仲有幾日又係重陽節，自從喺農曆年同男友行花市，四圍去拜年，吃喝玩樂幾日之後，中間呢九個月過得好沉悶，同佢見面越嚟越少，見親佢，佢都好沉默，我哋之間好似有一條罅隙，而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1oWrzKBWI
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再過多一個月，男友就正式借調去總公司，聽講係佢主動申請，佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月，或甚至一年。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKSPfAPRw5
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如果我唔再爭取多啲機會，可能要一年後，先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJYZufhG63
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為咗有清晣嘅交代，佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日，出差同海外客户工作交接，所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後，我已經幾個星期無見佢，如果再唔喺平日搵佢，都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯？"363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmPCHyD3vw
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9Q73MAvx0
我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢，因為太早搵佢，佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnPPDGRp9x
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"我諗可以嘅。"363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2p9PxMB1R
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接近六點，佢回覆我。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2d0JAx3Sr
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一餐好平淡嘅晚飯，再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈，我同佢少咗好多話題，有啲嘢我想問，又唔敢問，變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢，不過可以見吓佢，我都好滿足。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjt2FShqcn
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"我抽時間同你執吓行李？"363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqd3m4CZbU
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"嗯........好吖。"363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLHwfPlSQ7
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佢近來都係咁講嘢，滿懷心事咁。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkkcBRLXZg
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rELtwT2sz
"係咪有心事？"363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kO2iltl82
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我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜，唔通佢真係想同Julie復合，如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭，我又點可以阻止，我只求佢早啲同我講，唔使等我心掛掛。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDexEI5SNJi
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因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間，兩三個月前，佢又活躍番，似乎好開心，有啲嘢想公開咁。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrUtJ8B1jX
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6grrmxlwl
"嗯......無嘢呀！"363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE20oAzkhIq
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxN7maZoWF
我關心佢，但嘅然佢咁講，我只好接受，當佢真係無嘢算啦。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXaoPx4UjR
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"今晚上你度，好唔好？"363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1I4wAbTP2A
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyrUCIRqVK
食完飯，佢打算送我走，開車無幾耐，我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持，主動同佢要求。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBfyl9elrk
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我好掛住佢，好想佢攬吓我，愛吓我，我同佢無親熱好耐，唔通佢無需要，定係有其他渠道發洩。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGyUjjnHgW
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSTIt0oETB
"唔得就算啦！"363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlB2ymEOUxm
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見佢好猶疑，我有啲唔開心。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOjdcrI1hQ
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"唔係呀，只不過........."363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5vmEkbjcK
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzSx4aBdTc
我突然想起Gigi，佢掛住啲家務，連做愛都唔專心，唔通男友又係咁，掛住啲工作？363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICf9pgkc8f
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSUrZyzyU9
"係呀，揸緊車，好吖........嗯......係呀..........."363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9v46gnSQQ
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JSFWcc2CY
男友未同我講完，佢手機響，佢平日習慣用短訊，但係揸緊車，回覆唔到，對方可能搵得佢好急，等住佢回應。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySEMju38KC
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4VtwTAhBL
"前面放低我，我自己上你度，如果你唔方便嘅，我第二日先再上去啦！"363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwk7yPYXnX4
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF41wUaaHG1
我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐，隱隱悔悔咁，又不時眼尾望吓我，好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCISyaT6beL
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYr3zzfarK
我拍吓佢手臂，叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfn7qlgWKU
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEsBik7tIv
"一陣再搵你！"363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSlUt3UdcA
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男友向對方講一句，匆匆忙忙收線。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvDOx10Sue
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoeWuzHFDt
我有不祥預感，對方可能係Julie。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1Hvdv7pyZ
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jACsH2Ujx
"對唔住呀，我唔想阻住你講電話！"363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62WeNbfxxh
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwhJPntdhN
男友仲未停定架車，我搶先同佢講，我好辛苦忍住眼淚。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJm1617xQqG
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlkfQbs54U
"唔好咁啦！"363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExFAALPKe4
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男友唔俾我落車，繼續車我去佢屋企。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2sieoAUk1
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"我好快返嚟，等我。"363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xM6TfQKzi
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佢陪我入咗屋，到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急，為咗工作，定係其他急事，佢無提，無講咩原因，淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我，自己走咗出去，莫非對方真係咁重要。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDOBOY1nhi
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我第一時間衝入浴室，坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuGIo0wmnB
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwd16j9liin
我好想搵人傾吓，皓皓？van仔？佢哋會明白我而家處境？363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDySHGpUiK
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplaHGIHmbd
我逼自己平復心情，男友可能只係落街覆個電話，佢好快返到，我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWYZXKWQc2
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我喺廳度等佢，一個鐘頭過咗，佢仲未返。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lGLmDcfy7
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nLrwU6z47
感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變，唔通係Julie做嘅，佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟？363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOl3guCWzVM
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不過我太耐無上嚟，已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AGnjctcQA
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJpIrjEc6H
飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片，明顯係以前無嘅，我隨手睇吓，不出所料，全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnvQXjCTly
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我以前無見過呢啲明信片，今晚俾我見到，可能我突然上嚟佢度啦，不過我始終信仼佢，一直以來，我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢，佢對我亦無嘢隱藏，甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦，佢都解晒鎖，任得我登入。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsMeSLZ9Rl
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可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方，我無留意到啫。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggGl2D47ce
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.我呃自己，我無時無刻都留意住Julie，佢寄俾男友啲嘢，如果我見過，點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello，一到步即做兩件事，一，寄明信片俾你，二，坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you！！』363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhfbX2YTnT
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呢張係四個月前第一張。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oxMtrV4Hs
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Julie習慣寄明信片，喺佢facebook都見過唔少，363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccoF2eL9S8
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『Hi，雖然係夏天，見到個雪山都覺得凍，有個人攬住吓，俾啲溫暖我就好嘞！Miss you！』363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYJHDc5naY
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LZXZ2TzVv
呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅，佢依然用曖昧嘅手法，係咪俾緊暗示男友呢，憑佢哋以前嘅關係，男友一定接收到。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZC6zuANjCo
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『Dear，It's a hard day。Miss you！ Miss you！ Miss you！』363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9EdXZJXmd
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呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張，相隔一個月。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9W4uUQH8Ku
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以日期排序，跟住仲有兩三張，每張message都好簡短，但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密，顯示佢哋發展好順利，難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默，呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍，每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHK8vSU21nJ
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尤其是最後一張。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcsNjGhvep
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『Love，will be back on next Wednesday ！363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVls7Fi6VcB
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Sweetie，期待嚟緊嗰個trip，love and miss you。 』363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuKcUzqYhO
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下星期三？咪即係今日！363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmnDiYu7wE
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嚟緊嗰個trip，Julie會同男友一齊出trip？363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHa2PLsrCNX
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我腦裡面一片空白，成個人恍恍惚惚，呆坐喺廳。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSDWfrFzy2
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHsGKePIoT
我一直疏忽咗，男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我，佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢，佢好積極，好進取，同埋好有部署，好有計劃。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzMfGqsfqf
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmxNJ23lTY
呢七個幾月嚟，相對Julie，我偏偏太被動，太不干預，太佛系。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKifWnH40Ah
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyR1wMIZkP
不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐，勾心鬥角，況且我唔擅長攻心謀略，要同人鬥爭，一丁點我都做唔嚟。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7bTU2hQQr
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凌晨四點，我聽到開門聲。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyn1bWqaef9
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"對唔住，我遲咗返嚟！"363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDbt79ucx5
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjeYm9dhIF
男友嘆一口氣，歉疚咁望住我。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSWPUH84Nn
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"我call咗車，我走先！"363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0o7JvR24R
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男友喺後面叫住我，我無理佢，一口氣衝咗出門口，我怕稍一留步，就會撲埋佢度，攬住佢大喊，我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbSdFYGqCG
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXgL3ytzRK
我想避開男友，走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯，坐喺地下流眼淚。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyEs70pm3o
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“C，對唔住，我傷害咗你！”363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqf25qzANv
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男友追到落嚟。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxPcMGbO6E
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“我唔知自己想點，你俾啲時間我，可以嘛？”363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mSoFtu9WZ
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKYoRRDLw5
我同佢一齊好幾年，佢對我好，我好清楚，只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間，係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長，而且和平分手前，佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係，男友只係無奈被迫放手。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5MXKULt81
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6hOjkxwjw
我各方便都唔及Julie，我想放棄。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPUi6a2X2P
363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUpmW24PGA
男友拖住我返上佢屋企。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEcLu2ZWG3
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我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸，但我而家一啲需要都無，相反，我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日，俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感，今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱，我心裡面有咁嘅準備。363Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49ZSlagbaJ
