Pagi harinya, saat sarapan, Siska lebih ceria dari biasanya.832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNbNa3T8oq
Pipinya berseri, rambutnya dikuncir asal, tapi tetap manis.
“Aku bawa bekal hari ini,” katanya sambil tersenyum.
“Biar hemat.”
“Kamu makin cantik,” jawabku, menyuap roti bakar.
Dia menunduk malu.
“Kamu ngomong gitu karena semalam, ya?”
“Karena kamu makin percaya diri. Dan aku suka itu.”
Siangnya, saat aku di kantor, pesan WhatsApp masuk darinya.
“Pah, aku break sebentar. Bryan ngajak VC. Boleh ngga?”
Aku terdiam sejenak. Lalu membalas:
> “Boleh. Tapi tetap janji: harus jujur.”
> “Deal 😘”
POV Siska
Siska hanya seorang ibu rumah tangga biasa. Usianya baru 22832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamMWWDhLVU
tahun, masih muda, tapi cara hidup dan pembawaannya seringkali seperti832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0za95y9zJN
perempuan yang jauh lebih dewasa. Alim, tertutup, dan nyaris tidak pernah832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzcvk8IBBD
menyinggung soal seks meski bersama suaminya sendiri. Itulah yang sejak awal832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTIGZeZSib
membuat Joni, sang suami, merasa ada yang kurang dalam kehidupan rumah tangga832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCP9hzSSph
mereka. Joni sering bercanda, “Aku nikahnya sama anak muda, tapi rasanya kayak832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolqOX7x2Y9
hidup bareng ibu-ibu majelis taklim.”
Sudah hampir dua tahun mereka menikah. Meski secara umum832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HorHNP22z
rumah tangga mereka tampak harmonis, ada satu sisi yang terus-menerus membuat832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQhBCejBBr
Joni merasa resah: keintiman mereka di ranjang selalu berjalan datar. Siska832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbB060ThdF
terlalu malu, terlalu tertutup, dan terlalu takut dianggap ‘berlebihan’.832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWAZsjmagO
Padahal Joni adalah tipe suami yang justru menikmati eksplorasi, fantasi, dan832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqgwZoLH80
keterbukaan.
“Akung,” ujar Joni suatu malam saat mereka selesai mandi832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PJ1Y1vKXH
bersama. “Kamu cantik banget. Tapi kamu nggak pernah lihat dirimu segitu832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijAwjL58Jo
menariknya di mata cowok lain. Kamu terlalu sibuk jadi versi ‘istri baik-baik’.832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGg4Bev08Pq
Tapi coba sekali-kali jadi versi kamu yang liar, yang tahu dia seksi. Aku832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjtIedV6Lh
pengen kamu percaya diri.”
Siska hanya tertawa kecil, meski pipinya memerah. Ia tidak832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6P88hmcWa7
langsung menjawab, tapi malam itu, ia tidak menolak saat Joni menyarankannya832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2k9GXkG9j
mengenakan lingerie tipis berwarna merah. Dari situ, semuanya mulai berubah.
Hari itu, Siska iseng membuka aplikasi Instagram. Biasanya,832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAy45MeegP
ia hanya scrolling resep atau video lucu, tapi hari itu berbeda. Ia melihat DM832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kebEniPb5
dari seseorang bernama Bryan seorang pria bule yang ternyata sudah beberapa832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo93uYrFK8p
kali menyukai foto-fotonya. Ia tak pernah sadar, mungkin karena selama ini832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjzqWlaiut
menganggap Instagram hanya sebagai hiburan kosong.
“Hey,” pesan pertama pria itu.
“You’re really beautiful.”
Awalnya, Siska hanya tersenyum sinis dan berniat832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JMVbdyf27
mengabaikan. Tapi entah kenapa, saat Joni lewat di belakangnya dan sekilas832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUERvR5uFdz
melihat layar, ia justru tertarik.
“Siapa tuh?” tanya Joni.
“Ngga tahu, orang luar. Suka DM-dm kayak gitu,” jawab Siska832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeGDHtZBEN
malas.
“Coba bales aja. Iseng. Pura-pura kamu jomblo. Aku pengen832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnsEV3w18K
lihat kamu dilirik cowok lain. Mau liat kamu sadar kalo kamu tuh menggoda832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIIEdcCqvJ
banget.”
Siska menoleh, menatap suaminya heran.
“Kamu serius?”
“Serius. Aku malah seneng banget kalau kamu bisa bikin cowok832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHGZiFIDKI
lain tergoda. Tapi kamu tetep milikku. Itu yang paling bikin aku bangga.”
Dengan agak canggung, Siska pun mulai membalas. Chat itu832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlK20yZHbFN
semula hanya basa-basi. Tapi Bryan ternyata sangat sopan, tidak agresif, tidak832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5cDr31t1B
murahan. Ia bercerita tentang pekerjaannya, kehidupannya di luar negeri, dan…832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rfAKfI0gV
betapa dia menyukai perempuan Asia yang kalem dan feminin seperti Siska.
“Aku suka kamu,” tulis Bryan.
“Kamu beda dari yang832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJSaITBBCe
lain. Cantik alami. Matamu jujur.”
Siska mulai tersenyum sendiri. Bukan karena gombalannya,832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HZx97NUJD
tapi karena ada rasa aneh yang perlahan tumbuh: dirinya diperhatikan, dinilai832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6jiLPhYaw
cantik, dan dihargai sebagai perempuan. Rasa itu asing, tapi nikmat.
Malamnya, Siska bercerita kepada Joni.
“Aku… aku jadi seneng dibilang cantik kayak gitu. Entah832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKxQ3mt2BA
kenapa, aku nggak ngerasa jijik. Justru kayak… aku merasa hidup,” ujarnya832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fwozPnczE
pelan, jujur.
Joni langsung memeluknya dari belakang. “Nah itu. Aku pengen832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkLzC9DBRo
kamu merasa seperti itu. Kamu seksi, dan kamu pantas tahu itu.”
Beberapa malam kemudian, Joni dan Siska mulai bermain-main832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hK7qxQSeq
dengan fantasi itu. Saat mereka bercinta, Joni memancing imajinasi Siska,832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDKMxOjnyu
membisikkannya untuk membayangkan seolah dirinya adalah Bryan. Siska yang dulu832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocxoQ8bBdx
pemalu kini mulai terbuka, menggigit bibir, berani memainkan posisi, bahkan832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3htI2ou9U
mengeluarkan suara lirih yang selama ini hanya ia tahan.
Tapi malam itu ada satu kejadian yang membuat semuanya832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlEFimnzDJ
berubah.
Saat mereka sedang berpelukan di ranjang, tubuh Siska masih832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5W7jdDzG4
berkeringat, napasnya belum sepenuhnya stabil, tiba-tiba HP-nya berdering. Nama832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY64qVADFZU
Bryan muncul di layar. Video call.
Siska terkejut dan memandang Joni.
“Aku… aku tolak ya?”
Tapi Joni menggeleng pelan, matanya menyiratkan sesuatu yang832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNjMcDSgkp
lebih gila.
“Nggak. Kamu angkat aja. Bilang kamu lagi rehat. Bikin dia832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEfWPtjSjM
makin penasaran.”
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Siska tergagap. “Tapi… aku belum pakai baju.”
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