希望越大,失望越大,上次同George商量照顧狗狗,我情緒失控,佢講過會聯絡我,之前佢未試過講過就算,唔兌現嘅紀錄。
起初我對佢好大信心,但係已經咁多日,佢當我蒸發咗咁,一粒字都無寫過俾我、半句說話都無同我講過。我知道希望已經變成泡影。358Please respect copyright.PENANAMbaTH8AY5P
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反為老闆就好客氣,佢請咗我食飯,仲唔只一餐,係連續兩晚,總共兩餐。358Please respect copyright.PENANAk4uNkY5PNk
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每餐飯佢都勉勵我,叫我振作,我衷心多謝佢,佢反為話多謝我陪佢。358Please respect copyright.PENANAzfp7yBEgyd
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老闆喺外國讀書,有外國護照,早幾年佢兩個仔女去咗外國升學,佢老婆陪埋一齊過去照顧佢哋,老闆一個人留喺度揾錢。358Please respect copyright.PENANApj7oG7aRe8
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我初入呢間公司,只係一個小文員,老闆成日出咗去,同佢一啲都唔熟,對佢印象只係覺得佢好溫文,對員工好。
無幾耐之後,佢一唔得閒,就搵我幫佢手,幫佢打電話約吓客,覆吓email咁。
並非我叻過其他同事,只不過我做嘢慢,成日留低喺公司,遲放工,有時佢想搵人幫手嗰時,同事個個都走哂,剩低我一個,佢無得揀,就叫我做。
咁多年嚟,佢續漸當咗我做佢私人秘書,負責佢啲文書工作,甚至陪佢出去見客。358Please respect copyright.PENANABllmWuzmGs
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當初我最驚佢叫我幫佢覆email,尤其係外國客,我怕寫得唔好,文法出錯,每次寫完都叫George幫我修改一吓,佢英文好過我千千倍,一個email或者信件,對佢嚟講只係小事,所以嗰時我限佢十五分鐘內修改好,等我可以早啲俾個草稿老闆。358Please respect copyright.PENANAaY1hnwRgFJ
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佢講笑咁抗議,我就話:鬼叫你係我男朋友咩!358Please respect copyright.PENANAhiE8jq5ec6
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雖然每次George都喺限時內修改好,不過佢都係喺第十三或者第十四分鐘先覆我,我起初無留意,但後來先注意到。358Please respect copyright.PENANAS43eROMLwp
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George嗰時話佢無超過時限喎,我無得反駁。358Please respect copyright.PENANAH98vtXxGmr
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後來我想到一個方法,我同佢計時,佢每早一分鐘回覆我,佢會賺到一分,儲夠幾多分,我會同佢接吻,儲夠幾多分,佢可以同我愛愛,佢仲笑我咁做等於向佢出賣肉體。358Please respect copyright.PENANAZKThRTfpHG
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之後佢真係快咗好多回覆我,老闆仲讚我有效率,佢唔知道我幫佢做嘢,背後要出賣肉體啫。358Please respect copyright.PENANA8sx5GS5puG
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不過,好多時佢有排都未儲夠分,每次見面,我都俾佢錫,有時甚至我主動錫佢添,每次上佢屋企,就算佢一分都無,我哋多數都會愛愛,個積分獎賞計劃都係虛設。358Please respect copyright.PENANAPgOpL6g2rE
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不過而家一切都成過去,只好嘆息唏噓。358Please respect copyright.PENANAEoB1vG2LpQ
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George無理我,但係auntie上晝俾咗電話我,佢話尋日入大澳玩,買咗少少嘢送俾我媽咪,我約佢嚟緊星期六或者星期日同佢飲茶見面,但係佢問我可唔可以即晚上George屋企。358Please respect copyright.PENANAU3tVJSUWYq
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"George有無話你知呀?"358Please respect copyright.PENANAYphfYEWftc
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auntie喺電話度失驚無神問我。358Please respect copyright.PENANA8Q0P3Xwnn1
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"佢同我立立雜雜講咗好多嘢,唔知你指邊一樣呢?"358Please respect copyright.PENANA7RHfBWyFTy
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既然George想呃住auntie,我唯有講大話。358Please respect copyright.PENANAEzkwVyne0v
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"佢剛剛叫我上佢屋企,拆咗個拼圖,速遞俾佢!"358Please respect copyright.PENANAsTU45LHmMI
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我晴天霹靂,George講過呢個拼圖係我同佢嘅未來人生拼圖,嗰日佢仲想我保留住佢俾我嗰三小片,佢而家叫auntie拆咗佢,即係點,我好清楚啦,唔怪得佢一直再無聯絡我。358Please respect copyright.PENANA9bjqvO0yIZ
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我好想喊,唔知同auntie講咩好。358Please respect copyright.PENANAlqS1JLZDHN
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"C呀,我唔知佢講咩拼圖,我想你今晚陪埋我上去,一齊拆啦,好唔好?"358Please respect copyright.PENANArtiRymISj5
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我唔想親手拆咗我同佢嘅未來,就算要拆都好簡單,整散佢就得,唔使咁多人幫手,我想唔去,推話有嘢要做。358Please respect copyright.PENANAxWZUhuG9LO
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"你有嘢做就做咗先,我喺佢屋企等你,幾夜都好,因為佢似乎好心急,想我聽日寄出去俾佢。"358Please respect copyright.PENANAzLNfgDg5RK
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我偷偷匿喺個客office嘅洗手間覆電話,唔可以講太長時間,我唯有應承。358Please respect copyright.PENANAmFtjqgURU8
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我連喊都無時間,抹咗啲眼淚就走番出去。358Please respect copyright.PENANA0vz0xpztdp
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Van仔不斷俾message我,我一個都無心情睇。358Please respect copyright.PENANAaSlbHX7Ffd
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我全日都無胃口,咩都唔想食,放咗工喺街度流連到夠鐘,去到George屋企樓下,我先俾電話auntie,確定佢到咗先上去。358Please respect copyright.PENANANv26xQtgHg
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一入屋,uncle都喺度,仲見到一大卷用嚟貼玻璃嘅膠紙。358Please respect copyright.PENANAbpsHEPPKRs
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"個拼圖擺喺邊呀?"358Please respect copyright.PENANAOcpQ7DTmTV
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同佢哋寒暄一陣,auntie見時間唔早,佢問我。358Please respect copyright.PENANAIou9au22dX
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我想帶佢哋入書房,好可惜書房門鎖上咗,我記得我離開George屋企之時,我係鎖上咗書房門,唔通幾個月嚟佢無入過去?358Please respect copyright.PENANAk7bv06asnr
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"C,你幫我哋開門啦,我哋無佢書房門匙。"358Please respect copyright.PENANAnHggIsyXap
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到呢個時候,我真係再忍唔住,啲眼淚係咁流出嚟。358Please respect copyright.PENANAwRGT5iQfTa
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auntie同uncle好愕然,唔知點解我咁激動。358Please respect copyright.PENANAf2Kr0zmSAa
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"我同George分咗手啦!.......對唔住.............佢唔想同你哋講住................所以........我向你哋講大話..................,對唔住.................."358Please respect copyright.PENANA8JLP6U6TtG
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我一路喊,一路向佢哋講。358Please respect copyright.PENANAzoQz2CHSe4
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"幾時嘅事呀?"358Please respect copyright.PENANAChhqqh1CvN
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auntie走埋我身邊,攬住我問。358Please respect copyright.PENANA7mtu5ATH6W
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"差唔多一年.........."358Please respect copyright.PENANAoj7x9eZMDr
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"C,你唔好咁傷心,auntie陪你坐一陣,你慢慢同auntie講發生咩事,我去開咗個鎖,房門鎖好容易開嘅啫!"358Please respect copyright.PENANADv576ZjDdC
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uncle好冷靜,叫auntie陪住我,佢好快拆咗個門鎖落嚟,打開書房門。358Please respect copyright.PENANA1Pm8osTc7c
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之後佢坐埋嚟,同auntie一左一右陪住我,聽我講過經過,不過我腦好亂,講得雜亂無章。358Please respect copyright.PENANA3sL5LEDnEK
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佢哋聽到Julie個名,就恍然大悟咁,再無講咩嘢,佢哋應該認識Julie。358Please respect copyright.PENANA0IMJaypPn7
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佢哋兩個嘆一口氣。358Please respect copyright.PENANACDGVwTDM69
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"George仲有幾個月就返,一切等佢返嚟再算啦,無論結果係點,你都要振作呀,好嘛?"358Please respect copyright.PENANAOS0TnZJQxh
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auntie似乎都估到結果,佢攬多我一陣,佢企起身,同我講。358Please respect copyright.PENANAb3ZwoBZEJO
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"你坐一陣,我哋入去搞掂個拼圖先!"358Please respect copyright.PENANAyiqZML8lN4
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uncle拍吓我膝頭,跟埋auntie企起身。358Please respect copyright.PENANArg1FhSr3yQ
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"我都去幫手。"358Please respect copyright.PENANAgzc0eCOfV6
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事隔差唔多一年,我丟淡咗好多,只不過好多時感觸起上嚟,總係忍唔住喊。358Please respect copyright.PENANAaxBkIpe7uz
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原來George已經教咗佢哋點做,啲玻璃膠紙係用嚟拓住砌好咗嗰部份,好似一塊板咁,唔會散開,然後再將一整塊砌好咗部份,分割成八個小塊。358Please respect copyright.PENANAZhfyLTNUgt
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呢個工序好花工夫,我哋三個人小心翼翼搞咗成個鐘頭先搞好。358Please respect copyright.PENANAUKN5zdAwUK
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"C,對唔住呀,我哋兩個唔知頭,唔知尾,先令到你咁傷心,產生誤會咁尷尬!至於下星期幫忙照顧狗狗嘅事,我哋搵Julie啦!"358Please respect copyright.PENANAg6x3yg2OVE
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uncle車我返屋企,臨落車,auntie再次同我講對唔住。358Please respect copyright.PENANAxNvLK1f58M
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不過估唔到Auntie咁快就認定Julie身份。358Please respect copyright.PENANAAp1L9V44Vt
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我一直都想親手照顧狗狗,況且George講過目前佢唔想Julie接手,我唔知點同佢哋解釋。358Please respect copyright.PENANAP3z6dJJH7g
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“C咁錫狗狗,佢唔會介意照顧狗狗幾日嘅!”358Please respect copyright.PENANAEHrQqRSoO7
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好彩uncle幫我解圍。358Please respect copyright.PENANA3EKgR2oebg
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"係我對得George唔好.....所以佢.....不過我會照顧好狗狗嘅!"358Please respect copyright.PENANAWWBpgYmakv
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我又喊起上嚟。358Please respect copyright.PENANAKPI9P1CjGi
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到半夜先迷迷糊糊瞓著。358Please respect copyright.PENANAILsCcye6sd
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第二朝一起身,我check吓電話,呢大半年我每朝一醒,第一件事就係睇吓George有無message,已經成為習慣。358Please respect copyright.PENANAEK8X5NZduH
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一如既往,George仍然無搵我,反為van仔喺五點幾signal過我,我知道就算,未有心情開嚟睇個內容。358Please respect copyright.PENANAsso1m3Y8Tb
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對住塊鏡見到自己對眼又再喊到腫晒。358Please respect copyright.PENANA1UyGy4xPN6
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急就章敷番個eye mask,希望可以消咁啲腫,一陣出街唔使咁難睇。358Please respect copyright.PENANAGKjO5FVC43
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