Pagi harinya, saat sarapan, Siska lebih ceria dari biasanya.664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDu6SY1iLR
Pipinya berseri, rambutnya dikuncir asal, tapi tetap manis.
“Aku bawa bekal hari ini,” katanya sambil tersenyum.
“Biar hemat.”
“Kamu makin cantik,” jawabku, menyuap roti bakar.
Dia menunduk malu.
“Kamu ngomong gitu karena semalam, ya?”
“Karena kamu makin percaya diri. Dan aku suka itu.”
Siangnya, saat aku di kantor, pesan WhatsApp masuk darinya.
“Pah, aku break sebentar. Bryan ngajak VC. Boleh ngga?”
Aku terdiam sejenak. Lalu membalas:
> “Boleh. Tapi tetap janji: harus jujur.”
> “Deal 😘”
POV Siska
Siska hanya seorang ibu rumah tangga biasa. Usianya baru 22664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XbdPCwArT
tahun, masih muda, tapi cara hidup dan pembawaannya seringkali seperti664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RXDar9TKj
perempuan yang jauh lebih dewasa. Alim, tertutup, dan nyaris tidak pernah664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk04YFHohs4
menyinggung soal seks meski bersama suaminya sendiri. Itulah yang sejak awal664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5f6Bj0qFmG
membuat Joni, sang suami, merasa ada yang kurang dalam kehidupan rumah tangga664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8yn95kVbt
mereka. Joni sering bercanda, “Aku nikahnya sama anak muda, tapi rasanya kayak664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOisyoNA2v
hidup bareng ibu-ibu majelis taklim.”
Sudah hampir dua tahun mereka menikah. Meski secara umum664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFJrIlD0O0
rumah tangga mereka tampak harmonis, ada satu sisi yang terus-menerus membuat664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzbcayrDGM
Joni merasa resah: keintiman mereka di ranjang selalu berjalan datar. Siska664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1pSi0tv3Q
terlalu malu, terlalu tertutup, dan terlalu takut dianggap ‘berlebihan’.664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZeqdbZ04N
Padahal Joni adalah tipe suami yang justru menikmati eksplorasi, fantasi, dan664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVP3esXDbqT
keterbukaan.
“Akung,” ujar Joni suatu malam saat mereka selesai mandi664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Kz7hWdxzB
bersama. “Kamu cantik banget. Tapi kamu nggak pernah lihat dirimu segitu664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWokLJWng9Z
menariknya di mata cowok lain. Kamu terlalu sibuk jadi versi ‘istri baik-baik’.664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BzJgbRwc0
Tapi coba sekali-kali jadi versi kamu yang liar, yang tahu dia seksi. Aku664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5luQisMcKS
pengen kamu percaya diri.”
Siska hanya tertawa kecil, meski pipinya memerah. Ia tidak664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCTgDH2ZdY
langsung menjawab, tapi malam itu, ia tidak menolak saat Joni menyarankannya664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIGNZBuJE5
mengenakan lingerie tipis berwarna merah. Dari situ, semuanya mulai berubah.
Hari itu, Siska iseng membuka aplikasi Instagram. Biasanya,664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjanspBOc3s
ia hanya scrolling resep atau video lucu, tapi hari itu berbeda. Ia melihat DM664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYxBMU9D1A
dari seseorang bernama Bryan seorang pria bule yang ternyata sudah beberapa664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbTUvpN7e9
kali menyukai foto-fotonya. Ia tak pernah sadar, mungkin karena selama ini664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjfRMnV1X5
menganggap Instagram hanya sebagai hiburan kosong.
“Hey,” pesan pertama pria itu.
“You’re really beautiful.”
Awalnya, Siska hanya tersenyum sinis dan berniat664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MC8cWrwVe
mengabaikan. Tapi entah kenapa, saat Joni lewat di belakangnya dan sekilas664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqS8ohbokr8
melihat layar, ia justru tertarik.
“Siapa tuh?” tanya Joni.
“Ngga tahu, orang luar. Suka DM-dm kayak gitu,” jawab Siska664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnjiWv4K9q
malas.
“Coba bales aja. Iseng. Pura-pura kamu jomblo. Aku pengen664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9o55ixRuyg
lihat kamu dilirik cowok lain. Mau liat kamu sadar kalo kamu tuh menggoda664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWtWOwHdUm
banget.”
Siska menoleh, menatap suaminya heran.
“Kamu serius?”
“Serius. Aku malah seneng banget kalau kamu bisa bikin cowok664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7oIop8ngU
lain tergoda. Tapi kamu tetep milikku. Itu yang paling bikin aku bangga.”
Dengan agak canggung, Siska pun mulai membalas. Chat itu664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZETUXME9WS
semula hanya basa-basi. Tapi Bryan ternyata sangat sopan, tidak agresif, tidak664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnaZZw9g8z
murahan. Ia bercerita tentang pekerjaannya, kehidupannya di luar negeri, dan…664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtzLxH7SXd
betapa dia menyukai perempuan Asia yang kalem dan feminin seperti Siska.
“Aku suka kamu,” tulis Bryan.
“Kamu beda dari yang664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNfhV6NGfv
lain. Cantik alami. Matamu jujur.”
Siska mulai tersenyum sendiri. Bukan karena gombalannya,664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3ZJ8ZNE8a
tapi karena ada rasa aneh yang perlahan tumbuh: dirinya diperhatikan, dinilai664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWGkCI430u
cantik, dan dihargai sebagai perempuan. Rasa itu asing, tapi nikmat.
Malamnya, Siska bercerita kepada Joni.
“Aku… aku jadi seneng dibilang cantik kayak gitu. Entah664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTeyBDEtMy
kenapa, aku nggak ngerasa jijik. Justru kayak… aku merasa hidup,” ujarnya664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeIRwGTO3W
pelan, jujur.
Joni langsung memeluknya dari belakang. “Nah itu. Aku pengen664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMpNEejHSG
kamu merasa seperti itu. Kamu seksi, dan kamu pantas tahu itu.”
Beberapa malam kemudian, Joni dan Siska mulai bermain-main664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPUdSuy9NR
dengan fantasi itu. Saat mereka bercinta, Joni memancing imajinasi Siska,664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvCqDzf1OI
membisikkannya untuk membayangkan seolah dirinya adalah Bryan. Siska yang dulu664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zmZox3YlI
pemalu kini mulai terbuka, menggigit bibir, berani memainkan posisi, bahkan664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmslGmylxH
mengeluarkan suara lirih yang selama ini hanya ia tahan.
Tapi malam itu ada satu kejadian yang membuat semuanya664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkP336eFDgD
berubah.
Saat mereka sedang berpelukan di ranjang, tubuh Siska masih664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJz9oWqeHM
berkeringat, napasnya belum sepenuhnya stabil, tiba-tiba HP-nya berdering. Nama664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtb6LEluy1p
Bryan muncul di layar. Video call.
Siska terkejut dan memandang Joni.
“Aku… aku tolak ya?”
Tapi Joni menggeleng pelan, matanya menyiratkan sesuatu yang664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMp9AnIJxm8
lebih gila.
“Nggak. Kamu angkat aja. Bilang kamu lagi rehat. Bikin dia664Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWRwJvEVPo
makin penasaran.”
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Siska tergagap. “Tapi… aku belum pakai baju.”
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