仲有幾日又係重陽節，自從喺農曆年同男友行花市，四圍去拜年，吃喝玩樂幾日之後，中間呢九個月過得好沉悶，同佢見面越嚟越少，見親佢，佢都好沉默，我哋之間好似有一條罅隙，而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYBTlQkUcC
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再過多一個月，男友就正式借調去總公司，聽講係佢主動申請，佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月，或甚至一年。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31BLnk0Bjg
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如果我唔再爭取多啲機會，可能要一年後，先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6dT4mh088
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7O4XZIT4hc
為咗有清晣嘅交代，佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日，出差同海外客户工作交接，所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後，我已經幾個星期無見佢，如果再唔喺平日搵佢，都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯？"347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtmVdevJQ6
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC14s72g9dF
我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢，因為太早搵佢，佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKj2U7ULINQ
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpkCIUkVTg
"我諗可以嘅。"347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2awLVAGjqe
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接近六點，佢回覆我。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNoS1NbAKj
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslTMxG5U5r
一餐好平淡嘅晚飯，再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈，我同佢少咗好多話題，有啲嘢我想問，又唔敢問，變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢，不過可以見吓佢，我都好滿足。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCujJEwumCC
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"我抽時間同你執吓行李？"347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iRRQbY4kM
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"嗯........好吖。"347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFyBHl4Nu7
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBjOwNlQxJ
佢近來都係咁講嘢，滿懷心事咁。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTpU97cx0n
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNiTlQ3gpZ
"係咪有心事？"347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbxhHVvUwb
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡselR9isxjF
我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜，唔通佢真係想同Julie復合，如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭，我又點可以阻止，我只求佢早啲同我講，唔使等我心掛掛。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAA9LovJCF
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPolVbigxP
因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間，兩三個月前，佢又活躍番，似乎好開心，有啲嘢想公開咁。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1gsxnsBxL
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQfsYtcGZR
"嗯......無嘢呀！"347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnnQopGXlt
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcHWxawcua
我關心佢，但嘅然佢咁講，我只好接受，當佢真係無嘢算啦。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGx34lF9DG8
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhSh1LgJfz
"今晚上你度，好唔好？"347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVVw8fk3KE
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SVZbJqeXM
食完飯，佢打算送我走，開車無幾耐，我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持，主動同佢要求。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxJRQh3mgg
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldnRDSaieK
我好掛住佢，好想佢攬吓我，愛吓我，我同佢無親熱好耐，唔通佢無需要，定係有其他渠道發洩。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz47W4xLFYl
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRA3NqtIUcZ
"唔得就算啦！"347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7il2qCRL5
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcupV4wfxye
見佢好猶疑，我有啲唔開心。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqS3ORFcf4
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dxMIW05ar
"唔係呀，只不過........."347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImV2GxeS4M
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuPlfF4JVc
我突然想起Gigi，佢掛住啲家務，連做愛都唔專心，唔通男友又係咁，掛住啲工作？347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRMukxNJoE
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9htEXFiMr
"係呀，揸緊車，好吖........嗯......係呀..........."347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUJLJ9pXaa
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GpNNAIWhz
男友未同我講完，佢手機響，佢平日習慣用短訊，但係揸緊車，回覆唔到，對方可能搵得佢好急，等住佢回應。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrnMV9GkoC
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUDpJ9H8Ut
"前面放低我，我自己上你度，如果你唔方便嘅，我第二日先再上去啦！"347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypgzinPwhv
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1BFn2wOCA
我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐，隱隱悔悔咁，又不時眼尾望吓我，好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5hHYwhlF8
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkDfeAGMYR
我拍吓佢手臂，叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkKtbWF9XZ
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYSIHIEXLg
"一陣再搵你！"347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wTrpmKaqc
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6qlBCs3dJ
男友向對方講一句，匆匆忙忙收線。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HFJnjZsCO
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEjYCmXzy6
我有不祥預感，對方可能係Julie。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDtYThaCn1
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgbly1Wyom
"對唔住呀，我唔想阻住你講電話！"347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSPxFU5P0m
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYKDdYbaGn
男友仲未停定架車，我搶先同佢講，我好辛苦忍住眼淚。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqynRvYVuU
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgFHviNIWf
"唔好咁啦！"347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPTJBePco2
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男友唔俾我落車，繼續車我去佢屋企。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVNx3bYAT4
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVEtwN7bZY
"我好快返嚟，等我。"347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGNrfifzjB
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbS6LSAtcp
佢陪我入咗屋，到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急，為咗工作，定係其他急事，佢無提，無講咩原因，淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我，自己走咗出去，莫非對方真係咁重要。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sy6iRa4QB
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB08AOeJwjV
我第一時間衝入浴室，坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnEtVsRyW2
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCxXhU13E8
我好想搵人傾吓，皓皓？van仔？佢哋會明白我而家處境？347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7to02thtyx
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEyJKCvJzG
我逼自己平復心情，男友可能只係落街覆個電話，佢好快返到，我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZ1zXhEton
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTs1LJZGDUk
我喺廳度等佢，一個鐘頭過咗，佢仲未返。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxZOnaQ7ck
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7ld8gdXRo
感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變，唔通係Julie做嘅，佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟？347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswlEzyhxv5
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQphJ3rWox
不過我太耐無上嚟，已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVjm8aS2w9
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDEn1MbXai
飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片，明顯係以前無嘅，我隨手睇吓，不出所料，全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0Ch1gKrev
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3uAMmxfAQ
我以前無見過呢啲明信片，今晚俾我見到，可能我突然上嚟佢度啦，不過我始終信仼佢，一直以來，我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢，佢對我亦無嘢隱藏，甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦，佢都解晒鎖，任得我登入。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AQYSKrVrM
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBvPO63Q1s
可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方，我無留意到啫。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HczvJlrRI
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhvbT5K5vB
.我呃自己，我無時無刻都留意住Julie，佢寄俾男友啲嘢，如果我見過，點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello，一到步即做兩件事，一，寄明信片俾你，二，坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you！！』347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoeAEuq6Z6
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTKkvOr1oZ
呢張係四個月前第一張。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxOeCAImQA
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ45uw7niXx
Julie習慣寄明信片，喺佢facebook都見過唔少，347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3krVYaLyzP
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBc8Wv6Jjn
『Hi，雖然係夏天，見到個雪山都覺得凍，有個人攬住吓，俾啲溫暖我就好嘞！Miss you！』347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gPvGZTGV2
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDHG0pJhXg
呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅，佢依然用曖昧嘅手法，係咪俾緊暗示男友呢，憑佢哋以前嘅關係，男友一定接收到。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dSSdX3lPj
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowu3GuVWzz
『Dear，It's a hard day。Miss you！ Miss you！ Miss you！』347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfXp3iAQZ8
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQGQBFsQDM
呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張，相隔一個月。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtNmwxTW8J
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JuQC5cfuT
以日期排序，跟住仲有兩三張，每張message都好簡短，但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密，顯示佢哋發展好順利，難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默，呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍，每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEX9gM8uwH
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尤其是最後一張。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSamymobVs
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『Love，will be back on next Wednesday ！347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbmBZga6Gw
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Sweetie，期待嚟緊嗰個trip，love and miss you。 』347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJDzrINXS1
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下星期三？咪即係今日！347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVA58kHLQL
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHDmSFzKjt
嚟緊嗰個trip，Julie會同男友一齊出trip？347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUj1CepkJAQ
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYkwtSXj35
我腦裡面一片空白，成個人恍恍惚惚，呆坐喺廳。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobr5K3A0ST
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1Cvv5hnFx
我一直疏忽咗，男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我，佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢，佢好積極，好進取，同埋好有部署，好有計劃。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjVAdjchq2
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtX916Pi9Lv
呢七個幾月嚟，相對Julie，我偏偏太被動，太不干預，太佛系。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKpd4MogcX
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhTyhIP08b
不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐，勾心鬥角，況且我唔擅長攻心謀略，要同人鬥爭，一丁點我都做唔嚟。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJhaD7GSln
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凌晨四點，我聽到開門聲。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx807KwWRIK
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"對唔住，我遲咗返嚟！"347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6gfx04hNG
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGFOlRWSDV
男友嘆一口氣，歉疚咁望住我。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgxz8xLpPh
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BKG6XugdC
"我call咗車，我走先！"347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvrgMmbhfb
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男友喺後面叫住我，我無理佢，一口氣衝咗出門口，我怕稍一留步，就會撲埋佢度，攬住佢大喊，我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHFrWQSK9m
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3MzSKrFcn
我想避開男友，走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯，坐喺地下流眼淚。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwMhiS9W11
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“C，對唔住，我傷害咗你！”347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDboNOxM42V
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡighOjbXWL2
男友追到落嚟。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hCa9m0XI7
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“我唔知自己想點，你俾啲時間我，可以嘛？”347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcxmkMSQ3i
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fvEytea5G
我同佢一齊好幾年，佢對我好，我好清楚，只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間，係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長，而且和平分手前，佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係，男友只係無奈被迫放手。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMUwmRuFY5
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBWKE1q7XW
我各方便都唔及Julie，我想放棄。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTa9VLEQmlp
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCggfxUfNL
男友拖住我返上佢屋企。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLXQIOBhGH
347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZbk7T8HmD
我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸，但我而家一啲需要都無，相反，我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日，俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感，今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱，我心裡面有咁嘅準備。347Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34HW3jJYOH
