陳凱婷的心死了。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQdx8Hhlul
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準確點來說，她的心死於大半年前的平安夜。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs43FQMk73a
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老實說，她不想再回望當晚發生的事。只是自從她和朱碩謙正式分手後，腦海總會不受控地浮現與少年初遇的那一天。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzy2WptJimf
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那個黃昏，朱碩謙跌坐在巷子裡，頭髮一縷縷的黏在額上，臉色蒼白，奄奄一息地喘氣。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGl5EkLPjV
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他好像被擊中胸膛，一呼一吸間盡顯吃力，並不是甚麼特別帥氣的一面。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZavuY897S
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可青春期的悸動從來不需要理由，亦毫無預兆。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmObInS9wPS
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陳凱婷被他深深吸引住了。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJX2XzGSnG
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接下來發生的一切都可笑得讓人不忍直視，她亦懶得再提起。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTa79hHYSoc
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陳凱婷最近經常想起「人生若只如初見」這句話。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAQtKZYEVf
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukhL5no7m1
要是她與朱碩謙的故事永遠停留在巷子便足矣。要是他永遠只像初見般溫柔體貼便好了。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlKv6Iqb5d
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陳凱婷並不是甚麼記仇的人，但朱碩謙始終是她初戀，是她第一個為之傾心，為之心碎的對象。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrovZVU6gu
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更不用說二月所經歷過那短暫的生離死別，這不是一時半刻就能一笑置之的事。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXHIrVyYJI
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她從來沒聽過朱碩謙的解釋，她聽不下去。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡih1N1iHgeg
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WjAMcZa6g
陳凱婷寧願抱著朱碩謙沒有愛過自己，只想一心一意把她騙上床的心態看待這件事。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7uIwDTFHP
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始終讓自己徹徹底底痛恨一個人，總比藕斷絲連更好過，因為她把不切實際的幻想都切斷了。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFR3koOcfC
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDHk6HQRfa
她曾暗暗希望這段往事能夠等到朱碩謙和她畢業後，悄悄埋藏於學校裡。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsm8d6hWmbN
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPTWdECJZO
只是，自從封鎖掉對方所有聯絡方法後，陳凱婷知道這一天理論上是他們最後一次見面。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSv5ZonGbIK
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兩人不會再遇上對方了，是真正的分道揚鑣。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyttLQvTaI
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於是她現在和朱碩謙面對面站著，兩人心緒一時間混亂得無言以對，相視的眼神訴說著難以言說的感情。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyH8j7iNSX
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說完全放下了是假的，可無法回到當初也是真的。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaD1hxh9B2g
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朱碩謙再不是穿著校服，臉色亦不如以往般朝氣勃勃，笑容滿面。相反地，他變得消瘦憔悴，下垂的嘴角如牽掛重重心事。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjL5Q4J4Ahd
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空氣凝結了那麼數秒。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU0xF0tePH
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「對唔住。」朱碩謙想了又想，最後低下頭輕聲道歉。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqUu6Gyp8M
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0TstMNbdC
短短數隻字彷彿甚麼都沒說過，卻又確確實實讓陳凱婷聽出少年濃濃的愧疚感和後悔。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbS2fBEWPZP
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxa7OvmRlFo
她鼻子本能地酸了酸，攥緊拳頭，心臟揪成一團。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINkUdkIm9m
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzDeqrSnZL
陳凱婷好像沒和其他人說過，她後來之所以不斷對朱碩謙拳打腳踢，是因為她仍未放下他。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJd56ynuiI
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她打得有多大力，代表著她當初有多愛對方。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cGx8WCram
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYeKVYdfvC
「朱碩謙。」陳凱婷說出那個曾讓她心動不已的名字，聲線微微顛動：「有啲嘢唔係講對唔住，就可以當無事。」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqNw3JttA4
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少年頓了頓，靜了下來。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPaqqRkHZU
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他對上陳凱婷晦暗不明的目光，心頭一緊。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSazSDzdT5
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEN9IIDnbB
少女仍像初見那一天般紮起高馬尾，雙目如圓鏡清亮，眼底卻再也不見昔日的憧憬和光芒。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwXy1ib6oq
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXaV6Ce8yL
朱碩謙重重嘆了一口氣，彷彿下一句話是最強大的詛咒般沉重。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgcrAtLGoj
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckMkeuRClk
「其實我有一段時間好愛你。」他凝望面前的少女：「只不過後來我真係控制唔到情緒。當知道你去咗流產嗰陣，我知道你冇做錯決定，但我…我好似癲咗咁。」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3APXFlvRym
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他是如此痛恨自私自利的自己，竟因一時衝動傷害了最愛的人，然後接二連三地錯下去。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBq21VE6Dp
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaH87dbb2L9
事實上朱碩謙有想過就這樣了結生命，可這樣一來，不就是逃避責任的表現嗎？211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlN3mjGomC8
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人終有一死，可他想在死前向陳凱婷真摯地道歉。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK95feUz5rD
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDG7y7DUr1S
他也作好了不會獲得原諒的準備。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLP7tTXWLJl
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5HvpF6oqQ
「但…」陳凱婷欲言又止，嗓音變得沙啞。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdh6BHkrhmG
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6GRbLV4Ls
陳凱婷難受極了，由對方口中吐出「愛」字那一刻，心臟便好像被觸到最柔軟的一部分般陷下去。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPnQ7Oo3w9
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhUZI6ISVp
既然你愛我，那為甚麼你要把我推下深淵呢？為甚麼我好不容易才爬上來的時候，你又再一次把我推下去呢？211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHa7BA7flY7
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對啊。他們都曾經深深愛著對方，只不過那些日子早已一去不返。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPBetghYTR
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXw1EawEq0
她眼睛一眨，淚水瞬間奪眶而出，在臉龐上劃下溫熱的痕跡。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KjYdV6N7P
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQASXkSxPAG
陳凱婷的聲線染上嗚咽：「你知道我哋返唔到轉頭㗎可？」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpw0Afs6Qi
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINBn6FEx53
她倏然低下頭擦去眼淚，哀傷如潮水一下子席捲心頭。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcU2m8u2Tnb
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwKkwdSpqu
朱碩謙下意識欲伸手撫上少女的頭，可手那刻凝滯半空，握成虛拳，最後收回身旁。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwqiGeYXZE
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他沒有資格安慰對方。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡas7wzg1xgW
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJ6SUf0Ioq
「我知道。」朱碩謙喉嚨乾澀，艱難地接受殘酷的現實。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUbH3CnZ8P
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJGAgq5VIO
即使用膠帶重新拼湊撕破了的紙張，那條裂痕也不會消失。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJf9IsI0xbP
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclq6c2Xvew
溫熱的淚水流進她嘴裡，又酸又苦。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ujMwwj2OI
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她再也消受不起這樣的刺激了。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZgVv4TpXo
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55lagRnj6k
「出到去，記得唔好再利用人哋對你嘅愛，傷害返佢哋。」陳凱婷眼眸紅紅的，她僵硬地牽起一個笑容：「我哋就咁先啦。」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXHLIaeJ7C
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她沒有給予朱碩謙回應的空間，轉過身子便捂著臉跑開。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6c34xViNp
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腳步磕磕絆絆的像是在逃離現實。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLnxxKMeof
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這個結局糟糕透了。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3LyE0ctmW
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZV8NWe86zi
「凱婷…」躲在後方的張靜宜擔憂地發聲探問，伸出手想要握住對方。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBuAgS1THJ
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陳凱婷輕輕推開對方，繼續獨自跑開。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YFjBzTnQO
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfDpmAGr7A
「我想要一個人靜吓。」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiLAUVzThu
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夏天確實熱烈如常，可她的心也死得透涼。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFTLbukg6G
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEF3h1ssTQ7
張靜宜探出頭凝視朱碩謙失聲痛哭的模樣，少年兩側拳頭捏得發白，落寞的身影明朗不再。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFn1qEVIy6
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1nazlJFxU
他好像真的切切實實地愛過陳凱婷。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKeUTishq1
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但為甚麼後來又一手摧毀了這段關係呢？211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTyfihNBK7
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOB0AcnrHb
人類是很矛盾的動物，上一秒明明還信心十足，下一秒便會因一丁點兒的跡象而陷入迷茫。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WgISSIBUQ
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1hCeQ7oNU
張靜宜亦不外如是。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8EYEqq0OG
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她不禁回過頭仰望身後的陳曉智：「如果你一開始就知道個結局會係咁嘅話，你仲會唔會開始段感情？」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqi7C3WvqD
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzQBMexiFg
陽光傾斜到他們這邊，少年的頭髮被吹得凌亂，散漫地扒在欄杆上的模樣就像隻慵懶的貓。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gMpdIw8TX
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8pgtJHxTj
「我哋唔係先知，唔會一開始就知道個結局係點。」陳曉智的語氣很平靜，深啡色的瞳眸一瞬不瞬地盯著少女。211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgLsDVSgLS
211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIECU29bThk
「但如果你連開始嘅勇氣都冇，咁你都注定唔會有結局。」211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQkEayUVjd
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