仲有幾日又係重陽節，自從喺農曆年同男友行花市，四圍去拜年，吃喝玩樂幾日之後，中間呢九個月過得好沉悶，同佢見面越嚟越少，見親佢，佢都好沉默，我哋之間好似有一條罅隙，而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfc8Z8WQyAo
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再過多一個月，男友就正式借調去總公司，聽講係佢主動申請，佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月，或甚至一年。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PsbModMMI
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如果我唔再爭取多啲機會，可能要一年後，先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡen0SvAHn6E
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqI2QhwCE2l
為咗有清晣嘅交代，佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日，出差同海外客户工作交接，所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後，我已經幾個星期無見佢，如果再唔喺平日搵佢，都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯？"362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFC2FXaK1g
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilhF2sruJo
我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢，因為太早搵佢，佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XlNKCA2EE
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTCVeunVrF
"我諗可以嘅。"362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwbXB4f0WI
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接近六點，佢回覆我。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLduBXshKct
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一餐好平淡嘅晚飯，再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈，我同佢少咗好多話題，有啲嘢我想問，又唔敢問，變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢，不過可以見吓佢，我都好滿足。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8J3NADyK3V
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"我抽時間同你執吓行李？"362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIG7dhy0EF
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"嗯........好吖。"362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2jxcQsc5l
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佢近來都係咁講嘢，滿懷心事咁。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnchwMpepd
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIPSpsChch
"係咪有心事？"362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Eya8NXhLb
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我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜，唔通佢真係想同Julie復合，如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭，我又點可以阻止，我只求佢早啲同我講，唔使等我心掛掛。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdl4Of4WFX
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdIrAjX0Lv
因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間，兩三個月前，佢又活躍番，似乎好開心，有啲嘢想公開咁。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuMKrYYiut
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0q140cNHtw
"嗯......無嘢呀！"362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYHv6sH2ns
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6NZ0u2Bfc
我關心佢，但嘅然佢咁講，我只好接受，當佢真係無嘢算啦。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUquwFEPIYw
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YCegiKaJZ
"今晚上你度，好唔好？"362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDHySCq9Ex
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlmRdLO5FU
食完飯，佢打算送我走，開車無幾耐，我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持，主動同佢要求。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UgSOvPKNO
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我好掛住佢，好想佢攬吓我，愛吓我，我同佢無親熱好耐，唔通佢無需要，定係有其他渠道發洩。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNQx8w5QRH
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1awJCO3lH
"唔得就算啦！"362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1sTngRIIX
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXOmFPBQq0
見佢好猶疑，我有啲唔開心。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtdsHCdxUL
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPMxx5vu25
"唔係呀，只不過........."362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyysQbmdd2
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhv1WzYHpC
我突然想起Gigi，佢掛住啲家務，連做愛都唔專心，唔通男友又係咁，掛住啲工作？362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RhvbnR2fs
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBSaPEtsaL
"係呀，揸緊車，好吖........嗯......係呀..........."362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdApUXjTw3Q
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGWcIcDvAP
男友未同我講完，佢手機響，佢平日習慣用短訊，但係揸緊車，回覆唔到，對方可能搵得佢好急，等住佢回應。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMq79IWDSPJ
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡga5pU99DBW
"前面放低我，我自己上你度，如果你唔方便嘅，我第二日先再上去啦！"362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKCljVjhVR
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpzyY0RVdc
我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐，隱隱悔悔咁，又不時眼尾望吓我，好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueQr1eCEKh
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvjpS51a6K
我拍吓佢手臂，叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GcDDtOZv9
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSi8GOtuDz
"一陣再搵你！"362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhso8fQKy2
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhE9ZZmghbD
男友向對方講一句，匆匆忙忙收線。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPovRcOQjY
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZaoqfwIme
我有不祥預感，對方可能係Julie。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3I0iNh9oLr
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtTGNE2DZ0
"對唔住呀，我唔想阻住你講電話！"362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QT84ish1Z
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pvD4C7cq1
男友仲未停定架車，我搶先同佢講，我好辛苦忍住眼淚。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaNHpGMLTY
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWV57tnNnue
"唔好咁啦！"362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4W3J74Hpxk
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男友唔俾我落車，繼續車我去佢屋企。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtTboDfgiO
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDyDEnQ6Lf
"我好快返嚟，等我。"362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfg21KFB8UC
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbGHAvJmaJ
佢陪我入咗屋，到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急，為咗工作，定係其他急事，佢無提，無講咩原因，淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我，自己走咗出去，莫非對方真係咁重要。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwvbk0gTQu
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBHByMjELF
我第一時間衝入浴室，坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVP4LYX3AA
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzF8TaLPOGQ
我好想搵人傾吓，皓皓？van仔？佢哋會明白我而家處境？362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGjhR9qS99
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQD6ROZ4w1E
我逼自己平復心情，男友可能只係落街覆個電話，佢好快返到，我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrnakTpFMe
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我喺廳度等佢，一個鐘頭過咗，佢仲未返。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXRjlaAoa9
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85XSX2Rdgd
感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變，唔通係Julie做嘅，佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟？362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZlA3bNlmD
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3ZZGmTfKQ
不過我太耐無上嚟，已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznrVdxkqKd
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeqgH8KOl1
飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片，明顯係以前無嘅，我隨手睇吓，不出所料，全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0Ryja2XwU
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtJjxVNsmh
我以前無見過呢啲明信片，今晚俾我見到，可能我突然上嚟佢度啦，不過我始終信仼佢，一直以來，我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢，佢對我亦無嘢隱藏，甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦，佢都解晒鎖，任得我登入。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptUZHbMVbf
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可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方，我無留意到啫。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmMkTlnXkD
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6Ro7UZYsf
.我呃自己，我無時無刻都留意住Julie，佢寄俾男友啲嘢，如果我見過，點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello，一到步即做兩件事，一，寄明信片俾你，二，坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you！！』362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjweedabfr
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呢張係四個月前第一張。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwtNXHnEII
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Julie習慣寄明信片，喺佢facebook都見過唔少，362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAztuu8TML
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『Hi，雖然係夏天，見到個雪山都覺得凍，有個人攬住吓，俾啲溫暖我就好嘞！Miss you！』362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOlUzPOHEg
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呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅，佢依然用曖昧嘅手法，係咪俾緊暗示男友呢，憑佢哋以前嘅關係，男友一定接收到。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBnmT7p9As
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TZb3Petjt
『Dear，It's a hard day。Miss you！ Miss you！ Miss you！』362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JxWwa2Yvo
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呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張，相隔一個月。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mq5IYpvPq
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugE0OKO2VB
以日期排序，跟住仲有兩三張，每張message都好簡短，但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密，顯示佢哋發展好順利，難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默，呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍，每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi76NSoUfTX
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尤其是最後一張。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzc7EJjGdxZ
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『Love，will be back on next Wednesday ！362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXWjzhqRlj
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Sweetie，期待嚟緊嗰個trip，love and miss you。 』362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplBsxD2rja
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下星期三？咪即係今日！362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16cSUXg1D9
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嚟緊嗰個trip，Julie會同男友一齊出trip？362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQn88vYISb
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPmmqJgdGP
我腦裡面一片空白，成個人恍恍惚惚，呆坐喺廳。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHhPA2g8Kl
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLIYMsmULy
我一直疏忽咗，男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我，佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢，佢好積極，好進取，同埋好有部署，好有計劃。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwAcpVIZJS
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fvMXezq7J
呢七個幾月嚟，相對Julie，我偏偏太被動，太不干預，太佛系。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMqE9vgej3
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5amkPLU0u
不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐，勾心鬥角，況且我唔擅長攻心謀略，要同人鬥爭，一丁點我都做唔嚟。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqkpKVPCvq
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凌晨四點，我聽到開門聲。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nzo9P6FHa
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"對唔住，我遲咗返嚟！"362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2RpSLjUPq
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxpHS3Gwvy
男友嘆一口氣，歉疚咁望住我。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkA4FLk3ujB
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡactY9RkwqX
"我call咗車，我走先！"362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwN0FvG004F
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男友喺後面叫住我，我無理佢，一口氣衝咗出門口，我怕稍一留步，就會撲埋佢度，攬住佢大喊，我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43ZIDumTVE
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2d6t9LcvU
我想避開男友，走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯，坐喺地下流眼淚。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uA70wVlMz
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkZwmpiVSn
“C，對唔住，我傷害咗你！”362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2yBZ45ocy
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eIV3MN9Cz
男友追到落嚟。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmfhtmEOQ8
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“我唔知自己想點，你俾啲時間我，可以嘛？”362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4Tt25qtZN
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJx1FzjcSrx
我同佢一齊好幾年，佢對我好，我好清楚，只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間，係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長，而且和平分手前，佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係，男友只係無奈被迫放手。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7nV8TAKZ3
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiWUclsqpk
我各方便都唔及Julie，我想放棄。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwMLkfaheN
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfTRdmE2Qm
男友拖住我返上佢屋企。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0LxWtYjNd
362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBWuW7RD6L
我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸，但我而家一啲需要都無，相反，我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日，俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感，今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱，我心裡面有咁嘅準備。362Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4y7vwafXr
