仲有幾日又係重陽節，自從喺農曆年同男友行花市，四圍去拜年，吃喝玩樂幾日之後，中間呢九個月過得好沉悶，同佢見面越嚟越少，見親佢，佢都好沉默，我哋之間好似有一條罅隙，而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4Iv62ig3G
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再過多一個月，男友就正式借調去總公司，聽講係佢主動申請，佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月，或甚至一年。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUhP9ewYQi
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如果我唔再爭取多啲機會，可能要一年後，先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwO8I03WiX
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BdBMHzhIl
為咗有清晣嘅交代，佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日，出差同海外客户工作交接，所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後，我已經幾個星期無見佢，如果再唔喺平日搵佢，都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯？"306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Iwtg3z8vU
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUGumr0Gen
我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢，因為太早搵佢，佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAfXZmhZQJ
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JXMU3liU4
"我諗可以嘅。"306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWTV7X3nmS
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIWzis06FN
接近六點，佢回覆我。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WRVB7Ltjv
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcSbxcP4xx
一餐好平淡嘅晚飯，再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈，我同佢少咗好多話題，有啲嘢我想問，又唔敢問，變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢，不過可以見吓佢，我都好滿足。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoFpGx0Anb
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHv2xDmcpsb
"我抽時間同你執吓行李？"306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOq6SE058K9
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKH364Nys6
"嗯........好吖。"306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99r7o69e1U
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbhj7IqrhB
佢近來都係咁講嘢，滿懷心事咁。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Xgxg8mavp
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYTyoavrGn
"係咪有心事？"306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTkITXTXCH
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSjjJy1oVy
我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜，唔通佢真係想同Julie復合，如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭，我又點可以阻止，我只求佢早啲同我講，唔使等我心掛掛。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPEfODbA54
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauGySStqYH
因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間，兩三個月前，佢又活躍番，似乎好開心，有啲嘢想公開咁。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzb8k8THJKg
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMp7ozLOi4
"嗯......無嘢呀！"306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GtZ6m6QIv
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnMt1mGtlO
我關心佢，但嘅然佢咁講，我只好接受，當佢真係無嘢算啦。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBD2vr44mA3
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8aZ5qhKaA
"今晚上你度，好唔好？"306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mEquLPdVG
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoz85I1ybRO
食完飯，佢打算送我走，開車無幾耐，我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持，主動同佢要求。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu55PnWsmwd
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzAm7vFgjZ
我好掛住佢，好想佢攬吓我，愛吓我，我同佢無親熱好耐，唔通佢無需要，定係有其他渠道發洩。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9UPD4QK8k
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FUQuGgAYB
"唔得就算啦！"306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7i1fw8lEBB
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJjvYWSpN8
見佢好猶疑，我有啲唔開心。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9D6RNLWG5G
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBswpcmcbGC
"唔係呀，只不過........."306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKBva60XZM
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeinKS1ZXW
我突然想起Gigi，佢掛住啲家務，連做愛都唔專心，唔通男友又係咁，掛住啲工作？306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYU0zhG3Bbg
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrlkYdALjO
"係呀，揸緊車，好吖........嗯......係呀..........."306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3j5dks5nE
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡay6oLtP0SP
男友未同我講完，佢手機響，佢平日習慣用短訊，但係揸緊車，回覆唔到，對方可能搵得佢好急，等住佢回應。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcSCfLXtfQ
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIfSmN4jHz
"前面放低我，我自己上你度，如果你唔方便嘅，我第二日先再上去啦！"306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51XczMVU86
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡas6p1Nlv7u
我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐，隱隱悔悔咁，又不時眼尾望吓我，好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkJBjavBl4
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzB9QPMGFUG
我拍吓佢手臂，叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOIfEsnQMF
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HnYmZjDzG
"一陣再搵你！"306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnMbZNfCRE
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXsFuurHza
男友向對方講一句，匆匆忙忙收線。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQVhwYs8ML
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZO9pVUp5xm
我有不祥預感，對方可能係Julie。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9I3dlRurm
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcI5u70bYUb
"對唔住呀，我唔想阻住你講電話！"306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRAOSnKfEn
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4wfJqTnde
男友仲未停定架車，我搶先同佢講，我好辛苦忍住眼淚。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvngypWnBg
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPXSmhykHN
"唔好咁啦！"306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0hEtZF2L8
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男友唔俾我落車，繼續車我去佢屋企。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObUIBqjpKH
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGPPyXDHEt
"我好快返嚟，等我。"306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXz1aF0tpa
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStcyhfyibh
佢陪我入咗屋，到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急，為咗工作，定係其他急事，佢無提，無講咩原因，淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我，自己走咗出去，莫非對方真係咁重要。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENC7emuZBP
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27Mn7eY7aZ
我第一時間衝入浴室，坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSCB4wIjmY
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfip4lSqdy0
我好想搵人傾吓，皓皓？van仔？佢哋會明白我而家處境？306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovKLyvBDqe
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBq6wjaF1F
我逼自己平復心情，男友可能只係落街覆個電話，佢好快返到，我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprCzekMi2D
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOqEFo9SSE
我喺廳度等佢，一個鐘頭過咗，佢仲未返。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnK8Tk3jDXJ
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSWmVe8jPK
感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變，唔通係Julie做嘅，佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟？306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZezM3zc1dv
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4QukF2gwn
不過我太耐無上嚟，已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IorIFJBqY
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNAkqanv5p
飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片，明顯係以前無嘅，我隨手睇吓，不出所料，全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWf7nBAD58
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2HVdGCRiC
我以前無見過呢啲明信片，今晚俾我見到，可能我突然上嚟佢度啦，不過我始終信仼佢，一直以來，我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢，佢對我亦無嘢隱藏，甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦，佢都解晒鎖，任得我登入。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSpSui2c2X
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6tvpMAC9w
可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方，我無留意到啫。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqo4Ht1T4c
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mpM3tMhjq
.我呃自己，我無時無刻都留意住Julie，佢寄俾男友啲嘢，如果我見過，點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello，一到步即做兩件事，一，寄明信片俾你，二，坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you！！』306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLhnWpHks9
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呢張係四個月前第一張。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8A16q6zoYc
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewCF95Wu8F
Julie習慣寄明信片，喺佢facebook都見過唔少，306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChSAsw9aRd
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfPy8J1fPG
『Hi，雖然係夏天，見到個雪山都覺得凍，有個人攬住吓，俾啲溫暖我就好嘞！Miss you！』306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnjDpI5nj7
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YA4TkIz6H
呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅，佢依然用曖昧嘅手法，係咪俾緊暗示男友呢，憑佢哋以前嘅關係，男友一定接收到。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgs0Q2VBN3p
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLgjaiJ9qD
『Dear，It's a hard day。Miss you！ Miss you！ Miss you！』306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUjjyljQPv
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhshfxih9lG
呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張，相隔一個月。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMo9zyfjtmC
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPGaVSDCvJ
以日期排序，跟住仲有兩三張，每張message都好簡短，但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密，顯示佢哋發展好順利，難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默，呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍，每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIW3QM3Epl
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尤其是最後一張。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8E9B0eqWF
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『Love，will be back on next Wednesday ！306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3LpK8I2rd
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelU8H3kpvc
Sweetie，期待嚟緊嗰個trip，love and miss you。 』306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFXBUKjzll
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIs3eWiKKj
下星期三？咪即係今日！306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9u2XQ8nVnu
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCyhFVncLG
嚟緊嗰個trip，Julie會同男友一齊出trip？306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaN2jEcOQzK
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53VkpfNZf4
我腦裡面一片空白，成個人恍恍惚惚，呆坐喺廳。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcx7IPuLrXJ
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeDucf15s7
我一直疏忽咗，男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我，佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢，佢好積極，好進取，同埋好有部署，好有計劃。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbzUC07wps
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3nExuDPIT
呢七個幾月嚟，相對Julie，我偏偏太被動，太不干預，太佛系。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHJWAk5UoK
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBHGSSrJrZ
不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐，勾心鬥角，況且我唔擅長攻心謀略，要同人鬥爭，一丁點我都做唔嚟。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDO3FjOjyx7
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～～～～306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pleQsek6w
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凌晨四點，我聽到開門聲。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDSx8pJHjR
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"對唔住，我遲咗返嚟！"306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GndMQplnT
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIAo9mVRrH
男友嘆一口氣，歉疚咁望住我。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2KQEiVsjo
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznC1l047Am
"我call咗車，我走先！"306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PeNZWriB3
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNA0qWcqFbv
男友喺後面叫住我，我無理佢，一口氣衝咗出門口，我怕稍一留步，就會撲埋佢度，攬住佢大喊，我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN948rkrVYl
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKiPGUKIel
我想避開男友，走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯，坐喺地下流眼淚。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rXQaGjG4H
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnyMGwWauz
“C，對唔住，我傷害咗你！”306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97JDuxcnl1
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqlV3Mr6YT
男友追到落嚟。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6IDWj2TXK
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“我唔知自己想點，你俾啲時間我，可以嘛？”306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzssGejILg
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwO1lBVyn20
我同佢一齊好幾年，佢對我好，我好清楚，只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間，係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長，而且和平分手前，佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係，男友只係無奈被迫放手。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CpB9zgs8b
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSsEYQjy5D
我各方便都唔及Julie，我想放棄。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29NinldXaZ
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZt9cJTqEWM
男友拖住我返上佢屋企。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCpnvquT0I
306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zGuC7S35M
我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸，但我而家一啲需要都無，相反，我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日，俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感，今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱，我心裡面有咁嘅準備。306Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgebctFjm6
