與其相濡以沫，未若江湖相忘。709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡne6H9U4s4A
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或許是忘記他，或者是不需要他了。惠施這一去，已好久好久，都未曾有過音信。709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04zzqxYRrq
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第二年的冬天，起初只是鵝毛般的細雪，到後來，雪卻愈下愈大，宋國遍地飢寒交加，莊周也不例外。709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQxsaqsg2Y
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其實莊周沒有甚麼不開心，只是在把那艘扁舟賣掉時，他竟格外想念起惠施來。709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpC8f9GsFV
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「要是他當時不說我可以去找他，我興許是不去的……」709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡal7aEXU84k
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莊周收拾好行囊，把賣扁舟的錢換作一頭牛，便往魏國去了。709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkG2zYQjioN
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「小周、小周……」709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HiaWCABbt
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「……我的相國。」709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMoVDakrST
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躺在榻上的莊周，迷茫間睜開了雙眼，抓著惠施的手，緊緊地摁在自己的心口。左右都是僕從，這樣的動作，讓惠施顯得有些為難。709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenRxl6jUlN
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惠施抽開了手，替莊周把被子闔上，「你又不是大王，我不是你的相國。」709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvgppgacjx
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「我怎麼了……？」莊周躺在榻子上，看著跪在身旁的惠施。709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98mGhkk5Gj
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「你還沒進城就餓昏了，但是你很有名氣，大家都喜歡你寫的書，也知道你是我的故人，我得了信，就把你接回來。」惠施道。709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJOyaJJL1r
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「嗯。」莊周伸出手來，摸了摸惠施的臉，「我的公子，你的表情好像有些奇怪，怎麼了嗎？」709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLC9Aaiv7ae
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惠施猶豫了一會兒，纔說道：「我得回宮一趟，不能一直獃在這兒。你有些風寒，我已吩咐府裏的人調些肉羹給你喫了，你多喫點，病纔能養好，知道不？」709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHnfIUCCcm
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惠施的神色終究是有些複雜，然而他按著自己的手，以及他的神色又是如此溫柔。709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6vBVIhkzC
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莊周在惠施府上調養身體的期間，不時聽到下人們偷偷地在他背後議論道：「這位就是來搶老爺相位的人嗎」、「瞧他衣衫襤褸，大王不會採用他吧」、「老爺不是要把他殺掉嗎？為什麼還接待他？」709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfS3fxL7uwf
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莊周明白了。709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkMPTeiZLK
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『雖見著了，卻比見不著難受。我這趟來反而給惠施惹了麻煩……原是我知牽腸掛肚不好，可依然牽掛才如此。』
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－－聖人忘情，最下不及情；情之所鍾，正在我輩，我果真非是個至人之質。709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvl3mIMfEIF
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下朝後，惠施擔任大王的顧問，接待六國使者，與他們商量對策，一直忙碌到很晚纔回了家。纔到家，見到莊周昏睡在外堂，他被諕了一下，向家奴問道：「你們是不是虧待了莊先生？」709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjiWZrEs7s
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「奴才不敢，是莊先生非要在此等候老爺，老爺太晚沒回來，莊先生累倒了。」709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcRZI4v08o
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惠施看著莊周的模樣，想：『莊周不知禮節，在外堂昏睡，這樣的人，興許大王是不會採用的；若只是來投靠我的話也無妨。』709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwjTeiDrvD
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便吩咐道：「往我房裏加一套被子。」709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVUmU5CIyD
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家奴不解。惠施道：「莊先生與我同房。」得令，這才退下。709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxhSEgoJJs
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莊周迷迷糊糊間，覺著身體輕飄飄的，好似飛到了雲端，那個幻化作蝴蝶的夢，再次回來了。709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFf6Sto5KjZ
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這回，他飛過濠梁，鑽過濠梁下的湖心，遠遠飛過魏國的都城，翩飄進相國府的窗櫺裏，裏頭香霧瀰漫，溫暖無比，與外頭的飢寒大相逕庭。709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGhgcF0ebM
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「……這裏可是瑤池？」709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mIAokRIn2
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「這是我的府邸。」709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEYEORZWAe
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莊周用手背揉揉眼，但聞惠施的聲音，卻不見他的人。709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bJroef8K7
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他本想回頭，惠施卻說道：「別回頭，我幫你擦背。」709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyjJyCjeEw
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「公子……」709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrE2aKJ8C9c
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洗浴間，莊周昏昏沉沉的，連一頭長髮，都是惠施幫他梳洗。只記得惠施撫觸他的感覺極細，他的手觸碰過自己的後頸，背胛，其餘的，病中便再難記。709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKeq5lFX7v
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一整晚都沒有下人來打擾。就寢時分，惠施幫莊周穿好睡衣後，兩人同榻，相對而寢。709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHNAGleyKM
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夜半時分，莊周竟感覺惠施的身子貼服在他的背後，雙手摟著他的腰。709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IWek2ToO0
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莊周說道：「惠子，等病養好，我就離開大梁。」709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulWyHoL5ob
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「為什麼？」這突來的一番話，令惠施驚醒。709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSN59dPNQUq
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「鳳非梧桐不棲，非竹實不食，我以為我寫的書，你全看過了，原來沒有。」709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgATaatsBva
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惠施沒答話，只無聲地淌淚，有幾滴淚直接淌在莊周的身上，莊周伸手替他揩面。709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡol24PQNpoK
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只聞幽幽地一句「對不住」。莊周說道：「對不住的人是我，人各有志，我又何必強求呢？」709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHz3Ze33KC
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「你以前曾問過我，你若離開，會不會想你，會不會留戀？其實我想得很……我來大梁，只是想給你這個答案。魏王的相國，你一人就足夠了，我若繼續留在這兒，你大概也過得不安穩。」709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4PIb0PhX4
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「若我不在乎呢？」惠施看著莊周的臉，「你千里迢迢來看我，還猜忌你是我的錯……可如果我說，就算大王真的叫你去作他的相國，我也不在乎呢？」709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgeZwJI7DJ
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「我在乎啊，我又不想和別人作禮行揖，可你還對這地方有所依戀，不是嗎？你想當官，我不想當官，我留在大梁，對我們倆人都很麻煩。」莊周道：「這一回，你若想我的話，就回宋國好嗎？……等你不想做官了再回來，我等你。」709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUndnzQ69Ks
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惠施只輕輕地說了句「好」，便把莊周緊緊地攢進懷裏，而後，一夜無話。709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzEiZgaFgf
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惠施直到死前，也沒有回宋國，但是惠施的屍骨，終究是回宋國看他了。709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOk6fAALRo
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莊周的幾個門徒準備了祭品，偕他一塊兒上墳。709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6As9wDSoMw
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門人見到夫子的神情十分黯淡，本想開解他，莊周告訴他們：「我同你們說個故事。」門人們便朝他一拜：「夫子請講。」709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGlPw4hyoE
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莊周淡淡地說道：「在楚國有位郢人，他有很會使大斧頭的匠人朋友，他們兩個會一種表演，郢人先在鼻頭上，抹上一層薄如蠅翼的石灰，再讓他的朋友削去。」709Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmFUD4zQIk
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「旁人雖看得心驚膽跳，郢人卻面不改色，對匠人十分放心。匠人使斧頭時，不但沒削掉郢人的鼻子，還把石灰完全砍去。宋元君聽說這椿奇事，想請郢人再表演一次，郢人卻回答：『我的匠人朋友已經仙逝，只留下我一人獨活，所以我無法再表演了。』」
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「……而惠子於我，亦是如此。」
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郢人斫堊，該典故最早出自莊子《郢人》。
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