有時親近即遠離。她希望能與他至少在這學期內和平共處，真心地。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjIo2NF1Rs
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqsXR2ZbSu
「好認真喎。」阿行挑眉，答：「有。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtE91pWzWRc
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKRbblFXOj
「係點㗎？」她沒有住過宿舍，十分好奇，雖然聽過雅君的故事，然而每個人的觀感應是不同的。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswney6rVNS
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「好嘈，半夜三更打麻將、播重音樂。全層都係男人……沖涼時間個個都唔着衫走嚟走去。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeNLdZBlm1
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「咁你有冇覺得佢哋好fit？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdKUsy97fx
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Z2SoJwcG6
「咩問題嚟……」他答：「冇。你話有女仔行嚟行去就話啫，男仔有咩好睇。咁你係咪冇住？點解？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtKolxUYD5
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「係啊，因為唔想同陌生人日見夜見，同埋我都唔算住得遠嘅，宿費又貴。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHvrGF4VIG
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡay7hQQL4Wq
青青說出很現實的答案，完全活在資本社會的她，無法參與社會學的高尚討論。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEppolFix53
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如果問「小孩子是什麼」，而回答是「云云人海中的某個毫無意義的奴隸」，恐怕大家都會不快。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1EEvOSn8S
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阿行點點頭，看一看青青的眉，發現她修了眉，立即整齊了許多。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwNZb3pQr7
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他畫了她：眉眼清晰，身材肥胖。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhylJOu7XA
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她馬上不滿：「喂，雖然我唔瘦，但都唔係呢個程度。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XTW8SuOoq
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阿行解釋：「Tinder肥仔聰。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8JEM45vEq
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青青稍稍舒心。她對自己的外型沒有自信，如果有人面對面說她胖，玻璃心將會盡碎。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TTsLHpvts
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父親時常說她遺傳了他的毛孔，十分粗大，卻沒有他皮膚白；又時常叫她不要攤坐，不然會越來越肥，現在似乎已和他的手臂一樣粗壯。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9ndn5fELa
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他總是如此直接地批評女兒，認為她堅強又大方。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bDX2rvxtO
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父親沒有惡意，但她聽得很認真。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1jS0BT9pP
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從她九歲，講到十九歲，她真覺得自己的身型很糟糕。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfQJ374DXm
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzRegL54Ye
青青畫了阿行：眼睛總是瞇起來的火柴人。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcRRDlZUkp
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFmJP6c3KJ
阿行的眼尾微微下彎，像無辜的小狗；眼裏充滿水花，似有萬種風情訴說。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOocTwXmrD
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之後，老師就開始介紹這個課程，他們沒有再說話。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tLgYqURRm
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ke5AKsqLb
落堂，青青起身離去，說：「拜拜，我去下一堂。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OzHDlwnvc
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAtZTAZCuu
這是藉口，她只想快快到飯堂吃飯，自己一人；唯有如此，她才能自然地滿足食慾，不用任何表情、聲調。只是上了一堂，她就已經有點累。這一年裏她似將身體捱壞，時常覺得睏倦，沒有一點青春少艾應有的活力。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DJfqKaW4p
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzoRB9gAMj
「喂，contact呀！」阿行叫住青青。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIdtl1mv4B
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRXWsWpihR
「你會搵我傾偈？」青青昂首，抓了抓額頭。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnsQ8xlAvP
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「會啊。」他點頭。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkrkVa5Vqz
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhUkww00Qj
「不了，無啦啦傾咩偈，我哋會見㗎嘛；當面先傾，好似舒服啲。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tcWIgCKLR
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xCla7YgVH
「咁如果唔會呢？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59u6SQiWO5
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhro7WwBKU
「咁攞嚟做咩？」她理直氣壯。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡab8Xig74Ox
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7X7UGVZ4Xn
「你反口！」他感覺又被她擺了一道，卻沒有生氣。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZor5K9XzJm
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrITsxZUZK
她不理，側一側頭，揮手：「下堂見啦，同學仔。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0JHtzKomf
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvame7R1q6
青青對阿行有些好感，但是，她不想無故與他聯絡，就算他有話題。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSJTHc33zz
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqcLtnsg6S
因為二人並不相熟，無事無幹，又豈會私下聊天；如果會，意圖又很明顯——是否她太多心？應該是。她從來都是一個多疑的人，而且心胸狹窄。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwkfhdn6DW
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuYenV2nv5
她突然發現，自己口中常說的戀愛渴望，其實並不大。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKPyGlRbhh
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBWi1VisYt
她只想開開心心、嘻嘻哈哈，但不想承擔責任。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmkwSN3VUx
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMSsOQoaOH
愛人與被愛，都是很害怕的事——636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXCsmmFcAq
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其實她不應如此說。她的戀愛經驗多數是來自聽別人的故事，但唯有足夠曲折的經歷才令聽者印象深刻636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7z11ICfG8Q
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何況，她感覺到，他對她也有好感。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIuNVN03w7
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阿行心癢。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FU4SnyPmA
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雖然他在上一段感情中並不愉快，但回歸自身人際網絡圈，他總能哄得身邊人高高興興，大家都親近他。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1MSjxnx6v
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青青的反應，令他始料不及。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAUTxQhSrf
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最重要的是，很快，他便在飯堂看到她，她根本沒有趕去上課，而是在悠閒地玩電話。她的臉部沒有泛起任何漣漪，眼睛不再靈動，只是放空地睜着。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBLFckMTLe
她欺騙了他，為什麼？是他做了不好的事嗎？636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZywdlGaDVo
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他發現了她身上有很違和的東西——外型菂菂式式，但神態多是冷漠，唯有面對人時，才有人氣。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxxovQjpHA
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他在離她遠遠的位置，也吃着飯，然後離去。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9M2I8nIFfk
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下午，阿行離開學校前，都會去摸一下附近的小貓。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGEupYn3GD
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他正在去往圍住草地的路徑，便看見青青；她正蹲下來，靜靜地看着正在睡覺的貓。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesp2uk16Qi
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「呿！」他用力拍她的肩。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEH7lQMwLp4
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「好彩冇嘈醒貓貓。」她嚇得被彈起，瞪一瞪他：「幼稚鬼。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Z9NvdrcF1
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他告訴她，牠的名字是Gri。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsZ9acq6qI
