「阿盈！唔好走…」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWgdpzACW3
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我企返起身諗住抓住佢，可惜乜都掂唔到，掂到嘅只有一堆冰冷嘅空氣，而呢刻我再繼續叫佢唔好走已經遲，佢已經唔係度，浴室變返一片寧靜、呢間屋又再重新變返得我一個。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQALbKs8oml
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「都怪我…做咩要咁衝動講左出黎、仲要咩都認晒，如果我將呢啲收埋一世咪邊個都唔會知，好似依家咁搞到佢咁難受仲要走埋為乜…都唔知仲會唔會可以見得返佢…」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywPm8izWq1
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可能呢啲就係一言既出，駟馬難追，講出黎嘅野就好似潑出去嘅水，之後就咩結果都有唔再收得返你講過嘅野，而今次呢個結果就係我冇估到嘅結果，竟然將個重點放左係我度…235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8nWDQ2mDT
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「阿盈，你啱先仲話以前嘅你已經死左，唔會再喊，因為你已經解脫冇人再恰你，點知最後都為我呢個衰人而再喊返。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJus5c8PGwl
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「以為死後你黎到我身邊唔會再俾人hurt，點知hurt得你最深嘅偏偏係我，要你解脫後重新跌返落深淵，我真係對你唔住…其實我先係最壞嘅一個人。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6gp81y3HZ
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依家成個空間都只剩低我一個人係度自言自語懺悔。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldwkjGJOeJ
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過左一陣我慢慢開門步出浴室，我第一眼就望向櫃入面個公仔，佢移動左變成背向咁對佢我，估計阿盈真係想靜下唔想見到我。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmkoLJNOJQ
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「阿盈對唔住，係我搞到你咁難過…但你可唔可以唔好走，我當得你妹我以後都會當你妹咁照顧你，我唔會因為你係鬼而嫌棄你，可唔可以俾多次機會我去彌補返你，究竟我做乜野你先會原諒我…」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWEVvpuBo9
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說罷周圍一片寂靜，冇任何回應，公仔依然背向住我。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfLMR6Oqqy
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呢刻嘅我就好似情侶之間我做左啲對佢唔住嘅事墾求對方原諒咁，事後鋪鑊，想留住對方唔想佢走。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9Zd7EP3hr
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「由細到大屋企淨係得我一粒仔，唔知我妹控定點，我一直都想有個妹俾我照顧下，佢有困難我幫佢解決、佢受傷害我保護佢、佢難過我安慰佢，可惜呢啲一直都只係可以ff。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFyxeV46li
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「直至遇到你，遇到同我一樣嘅同路人，而你亦肯慢慢接受我，然後我慢慢當左你係阿妹咁照顧，所以你死後到你出現返俾我地撞返真係好難得，我唔想你走、我唔想見以後都見你唔到。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RWD9mtWO6
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我講完呢一大堆野，公仔依然冇任何反應，今次真係鬼都怕左我，莫非呢啲就係神憎鬼厭？235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWh744HoBRK
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好快過左兩日，呢日瞓醒一如既往嘅平靜，雀仔聲都冇粒，但我冇再夢見阿盈，甚至唔多記得呢兩晚夢見啲咩，可能我連夢都冇發一個都唔定，235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EUgDlU8c7
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而呢兩晚沖涼熄左盞燈對住塊鏡佢都冇出現，燈亦都冇眨，好正常咁咩動靜都冇，直到我上床瞓嗰刻亦然，公仔仲係背向住我郁都冇郁過，235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIr5yaagHeb
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熄晒燈準備入睡時亦都冇再好似初初入住嗰陣咁聽到出面有聲，感覺阿盈真係消失左唔再存在…235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgxFsa8MDn
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「阿盈呀，你仲嬲緊我仲未平復到啊？你係瞓左教定點啊？你唔會之後都唔再出返黎掛…你知唔知呢兩日冇左你係度我好唔習慣，你冇再好似之前咁入我夢、出現同我傾計。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDtDNU97yj
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「你仲記唔記得啊，你中五嗰年先轉班過左黎我嗰班，嗰陣你俾阿sir調位一調就調左去角落頭，可能阿sir都覺得你似邊緣啲人，或者你都會覺得滿意。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmQVK4JPkj
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「之後就見你成日唔出聲，鐘意自己做自己野，亦唔同人傾計，嗰陣我就算掉紙仔俾你同向你打眼色你都唔理我。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDmxyd4SJ5
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「之後啲人見你覺得奇疤就開始想過黎撩下你，見你都係唔多出聲就覺得你好恰，之後就開始整你，變相除左我之外依家有多一個對象俾佢地玩。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1k751hoRY
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「就係咁變左男仔負責玩我，女仔就負責玩你，所以我先覺得我地係同路人，相信大家都會明白大家，但你嗰陣應該仲未點留意我。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98a36GW1n4
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「之後仲有一次成班係度抄功課因為黎緊嗰堂要交，大家好似影印機咁係咁copy，抄完自己嗰份借俾人抄，有啲直頭一個位有6-7個人圍住抄，當然我都唔例外，我會搵阿誠借俾我抄。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVBB3TCgLz
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「唯獨是你默默地一個係位度自己做，我見到你諗好耐先做得一題同見你諗得好辛苦咁就借俾你抄，但你搖頭示意唔要，堅決要靠自己做唔洗人幫。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9uRDmx1vt
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「所以我都冇理咁多啦，嗰陣見到你就覺得你好有骨氣，邊似得我地呢班凡夫俗子咁，為左交到貨見人抄就個個都抄。」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39TEcDUL06
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「但可惜呢個世界就係咁殘酷，最後你做唔晒交唔齊功課，而我地個個都交齊晒，之後你就要留堂兼抓你去低form班房當住咁多低form生面前做齊晒佢，真係聽見都覺得好柒，咩面都冇晒，士可殺不可辱，但佢就辱到你變地底泥…」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeK0lpuJNAA
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事關嗰陣低form臨近考試學校搞左啲補課班，所以佢地放學都要留多一個鐘自修先俾走。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBm54xxXqIP
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「再之後有人搞你我就慢慢開始過黎幫你，因為我都睇唔過眼，我亦都正式當左你係同路人、當左你係阿妹咁照顧你，諗返起我真係好想你仲在生，好想再好似以前咁同你一齊放學…」235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bUqDnBOHA
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呢日我講左好多以前中學嘅野，希望佢會聽到記返起我以前點樣識佢、點解同佢慢慢熟，希望佢會覺得思念而出返黎，235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6EgkC9z7C
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但暫時黎講，我就算講完一大堆野，屋企都仲係一片寂靜，冇任何回應，公仔依然冇郁過，就好似得我一個人係度自言自語係度追憶。235Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5L8gMS6gbx
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