「當藍色的夜墜落在世界時，沒人看見我們手牽著手」──聶魯達，《我們甚至失去了黃昏》187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfM5B6Jxijj
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張靜宜一下子僵住，眼中寫滿不可思議。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAmrCNOzg3
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一切都發生得如此猝不及防又突兀。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy22Po4AUT4
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為甚麼陳曉智在這個時候選擇告白呢？187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqVCf7aph4
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耳邊響起漸近漸遠的蟬喧，蓋過了兩人蹦得猛烈的心跳，陳曉智此刻無比認真地凝望面前的人，靜待她的答案。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3jIi7tsKQ
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事實上，他過去那數年都被困在陰影之中卻沒有勇氣走出來，生怕再次受到傷害。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHfrqtuuVa
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而張靜宜的存在像是為照亮了他的日子。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrb5xJhOuI2
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可是他仍然很怯懦── 害怕失去對方，害怕自己無法給予對方所需要的東西。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7Aq5E0Ox5
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他以無數理由合理化自己的被動，從來沒有真正回應過對方的感情。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWFPF8yWwU
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後來他終於意識到自己有多自私了。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NHAKQPjff
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由得知張靜宜仍會關心和照顧蔣玲玲的那刻開始，陳曉智每天便活在愧疚和後悔中。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBEWcM2Ivp
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到底她為了自己浪費了多少歲月，受了多少委屈呢？187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrfi6rGZON
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到底周遭的人為了支持自己追夢而隱瞞了多少秘密呢？187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhK9dIh6uw
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於是他不想再為自己的懦弱作藉口了。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8GiUiK1hU
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他是如此想抱緊面前的人啊。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyK4LyLPya
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雲朵緩緩經過，藏起了月光，客廳裡愈發昏暗，隱起面前人的表情。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZwXSHUhzl
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張靜宜仔細端詳陳曉智的臉，渾身上下的血液沸騰得幾乎充滿氣泡，滿腔情緒像氣泡迸裂時劃出鋒利的痛楚。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCzDsEXBqS
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這三年的情意卡在喉嚨，卻無聲漫上眼眶，形成一片紅。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡritRDxdEoi
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為甚麼你現在才願意說出來呢？187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFQ9dMFeNx
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「點解啊？」張靜宜的聲線染上鼻音，有點不知所措：「你係因為知道我睇住你阿媽所以感動，所以勉強同我喺埋一齊？」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyQfO8aDhl
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陳曉智一頓，以往慵懶散漫的模樣不見蹤影。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqZ9dTSQ2h
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張靜宜看他沒反應，心一沉：「定係因為你唔忍心見我等咗咁耐，所以先想補償吓？」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1uJ52z2Y2
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他手一拉，把她攬進懷裡。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3Rzwm6uHC
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「其實你唔使逼自己鍾意我。」她聲音悶悶的，滾燙的淚水沾濕他的上衣：「我唔想再自取其辱，錯信假希望。」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4V4rQF9sp
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她真的好委屈啊。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOSdK4Ufid
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喜歡對方的日子就像不斷在自我否定和充滿曙光的兩極擺蕩，從來沒有答案地堅持下去。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxiTwWe4t0
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而每一次在她即將放棄時，他偏偏又願意踏出一步，讓她重新充滿士氣。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkb5QisCEN
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請問這種試驗能有終結的一天嗎？187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtN9GBJiJt
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「唔係。」他目光閃爍，語氣輕淺：「我一直都好鍾意你。」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvm9TnHm1w
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淚水此時此刻流得更厲害了。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBEGee9ith
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「你想我點樣信你？」張靜宜抬頭，滿目水光。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLOmnllIGn
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她能把自己的心重新完全交給面前這個人嗎？187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlB0pO67yD
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他們能重新來過嗎？187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QdBr1v4J5
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「你之前講過，如果同你行落去就唔會再受委屈。」陳曉智語氣堅定，抱得愈來愈緊：「我都唔會再俾你過得咁委屈。」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrHHpnxkRo
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他停了下來，安靜地看著張靜宜。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ryWHCSIOO
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月亮繞過雲朵散著清輝，融入天空，融入他的眸底。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxcfDYVtQn
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她瞧著微光在他臉上沉澱出一片柔情，彷彿看見自己當初所嚮往的一切。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoOMiEB7cP
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心頭隨即一顛。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjrsmwte53
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她說：好。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIR4z85hJOl
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和陳曉智當時的答案一模一樣。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoPLW3LQo6
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她想，幸好自己沒有猜錯，他果然正在那光明的未來等她。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThd1k2kly3
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他們都沒有說話，在藍夜中緊緊抱著對方，兩顆怦然跳動的心終於貼在一起，坦率地表達愛意。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMoWo1cVgU
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確立關係後日子如常，大一生活也在這些插曲平息後正式畫上句號。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCxIIhiR4t
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張靜宜自從開始實習生工作後，與陳曉智約會的時間和地點基本上都定在他那單位中。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡll9RsQ24Gs
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兩人好像還沒有經歷過熱戀期便展開了老夫老妻的平淡生活。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaltuoiozYU
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她對這種相處方式並沒有怨言，畢竟平淡有平淡的好，起碼不用像以往每天都有些鬧劇嚇得人一驚一乍。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQZC18lqj7
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更何況，陳曉智在外國修行一年後練得一手好廚藝，她也樂得享受對方親手烹煮的佳餚。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRn9nwy8Ej
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說真的，這個世界上最幸福和幸運的事便是你喜歡的人同時也喜歡著你。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkC9C8FWljB
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因此她早已心滿意足。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbVat5WS0g
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只是，陳曉智這個人在掌握分寸上有自己的一套想法，固執得可怕。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEH24DQXQCT
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有些時候孤男寡女共處一室，氣氛就會自自然然地變得微妙起來，那接下來乾柴烈火也是意料中的事。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4G9x55scQ
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他們總會親著親著便跑到床邊，就差倒下去的那衝動了。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77OVinWWZo
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但陳曉智偏偏每一次情到濃時都能把持住，自制得差點讓張靜宜以為他那方面有某些難言之隱。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSoSf6Qk6W
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當她按捺不住好奇心問他時，對方又說自己早就有相關的經驗。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFqIoszylK
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於是她把問題歸咎到自己身上了。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rLhpotCfi
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張靜宜垂頭打量胸前的脂肪，暗自思索自己是否不夠吸引力。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXomLxnQrGh
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明明該長的肉都有長，只是尺寸問題而已……難道他喜歡特別大的？187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3q7Aq7l0Sv
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張靜宜想起以前陸運會時，女生跑步比賽期間男同學們意味深長的笑容。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPniez0i4R0
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早知道那時候觀察陳曉智的反應了。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWy7uPKSkko
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於是她選擇詢求意見，而對象當然是經驗老到的劉泳淇和李琴。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzNp6ilB9G
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依著對她們的了解，張靜宜相信兩人一定會給出一些有建設性的意見。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMCIt6oqS6
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畢竟三個臭皮匠勝過一個諸葛亮。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihQFqCLnkq
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她不敢直接指出問題，只能旁敲側擊：「如果俾另外一半食住上點算？」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEmtTPvACL
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電話中下一秒炸出兩人的笑聲。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRpPDiKlBm
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李琴肩頭不斷聳動：「就咁睇我以為係你食住陳曉智上喎。」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycZuIV6iu4
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張靜宜徹底無言。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlo9tOJbpWM
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「唔係啦。」劉泳淇的聲線還一顛一顛的，似乎仍未平息下來：「你要嚟個下馬威！」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBuqF0AShM
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「冇錯！你要俾佢知道你先係話事嗰個！」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFD7yOP0Nl
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大概是同輩之間的鼓舞特別強勁，張靜宜聽畢心裡便有個小人舉著大旗大喊：我要為自己平反啊！187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtm7catpOj
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於是某一天下班後，張靜宜特地約了陳曉智出來吃飯。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jy8kqryC0
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傍晚的霞光像一瓶翻倒了的橘子汽水，在高樓大廈的玻璃上反光閃爍，紅光充斥於人頭湧湧的街頭上。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IJI6lv7uB
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她走下樓梯後遇上了靠在欄杆上的少年。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qg6z40Shh
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他穿著寬鬆的白色T恤偏過頭看來往車輛，鬆懈的模樣在西裝筆挺的上班族中格格不入。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HBEwtYcdB
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乍看之下還挺像那些畫報中的模特兒。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6I3WGxsOH
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陳曉智餘光中掃到熟悉的面孔，轉過頭，目光淡淡地落在她身上。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJrqdKWsqe
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張靜宜小步迎了上去，掀起一抹淺笑：「唔好意思啊要你等。」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEhzTPchcm
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「我都係啱啱到。」他語氣平淡，脖子後方卻藏不下那一陣細汗。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjvJ5QpJhV
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他慣性拿過張靜宜的工作包，另一隻手垂下來，靜靜等待她牽上去。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAkCfjlewY
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可她今天決定實行自強計劃。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJRWYLzX1y
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第一步：偏不如你意。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyxrKqKK0h
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張靜宜忽然抬起手，強行按下惡作劇的狡黠，衝他明媚一笑。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV19T00Jxaq
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「Hand Hand。」187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJwmDN0Toz
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後來她才恍然大悟，那根本是作死計劃。187Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUJrMfpj5V
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