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2nd Anniversary | 旧都なぎ
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EP 12 愚味地與世界為敵
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坐在綠色的草皮上,俯視山谷的起伏,山羣的景色美妙奇觀,險惡的山峰都是灰沉的,因為如此海抜,能夠高立生長的植物屈指可數
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目光放到盡頭為止,巨石城牆的終點在眼底之外,是見不到,唯獨那大自然的威嚴仍然能感受到
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肉眼可以辨識的範圍外,唯一知道的是高原的陽光,以及雪白的山羣,在遠方形成另一團白色的迷霧
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出於大地之母的手,這幅美畫曾經不是人人也有資格親身目賭,多少過去的人們,早在這些年前,為此景獻身,甚至獻命
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坐在草皮上的少年,默默地看著山羣和高原,只是感到無比的空虛
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滋味是渺小
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那不是一個褒意的說法,不是一個看清紅塵的意思,畢竟體驗了大自然的恐懼,只是沒多久之前的事
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被火燒傷過的人,會怕火;不會游泳的人,會怕水,這是如此純粹心理作用
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露出楚楚可憐的樣子,是因為真的受傷了
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這是他的故事,這是一個無助的悲劇,這是一個現實
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迫使他的眼框經常泛紅腫痛的原因
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佐島 一茂
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這是少年的名字
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曾經,少年和其他小孩並沒有任何分別
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「正常的人生」,最無趣的生活卻是最安穩,也是平凡無奇的人生,不少人嚮往的生活,是在這事情發生前,少年一直以來的生活方式
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快樂,他和他的家庭
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不是特別出眾,普通,無聊
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對一些人而言
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對少年而言,已是滿足
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不需要什麼特別的改變,只要順從日子渡日,日常的大小事已經是完美的點綴
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出生
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活著
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平凡地老去
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靜靜地⋯離開世界
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只是世界並非一直都如願以償所有
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如此巨大的變化,不是一下子便可以消化下
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或許也沒有消化的力量
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但往好處想,至少在他的努力下,他拯救了自己,他拯救了家人
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即使當初的代價,是其中一人的生命
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細小的生命,燃燒了自己
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他不能怪責自己,他們都說,因為他們都不知道真相
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單靠細小的生命去包裹人體,絕對是不足夠的
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外表之所以打開,是因為裏頭的生命力,是少年的燃料,在那個時候成了稱為「宿主」的存在,只是那個能力,拯救了兩人
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那亦是恐怕父子之間一輩子的祕密
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始終母親在失痛中,連自己的理性也早已丟失
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很痛苦吧
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對
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但又能怎麼樣?
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對吧,一直以來
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我什麼也辦不到
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你無法改變一個人的靈魂
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但你能摧毀一個靈魂、信仰
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在小學第一年第一學期的時候,坐在我旁邊的,是一個⋯奇怪的女生
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「鈴木花子」
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怎説呢
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女孩她總是不入羣,不是因為她的性格古怪,絕對沒有,和其他孩子一樣,她只是一個普通的女生,但是,她選擇不去參加任何一個羣組、圈子
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她主動拒絕一切邀請
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明明這個年紀的,普遍也喜歡和別人社交
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只有她,特別不同,有股神秘的感覺
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「成熟」,對於一個什麼也不會的孩子而言,這是大人的表現,因為出眾,純粹這樣
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讓人不禁好奇
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「我說,為什麼你都不和大家玩?」
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「⋯我說,為什麼?」
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「⋯⋯嗯?」
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記得,女孩説出了孩子不會説的話,到此時,我也是這樣認為
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「我說,有這個需要嗎?需要去玩」
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女生,原來一直以來都覺得「和朋友玩耍」是多餘的
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只是因為
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「我沒有那個空閑時間」
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説起來,從來不見女孩在上課外的時間,出現在眼前
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好奇心的驅使總是強大,有天心血來潮,午休的時候,我跟隨了她
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只見女生,抱著一本封面沒有圖畫的書本,走到校園的某個角落,坐了下來
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「原來這些時間,你都來這了⋯在看書嗎?」
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「不只是看書喲,在學習,你這些小孩不會懂的了」
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「說什麼嘛!你不也是小孩嘛!」
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「我可不一樣!」
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「我可是要將來成為 —— 喂!別搶我的書!小心弄破!我借回來的!」
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「這些是什麼⋯?」
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「生物學」
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「生物學?」
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「我說,生物學就是研究動物、人的身體各方面的⋯東西啊!」
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「看呀,你這些 ——」
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「例如呢?」
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「例如⋯?」
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「例如⋯例如說⋯⋯你知道⋯人的胃酸強得連鐵可以溶掉喔!」
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「真的嗎?」
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「是啊,還有還有,我説,狗狗只能看到藍色喲!」
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「是了!還有⋯⋯
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⋯還有,你這個、這個也錯了,概念上理解錯了」
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女生她在學識上是很寬闊,這也是為什麼我覺得有意思的地方,令我每天也找她的原因
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少女的話語,總是會引領自己,到達從未去過的地方
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小學生的年紀,卻已經若同大學生一樣埋首書中,説教一樣的口吻,嘴上是高中的課程內容,唯一證明到她仍然是小孩的,是性格吧
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「你這樣子啊,我們可上不了同一所大學喔」
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「我沒應承你呀」
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「⋯什麼?!你明明⋯你明明⋯⋯!」
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「好啦!好啦!純粹說笑啦!放開手啦!痛、痛呀!」
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正常來說,「懂事」,開始理解到世界的現實,學會看他人的眼光,學會感到羞恥的年齡,是自從九歲開始完全明白吧
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女孩卻在這方面一直比其他人遲鈍
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「哼!」
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「⋯抱歉啦⋯」
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「⋯哼⋯」
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或是説,她的心比麻布粗,比玻璃更纖細
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「是了,花子的媽媽,最近好像沒有來學校接放學呢?」
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「對⋯⋯我説⋯媽媽⋯工作很忙⋯⋯嘛」
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「還是説,媽媽認為花子已經可以自己回家了?」
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「花子⋯可以⋯⋯自己⋯」
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「花子⋯⋯不需要理會了⋯」
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「媽媽不愛花子了⋯?」
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「⋯你怎會有那個結論的⋯⋯啊⋯不要⋯不要哭啦!」
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這不能怪責她,因為這不論到她自己決定,「拔苗助長」,是她的成長環境之代名詞
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少女一直都⋯
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被世界不公平地對待
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「嗚哇呀!!」
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「不要哭啦!我⋯最多我的飯盒分點給你吧?」
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「可是⋯我弄掉的是午餐還有晚餐⋯」
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「嗚哇⋯我的惠芳卷⋯!三百円⋯!」
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「那麼⋯那麼⋯」
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「嗚⋯⋯」
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「好啦好啦!那麼⋯你要不要吃⋯?」
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「⋯吃什麼⋯」
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「我問你,放學後要不要出去吃些啥」
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「⋯吃蝦米啦」
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「一起吃東西啦!」
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「⋯」
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「好⋯」
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在這個社會,存在著一個特殊的身份
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「崎品宿主」,稱之為
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是一種強大的存在,危害,足以刷新人類對大自然的認知,因為幾乎所有宿主都擁有超自然力量
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但若只是給予超能力,並不乎合稱為「寄生蟲病」的貶義,之所以危害,是因為超能力隨之的是精神壓力
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人的身體,有兩個,分別是肉體,還是精神層面上的
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崎品的影響,是對兩者的,增強兩者,亦支配兩者,特別是在令肉體不朽的同時,摧毀一個人的精神健康
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最可怕的是,他們在病發的時間外,是清楚自己的狀態
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無助於自己的所作所為,是陷於絕望、投身瘋狂的理由
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至今,人類還沒有能治療宿主的方法
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這些計時炸彈,只能飽受精神煎熬,等待一天,自己的爆炸
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沒有人知道什麼時候
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小孩的自己,更沒有去在意這些
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鈴木 花子的父親是宿主,小朋友的我明白這個事實,但不理解為何花子總是被大人特別對待
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沒有大人敢為難她,也沒有大人會協助她
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彷彿她是從另一個世界來的
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一個夢世界
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因為在這些年的折磨下,能保持童真,只有來自住在夢境的人吧
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女生的家庭,十分貧窮
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但她的內心,反而與身世相反
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是可喜的
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也是可恨的
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少女比起所有人,受的傷總是特別深,更難恢復,令人對那容易支離破碎的心態,忍受不是容易的事情
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更不要說,她這麼久以來,也沒有改變
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活在自己世界的少女,一直也沒有成長
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沒有
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初中二年,那年的冬天,我殺了自己的妺妹,以她的血肉,換來了我和父親的性命,苟且偷安的日子,破碎的家庭
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那年,我靜靜地離開了她
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因為我成為了宿主
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因為若果一個宿主,已經令她的生命如此辛苦,我不敢去想像若果另一個可能性
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更不用說,我的身份,沒有人知道
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我不想當那顆計時炸彈,去傷害那已經弱小不爾的心
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我不想知道那個未來
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因此,我放棄了過去的一切,活到了現在
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我想忘記我的過錯
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但仍然地,在看到少女的身影後,我發現自己,無論如何,也已經不能補救
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一個夜晚,正確來說,是黃昏,是上高中前的兩日
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在故鄕渡過了暑假,我在巴士站等候著回家的班次
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我看見她