Pagi harinya, saat sarapan, Siska lebih ceria dari biasanya.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKffGUPhE01
Pipinya berseri, rambutnya dikuncir asal, tapi tetap manis.
“Aku bawa bekal hari ini,” katanya sambil tersenyum.
“Biar hemat.”
“Kamu makin cantik,” jawabku, menyuap roti bakar.
Dia menunduk malu.
“Kamu ngomong gitu karena semalam, ya?”
“Karena kamu makin percaya diri. Dan aku suka itu.”
Siangnya, saat aku di kantor, pesan WhatsApp masuk darinya.
“Pah, aku break sebentar. Bryan ngajak VC. Boleh ngga?”
Aku terdiam sejenak. Lalu membalas:
> “Boleh. Tapi tetap janji: harus jujur.”
> “Deal 😘”
POV Siska
Siska hanya seorang ibu rumah tangga biasa. Usianya baru 22676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyUvojPG8Q
tahun, masih muda, tapi cara hidup dan pembawaannya seringkali seperti676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXL9oos5dJr
perempuan yang jauh lebih dewasa. Alim, tertutup, dan nyaris tidak pernah676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLvfQOuuzJ
menyinggung soal seks meski bersama suaminya sendiri. Itulah yang sejak awal676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48l8d0pN3l
membuat Joni, sang suami, merasa ada yang kurang dalam kehidupan rumah tangga676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5ESjU8htV
mereka. Joni sering bercanda, “Aku nikahnya sama anak muda, tapi rasanya kayak676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhigmfo3lj
hidup bareng ibu-ibu majelis taklim.”
Sudah hampir dua tahun mereka menikah. Meski secara umum676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSm2yZVMSzP
rumah tangga mereka tampak harmonis, ada satu sisi yang terus-menerus membuat676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfnsJJi0K6
Joni merasa resah: keintiman mereka di ranjang selalu berjalan datar. Siska676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2fb6xnweL
terlalu malu, terlalu tertutup, dan terlalu takut dianggap ‘berlebihan’.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3cE35ShZ8
Padahal Joni adalah tipe suami yang justru menikmati eksplorasi, fantasi, dan676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDDzGAJyiy
keterbukaan.
“Akung,” ujar Joni suatu malam saat mereka selesai mandi676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0x5rR0f9gC
bersama. “Kamu cantik banget. Tapi kamu nggak pernah lihat dirimu segitu676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4dd7kwJdF
menariknya di mata cowok lain. Kamu terlalu sibuk jadi versi ‘istri baik-baik’.676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucCabfou3V
Tapi coba sekali-kali jadi versi kamu yang liar, yang tahu dia seksi. Aku676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgsyJCTE88
pengen kamu percaya diri.”
Siska hanya tertawa kecil, meski pipinya memerah. Ia tidak676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0eeO5kJhX
langsung menjawab, tapi malam itu, ia tidak menolak saat Joni menyarankannya676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfBNivpFIT
mengenakan lingerie tipis berwarna merah. Dari situ, semuanya mulai berubah.
Hari itu, Siska iseng membuka aplikasi Instagram. Biasanya,676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooObO7xirO
ia hanya scrolling resep atau video lucu, tapi hari itu berbeda. Ia melihat DM676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4Wz1AlnVk
dari seseorang bernama Bryan seorang pria bule yang ternyata sudah beberapa676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEvEbiEcr2
kali menyukai foto-fotonya. Ia tak pernah sadar, mungkin karena selama ini676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2I3rK8xFH3
menganggap Instagram hanya sebagai hiburan kosong.
“Hey,” pesan pertama pria itu.
“You’re really beautiful.”
Awalnya, Siska hanya tersenyum sinis dan berniat676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHuXsYZVdN
mengabaikan. Tapi entah kenapa, saat Joni lewat di belakangnya dan sekilas676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQMePVJwrp
melihat layar, ia justru tertarik.
“Siapa tuh?” tanya Joni.
“Ngga tahu, orang luar. Suka DM-dm kayak gitu,” jawab Siska676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclO5llKAui
malas.
“Coba bales aja. Iseng. Pura-pura kamu jomblo. Aku pengen676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2iaJ25qX2
lihat kamu dilirik cowok lain. Mau liat kamu sadar kalo kamu tuh menggoda676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTJ4qMbJH0
banget.”
Siska menoleh, menatap suaminya heran.
“Kamu serius?”
“Serius. Aku malah seneng banget kalau kamu bisa bikin cowok676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡin6ElIPhwe
lain tergoda. Tapi kamu tetep milikku. Itu yang paling bikin aku bangga.”
Dengan agak canggung, Siska pun mulai membalas. Chat itu676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGmMKAZpzl
semula hanya basa-basi. Tapi Bryan ternyata sangat sopan, tidak agresif, tidak676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWJ3oqjWif
murahan. Ia bercerita tentang pekerjaannya, kehidupannya di luar negeri, dan…676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5FrysEB7N
betapa dia menyukai perempuan Asia yang kalem dan feminin seperti Siska.
“Aku suka kamu,” tulis Bryan.
“Kamu beda dari yang676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2YCJg0snL
lain. Cantik alami. Matamu jujur.”
Siska mulai tersenyum sendiri. Bukan karena gombalannya,676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ934OxGZwd9
tapi karena ada rasa aneh yang perlahan tumbuh: dirinya diperhatikan, dinilai676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtWxKCtdOK
cantik, dan dihargai sebagai perempuan. Rasa itu asing, tapi nikmat.
Malamnya, Siska bercerita kepada Joni.
“Aku… aku jadi seneng dibilang cantik kayak gitu. Entah676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZCsZoSmhP
kenapa, aku nggak ngerasa jijik. Justru kayak… aku merasa hidup,” ujarnya676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaJ7IyG6Ev
pelan, jujur.
Joni langsung memeluknya dari belakang. “Nah itu. Aku pengen676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6i9vps6jHz
kamu merasa seperti itu. Kamu seksi, dan kamu pantas tahu itu.”
Beberapa malam kemudian, Joni dan Siska mulai bermain-main676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWxqGH3KJB
dengan fantasi itu. Saat mereka bercinta, Joni memancing imajinasi Siska,676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnygzMAStl
membisikkannya untuk membayangkan seolah dirinya adalah Bryan. Siska yang dulu676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbIEDNgJVD
pemalu kini mulai terbuka, menggigit bibir, berani memainkan posisi, bahkan676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunCTvXgH1u
mengeluarkan suara lirih yang selama ini hanya ia tahan.
Tapi malam itu ada satu kejadian yang membuat semuanya676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQDYnm9vzB
berubah.
Saat mereka sedang berpelukan di ranjang, tubuh Siska masih676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRofDSbXFqw
berkeringat, napasnya belum sepenuhnya stabil, tiba-tiba HP-nya berdering. Nama676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxE17Loxsin
Bryan muncul di layar. Video call.
Siska terkejut dan memandang Joni.
“Aku… aku tolak ya?”
Tapi Joni menggeleng pelan, matanya menyiratkan sesuatu yang676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7b5RrZVadO
lebih gila.
“Nggak. Kamu angkat aja. Bilang kamu lagi rehat. Bikin dia676Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOseTw8Urb
makin penasaran.”
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Siska tergagap. “Tapi… aku belum pakai baju.”
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