「當藍色的夜墜落在世界時,沒人看見我們手牽著手」──聶魯達,《我們甚至失去了黃昏》194Please respect copyright.PENANAiFyqLJqNCc
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張靜宜一下子僵住,眼中寫滿不可思議。194Please respect copyright.PENANAidHwruK6LH
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一切都發生得如此猝不及防又突兀。194Please respect copyright.PENANAkixVaYKti6
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為甚麼陳曉智在這個時候選擇告白呢?194Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0pa9H3fl9
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耳邊響起漸近漸遠的蟬喧,蓋過了兩人蹦得猛烈的心跳,陳曉智此刻無比認真地凝望面前的人,靜待她的答案。194Please respect copyright.PENANAbWZApLugHY
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事實上,他過去那數年都被困在陰影之中卻沒有勇氣走出來,生怕再次受到傷害。194Please respect copyright.PENANALcfcetkoug
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而張靜宜的存在像是為照亮了他的日子。194Please respect copyright.PENANAYncWszDvyt
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可是他仍然很怯懦── 害怕失去對方,害怕自己無法給予對方所需要的東西。194Please respect copyright.PENANADuIgvS8Fly
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他以無數理由合理化自己的被動,從來沒有真正回應過對方的感情。194Please respect copyright.PENANAFN51WkkP5u
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後來他終於意識到自己有多自私了。194Please respect copyright.PENANAOETn3dWYII
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由得知張靜宜仍會關心和照顧蔣玲玲的那刻開始,陳曉智每天便活在愧疚和後悔中。194Please respect copyright.PENANAIeAOGRWq66
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到底她為了自己浪費了多少歲月,受了多少委屈呢?194Please respect copyright.PENANAaTvHqOb5G1
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到底周遭的人為了支持自己追夢而隱瞞了多少秘密呢?194Please respect copyright.PENANA9MXNJKvehD
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於是他不想再為自己的懦弱作藉口了。194Please respect copyright.PENANAq2qYCHkkBU
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他是如此想抱緊面前的人啊。194Please respect copyright.PENANAb6CzKaJV71
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雲朵緩緩經過,藏起了月光,客廳裡愈發昏暗,隱起面前人的表情。194Please respect copyright.PENANA3fFbolwbFN
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張靜宜仔細端詳陳曉智的臉,渾身上下的血液沸騰得幾乎充滿氣泡,滿腔情緒像氣泡迸裂時劃出鋒利的痛楚。194Please respect copyright.PENANA56pVVBfbUC
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這三年的情意卡在喉嚨,卻無聲漫上眼眶,形成一片紅。194Please respect copyright.PENANAAhouuFYNMv
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為甚麼你現在才願意說出來呢?194Please respect copyright.PENANAoM0t7yhM5Q
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「點解啊?」張靜宜的聲線染上鼻音,有點不知所措:「你係因為知道我睇住你阿媽所以感動,所以勉強同我喺埋一齊?」194Please respect copyright.PENANA1sIUceOcXp
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陳曉智一頓,以往慵懶散漫的模樣不見蹤影。194Please respect copyright.PENANAIaDSua0IyR
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張靜宜看他沒反應,心一沉:「定係因為你唔忍心見我等咗咁耐,所以先想補償吓?」194Please respect copyright.PENANADtF73udWhC
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他手一拉,把她攬進懷裡。194Please respect copyright.PENANAKEg09gWYUV
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「其實你唔使逼自己鍾意我。」她聲音悶悶的,滾燙的淚水沾濕他的上衣:「我唔想再自取其辱,錯信假希望。」194Please respect copyright.PENANAP8V3ansm0u
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她真的好委屈啊。194Please respect copyright.PENANANDubdFxaa3
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喜歡對方的日子就像不斷在自我否定和充滿曙光的兩極擺蕩,從來沒有答案地堅持下去。194Please respect copyright.PENANA4xFEhk5nTG
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而每一次在她即將放棄時,他偏偏又願意踏出一步,讓她重新充滿士氣。194Please respect copyright.PENANAgUJbNRzOk8
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請問這種試驗能有終結的一天嗎?194Please respect copyright.PENANAmHwhLyYc8m
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「唔係。」他目光閃爍,語氣輕淺:「我一直都好鍾意你。」194Please respect copyright.PENANA2rMIltIjNS
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淚水此時此刻流得更厲害了。194Please respect copyright.PENANAA0GCqc4rlT
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「你想我點樣信你?」張靜宜抬頭,滿目水光。194Please respect copyright.PENANAZeLv7TQ1JW
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她能把自己的心重新完全交給面前這個人嗎?194Please respect copyright.PENANAzyaySGuNvE
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他們能重新來過嗎?194Please respect copyright.PENANAmZh0lDOTWp
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「你之前講過,如果同你行落去就唔會再受委屈。」陳曉智語氣堅定,抱得愈來愈緊:「我都唔會再俾你過得咁委屈。」194Please respect copyright.PENANA880e4zeroh
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他停了下來,安靜地看著張靜宜。194Please respect copyright.PENANAVB0sMVsRxd
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月亮繞過雲朵散著清輝,融入天空,融入他的眸底。194Please respect copyright.PENANACtp2JBQJ4L
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她瞧著微光在他臉上沉澱出一片柔情,彷彿看見自己當初所嚮往的一切。194Please respect copyright.PENANABtCXA3Kcvh
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心頭隨即一顛。194Please respect copyright.PENANAQCiYzFawPt
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她說:好。194Please respect copyright.PENANAbzhnJdiJ6a
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和陳曉智當時的答案一模一樣。194Please respect copyright.PENANAksnzpoHk5y
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她想,幸好自己沒有猜錯,他果然正在那光明的未來等她。194Please respect copyright.PENANAIAjEpfDLjs
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他們都沒有說話,在藍夜中緊緊抱著對方,兩顆怦然跳動的心終於貼在一起,坦率地表達愛意。194Please respect copyright.PENANAvDUIMu8awz
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確立關係後日子如常,大一生活也在這些插曲平息後正式畫上句號。194Please respect copyright.PENANAnoVpXgiYJx
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張靜宜自從開始實習生工作後,與陳曉智約會的時間和地點基本上都定在他那單位中。194Please respect copyright.PENANAHIfErRwVBP
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兩人好像還沒有經歷過熱戀期便展開了老夫老妻的平淡生活。194Please respect copyright.PENANA9b5BiyV9I9
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她對這種相處方式並沒有怨言,畢竟平淡有平淡的好,起碼不用像以往每天都有些鬧劇嚇得人一驚一乍。194Please respect copyright.PENANA7d4yth9sT2
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更何況,陳曉智在外國修行一年後練得一手好廚藝,她也樂得享受對方親手烹煮的佳餚。194Please respect copyright.PENANANyzI2cgyVM
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說真的,這個世界上最幸福和幸運的事便是你喜歡的人同時也喜歡著你。194Please respect copyright.PENANAeP7h4bdaEU
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因此她早已心滿意足。194Please respect copyright.PENANAku5jrVq0i7
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只是,陳曉智這個人在掌握分寸上有自己的一套想法,固執得可怕。194Please respect copyright.PENANA2dOxjMnPYk
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有些時候孤男寡女共處一室,氣氛就會自自然然地變得微妙起來,那接下來乾柴烈火也是意料中的事。194Please respect copyright.PENANAhskociAENL
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他們總會親著親著便跑到床邊,就差倒下去的那衝動了。194Please respect copyright.PENANAVy1qjUYGS2
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但陳曉智偏偏每一次情到濃時都能把持住,自制得差點讓張靜宜以為他那方面有某些難言之隱。194Please respect copyright.PENANAKgl856PFPs
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當她按捺不住好奇心問他時,對方又說自己早就有相關的經驗。194Please respect copyright.PENANAvYz7iDHGtW
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於是她把問題歸咎到自己身上了。194Please respect copyright.PENANAANblZTA3u9
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張靜宜垂頭打量胸前的脂肪,暗自思索自己是否不夠吸引力。194Please respect copyright.PENANAybdJs4Li8m
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明明該長的肉都有長,只是尺寸問題而已……難道他喜歡特別大的?194Please respect copyright.PENANACNwFxs9KAe
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張靜宜想起以前陸運會時,女生跑步比賽期間男同學們意味深長的笑容。194Please respect copyright.PENANAhSV6HE8cFF
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早知道那時候觀察陳曉智的反應了。194Please respect copyright.PENANATku67itvZJ
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於是她選擇詢求意見,而對象當然是經驗老到的劉泳淇和李琴。194Please respect copyright.PENANAi6qBS83YZK
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依著對她們的了解,張靜宜相信兩人一定會給出一些有建設性的意見。194Please respect copyright.PENANAUaYGPZHrav
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畢竟三個臭皮匠勝過一個諸葛亮。194Please respect copyright.PENANAOx4w5NBz6l
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她不敢直接指出問題,只能旁敲側擊:「如果俾另外一半食住上點算?」194Please respect copyright.PENANArcDBKCrq8f
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電話中下一秒炸出兩人的笑聲。194Please respect copyright.PENANA5SSpKIg9x3
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李琴肩頭不斷聳動:「就咁睇我以為係你食住陳曉智上喎。」194Please respect copyright.PENANAn4Mm77EbCz
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張靜宜徹底無言。194Please respect copyright.PENANAWIITFz9szR
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「唔係啦。」劉泳淇的聲線還一顛一顛的,似乎仍未平息下來:「你要嚟個下馬威!」194Please respect copyright.PENANAblUEuccCGE
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「冇錯!你要俾佢知道你先係話事嗰個!」194Please respect copyright.PENANAlc9KZjbr6g
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大概是同輩之間的鼓舞特別強勁,張靜宜聽畢心裡便有個小人舉著大旗大喊:我要為自己平反啊!194Please respect copyright.PENANA7ushIM49z5
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於是某一天下班後,張靜宜特地約了陳曉智出來吃飯。194Please respect copyright.PENANAft9DotJNyq
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傍晚的霞光像一瓶翻倒了的橘子汽水,在高樓大廈的玻璃上反光閃爍,紅光充斥於人頭湧湧的街頭上。194Please respect copyright.PENANAvbwgh7BMDf
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她走下樓梯後遇上了靠在欄杆上的少年。194Please respect copyright.PENANAbzwj6jzm2g
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他穿著寬鬆的白色T恤偏過頭看來往車輛,鬆懈的模樣在西裝筆挺的上班族中格格不入。194Please respect copyright.PENANAhaNHDNSZAh
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乍看之下還挺像那些畫報中的模特兒。194Please respect copyright.PENANA3UVZt54WtZ
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陳曉智餘光中掃到熟悉的面孔,轉過頭,目光淡淡地落在她身上。194Please respect copyright.PENANAFclPYNYwOd
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張靜宜小步迎了上去,掀起一抹淺笑:「唔好意思啊要你等。」194Please respect copyright.PENANAl4BbaxCAd2
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「我都係啱啱到。」他語氣平淡,脖子後方卻藏不下那一陣細汗。194Please respect copyright.PENANA0slsXcdIYb
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他慣性拿過張靜宜的工作包,另一隻手垂下來,靜靜等待她牽上去。194Please respect copyright.PENANApNJps5qYxC
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可她今天決定實行自強計劃。194Please respect copyright.PENANA7Z6H1NzyHe
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第一步:偏不如你意。194Please respect copyright.PENANAD5uD2SxlnF
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張靜宜忽然抬起手,強行按下惡作劇的狡黠,衝他明媚一笑。194Please respect copyright.PENANAZNSsC08l5K
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「Hand Hand。」194Please respect copyright.PENANA6l5CKcLTmE
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後來她才恍然大悟,那根本是作死計劃。194Please respect copyright.PENANAO7KyXuXjLL