氣氛僵了幾秒,張靜宜感覺心臟都要跳出胸膛了,她強忍著急促紊亂的心跳,遲疑地「嗯」了聲。191Please respect copyright.PENANAzWRMOmvyEQ
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腦海不自覺地想到上一次到陳曉智家時聽到對方父母吵架的情景,難免讓她有所退卻。191Please respect copyright.PENANAQhcWrLlZSD
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畢竟,換作是張靜宜也不會希望對方聽到自己的家人吵得不可開交。191Please respect copyright.PENANAozCStWQNJH
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「點解要諗咁耐嘅?」陳曉智語氣有點委屈:「唔想嚟就算啦。」191Please respect copyright.PENANAEeA8TLAkjw
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「唔係唔想嚟。」她直起身子急忙解釋:「但係你幾個鐘之前先話屋企有事,過一段時間再去會唔會好啲?」191Please respect copyright.PENANApRuT8kjQp5
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纖細手指攥緊身下的床單,透露出其主人緊張的心情。191Please respect copyright.PENANAXjkGWcgE3Y
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「哦──」陳曉智挑眉,沒想過張靜宜的心思會如此細膩:「無事啦。」191Please respect copyright.PENANAT1XrpnIngU
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其實他撒了謊,家裡最近基本上每天吵得雞飛狗跳。數小時前匆匆離開學校,也是因為母親快要情緒崩潰才逼不得已地回去。191Please respect copyright.PENANARqc7Y0mNKl
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他曾經暗自思量過── 要是張靜宜來拜訪的話,也許能夠暫時換來一夕安寧吧?191Please respect copyright.PENANAdid4VcbI0V
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只是,他此時沒有勇氣把這個自私的想法說出口。191Please respect copyright.PENANAcIhauz1lWI
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沒有人喜歡被當作棋子,更何況是當了十年工具人的張靜宜。191Please respect copyright.PENANAIcm8kUqI9W
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「你話㗎。」即使張靜宜仍有些保留,她最後還是選擇相信對方:「咁你晏晝點點解咁急住走嘅?」191Please respect copyright.PENANAjaiEwnZbm7
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陳曉智愣了愣,伸手撓撓仍未抹乾的頭髮。毛巾肆意地擱在脖子間,好像煩惱在繞著心尖上未能解開。191Please respect copyright.PENANAKCccfwTPDz
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過了好一會兒,張靜宜就聽見他嘆了口氣,接著便是極輕的一聲。191Please respect copyright.PENANAC9PIfWa7zt
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「秘密。」191Please respect copyright.PENANAP0agJ9DSGh
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周一,大家如常上課,班主任叫了張靜宜放學後過去教員室會談。191Please respect copyright.PENANAUsUZhaxCue
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大學志願表差不多定下來了,張靜宜十有八九都填上了法律系,其他都像是為填而填般勉強選了數個聽上去靠譜的學系。191Please respect copyright.PENANAO2DEKDzo55
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班主任有點不放心,三番四次地仔細問張靜宜到底未來的打算是甚麼,而她好像兜兜轉轉也給不了最直接的答案── 彷彿她也看不清自己的將來般迷茫。191Please respect copyright.PENANAbiZqWejyni
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最後班主任嘆了口氣,盯著表格開始沉思。191Please respect copyright.PENANAUUOOUK7RGj
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少女低著頭,神色平淡,髮夾在冷白的燈下反光。191Please respect copyright.PENANA48h2RRhhYE
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「其實由校方嘅角度嚟講,你咁填絕對冇問題。」班主任按了按眉心,煞有介事地坦白道:「最好一定入到神科添。」191Please respect copyright.PENANA2nwoWHbhSt
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張靜宜若有所思地點點頭。191Please respect copyright.PENANAaRp5eZyMC5
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「但我始終係過來人。」班主任直勾勾地看著張靜宜:「如果你連自己真係想讀咩都未知嘅話,咁其實你會白白浪費咗四年時間。」191Please respect copyright.PENANA1sxO4l4jjo
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少女垂下目光,掩飾掉晦暗不明的情緒。191Please respect copyright.PENANALe65mGVesU
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關於為了陳曉智而選擇修讀法律系這件事,她說不出口。可她確實除了這個原因外都沒有其他推動力,猶如念甚麼都沒有關係般隨意。191Please respect copyright.PENANAJqngL3Sr9E
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為了暗戀對象而莽然定下前途的心態,實在是太難以啟齒了。191Please respect copyright.PENANAu1EEYLteg0
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他把紙張塞到她手中:「你返到去好好諗吓,下星期一之後就冇得再改。」191Please respect copyright.PENANAy4v0IYlBOa
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張靜宜沒有說話,微微點了頭便轉過身離開。191Please respect copyright.PENANAeJm6MKEIBO
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班主任坐在位置上目送張靜宜離去,少女背影纖瘦柔弱,可藏不住眼底那一絲倔強。191Please respect copyright.PENANAPzMrxl7dRx
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剛走出教員室後,張靜宜便碰上了碰巧經過的劉泳淇,對方揮揮手,讓她走過去。191Please respect copyright.PENANA1cdKocUXTA
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天氣徹底冷下來了,張靜宜一邊戴上頸巾,一邊走向劉泳淇面前,鼻尖瞬間凍得紅紅的。191Please respect copyright.PENANAaH0fXvk5Ea
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「一唔一齊放學?」劉泳淇挽起張靜宜的手,下秒便暖和了對方的皮膚。191Please respect copyright.PENANA3FEvjlIXfk
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張靜宜沒有接過話,靜靜感受著對方暖烘烘的體溫,並肩緩緩走下樓梯。191Please respect copyright.PENANA87Wfs8xfNt
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一時靜謐。191Please respect copyright.PENANAjOlIjl5OuL
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「就快放假啦喎。」劉泳淇率先開口,一雙杏眼對上張靜宜微微往下垂的明眸。191Please respect copyright.PENANArqvTAQ2skA
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「嗯。」191Please respect copyright.PENANAN4spPk0Tdu
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「你聖誕假有咩做?」191Please respect copyright.PENANAoHpw6hdThl
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「溫書。」張靜宜不加思索便說道,寒風忽然掠起一縷髮絲,擋過她的臉。191Please respect copyright.PENANAFBk8KDv3Zn
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少女目光忽然一滯,好像意識到某些東西。191Please respect copyright.PENANATsglabOyub
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她發現自己就是一部毫無感情的溫書機器,即使摸不清方向仍拼命耕耘。191Please respect copyright.PENANAUW4VXU8ruQ
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這天烏雲密佈,兩人的影子變得灰濛,彷彿上了層霧化濾鏡般模模糊糊。191Please respect copyright.PENANA90Gt43d7c3
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劉泳淇掃了她一眼:「冇約人咩?」191Please respect copyright.PENANAsAOLqkh6qJ
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張靜宜一怔,隨即別過臉:「咁又有嘅。」191Please respect copyright.PENANA648aOQ2GSH
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說起來,她下星期便會到陳家吃飯,那應該算是約了人吧?191Please respect copyright.PENANAdRGzKPs8JQ
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劉泳淇單刀直入:「陳曉智呀?」191Please respect copyright.PENANAK81MOpnQOR
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張靜宜皺著眉頭,輕輕應了一聲:「係,不過你問嚟做咩?」191Please respect copyright.PENANAymSXzEZHUT
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「冇。」191Please respect copyright.PENANA5w9eat3hW9
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劉泳淇把頭髮撥到耳後,深深吸了一口氣:「我想為自己之前對你所做過嘅事道歉。」191Please respect copyright.PENANAPnQ2HBznTT
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張靜宜腳步一頓,站在操場中間不解地望著劉泳淇。191Please respect copyright.PENANAm0EYnW0a8J
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寒風狠狠地刮過她們的裙擺。191Please respect copyright.PENANAooh0nnm3CQ
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「可能你聽落會覺得唔啱,但我由細到大都同女仔玩唔埋,習慣咗俾異性包圍嘅感覺。」劉泳淇大方地和張靜宜相互對視,臉色卻透著一絲凝重:「老實講,我嗰陣真係唔明白點解你會俾咁多人關心同保護。」191Please respect copyright.PENANAiUqXve7jwo
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「你當我被嫉妒沖昏頭腦又好,或者屎忽痕無嘢做又好,總之嗰陣我的確為你帶來唔少麻煩。」191Please respect copyright.PENANA5v5aA3YuAz
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張靜宜抿起唇,沒有答話。191Please respect copyright.PENANAvcyDL4WlcF
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「但了解你呢份人之後,我就覺得自己太多偏見。」劉泳淇淺淺一笑,目光溫柔似水:「同埋大概明白理解陳曉智對你咁唔同。」191Please respect copyright.PENANALO8Gd9TPcU
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張靜宜的確沒想像中那麼蒙昧無知和冷酷。事實上,她比很多人更有人情味,只是她沒有說出來罷了。191Please respect copyright.PENANAYCieYs2eC1
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例如張靜宜大可以一開始把她拋下在洗手間內獨自哭泣,任由她繼續深陷於眼鏡男的威脅中無法掙扎。191Please respect copyright.PENANAoTdA8xPGNV
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幸好張靜宜最後還是選擇了回頭,讓劉泳淇從此重獲自由。191Please respect copyright.PENANARhyueoUEcA
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「佢對我有咩唔同話?」191Please respect copyright.PENANAJDQ1PgctYY
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張靜宜臉頓時漲成番茄,好像只聽得見下半句般放了重點在那個名字上。191Please respect copyright.PENANAMvCaVZnn8v
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對方的話猶如數十顆炸彈一下子在她心頭上轟然炸開。191Please respect copyright.PENANAkKcEdYxYxg
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「你個腦除咗讀書之外啲時間係咪熄咗機?」劉泳淇遞了個嫌棄的眼神給張靜宜:「你唔覺得佢淨係對你一個先咁好㗎咩?」191Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3ofShRkFz
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「唔係嘅…」張靜宜按壓著撲通亂跳的心臟,目光飄忽不定:「佢好似對個個都咁差唔多。」191Please respect copyright.PENANANA4rW43GOn
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說到底,她心底裡還是有點自卑,像是不敢相信如此平平無奇的自己值得擁有獨一無二的地位。191Please respect copyright.PENANAMjLzPL7hRE
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「唉,你喺感情呢方面真係好遲鈍,不過都好嘅。」劉泳淇扯出一個苦笑:「唔好學我,人哋一話愛我就即刻黐埋過去,結果引火自焚。」191Please respect copyright.PENANApGNTna5qew
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張靜宜不知道該怎麼回話,心裡有道說不清楚的苦澀在滋長。191Please respect copyright.PENANAKQ87ezNN70
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於是她那經常跳去另一個次元的性子便發作了。191Please respect copyright.PENANANJI66Fog9V
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「咁睇嚟愛情呢啲嘢都幾麻煩。」191Please respect copyright.PENANAPLCpnUx1bK