Taylor's POV
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I am trying to concentrate, truly I am. But Jay shirtless in a gym bench pressing is quite a sight. I've settled for cycling and I'm doing great, keeping up the momentum.
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He comes to stand by my exercise bike, towel around his neck and I glance up at him. The gym is empty and I'm just staring at his chest. My Jay.
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"Mmm" I say stopping my cycling.
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"You are so hot" I laugh before I can stop myself.
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He chuckles.
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"Not as hot as you" he laughs.
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"I'm gonna do some leg work now" I say still distracted. I hop off standing in front of him.
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"Are you now" he chuckles.
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"Can I watch" he smirks.
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I smirk at him and he pushes my plaited hair back.
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"Do you like watching me Jay" I say softly.
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"Yes" he says and he unleashes his blue eyes on me.
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I pull my top off and stand in front of him. I’m just in my sports bra and leggings. He tries his best not to look at my cleavage but he can't help himself.
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"Come on then" I say taking his hand.
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I lead him over to the mats, he busies himself on the weight resistance machines, but facing me. Watching me whilst I do my squats and my leg routine.
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I put myself into a down dog position and it breaks his concentration entirely. He joins me on the mat and I laugh.
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"Want something" I ask softly.
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"Yes, you" he smirks.
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He pulls me down on the mat softly and I lay next to him. It's far away from the entrance system and they're no cameras. Only one huge mirrored wall. He kisses me softly.
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"I'm gonna need to take you again Taylor" he sighs.
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"tout de suite" he says softly.
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I stand up and he watches me. I walk over to the mirrors and lean up against them. Wordlessly he stands behind me and pulls my leggings down just slightly. I look up and into the mirror and he winks at me.
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Once he's inside of me I moan and he places his hand lightly over my mouth. He pulls my hips into him over and over again and I watch him through the mirror.
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"You are so hot" he says quietly.
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"I need you all of the time" he says.
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I gasp and he thrusts hard into me. He quickens his pace and I lose it, moaning into his hand.
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"This is so risky" he says softly.
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"Mmmm" I say and he smiles at me through the mirror.
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"Do you enjoy that Taylor" he asks.
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"Yes" I blush.
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"Me making love to you in a place where we can get caught" he says.
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"Mmmmmm" I sigh and I can feel myself orgasming.
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He lets go inside of me and I smile.
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Jay repositions my clothes delicately and then turns me to face him.
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"You okay?" He asks instantly.
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"Mhmm more than okay" I sigh.
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He kisses me softly.
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"That was naughty" he whispers and I laugh into his chest.
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"That was hot" I say.
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"I loved you holding my mouth" I say shyly and he smirks.
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"I love feeling you moan into it" he says.
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"Shhh, Or I'm going to demand you take me again Mr Scott" I say.
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"Tout de suite" I laugh.
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"What I thought you liked my French" he laughs.
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"I like you speaking French a bit too much" I smile.
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"It's that good?" He asks.
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"It is that good" I say looking into those blue eyes.
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"How did you not know it's a total pantie dropper" I say and he fully laughs out loud.
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"You have charmed women with it before haven't you" I say and I love how we can joke around with each other.
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"No" he laughs and we're walking out of the gym hand in hand.
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"Okay I have" he laughs.
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"Knew it" I tease him.
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"Ready for a massage" he says and I smile at him.
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"I sure am" I say.
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"I love you, Taylor" he says seriously.
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"Honestly" he says.
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"Oh I know" I say to him.
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"I'm sorry for fucking you in the gym" he says and his cheeky grin comes out.
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"Oh you do not have to apologise" I say.
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"I just can't help it, you in leggings. Stretching and everything" he sighs and I laugh. I playfully hit him and he encompasses me in a big hug.
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"Let's go relax" he says.
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"Can't wait" I smile at him.
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We walk into the massage suites and receive our towels. Preparing ourselves first on the massage tables. I turn my face to him and he looks at me, down my bare back. He sighs.
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"I'd rather be the one doing the touching" he smiles.
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"You would be great at it too" I laugh.
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The lights are low and the music soft. I watch him for a while seeing him relax and it makes me happy. Once I settle into my massage I close my eyes feeling safe because he is here, Jay is my safety. He will never let anything happen to me or our baby.
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I'm slightly ashamed to admit it though, but when I close my eyes I can see Jacob's contorted expression. His pain from his loss. The sorrow and the unhappiness, and the need to be loved. The need to touch me and take me filling up his eyes. I open my eyes again, turn my face to see Jay. He looks at me with an expression of care, I must look alarmed.
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I can feel that he just wants to hug me and hold me. I try to relax again. Starting from the beginning focusing on the soft music, Jays blue eyes and the massage. At times it's as if nothing happened, mostly that's when Jay is touching me. I completely forget it, but sometimes it's all I can remember. All I can feel and think about.
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I'm reminding myself to breathe and to stay present. So that I don't have to close my eyes now and see him. Or feel him on my skin, feel the entrapment of him holding me down.
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I breathe in and out deeply. Stop Taylor, I tell myself. You are safe. There’s nothing wrong, nobody holding you down. I calm myself. Quiet my head and keep myself steady. I will not let this destroy my so far wonderful life.
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Instead I think about Jay, his blue eyes. The kind smile he’s found since I entered his life. Even the enigmatic, confident bad boy he was before brings me comfort. His suave hard exterior, of which I etched away. Like peeling away layers to reveal the man underneath. My Jay, I found him.
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Once the massage ends I look over at him. He winks at me and I blush. Once the staff have left the room I sit up and he smiles getting distracted looking at me in my bikini.
He pulls his shirt on clearing his throat and smirking to himself.
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“Wasn’t that a good idea” I say to him as we leave.
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“Mhmmm more sexy gym and massage time with you please” he says to me and his smile warms my soul. Makes me feel at home, safe and full of life at the same time.
